[Waiting for the end of the world] Dongli chrysanthemum

Eleven seldom takes pictures, so he is surprised to see himself in the photos who don't seem to be himself: "These photos? Where did you get them?"

Yan Changnian was standing by the window with the backlight, a cigarette between his fingers, the meager morning light shone in from the window, the lingering smoke made his face blurry, and his voice also became ethereal: "Eleventh, I I told you that I was violent to you just now. It was the root cause of Yingzong’s illness after he left. I thought it was cured, but obviously because of you, it happened again——I didn’t mean to blame you. Good impression, I believe you can also feel that you are different from those around me, you will not compliment me because of my status, so you will do things that cater to me, and you will not be with those who only have my money in their eyes Same."

"I can't forget Yingzong, and I won't forget it in my life. But I never thought about being single for the rest of my life. I thought about being with you...do you have anything to tell me about these photos?" Yan Chang Nian is not a person who follows others, but there are no waves without wind, and he also wants to get an answer from Eleven. He understands himself, but Eleven doesn't understand. The protective film that Eleven put on himself is too strong, and he doesn't Willing to be too pushy.

However, it seems that it is an extravagant hope to wait until Eleven to voluntarily open his protective film. Eleven is not a brat, but a mature man with a certain life experience. He can seal himself in the protective film for ten or twenty years , and will likely continue to do so.Even Yan Changnian couldn't change it.

The photo on the top is Qin Lai pulling Shiyi across the road, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

Eleven thought about Yan Changnian's sentence "I once wanted to be with you...", what is it with him?Just live like Yan Changnian and Hei Yingzong?Although both are men, living together is like tens of thousands of ordinary families, treating each other as an inseparable part of their lives?

Why didn't he go on?

"You sent someone to follow me?" Eleven asked.

Do rich people like to do this? Although he is open-minded, if Yan Changnian really doesn't trust him, it seems that he doesn't trust him very much. Otherwise, why would he send someone to follow up and investigate him?Do not trust, no matter how clear the explanation is, I am afraid that it will not be credible in the hearts of those who have already become suspicious.

Eleven has always been responsible for doing things, and he is more upright in certain things. One is one, two is two, and he cannot tolerate the slightest doubt from others. His self-esteem is damaged, and his anger rises. He sneered: "Yan Changnian, I also think that You are different from those people, and it seems that you are similar."

I want to disassociate myself from the relationship and say it directly, can he, a person who graduated from high school and lives at the bottom of the society, understand these twists and turns?

"He's my friend, haven't you met him once?" Eleven squinted at him, "I heard you have a fiancée? Then why are you messing with me? It's a great sense of accomplishment to play with people between applause? Yan Changnian, I have yours."

Eleven stretched out his middle finger and made a vicious gesture, then got up to look for his clothes, the fire in the fireplace was still burning brightly, and he was wearing a pair of boxer briefs all over his body.

"I'm leaving, I won't play games with you." No matter how uncomfortable he was, he didn't want to show it to make people laugh.He was stripped naked inside and out for people to see, and he didn't want to stalk him any more, he didn't even have self-esteem.

Yan Changnian hurriedly took a few steps to hold him back: "Who did you hear that I have a fiancée?"

"Is this important? Do you want to get that person out for revenge? Yan Changnian, it has nothing to do with who told me." Eleventh Ren pulled him back, and his face returned to his usual calm.

"I don't have a fiancée. In fact, since Yingzong left, I have never had a relationship with a woman. I talked about a short-term relationship because the personality disagreement ended quickly. I have had a few bed partners, but I have never liked One-on-one, not going to someone else at the same time as I'm with you."

"Me too." Ten kept looking at him, "Maybe we all misunderstood each other, but Yan Changnian, remember the probation period I said? Do you think we can really be together? Whether it's me or you, give each other There is room for you to withdraw at any time. To be honest, I don’t like this. I hope that the relationship will last forever, preferably a lifetime. You are destined not to be plain. I don't want to be stared at every day, it makes me creepy."

After struggling to say this, Eleven deeply hoped that Yan Changnian could refute him, but Yan Changnian didn't do that, but just stared at him with unclear eyes.

The gloomy emotions caused by disappointment spread little by little, and he was extremely sad. His voice, which was already difficult to pronounce, seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't say a word. , a vicious circle, you can only maintain a posture with your neck stuck.

Yan Changnian's fingers have been holding his arm very hard, because there is no rest, his bloodshot eyes are looking straight at him, and the sadness gradually soaks into his black and white pupils, he looks at the silent Eleven, yes, this is the look in his eyes. In the three years of junior high school, his most expression is like this. He looks at the surrounding things coldly and indifferently, always giving people a sense of indifference and alienation that cannot be approached, keeping a distance from everything.

When they reunited, he was attracted by this kind of Eleven. From the beginning of pure interest to later sprouting ulterior emotions, but why seeing this kind of Eleven now makes him who has always been strategizing and likes to hold everything in his hands Does he have a deep sense of powerlessness and frustration?

Neither of them spoke again, and the room fell into an embarrassing silence. The sun rising outside the window hung on the canopy of the trees, and the sunlight falling on the floor moved slowly and gradually moved to the window.

It's almost noon.They didn't eat breakfast, and they went through another exhausting competition. They were mentally and physically exhausted. Yan Changnian collected the scattered photos, put them in the file bag, and stood quietly for a while. It was in that position, sitting on the edge of the bed slightly slumped, with cold eyes, with one hand resting on his thigh and the other supporting the bed, looking at Yan Changnian motionlessly.

Both of them could feel the helplessness in the air. Is this entanglement finally coming to an end?

"I'll take you home." Yan Changnian put on his coat, and Shi Shi also handed it to him.

Eleven put it on slowly, and heard Yan Changnian say "send you back", these four words are like saying "we break up", as if struck by lightning, a huge sadness welled up in my heart, but because of inertia, Still expressionless, he nodded and followed Yan Changnian out of the villa.

When Yan Changnian went to drive, he stood in the slightly cold wind and waited. The air in the mountains was very good, with the fresh air of leaves and the smell of soil. The wind with moist water vapor brushed against his cheeks, making his eyes a little wet .

The car was driving on the mountain road, and some exposed stones occasionally flashed outside the window, more tall trees, some sections of the road were covered by tree canopies, and the sky was a little dark, like a place where there was no exit and no prospect between the two relation.

The gentle section of the road passes, and the next section of the road has a long and steep slope. The car is driving on the road in the middle of the mountain, and the other side is a mountain stream with a large drop. No, he would not buy a villa far from the urban area.But the scenery here is really good.

There are mountains and water, rivers and lakes, so it is perfect for vacation.

Vacation plans that fall by the wayside...never again.Eleven clasped his hands to his chin, watching the passing scenery outside the window.

The car was going downhill, and the speed was getting faster and faster, but it didn't slow down. Eleven didn't care. When he found something was wrong, he saw Yan Changnian's forehead was covered with sweat from the rearview mirror. He sat up straight unconsciously. Yan Changnian noticed his movement and didn't turn his head back. His deep voice sounded calmly: "There is a small problem, it will be resolved in a while. Fasten your seat belt."

The trees and rocks outside the window flashed by, and they were so fast that they could not be seen clearly. On Shishi, he had never seen Yan Changnian driving such a fast car. After running for a few miles, he reached the detour next to the mountain stream.

Yan Changnian's hands holding the steering wheel had bulging veins, his eyes were focused on the road, but his voice was still steady: "The brakes failed."

Eleven made a sound, but didn't say anything.

"I'm going to drive into the woods, are you afraid?"

"Do not."

"it is good."

"I'll tell you to jump out of the car later, and you jump. Remember how to open the door?"

"Ah."

Most of the trees on the side of the road are old trees. A car with a speed of 100 kilometers per hour rushed into it, and the end could be imagined, but Yan Changnian turned the steering wheel, and the car rushed into it.

The car turned left and right on the uneven ground, and the low branches slapped and scraped the body. In a short while, the shiny body was full of scratches. When passing by a protruding stone, the side of the car was also dented took a piece.

Eleven already suffered from mild motion sickness, but after all this tossing, he felt his temples twitching, his chest felt tight, and his stomach churned.

The rough ground slowed down the speed of the car a little, but it was far from enough. The accident still came. A few piles of rocks suddenly appeared behind a bush. It was too late to turn the steering wheel. The car rushed into the pile of rocks. Behind the rocks was a slope. Flying out of the pile of rocks, it fell down heavily. When the car hit the ground, it shook violently, but it landed safely without rolling over. Yan Changnian lay on the steering wheel without any movement.

Eleven, who was full of meat and vegetables, was dizzy from the shock. After blinking hard, he realized that Yan Changnian had passed out. He didn't know if he was injured. The car out of control rushed down the slope, and the speed was getting faster and faster. The faster you go, there is a huge boulder in front of the car. Unless you go around it, the car will be destroyed if you hit it.

Eleven called Yan Changnian while unfastening his seat belt, but there was no response. He leaned over from behind the car seat and put Yan Changnian's head on the side near the passenger seat. Yan Changnian's face was covered with blood, which was very scary.