[Waiting for the end of the world] Dongli chrysanthemum

At the end of spring, the weather was sunny in my memory, and the temperature difference between morning and evening was relatively large. Yan Changnian, who hadn’t seen him for about a month, called Shishi and asked him if he was free. He asked him out and drove over later. pick him up.

After Yan Changnian finished speaking, he hung up the phone, staying eleven and listening to the monotonous beep in vain, his heart sank unsteadily, like being immersed in ice water in the cold.

Qin Lai's words have always been like a thorn in his heart. Although he has already made enough psychological preparations, Yan Changnian's phone call is undoubtedly an ultimatum, and he is still flustered about having a showdown with him.

Eleven wanted to avoid it, as long as he avoided it, he wouldn't hear what he didn't want to hear.In fact, he did the same thing. He stood up quickly, turned off the computer, put on his clothes and ran out of the house. He didn't even bother to close the wooden door, he just closed the iron door outside, and then ran down the stairs. Go around to the back of the building, run all the way to the back of the innermost building, and go out through a small door over there.

He got on a passing bus, and the cell phone in his trousers pocket rang after a while, and it kept ringing. The person sitting next to Eleven thought he didn’t hear it, and kindly reminded him that Eleven said he knew, and the phone was on time. If no one answered the call, it would automatically hang up. After repeating the call, it finally stopped ringing.

Eleven's tense heart finally let go, but his heart was empty. The roadside trees were full of flowers, and tiny flowers floated in from the window and fell on his legs. Eleven fingers picked up the flowers and slowly crushed them.

Yan Changnian called again the next day and asked him why he couldn't find anyone and didn't answer the phone. Eleven said, "You hang up before I say you're not free. You're busy and you're not free."

Yan Changnian was silent, and said for a long time: "Then are you free now?"

have?still none?

Didn't sleep well all night Eleven obviously lacked sleep and was in a trance, what should come will come eventually, let's face the reality, he told himself like this, saying: "I'm at home."

"I'll take you to a place, you wait for me."

Eleven was waiting for Yan Changnian at the entrance of the alley. He didn't even see Yan Changnian's car parked across the road. Yan Changnian honked his horn twice before he looked up and walked over.

Yan Changnian moved the rearview mirror and looked at Eleven inside: "What's wrong, you look so bad?"

"It's nothing." Eleven collapsed on the back seat, covering his eyes with one hand.

"Go to bed first for motion sickness. It will take some time on the road." Yan Changnian said, playing the car music, and the soothing light music echoed in the car. Since I came out to meet him on October [-], I was naturally ready to deal with everything, and I didn't sleep Well, I'm tired, so I'll go to sleep soon.

Yan Changnian looked at Eleven in the rearview mirror from time to time on a road with few cars, his eyes were dim and unclear.

When Eleven was woken up by the call, they arrived at a mountain. A two-story building stood by a quiet lake. The green hills, green waters, white walls, and red tiles stood next to the building. There was a wooden bridge connecting the gazebo. Fresh, it seems like a great option for a vacation here in the summer.

Eleven didn't show a happy expression, Yan Changnian didn't know what he was thinking, he parked the car in the garage of the small building, and said to Eleven who was standing blankly beside him, "Go in."

It was getting dark soon, it seemed that Yan Changnian planned to spend the night here with Shi Yi, Shi Shi thought, maybe he was thinking wildly, Yan Changnian really wanted to have a showdown with himself, would he come to such a place with himself?Yes, he said on the phone that he was on vacation.

The mood that had been depressed all this time finally got better, Yan Changnian took out a bunch of things from the rear compartment, took them with the eleven gang, and entered the villa together.

There is no one in the villa, but it seems that someone has been taking care of it. It is very clean inside, and the air in the mountains is humid. At night, the temperature drops, and I feel a little cold wearing long-sleeved clothes. I can’t let go of my hands and feet in a strange place on November [-], and I keep looking at Yan Chang I was busy during the year, and most of the things I brought were food, and there were some fireworks.

Yan Changnian took him to visit the villa, looking at the rooms one by one, only one room facing the small lake was not open, Yan Changnian said there were some things in it.There is a fireplace in one of the bedrooms. Yan Changnian brought up the wood from downstairs, flipped it around and lit the fire, the sparks splashed, and the fire gradually grew. The yellow flame made the bedroom warm, and the dancing flames engulfed them. shadows printed on the wall.

The two worked together to cook dinner. The villa seemed to be seldom occupied by people, and there was no human taste. After Eleven said so, Yan Changnian put the bowls and chopsticks in front of him and said, "I come to live here occasionally. The last time was about half a year. It’s time to go. The dew is heavy in the mountains, and we’ll go upstairs after dinner, maybe you’d like to watch a movie on the cloth sofa with a quilt in your arms?”

Yan Changnian said that, and they did the same. Eleven always felt that his body smelled of gasoline, so he went to the bathroom to take a shower. Halfway through the shower, Yan Changnian was completely naked. He walked into the bathroom, and he washed Eleven's hair and took a bath. After making soap and covering his whole body with white foam, Eleven thought he wanted to have sex, but in the end Yan Changnian was just helping him take a bath without making any provocative moves.

The two of them were sitting one by one and lying down on the other. Eleven was leaning against the arm of the sofa, while Yan Changnian was lying on the other end, with his feet on his lap, moving about.

The fire crackled from time to time, Eleven didn't have the heart to watch movies at all, his eyes slowly shifted to Yan Changnian, Yan Changnian seemed to be fascinated, the fire shone on half of his face, and his eyelashes became faint The golden-red hair was flapping from time to time. Eleven was bewildered, so he went over to touch his face. Yan Changnian turned his head at the right time, and when he saw Eleven, he was also startled, half-sitting up with his hands on the sofa.

Eleven's hands touched the skin on his face, and his fingers were a little cold. Yan Changnian frowned slightly, with an incomprehensible color in his eyes, and turned his head to bite Eleven's fingers that were moving around his lips. Move your hand to his chin, lift it up, and the kiss follows.

They bit each other like wild animals, the cool air was burning in the friction, when Yan Changnian went in with all his strength Eleven closed his eyes, sweat dripped on his face in a trance, he reached out to touch, but bumped into Yan Chang Nian's finger, Yan Changnian took his hand and put it on his lips to kiss, his deep eyes kept looking into the depths of his eyes, as if he wanted to see his soul through his eyes.

This kind of Yan Changnian made Eleven feel bewitched, as if those eyes had the illusion of affection.

Yan Changnian put his fingers into his mouth one by one to suck and gnaw, his tongue was wet and soft, the gnawing gently made people feel emotional, and the heat of the inlaid place rose to an unimaginable level.

When I was sleepy, Eleven asked Yan Changnian: "You are two years younger than me, right? Then you will be 28, when are you going to get married?"

Yan Changnian put her head on his neck, smelled his body, and muttered: "Why do you ask like that?"

"You have to get married, don't you? Especially people like you..." The hot breath of his breath sprayed on his neck, and Eleven felt a little itchy, and reached out to pinch his nose.

"If you mean marrying a woman, I don't have that plan yet." Yan Changnian opened his mouth to bite his neck when his nose was pinched, "What about you?"

"No woman wants to marry me." Eleven said, with half-truth and half-fake self-mockery.He suddenly remembered what Qin said, Eleven, you are someone worth cherishing.He didn't know how Qin Lai saw that he was someone worth cherishing, and he didn't want to take that as Qin Lai's comforting words.

Qin Lai, how should I put it, Eleven thinks that he is not someone who likes to say flattering words to please others.Therefore, he kept that sentence in his heart all the time, and was really hurt by the experience of his youth. Otherwise, he would have been a good young man who was positive and optimistic about life when he was eleven, oh, maybe he would be middle-aged soon.Although I always think of myself as a rough-headed person, it seems that I am not.In fact, those are small things, and when accumulated, they changed him into a different person.

Time flew by like a shuttle, and he became a leftover man in a blink of an eye.

Eleven was absent-minded for too long, to the point where Yan Changnian felt uneasy. He thought of those photos that he didn't know who sent him specially, and the anger and sadness that had been suppressed in his heart finally broke free from the shackles of reason, and he felt jealous. And hatred once again controlled him. Could it be that, except for Hei Yingzong, no one would treat him wholeheartedly? !

When Yan Changnian struggled back to his senses, his hands had already strangled Eleven's throat.

Eleven doesn’t know why Yan Changnian suddenly went crazy. Yan Changnian seems to be controlled by the devil. No matter how he screams, he can’t wake up. He can only struggle. Those weak people who couldn't lift their hands or shoulders, couldn't break Yan Changnian's hands, then attacked Yan Changnian's other places, clenched their fists and attacked his temples, when his knees hit Yan Changnian's lower abdomen continuously, Yan Changnian At the same time, he let go of his hand.

"What the hell are you crazy about?" Eleven knelt on the ground and coughed desperately, his face was blue with suffocation, physical tears flowed out, and the voice that seemed to be made with all his life was hoarse as if his life was hanging by a thread. It is uncomfortable and frightening.

Yan Changnian hunched his body and breathed heavily. His temples and abdomen hurt badly. Eleven really attacked him with dead hands. If Eleven lost his mind like him and just hit his crotch a few times, I'm afraid his sex will be broken for the rest of his life. Fu is completely finished.

"I'm sorry." Yan Changnian's hands trembled a little. Since Hei Yingzong left, he had received psychological treatment for half a year. Except for his father and the psychiatrist, no one knew about it. Even his mother and father kept it secret. He thought he was completely healed, but he didn't expect to have a sudden attack at this time.

He knelt down and hugged Eleven: "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..." He rubbed his cheek against Eleven's face, his face was wet, and he didn't know whose tears it was.

If there is a first time, there will be a second time, and it must be completely resolved, otherwise both will be hurt again.After both of them calmed down completely, Yan Changnian put on his nightgown and went downstairs.

In the night, the villa is like an ancient giant beast, crouching in the darkness, and the starlight is faint and dim.Yan Changnian turned on the light in the garage and took out a paper bag from the trunk of the car.Inside are some photos, each of which has Eleven, one or several strangers appear occasionally, Eleven who is doing heavy work, Eleven who is sitting on the side of the road eating box lunch, Eleven’s residence, some life scenes, The one who appeared the most next to Eleven was a young man.

Unlike those people from the bottom of the society who dressed simply, this young man looked like he should belong to the upper class. Eleven and him went to some public places, restaurants, movie theaters, bookstores, etc., and behaved intimately and naturally.

Track Eleven?I don't know which person who has a crush on him or the financial connections of the Yan family did the nasty thing.