Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

Xu Liao left this small mountain village on the second day after finishing the filming. Wang Tian and Sister Xue felt relieved. , cloudy and misty.

He left something here, the world is so interesting, when Xu Liao tried his best to abandon, kill, and erase that period of the past, it tortured him even more; but when he put everything down, that period The past left him quietly again, like a piece of mud sticking to his face, it disappeared easily and simply as soon as the water washed away.

People always have a past that they don't want to accept, the pain of falling suddenly from a high place into a quagmire, and the collapse from being loved by everyone to being ignored and disdainful. Bury all those that can't be released here.

The crew still had work to do, so they didn't leave with them. Wang Xiaochan said goodbye to him while eating, and had to go to work later. I was a little overwhelmed in a trance.He was dizzy for a while, the airport was overcrowded, coming and going, hustle and bustle, he even mistakenly thought that he had broken into another world, and he didn't recover until he got on the plane.

Ying Su came to pick up the plane, looking as if nothing had happened, as if he was not disturbed by any external objects, Xu Liao sat in the passenger seat and looked at him with interest, with full lips, half a smile, as if it was a wild fox who went into the mountains for the sake of it. Going home to cross the catastrophe, now the time is turning, waiting to come out to confuse the common people again.

"Next, take a good rest." Ying Su said to him, "If you have something to do, ask Wang Tian to solve it. It's not necessary, so don't contact me."

Xu Liao agreed meaningfully, touched his chin and asked Wang Tian to book him a ticket to the Oceanarium. Ying Su almost thought that the other party had discovered something.

After returning to the company, Ying Su took a long ride without waiting for a wink, leaving nothing but exhaust fumes.

Xu Liao's sweetheart's scooter was still parked in the company's parking lot. Before he left, he was afraid that it would be bad for the car if it was left for a long time, so he specially handed the key to Liu Qian who had been wanting to "touch" it. When he came back, he was wearing a black riding suit, his body was bumpy, and his precious car was a bit of a beast and beauty.

"Teacher Xu." Liu Qian took off her helmet, dripping with sweat, tied her hair up again, and twirled the key twice with her fingertips, still looking like an iceberg beauty, "You're back."

"That's not it." Xu Liao took the key that flew in the air, and swept it up and down, "Your clothes are not bad."

Liu Qian laughed muffledly: "Don't laugh at me, you're always like this. You haven't heard from me for half a year, and your fans are crying all day long. A few days ago, a reporter asked me where you were."

"Isn't this going to the mountains to plant trees?" Xu Liao thoughtfully, smiling happily, "So, I have to go out for a walk, who knows what will happen to me."

The movie "Aphasia" is very famous, and it has received a lot of attention before it was released. Firstly, it is the director, secondly, the subject matter, and thirdly, Xu Liao himself is quite popular. Liu Qian probably knew a thing or two about the movie she was interested in, but she didn't understand how Xu Liao could easily get out of the role just after finishing filming. It looked like he was going out to play a scene Comedy, not tragic life.

"Your condition...is very good." Liu Qian said in silence for a moment, "This is very good."

Su Xingcan happened to come out with Bai Su shoulder to shoulder, seeing Xu Liao's eyes lit up, he stretched out his hand to say hello, "Brother Xu, did you see a beautiful fairy when you went into the mountain?"

Xu Liao winked at him, and said with a smile: "Can there be a goblin more beautiful than your Brother Xu?"

Su Xingcan immediately covered his heart, pretending to be in pain: "Brother Xu is still the best, I can't beat you with this coquettish talk."

The four of them had a joke in the company for a while, and Xu Liao went upstairs to find Cui Yuanshan. The company is divided into layers, and how many floors represent a level. There is no such rule here in Xingchen, mainly because the buildings are not built so high, and they are too lazy. Expansion, it is said that they are choosing a new location recently and plan to change the office building. There are more and more people in the company, which is not surprising.

Cui Yuanshan stayed in the office honestly, and it was impossible for the front desk lady to stop Xu Liao, not to mention that this girl was Xu Liao's fan, so she called the big boss with a smile on her face, and said happily: "Mr. Xu, it's been a long time. The boss is waiting for you in the office."

"Thank you." Xu Liao waved to her, and when he was going up the elevator, he was crooked to the side and was out of shape. Wang Tian looked at him and snickered, then handed him the phone to look at, and asked in doubt Said, "Mr. Xu, why do you suddenly want to go to the aquarium?"

"Long stretches of green hills are always accompanied by towering blue waves." Xu Liao squeezed his neck and said with a light smile, "Your teacher Xu has no courage, and on the other hand, you are in a panic at home. You don't want to travel except for filming, waiting to sit at home. Eat and wait to die, if you want to see the great country, you can only go to these man-made museums to enjoy it.”

Everyone is born from water, and I buried my bones in a green hill, so I wanted to experience how to be born again from the source.

Wang Tian only thought he was joking, and said with a giggle, "You're kidding me again."

Xu Liao didn't tease her, but he also knew that the other party didn't understand what he was talking about, so he smiled. When they got there, the little assistant didn't have so many worries, so he naturally went to work on his own affairs easily.He walked to the door of the office and knocked, waiting for Cui Yuanshan to let him in. The other party had never pretended to be like him, so naturally he let people in.

"I'm back." Cui Yuanshan didn't even lift his eyelids. Apart from their work relationship, the two of them can still be called friends, and they are friends who know the truth in each other's heart.

Well, maybe only Xu Liao knows it well.

Xu Liao had Ying Su hidden in his heart, and he knew that Cui Yuanshan also had Ying Su hidden in his heart. It is not clear who he might go with in the future, anyway, it would not be Cui Yuanshan who killed him. Through Cui Yuanshan, I want to know the past that I have never participated in.

"Busy now?"

Xu Liao sat on the sofa watching him, Cui Yuanshan buried his head in the files, video cameras were crowded everywhere, discs were stuffed into bookcases, posters were pasted up in a mess, there was a single spring bed behind the sofa, If you didn't know that this is the boss's office, you would think it was the kennel of some rich second-generation high school student.

"Not busy." Cui Yuanshan's voice was a little hoarse, and he yawned, "You came just in time, I just don't want to see it, this pile of stuff has to be finished before tomorrow, you hurry up and talk to me, look at this shit It made my head explode, and Xiao Su asked for leave for another week, and I am very annoyed now."

Xu Liao was deeply surprised, and smiled slightly: "Ying Su, a workaholic, also asks for leave?"

He was still on a business trip.

"Yes." Cui Yuanshan pursed his lips, turned another page and said, "Oh, by the way, you probably don't know that every time he leaves the company, he arranges things clearly, except for me. It is known that he went out to rest."

For some reason, hearing this, Xu Liao couldn't help but want to grind his teeth.

"Don't look at him like that. He seems to be insulated from any dangerous activities. In fact, he will find some free time every year to go free diving." Cui Yuanshan babbled, "Do you think free diving is better than bungee jumping and skydiving? He I used to always talk about my pursuit of excitement, but I would choose a time every year to find a small island to relax, and I was really worried that one day the phone would ring and it would be the diving side telling me that he had disappeared."

Xu Liao couldn't help frowning, Cui Yuanshan glanced at him, and said with a smile: "Okay, there is no taboo, it's been so many years, why are you frowning, you don't want to part with your manager, it's only about a week, and he will back."

"I just think you're a little bit..." Xu Liao said helplessly, "You're a little bit aggrieved against Su."

Cui Yuanshan's face froze, he pursed his lips and said, "Your illusion."

Could it be that the confession failed?

Xu Liao really didn't want to show that he was very happy, so he coughed twice, changed the subject and said, "I didn't expect Ying Su to have this side, he likes diving?"

"I said I like it... Actually I don't." Cui Yuanshan hesitated for a moment, "Forget it, you just treat it as a hobby."

Can it still be a hobby?

Xu Liao really wanted to re-educate Cui Yuanshan for the school and the motherland. It is something wrong to keep half of what he said, and he should not stuff it back if he spit it out. It is beneficial to one's own side, but if Cui Yuanshan is aware that both of them are so thoughtful, then it is uncertain.

Although Cui Yuanshan may not be able to eat this piece of meat, there are too many ways for him not to let Xu Liao eat it.

But in the end, it was Cui Yuanshan who couldn't hold back his words, and sighed for a long time: "Actually, I wondered for a while whether I put too much pressure on him. After thinking about it, he probably just likes diving. The feeling of silence and tranquility... so can you stop looking at me like Zhou Papi?"

Xu Liao retracted his gaze, smiled perfunctorily at him, and began to gossip again: "Director Cui Da, is there any new play for me to make a guest appearance recently?"

"It's not safe yet." Cui Yuanshan laughed at him, "I've heard what Ying Su said, you acted so badly in that backcountry, you almost drove yourself crazy, don't worry about it, I promised him to hold it down You have a good rest, a good money tree can't be swayed desperately, you, you'd better be honest."

Oh, he's been thinking about me all the time.

Xu Liao forcibly picked out the candy from these few words, and "licked" it on the tip of his tongue happily, reluctant to swallow it. According to this vigor, applying for a trumpet to hide among fans will definitely not be able to put him down. recognize.When Ying Su got off the back seat of the motorcycle that day, when Xu Liao proudly leaned on the bike and told him "you're finished", she never thought that she would be the one who was finished.

Xu Liao got up early the next morning, rode his beloved motorcycle to change his hair, wiped away the simplicity of the green mountains and green waters, regained the extravagant style of the big city, and put his good face on like a cold patient. Covered up tightly.

There were not many people in the aquarium. At this time, the children had to go to class and the adults had to go to work. There were not many idlers hanging around like Xu Liao. He put his hands in his pockets and walked in the corridor like an ordinary tourist.

The atmosphere is very quiet, because there are not two or three kittens in total, and the school of fish swims on its own through the glass, not paying any attention to this inexplicable two-legged monster.

Xu Liao slowly took off his mask. He looked up at all this. The facilities in the aquarium were well done, and the corridors were like a part of the deep sea. Except for the glass, it almost made people feel that they were in the water, and the light and shadow were like dream.He has roughly seen a few underwater dances, learned about diving, and has filmed water scenes himself, but standing here, looking at these creatures, he inevitably thinks of Ying Su somewhere far away in the world.

A white whale wobbled over and looked at Xu Liao suspiciously against the wall.

Xu Liao looked at it, smiled slightly, and imagined that the warm water flowed through his five fingers, and the sunlight penetrated the water surface. He sank infinitely, lost together with the gravity, and opened his eyes in the water surface, as if returning to the essence of life.

When he got to the jellyfish pavilion, Xu Liao was tired, so he found a bench and sat down, all kinds of plankton swam past him, like countless rays of light in the water.

Diving is very dangerous. When Xu Liao was young and frivolous, he also wanted to try to play with that thing. The memory is not good. It is true that the moment he entered the water was amazing and shocking, but when he went up, he had a nosebleed. It was also tragic enough. He was dizzy and dizzy, and he almost vomited into the sea to pollute the environment while sitting on a boat. The exotic food did not suit his delicate and picky stomach.

Since then, diving activities have been completely erased from his mind, and bungee jumping is even more unreliable. As soon as he had an idea, his manager put all kinds of news about the death of bungee jumping in front of him, which scared Xu Liao beyond recognition. Dare to take half a step.

He thought: Why does Ying Su like diving? Isn't he a clean freak?

Two days later, the refrigerator was already empty, Xu Liao played wildly outside for a while, ate and drank in hotels and restaurants, and met up with a few friends who were still in Yancheng. I finally felt that this was not possible, so I went shopping in the supermarket, carrying a bag of vegetables and meat to go home, when I had a whim on the way, I called Ying Su on a whim, but the other party didn't answer for a long time, After Xu Liao came home by bike, the phone rang.

Ying Su panted over there: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Xu Liao felt his mouth was a little dry when he heard him panting, and in order to prevent himself from panting, he said, "Hey, have you had dinner yet?"

Ying Su probably felt that he was mentally ill, but after a moment of silence, he still responded lightly: "I'm swimming, it's not time for lunch yet."

"Oh——" Xu Liaoguan poked the rice grains himself, sighed for a while, "Actually, it's like this, I want to tell you something."

Ying Su probably came out of the swimming pool. Xu Liao heard someone greet him in a small language, and couldn't understand what was being said at all. He couldn't even distinguish the language family. His heart skipped a beat. Go to the other side of the world.

"Tell me." Ying Su said hello to others, and then came back to deal with him, "Is it very important?"

Xu Liao's chopsticks couldn't handle well, so he picked up a piece and dropped half of it, so he just took out a spoon to dig out the rice, so as not to worry, he said casually: "It's very important, probably related to the rest of my life." Unable to eat any more, he pushed away the dishes, took out a cigarette from his pocket with one hand and brought it to his mouth, and then took out the lighter, lit the flame with a groan, took two puffs and sighed, "My ideal Well, big breasts, thin waist, thin buttocks, it doesn't matter if you can give birth, you probably can't give birth, to be honest, it's not a big deal at all."

Ying Su probably smiled.

"The two of us have been here for the past few years, and you know it in your heart, and I understand it too. You are not my colleague, and I am not your son." Xu Liao took another two puffs, took a breath, and said, "I won't Nonsense, I just want to ask you, what did you come to find me in the guest house that day?"

Ying Su's seriousness and calm voice made Xu Liao catch the meaning of saving the world: "I'm worried about you."

"Worried enough to make you stare across the mountains, no matter cleanliness, or covered in cold sweat, you are willing to hug me?" Xu Liao smiled instead of anger, "When I said those things back then, you told me I didn't understand farts, just my brain Fever, that's good, in fact, you treat everyone like this. You fart!"

Ying Su felt a little wronged, frowned and thought to himself: How can I say that you don't understand shit.

"I went to shoot this scene with a dirty purpose and a pure motive. It's my ability to shoot well, and it's my wickedness to shoot badly. I was lucky enough to please Director Wang. It's okay to harass and harass you. This is I was wrong." Xu Liao put out his cigarette, and said slowly, "But you came that day, it was your fault."

"Ying Su, you recruited me."

Ying Su didn't know how to answer him, so he walked for a long way with his mobile phone, his heart cleared, and then he heard the other end say to him: "You are not this kind of person, Ying Su, and you won't talk to him because of a missed call. Running around eagerly, if you treat everyone like this, the whole world will be your little lover. I have been with you for so long, and you have always been neither cold nor indifferent. You are like raising a cat to me. Damn, if I yell too much, you can teach me a lesson, the two of us have been guarding that line, but that was not the case that day."

"The first time I let you sit in my back seat I told you you were finished, I knew I was joking, today I am not joking."

"I'm done."

Ying Su stopped suddenly, his body was still dripping water, his robe was roughly wrapped around his body, and he was very sunburned standing under the lamp, he didn't know what to say for a while.No matter what the future holds, Xu Liao is here to be serious at this moment, so this is troublesome. At the beginning Xu Liao didn't know what he was talking about, so he could justifiably refuse it openly, but now he is sincere.

Coming out of the green hills and washed in the green water, a clean red heart was handed over with recklessness and drive without leaving any room for retreat.

Xu Liao thought and thought, he washed this love again and again, like a raccoon, sincerity didn't melt into water like cotton candy, and it became clearer and more translucent after washing.

The breathing of the big star rose and fell, and Ying Su recalled the appearance of diving into the water in a trance. The breathing sound was fast or slow, and fishes swam past him, and then there was no sound. He completely relaxed himself and sank. Go, the bubbles burst, the sea is quiet and boundless, as if isolated from the world.

Xu Liao is not joking, he is not completely ignorant of the reality of this world, maybe it is because he understands too well, so the past molded him to be exquisite in every way, just to go forward indomitable at this moment.

It's just that Ying Su doesn't understand.

"I have been thinking about it since I came back from there." Xu Liao said, "Life is busy and the world is boundless. I wasted my life for dozens of years. Now I think clearly, and I am not so clear now."

Ying Su also lit a cigarette. He found a smoking room and sat down, lit some ashes that had been burnt in the ashtray, and said to Xu Liao indifferently: "I have been diving for the past few years. Actually, I am very interested in this activity. I have no interest, do you know why I deliberately went all the way to a small island with few people to play this?"

"The more I sink, the more I want to go up." Ying Su talked about himself for the first time, "Diving is very interesting, but also very deadly. Every time I challenge myself, I feel alive again. There will be no more difficult things. But you have to know that if we two fall in love, this matter is [-] times more dangerous than diving. The same sex, colleagues, and work are all busy. Whether it is the society or your fans, there will be certain pressure."

"I know." Xu Liao said, "I know."

Ying Su smiled, but did not speak.

"I went to the aquarium the day after you left. At first I just wanted to go and have a look." Xu Liao said slowly, "The repairs there are very good, so I kept thinking that if the glass suddenly couldn't bear the weight, the water would Rushing down, what do I want to do most? I have had such a problem since I was a child. I was afraid that it would break when I walked on a bridge, I was afraid that it would collapse when I was on a tall building, and I was afraid of falling when I was flying. I thought about them one by one. If it's the end, what do I want to do?"

"I want to be with you."

Ying Su pursed his lips and remained silent for a long time, what else could he do but raise his hands in surrender.

So he had no choice but to say: "I am willing."

Xu Liao let out a burst of laughter, cute and sweet, and quickly took two breaths, congratulating himself on mentioning a boyfriend, this joy could not be contained, there was nothing he could do, so he said joyfully: "This sentence is too early, I haven't had time to pick out the ring yet."

Ying Su exhaled a puff of smoke, and said half-swearing to him for a while, "Forget it, the vacation is over, and I'm going back."

"Why?" Xu Liaoyun was confused and didn't quite understand, "Have you already dived?"

Ying Su, on the other hand, has a penetrating heart, clearly and clearly, and said slowly: "I have someone in my heart, it's too heavy, I dare not take risks."

One should never be arrogant.

Ying Su knows very well that he cherishes his life more than anyone else, and is also more cautious than anyone else. That's why Cui Yuanshan doesn't know why he likes diving. Diving is too dangerous, water pressure, undercurrent, and even his wealth and life. For another person, no matter how experienced the old driver is, he will inevitably sink the ship. He still indulges himself only because of greed.

He doesn't like to be in contact with anyone. The warm sea water illuminated by the sun is like an embrace, and Ying Su gradually sinks into it, letting the water wrap around him silently, like a hug.

Dive too deep now.

Ying Su looked up at the sky, exhaling smoke curling up.

Someone came to call him ashore.

Xu Liao probably realized what it was like for a fan to be handed candy by the boss. With a shake of his hand, the cigarette fell on the carpet. The sparks were scorching and a stench ignited. He stood on the ground barefoot and walked around twice. I crushed the sparks with the legs of the chair to avoid being burned to death by myself as soon as I left the single.

Then he lost his mind: "I'll kiss you when you come back!"

The author has something to say: another irrational reply:

Xu Liao: "Then when you come back, I'll take you to the swing."

Ying Su was silent for a moment and said, "Why don't we just forget about it."

The stalk between Brother Su and diving actually comes from an old movie called "Blue Sea and Blue Sky" from the [-]s or [-]s.

It's a good movie, there are a few lines I remember very well

Probably: When you are at the bottom of the sea, you will not find a reason to surface.

If you dive too deep, you will miss the lights of the land, so you will shuttle back and forth.

Brother Su is a very sensible person. After thinking about it, he chose diving for him.

By the way, on the way back from watching a movie, I saw a very cute little boy riding a balance bike. I mean a balance bike.