Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

The new film has been in preparation for three years, and everyone has been recruited, but there is only one male lead missing. Maybe it's because of luck, or maybe it's because of fate. over him.

After the Fanhua Awards, Xu Liao still had some activities to do, so he recorded a video of a test play and submitted it, and Wang Xiaochan sent a message the next day.

He passed.

The film crew contacted Ying Su in advance and explained the shooting situation. In order to pursue reality, the filming set was not in any studio, but in a remote mountain village that no one knew about. Guaranteed contact, there is a signal in the village.

Wang Xiaochan is sincere enough, she has received many rejections, and she hopes to have a talk with Xu Liao herself.

Ying Su told the truth, but Xu Liao didn't have any problems. He lowered his head and smiled casually, and said slowly, "Actor."

After a period of time after the activities arranged by the company and the interview for the Fanhua Award, Xu Liao joined the group directly at the request of the director, and took Sister Xue and Wang Tian to an unknown small mountain village.

The place is surprisingly remote, but the green mountains and green waters are the nature that has been away from the city for a long time. The folk style is extraordinarily simple. The crew who came to pick up the plane were very quiet. They took the three of them to the car and then changed to the tricycle. The road conditions Very bad, everyone sat on the small bench behind the tricycle, and walked along the rough and rugged road along the fragrant rice. Occasionally, there were women and old farmers harvesting on the road who saw the strangeness of the stranger, so they straightened up and looked at it. The sun was shining on his swarthy face, and his figure was swaying in the waves of wheat. For some reason, Xu Liao suddenly felt that the road ahead was boundless.

Sister Xue and Wang Tian were both a little uneasy, tugged at his clothes and whispered: "Aren't we being deceived?"

Xu Liao kept in touch with the director. Naturally, he couldn't be deceived. He smiled and comforted the two of them softly. But when he officially met with the crew, Xu Liao almost thought that he really went to the wrong place and found the wrong person. .

Wang Xiaochan wears two braids, looks like an educated youth going to the countryside, and wears round-rimmed black glasses with thick bottoms. She smiles a bit shyly and is not tall. It is hard to imagine that she is an internationally renowned A great director with many awards.Most of the other people were also dressed like this. They looked more like a group of college students who came to support education than entertainment circles.

"Welcome, Mr. Xu." Wang Xiaochan shook hands with him enthusiastically, and seemed a little embarrassed, "This place is a little bit off, so I didn't surprise you."

Surprised what to do.

Xu Liao smiled slightly and shook hands with her.

The situation was far worse than Xu Liao expected. The crew lived in the guest house in the village that had been abandoned for many years. The staff had cleaned it thoroughly before, but it was still old and decayed, and the paint on the walls had long since peeled off.Wang Xiaochan's team had different personalities, and the only thing they had in common was that they endured hardships. After receiving Xu Liao, they went straight to their residence. Wang Xiaochan took him to see his room, and led them downstairs to prepare for dinner.

The pot was burning dark. Although there was electricity and network, firewood was still used. Of course, gas could also be used. However, according to Wang Xiaochan’s words, there is enough firewood recently, so don’t waste it. There are many places in the house where there are air leaks, which are used by the staff. Newspaper or gauze is pasted.

Sister Xue was full of complaints and muttered endlessly along the way, but she was attracted by the staff when she was having dinner at night.

Wang Xiaochan has been to almost all over the country for filming. Her team is naturally well-informed. Some people are silent, while others are passionate. They want to get to know the new three people well. The fun came, and the table was full of laughter and laughter.

The hardships that followed seemed to dissipate.

The little actor who played the adopted daughter came here after dinner. She is the granddaughter of the village head of this small mountain village. She has bright eyes washed out in snow water. She is not similar to the character to be played. She is lively and cheerful, and looks at everyone. Intimacy, small mouth is like a machine/off/gun, and it can't stop once it opens, it's called Yanjiao.

Although the village is remote, there is a school nearby. She has to go to school on weekdays, and occasionally she can only film during holidays. Wang Xiaochan has already communicated everything and taught the little girl how to face the camera and act in advance.

The little girl spoke with an accent, and she was still in the middle of converting between Mandarin and dialect. She sounded cute and cute, unlike the tricycle driver who brought them here before. The accent was so heavy that people couldn't understand what she was saying.

Face control will not be reduced because of economy, time, and location, and the little girl is no exception. Xu Liao, who is elegantly dressed and luxurious, is out of place among the crowd. Showing his brilliance.Although she is not very literate, but in the past few months, she has read several scripts for her little dream of being an actor. Knowing that this strange and beautiful uncle in front of her is her future "teacher" and "adoptive father", she can't help being happy stand up.

The night sky here is brighter than that in the city, which is suitable for young artists to pretend to be a wave. The signal in the village is not very good, and it will not be so bad that it will make people collapse.

Xu Liao took a picture of the starry sky and uploaded it to Moments. Likes and comments came quickly. He swiped a few times, but he didn't see Ying Su's reaction.He was a little disappointed, even if he knew that even if he and Ying Su didn't have any problems, the other party might not like his circle of friends, but after the dispute, it was inevitable that he would care about this aspect.

Although to Su, it wasn't even an argument.

The little girl came out at some point, and handed a baked sweet potato to Xu Liao. She was not too shy, her round and big eyes were full of purity, her teeth were not evenly formed, and she smiled with sharp little canine teeth. Delicate and cute, she sat on a small bench, gnawed on a sweet potato and mumbled, "This is delicious, sweet, you eat."

Xu Liao held the piece of sweet potato, smiled slowly, patted her head and said, "I'm full, you can eat."

Little Yanjiao had some sweet potato powder on her face, she looked up at the other person, recalled an introduction in the script, and suddenly realized those words that she didn't understand at first.

Some people just don't fit in with them by nature.

Unlike Aunt Xiao Chan and other uncles, brothers and sisters, Xiao Yanjiao suddenly felt sad, grabbed the sweet potato and ran away.

The little girl's mood became extremely violent. The light was on in the guest house, and everyone was drinking water and chatting with old tea mugs. They accidentally caught a glimpse of Xiao Yanjiao running outside. This child is very polite, and such a situation rarely occurs. He rushed out to have a look and understand the situation.Wang Xiaochan bit a potato, after listening to the cause and effect, she was not in such a hurry, she just nodded and said: "Little girl's temper, don't worry, I will talk to her when the time comes."

Xu Liao had no choice but to smile wryly. On the first day he came to the set, he had a disagreement with another leading actor, which was really the first time in his life.

The environment for the first filming was in the school. Now that it was the autumn harvest, many students were called back by their families to help. The school often couldn’t get enough people. The crew was willing to spend money to recruit young actors, which naturally attracted many people. The school simply Renting the venue to the film crew and being willing to fully cooperate, someone paying for the children to attend classes, is of course beneficial and harmless to this impoverished school. The principal smiled very obsequiously while holding Wang Xiaochan's face.

The school is not too big, the headmaster stood on the two pieces of mud on the flag-raising platform when he spoke, the playground was bumpy and uneven, with weeds and wildflowers growing everywhere, and occasionally he could catch a few small insects from it .Dozens of children looked up, their clothes turned white from washing, one boy was splashed with mud, most of his face was swarthy, and a few little girls were sallow and emaciated, most of their eyes were pure, perhaps The green mountains and green waters support people, most of them are well-behaved and obedient, listening to the principal's lecture under the scorching sun, no one showed any signs of impatience.

There are not many classrooms, the older children sit together with the younger ones, the desks and chairs are missing arms and legs, the blackboard books are dangling, there is only half a box of chalk mixed together, and some of them are bald. There was still a little bit of chalk left, but I was still reluctant to throw it away. It was shrunk in the cardboard box and bumped around, like a stone accidentally dropped in.

He had read the script well before, and Wang Xiaochan had already communicated with him, and he might have to shoot right away when he joined the group.

Xu Liao put on glasses, combed his hair more than 20 years ago, and his shirt was washed white, standing on the podium like an old photo from the last century.

The writing on the blackboard was divided into two sections. He had to give lectures to both sides at the same time. After taking care of the younger children, he went to take care of the older children's homework. The crew filled the classroom.The children turned their faces up, showing their curious eyes, quiet and well-behaved, Yan Jiao was specially dressed up, she was no longer lively and cheerful before, with short hair hanging by her ears, her chubby little face was covered with powder, His face was sallow and emaciated, his eyes were getting bigger and bigger, and his clothes were very old. He sat quietly in the corner, staying with the crew.

At this time, the mute girl can't appear on the stage, because the children still have respect and admiration for the teacher who came back from the city.

I don't know what Wang Xiaochan told her.

Qiu Chong muttered in the bushes, Xu Liao articulated his words clearly, and the rhythm was like beautiful music. Although he was not a serious teacher, he still had this common sense. This play seemed to be really teaching and educating people. Everyone heard it Very seriously, chalk wrote a series of knowledge on the blackboard, the dust fell profusely, and the sun shone through the stained windows, bringing warmth like midsummer.

The cameraman was like a ghost, and the camera came and went quietly. Xu Liao was not disturbed at all, and continued to speak calmly until Wang Xiaochan rang the bell for the end of get out of class, and the children rushed out of the classroom like swimming fish.

Xu Liao turned around slightly, the window was facing the playground, the wind blew through the grass, everything seemed fine.

It's clear that the filming has just started, but Xu Liao already feels serious discomfort. He knows the future is miserable, and the tone has been bleak from the very beginning. All these good things will be shattered sooner or later, but there is nothing he can do.

During dinner at night, the crew chatted and laughed with him. After getting along during this shooting time, the unfamiliarity has long since disappeared. Wang Xiaochan looks shy, but in fact he is quite familiar with him. It went well, so the conversation was very pleasant, not to mention Sister Xue and Wang Tian, ​​they both had the right to think that they were here for the farmhouse fun this time, but the mosquitoes at night occasionally made Sister Xue grunt a few times, like autumn insects calling.

Xu Liao was holding the rice bowl, and the dishes were very farm-style. He picked up a large pile of hot and sour potato shreds and put them on the top of the bowl. He felt his throat was thirsty. The gentle and quiet teacher grew out of his flesh and blood. So full of ambition, so joyful and joyful, I don't know that I have reached the edge of the cliff, and if I take another step forward, I will be smashed to pieces.

He had a smile on his face, but his heart was suddenly very tired.

There is no entertainment in the small mountain village, except for chatting and playing cards and playing with mobile phones. After eating, they dispersed. Wang Tian formed a group with others to have fun. This is a mobile game adapted from a classic game. It is a typical skin-changing pit for cheating money. Unable to hold on to its emotions, it just puts a lot of money into it. It is currently forming a team to collect activities.

There is a small river near the guest house, the water is very clear, and the villagers get their drinking water from here. The green hills in the distance are dense with clouds and mist, making this land look like a fairyland on earth. He squatted on the ground doing nothing, just wanting to harass Ying Su, So he looked at the rippling moonlight in the river, took out the phone and put it back, after a long while, he turned to the contact page.

He was still timid, thought about it carefully, and switched to the chat interface again, intending to send a voice to adjust his mood.

Xu Liao hesitated for two hours, squatting by the river like a fossil, and waited for a call from Ying Su.

"Is everything okay?" Ying Su was very tired, and he could imagine him pressing the center of his brows when he heard the voice, "Are you tired from filming?"

Tired, very tired.

The village didn't build roads, and walking was bumpy. Occasionally, he could take a car, and occasionally he could only walk, but it was fine. Either his butt suffered or his legs suffered, but Ying Su wasn't asking about this.Xu Liao squatted on the ground, his heart beating like a drum set controlled by a drummer of a rock band. With tears in his eyes, he faced the past in fear. The same past creates similar faces.

Joy and happiness have already caused him so much pain that he dare not imagine the next scene.

"I brought him back." Xu Liao's words were chilled in the dark night, like some ghost story, he told Ying Su in a crying voice, "I'm so scared, Ying Su, help me."

Ying Su didn't say nonsense like "I said it a long time ago". He sighed softly and refused: "I can't help you, Xu Liao, I can't help you."

His voice was like a breeze in the middle of the night, like a bit of chill from a glacier. Xu Liao woke up unexpectedly, so he calmed down, wiped off the cold teardrops on his face, and said slowly: "It's okay, I can of."

The world is so dark and terrifying, and many roads are unavoidable. No one can clear any obstacles for another person. No matter how stable a giant ship encounters a reef, it can only be caught with nothing. Turn around, no one will have a smooth sailing life, how to go forward in the face of darkness, you can only rely on yourself.

In the following days, Xu Liao was exhausted physically and mentally, and the role of the scene gradually became heavier.

He and the dumb girl ran on the simple concrete runway, and the other party responded from a timid smile to genuine happiness. A small corner of the trouser waist seems to be her exclusive position.

The two of them sat together on the top of the hill watching the sunset. The sweet potato that Xiao Yanjiao handed him was finally able to taste it in the camera. Xu Liao hugged the little girl like a caring and lovely little girl. The ability is not bad, the two can communicate with pen and paper soon, the food and clothes are suddenly reduced, and the dumb girl is considerate and obedient to go up the mountain to pick wild vegetables.

The teacher explained the principles of life to her, taught her how to be a human being, told her the philosophies contained in those childlike and innocent stories, and hoped that she would be kind to others.

The porridge was as thin as clear soup, the clothes were spotless but full of stitches and puddings, and the only toy was a little grasshopper made by the teacher.

However, the mute girl is still very happy. The scars on her body are gradually receding, and the short hair that was cut in a mess is gradually tidying up. She has also learned to draw, using charcoal without crayons.She is willing to paint the great world with her brush, looking forward to the future that her adoptive father said and the almost impossible outside world.

"What do you want to be when you grow up?"

Xu Liao had just finished reading a fable, he patted the worn-out quilt lightly, Xiao Yanjiao was lying on the pillow, she blinked, picked up the notebook and wrote a sentence.

"I want to be like Dad."

The handwriting is not pretty, but it is correct.

Xu Liao couldn't help laughing, his brows almost glowed softly under the lamp, making him look like a person from this world.The teacher expects this child who has experienced the ugliness of the world to be full of hope again, and his life will be full of brilliance, not to be eroded by resentment and pain, and to become a kind and gentle girl who can laugh forever and be happy forever.

Perhaps because of her experience, the dumb girl is too sensible and obedient. Not only did she not feel resentment, she was even very grateful, so she hardly made any unreasonable demands. was re-abandoned.

However, the malice from all directions has not disappeared, the speculation about the father and daughter has never disappeared, the children bullied the dumb girl unscrupulously, and the villagers gradually rejected the teacher.

People have always been willing to guess others with the worst thoughts, often forgetting that evil itself is derived from this.

The teacher tried to explain the truth, but no one listened. He was powerless to resist under the violence and bad words, and his authority when facing the child was weakening day by day. He couldn't even seek justice for the mute girl. Still clinging to each other, forced to smile, as if once the door is closed, those painful and ugly faces will be shut out.

The dumb girl's smile changed again, she forced herself to smile, and the bruises on her body that had not completely dissipated increased again, her clothes became dirty and messy, and the teacher just sewed for him taciturnly. The laughter gradually disappeared, as if it was not just a dumb girl who lost her voice, but another person.

Xu Liao felt as if he was being dragged into a swamp, the more he struggled, the more painful he was, almost suffocating.

He wanted to dig out that self, cut it out bloody, but the other party became stronger and stronger day by day, the pain and despair became nourishment, his features became clearer, and even Xu Liao became weaker and dying day by day.

That thing was going to drag him down forever, it had clearly killed him once, but it still refused to give up, as if Xu Liao was born not worthy of living happily.

However, this was Xu Liao's own fault, he answered it self-righteously, thinking that he could defeat the opponent without hesitation.

The mute girl was hung from a tree, and the children happily beat her with slingshots filled with stones, and the fragile vocal cords made a small cry, but that was all, she couldn’t call for help, and this cry only added to the violent joy, The innocent children laughed and laughed, unscrupulously spit out the obscenities they heard from the adults, accusing her of being the teacher's little daughter-in-law.

Pregnancy and childbirth are like monsters born in another weird world under the sick, rude and strict discipline, so they use this to attack, and some people even feel that they are still not satisfied, and go forward to hit the dumb woman's lower abdomen.

The teacher came late and drank the group of children away. The bully who was the leader didn't panic, but made faces at him, even took off his pants and pointed his white butt at him, then ran away laughing and joking.

The dumb girl was bruised all over her body and her face was covered with injuries. She shrank close to her adoptive father, feeling the pain silently.

Xu Liao just felt powerless and couldn't get up for a long time. The script made him panic and heartbroken, but the sense of powerlessness and pain came over him boundlessly. He held the dumb girl in his arms, and tears flowed down silently.Wang Xiaochan watched coldly and did not yell to stop. The camera recorded the powerless and desperate expression of this older man. She was quite satisfied, thinking that this was Xu Liao's impromptu performance, so she happily stopped after filming.

Coping with the crew and sister Wang Tianxue is like a play within a play. Xu Liao plays a big star who quickly leaves the role. He is extremely beautiful and has superb acting skills. The experience of repeated shooting finally gave him a beautiful response. He pretended to be extremely dedicated. Entering the play and leaving the play are two completely different people. Everyone was laughing and laughing.

Xu Liao used his blood to feed the play, and his flesh and blood to cultivate this "character". He was completely weak, and even fell to the ground after returning to the room.

"Should sue."

He fell down on the cold concrete floor and called this name, the other party on the other end calmly said slowly: "Xu Liao."

"If you come to shoot, you're going to fall in love with me." Xu Liao harassed and provoked him deliberately, but even his voice was weak, "I'm so tired, you don't know, if I don't come back with a trophy this time, it will be a waste of me So attentive."

He had the strength to laugh.

"Have a good rest." Ying Su said calmly, "Since you have to do it, then do it well."

So calm, so rational, not caring about any past and abnormalities.

It seemed that Xu Liao was not a fragmented porcelain doll, but the invincible glaring King Kong in the temple.

Ying Su didn't know that Xu Liao had released a monster, and now he was about to die. He thought too highly of himself and was self-righteous. Now it was too late to stop, but he still smiled when he heard this, and he gained some strength, so he could Keep working hard.

The author has something to say: In this chapter, I felt chills when I wrote it, so I posted it at noon, and the sun was shining at noon, hoping to make everyone warmer.

This movie didn't want to expand the long writing, so it was written in a different way.