chronicle of court survival

The flow of time in the barrier is unpredictable.

After chatting with Lou Guanxue that night, Xia Qing wanted to change his perspective, and began to watch his childhood as an outsider, detached from his emotions and carefully analyzed many problems.No wonder Lou Guanxue said "Fuck off" as soon as she opened her mouth, this little wolf cub really doesn't need redemption.

He lives so clearly.I know how miserable I am, and I never hesitate to show off my misery in exchange for benefits.Tired of running around every day, enduring a group of people's taunts and insults, and dealing with crazy mothers, but I don't feel sorry for myself at all.

A five-year-old child's mind is not so difficult to guess, Lou Guanxue is gathering that stubborn energy, as if it is just to survive.

The pure shark family gathers the aura of heaven and earth, Yaoke does not need to eat, she is unwilling to admit that Lou Guanxue is human from the bottom of her heart, and always ignores this point indifferently and deliberately.Then, when the child almost starved to death in front of her, he suddenly woke up, crying with remorse, and tremblingly washing his hands for him.

Just like that night, "Axue is sorry" repeated one after another.Those silver-blue eyes became dim and red because of the tears day after day. If this continues, she might really go blind.

Xia Qing didn't understand what Yao Ke was thinking.

She is like a split personality, the indifference is not fake, and the tears are not fake.Lou Guanxue is in pain, maybe she is in more pain, I really don't know who he is torturing.

And Lou Guanxue never wanted to understand Yao Ke, for this nagging mother-in-law, the word "crazy" sums it all up.

Xia Qing asked, "Do you have anything to be afraid of?"

Lou Guanxue didn't even think about it, said in a cold voice, "Death."

This is really the answer that a five-year-old would give.

Lou Guanxue is too pure now, as if she is living for the sake of living.The arrogance is pressed deeply, but it pierces through the soul, revealing a cold edge in the eyes.

"Like" candied haws. "Like" flying a kite.

Xia Qing finally found out the origin of the kite later.

That day he sat on the wall and watched a kite fly in, disturbing the already dark and turbulent memories.

A group of people came in at the same time, the maids and guards were bustling around a girl holding a rabbit, Yan Lanyu.

When she became the empress dowager, she always wore a blue long dress and her makeup was so quiet and gentle, but when she was young, she was born to be noble and domineering in her bones.Scattering flowers, mist, and bright red skirts, peach blossom eyebrows for makeup, black hair slanted, and wearing steps are like pearls.

"Is there such a dilapidated place in the palace?"

Yan Lanyu's nail Kodan was painted bright red, and she was scraping the fur of the rabbit in her arms. .

The rabbit shivered in her arms.

At the same time, the eunuch behind her was trembling.

"Your Majesty, let's leave as soon as we pick up the kite. Don't let this mess get your eyes dirty."

Yan Lanyu hooked her red lips and raised her chin. When she saw Lou Guanxue carrying water by the well, she said in a coquettish voice, "Children, help me fetch the kite."

Lou Guanxue put down the bucket, wiped her hands on her clothes before picking it up, so as not to cause another innocent disaster for dirtying the kite.

It's just that no matter how much he pays attention, Yan Lanyu thinks it's disgusting and dirty. She asked the maid to take it, stared at Lou Guanxue's appearance, and smiled for a long time: "I heard that His Majesty once favored a shark, Later, the merman committed a crime and was demoted to the cold palace. That merman's name is Yao Ke, are you Yao Ke's child?"

Lou Guanxue's face was pale, panicked: "...um."

Yan Lanyu paused and asked, "What's your name?"

Lou Guanxue curled up her clothes with her fingers cramped, trembling: "Lou... Guanxue."

Yan Lanyu sneered: "Lou?" Her tone was sarcasm, and she didn't finish her sentence, but everyone could understand what she meant—you deserve the surname Lou?

Yan Lanyu's bright red nails scraped off the rabbit's ears, suddenly maliciousness appeared in her eyes, and the smile on her lips deepened: "This name is not good, how about I give you a nickname."

Lou Guanxue raised her head quietly, her skin was white to transparent, her eyes were fragile and confused.

If he wants to pretend, he can play a timid and inferior five-year-old child to perfection.

Yan Lanyu smiled in satisfaction, bent down, and spoke like a poisonous snake: "I once heard a poem when I was young, calling the poor and the poor to abandon me, and the rich and the noble are arrogant. Your nickname is a bitch, how about it?" ?” The nickname is Bitch, how about it?

"Pfft..." A group of court ladies and eunuchs behind her laughed, Wu Yangyang stood together, mocking, scrutinizing, joking, burning on Lou Guanxue's body like a torch, as if to peel this little Highness to the bone , Proud to crush the soles of the feet is considered happy.

Xia Qing wanted to hit someone, but he knew that Yan Lanyu was not something he could do. If he provoked her, all revenge would come back to Lou Guanxue.

Xia Qing looked at Lou Guanxue anxiously and worriedly.

At this time, everyone in the yard was looking at the building and snow.

They were full of malice, waiting to see the look of humiliation, resentment on his face, or the confusion in his red eyes.

Just not.

Lou Guanxue was silent for a while, and then laughed little by little. He was delicate and cute when he was a child, but when he smiled, he was sweet and obedient.So sweet it makes your heart tremble.He raised his head, his eyelashes fluttered like butterflies struggling in a cobweb, his eyes were full of unworldly innocence: "Bitch, it sounds so nice, thank you, ma'am." His voice was also ignorant and pure, as if he really liked this nickname.

Yan Lanyu didn't get the desired reaction, and suddenly felt dull, turned around and left with her rabbit in her arms.

A group of palace people also found it boring.

Xia Qing clenched her fists, and after Yan Lanyu walked out of the cold palace, she went to Lou Guanxue and said, "Don't talk to her."

Lou Guanxue said coldly: "I have no intention of talking to her."

Xia Qing stared at the child's snow-white face, thought for a while and said dryly: "Oh, but I still want to comfort you, don't be sad, you will be great when you grow up."

Lou Guanxue smiled, it wasn't the sweetness she pretended just now, but a cold sarcasm that suited his temperament.

He asked, "Do you know what makes me the happiest when you appear?"

Xia Qing thought for a while, and said slowly: "Probably my appearance let me know that you have really lived to grow up." Xia Qing said again: "You talk to me again and again, isn't it also time and time again? Are you sure that you will really survive in the future?"

Lou Guanxue stopped talking, looked at him coldly with dark eyes, turned around to work after a long time, and muttered: "It's not too stupid."

Xia Qing was not angry at all, and said, "Lou Guanxue, I can already guess what your inner demon will be now."

Lou Guanxue used her bone-bruised hands to pull the rough rope to carry the bucket.

Xia Qing tore off his clothes and said, "Let me come, I am stronger than you."

Lou Guanxue didn't refuse, and quietly stood aside, and asked aloud, "What could be my inner demon?"

Xia Qing grabbed the rope to carry the bucket with short hands, and said without looking back, "It will be you."

Lou Guanxue sneered.

Xia Qing turned her head to look at Lou Guanxue, her light brown eyes were like the gaze of mountains and seas.

Lou Guanxue was stunned, and said uncomfortably, "Don't look at me with such blank eyes."

Xia Qing finished carrying three buckets of water: "Oh."

Xia Qing was extremely sure that Lou Guanxue's inner demon would only be himself, not anyone else.It's just that he didn't know when and why this demon appeared.

Then Zhannai Tiandi quickly gave him the answer.

Yan Lanyu came again, on a night full of fire.

She fed the rabbit in her arms to the snow wolf, and then took the snow wolf outside the cold palace.

"Is anyone there?" Her voice was brisk when she was a girl.

The golden steps on Yan Lanyu's temple hair shone coldly in the torches held high by the palace servants behind her.

"I heard that the snow wolf on the glacier and the merman in Tongtianhai have always been enemies. This beast ate my rabbit, Mrs. Yao Ke, can you help me teach it a lesson?"

No matter what age Yan Lanyu is, when she asks a question, she never intends to answer it.

"Okay, let's go in."

She raised the corners of her lips, bent down, her skirt glistening like blood, and untied the delirious snow wolf from hunger.

The snow wolf escaped from the restraint, but he didn't dare to pounce on Yan Lanyu at all. The light and heat of the torch made it hoarse.

Hunger has blurred reason, Xuelang broke into the cold cold palace without looking back.

Xia Qing watched from the wall, his blood was cold, he jumped off the wall all of a sudden: "Lou Guanxue!"

But the fire shone like day and night, this was the memory of Lou Guan snow barrier, he couldn't walk in.

When Xia Qing arrived, he saw Xuelang's huge body, hot air coming out of his nostrils, staring at the woman sitting quietly embroidering at the table with red eyes.

Yao Ke raised her head and looked at the hungry and ferocious beast, but there was no fear in her silver-blue eyes, she looked at each other silently.

The shark clan was once the overlord of the sea, and the pure shark is an absolute conqueror of predators.

The surrender and fear rooted in the blood stopped Snow Wolf's pace, panting heavily, fidgety and uneasy, and continued to test.

Yao Ke glanced at the snow wolf, then gently grabbed Guan Xue's hand downstairs, lowered her eyes and whispered: "I'll hold it up later, you run out through the back door, you're so smart, you know the secret way of."

Lou Guanxue suddenly raised her head and stared at her.

Yao Ke said: "Hey, don't come back after you go out. If I die, you won't be able to survive in the palace."

Lou Guanxue pursed her lips into a straight line.

Yao Ke put down her needle and thread, with a gentle and dazed expression, she murmured: "Does the Shark Clan take it upon themselves?"

The wild beast, which was never taken seriously at the beginning, is now dangerous enough to kill her.

"This is a punishment, this is a punishment for betraying the gods."

After Yao Ke finished speaking, she stood up, the water blue dress fell quietly, and a layer of blood appeared in her silver eyes. In an instant, this fragile and cold woman exuded a killing intent that could tear the air.

It was full of blood and tyranny, like a beast signal coming out of a mountain of corpses and a sea of ​​blood, its eyes were like beast pupils, blood red.

The Snow Wolf roared, his limbs and bones trembled, but his reason was burned by hunger, and finally broke through his fear and rushed towards Yao Ke.

"Let's go!" Her voice was urgent, and she pushed Lou Guanxue.

Lou Guanxue was pushed and staggered a step, the moonlight shone in through the small window and shone on his pale and expressionless face.He gritted his teeth and looked at the woman in the light.

Seeing her skillfully grasping the snow wolf's neck with her hands, but being knocked back against the wall due to lack of strength, the snow wolf bit Yao Ke's arm, and the blood mist splashed into the air all at once.And Yao Ke didn't say a word, her eyes were full of fierceness, she opened her mouth and bit off Snow Wolf's ear.The tyranny and cruelty in the bones of the pure sharks will never show weakness at all, death is always arrogant.

Even though her body was weaker than ordinary women and children, the animalistic killing in her blood still made her fight against the snow wolf procrastinated for a long time.

"Go!" Her only rationality was used to say this word.

Tell Lou Guanxue.

Lou Guanxue didn't move, his whole body was trembling, his teeth chattered, the chill penetrated into every inch of his skin, and ice and fire blazed in his eyes.

He should hate her.

Hate her for being uncertain, hating her moodiness, hating all the torture and suffering she brought—hate that she brought him into this world, but left him writhing around trying to figure out how to survive.

He cherishes his life so much, he lives to live.

He should jump out the window and get away from this place.

The mad woman is dead for good.

However, all the selfish and rational thoughts came to mind, but tears first appeared in his eyes.

"Fool." He scolded himself.

He took out the small knife that never left his body from his pocket, and then rushed over nimbly and flexibly with his back bent.

Seeing his figure, Yao Ke trembled suddenly, and then her eyes revealed deep sadness.

Lou Guanxue grabbed the snow wolf's hind legs from behind, climbed onto its back, grabbed the hair, and stabbed the snow wolf's neck with a knife.

Xuelang raised his head to the sky and screamed, twisting wildly, trying to throw him off.But Lou Guanxue didn't give up, her face was covered with blood, she gritted her teeth, and stabbed, stabbed, and stabbed again.The knife went up and down, piercing Xuelang's neck to pieces, blood and flesh flew across, and landed on Yao Ke's face, and also on his face.

Yao Ke looked at him from the beginning to the end.

The eyes are the sadness that he has never understood.

Finally, Xuelang was hit by the enemy from the front and back, and he fell to the ground unbearably bleeding.

Lou Guanxue also fell from the top, boom, it hurt like a cracked bone in his hand.

"It's wonderful." At this moment, applause rang out outside the door.

Yan Lanyu walked in with a group of guards holding torches, and looked at the mess in the room with a smile.

She looked at Lou Guanxue thoughtfully, her red lips curled up, "As expected of the Shark Clan who ruled the ocean back then, it really is formidable."

Lou Guanxue is not a shark, but he was too lazy to refute, and he didn't have the time to pretend, so he lowered his head and didn't speak.

Yan Lanyu's eyes fell on Yao Ke's stunning face again, she was stunned for a while, suppressed her jealousy, and said with a smile: "Then I will thank Mrs. Yao Ke for helping me tonight. I will take this bastard away now."

She ordered the guards to carry Xuelang's body away, and before leaving, she lingered on Yao Ke's face meaningfully for a few seconds.

Yao Ke didn't pay any attention to her.

Regardless of the blood on her face, she looked at Lou Guanxue and kept crying.

How ridiculous.Back then, the unattainable, powerful and indifferent saint of the shark tribe, now shed all her tears and painstaking care for a child.

Lou Guanxue is not used to getting along with her like this.

He clutched his broken arm, got up, a little uncomfortable, and said to her awkwardly: "I just..."

Unexpectedly, Yao Ke covered her face, sobbing hard.

She was so sad that her heart seemed to be torn apart, and her voice was full of soul-stirring grief.

"Axue, you are a monster."

Lou Guanxue's face turned pale.

She cried blood and tears, but she murmured like a daze: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you shouldn't be alive."