presumptuous!I was wrong

Zhao Chuge felt that his emotions were a little out of control, but he couldn't control the violence in his heart. He didn't like everything now and wanted to destroy everything.

He hated this world to death, it was full of hypocrites, everyone hated him, and everyone lied to him.He seems to always do wrong things, otherwise why would he hate him, or not like him.

Lu Shengping walked over and held Zhao Chuge's injured hand, and said softly, "Have you vented enough? We'll go back when we vented enough, or you'll beat me up."

Zhao Chuge broke free from his hand and ran to the side, Lu Shengping chased after him, hugged Zhao Chuge and put him in his arms, "Please, Zhao Chuge, I beg you, don't leave me, okay?"

This low-pitched tone made Zhao Chuge very dazed. He was quite unconscious now, but he felt that he was extremely sober, and the feeling of confusion gave him a headache.

Lu Shengping called the management staff of the hotel to compensate for the loss, and took Zhao Chuge to the hospital, not only to deal with Zhao Chuge's hand, but also to check whether his emotional ups and downs had any effect on the child.

Zhao Chuge's sense of security is extremely lacking, Lu Shengping doesn't know how to make him feel at ease, he wants to hug him and kiss him, but Zhao Chuge seems to be very resistant to it, and I can't say "very", it should be a little bit, probably because he doesn't like it Have physical contact with people.

Although Zhao Chuge's mood was still a little violent, she was a bit powerless when she was pregnant, and even if she wanted to vent, she didn't have that much energy, so sitting in the co-pilot and ignoring his rebellious face, she seemed a little obedient.

Lu Shengping turned his head to look at him, and found that Zhao Chuge had fallen asleep, and his injured hand was tightly clenched into a fist, surrounded by blood, which was a little scary.

He must be in pain, Lu Shengping thought, might Zhao Chuge want to offset the pain in his heart with his physical pain?

The hospital arrived soon, and Lu Shengping carried Zhao Chuge, who had fallen unconscious, into the hospital.

It is also very strange to say that Zhao Chuge never sleeps in front of unfamiliar people, and has slept next to Lu Shengping more than once, not to mention, and sleeps soundly every time.

Same hospital, same ward, same doctor, same patient, same day.

While treating the wound, Zhao Chuge still slept soundly. When Lu Shengping opened his clenched hand, he just groaned twice in dissatisfaction, then turned over and continued to sleep.

Zhao Chuge's body temperature was a little high, so hot that Zhao Chuge couldn't sleep well.It wasn't a fever, but it was probably due to the boredom. Lu Shengping lifted up his clothes to cool off, and Zhao Chuge could sleep more comfortably.

After confirming that Zhao Chuge would not wake up for the time being, the doctor called Lu Shengping out, pointed to the downstairs and said, "You go for a brain CT, and then show me the report."

Lu Shengping doesn't know, so, he is an obstetrician, is it really okay to see a brain CT?And he's out of his mind!

When the doctor heard Lu Shengping say that he was not mentally ill, he sneered and said seriously: "Why do you send people to the hospital over and over again when you are not mentally ill? Why don't you go and see your ears? I doubt you can understand me."

"..." The boss who has always hated the world was hated by everyone except Zhao Chuge.

Lu Shengping took a deep breath and told himself that what the other party said was correct, it was all for Zhao Chuge's good, and the boss was very measured, so he couldn't be as knowledgeable as him.

When Lu Shengping finished his education and returned to the ward, Zhao Chuge had already woken up, sitting on the hospital bed with his back to the door, looking out the window.

In the capital city in June and July, even though it is seven or eight o'clock, the sky is still dark. In this busy city, the nightlife has not yet started.

Lu Shengping walked over, Zhao Chuge looked up at him, the confusion and powerlessness revealed in his eyes made Lu Shengping palpitate, he walked over to hug Zhao Chuge, and patted him on the back: "I still have everything, don't be like this, okay?" ? We are not separated, we just got married today, we will be fine, we will be fine..."

Zhao Chuge was hugged by him, and he didn't react at all. His mind had stopped turning. He only knew that the person in front of him was Lu Shengping, and he couldn't react to the rest.

Lu Shengping rubbed Zhao Chuge's hair: "Shall we go home?"

"Home?" Zhao Chuge asked suspiciously, looking at Lu Shengping, not understanding what he meant.

He doesn't have a home, the world doesn't welcome him, it's hard for him to find a place to live, no one welcomes him.

Neither his dead father nor Zhao Siyu welcome him.

Before his grandfather and uncle died, he always wanted to say how much his father loved him, but Zhao Chuge didn't think so.

If you really love him, why don't you take him with you?Why leave him alone?Let him feel the sadness and sadness of this world alone.

So Zhao Chuge always felt that he didn't love him.

No one wants to love him, because he is crazy, and those who were close to him gradually left.Some are estranged, some are dead.

As for time and space?That's because he's not normal, but he's a little more normal than Zhao Chuge, at least he can make the two children grow up healthily, can't he?

Lu Shengping bent down and looked at Zhao Chuge, rubbed his head, and said in a soft voice: "Yes, home, we are together, it is home."

The room was very quiet, and Lu Shengping didn't dare to speak loudly, for fear of breaking the calm and driving Zhao Chuge to the brink of losing control.

Zhao Chuge seemed to be smiling, and then he said: "No, you will hate me soon, then hate me, and finally want me to die."

Lu Shengping tried his best to keep calm. He stroked Zhao Chuge's cheek and said softly, "Why? It's them, I am me, I will never hate you, I will always love you."

Zhao Chuge's face moved again, probably smiling, and he said: "Then you are not normal, normal people are like that, you have to be a normal person."

Lu Shengping's hand holding Zhao Chuge's shoulder unconsciously used some strength, but Zhao Chuge didn't feel it.

Lu Shengping grabbed his shoulders, looked into his eyes, and forcefully kissed Zhao Chuge's lips, "Then I'll accompany you crazy. It's not normal to accompany you. I will do whatever you want. The outside world is not normal. Those people are crazy!"

Zhao Chuge gently closed his eyes, and then opened them again. He stood up, without even looking at Lu Shengping, and walked out with bare feet, as if in a daze.

Lu Shengping asked him where he was going, he turned his head and smiled softly, and said, "I'm going to have an abortion, don't worry, I won't cause you any trouble."

Zhao Chuge's behavior is extremely abnormal, with alternate episodes of depression and mania, which makes him so weak that he can fall down when the wind blows. The weak wind supports the willows, and he is still pregnant. If he is not careful, Lu Shengping suspects that he said Maybe one day I will jump off the building.

Zhao Chuge used to force himself to live with hatred, but since he cut his wrists in the hospital, he seemed to be unable to suppress himself, and the occasional thought of living would be easily suppressed.

There is only one sentence in his mind: go to die, you will be relaxed and happy, you will not cause trouble to others, and no one will hate you, go to death!

Zhao Chuge couldn't control that feeling, so he could only obey.

He looked back at Lu Shengping again, as if saying goodbye, and then walked to the balcony. As for what he said just now that he was going to have an abortion, he had long since forgotten about it.

What is an abortion?Jumping off a building is the real thing.

Lu Shengping was so frightened by Zhao Chuge that he didn't care about anything. He was following Zhao Chuge closely, so he knew clearly when Zhao Chuge changed his route. When he saw him sitting on the balcony, his heart skipped a beat. That kind of fear is called fear. The feeling swept over his entire nervous system, making him anxious, restless, and terrified.

Lu Shengping hugged Zhao Chuge from behind, kissed his neck lightly, didn't dare to say anything, could only comfort him over and over again, and calm his uncontrollable death-wanting emotions.

"Zhao Chuge, I'm Lu Shengping. We're only together today. Let's live a good life, shall we? You are pregnant with a child, we will have a warm home, we will be together well, and I will give you what you want. You I'll give you whatever you want, whether it's the Zhao family or what, really, okay?"

Zhao Chuge was unmoved, but Lu Shengping was terrified.

Having faced life and death many times before, Lu Shengping never panicked. He was never afraid of anything, but he was afraid of Zhao Chuge.

He was afraid that there would no longer be such a person as Zhao Chuge in the world.

Zhao Chuge struggled to stand up, stood on the balcony, overlooking the whole city, it must be beautiful when he died.

Lu Shengping was even more frightened. Regardless of whether it was 21 81 or [-] [-], he directly pulled Zhao Chuge off the balcony, and quickly caught it with his hands. Zhao Chuge looked at Lu Shengping in surprise.

Consciousness probably came back a little bit and returned to normal.

"Sorry to trouble you again."

Lu Shengping was terrified by his words, he could almost tell that every time Zhao Chuge finished saying these words, he was either going to commit suicide or was already on the road to suicide.

He quickly shook his head, denying Zhao Chuge's statement: "Listen to me, you didn't cause me any trouble, even if you did, I would be happy, I just like you, if you cause me trouble, you go crazy, I like you no matter what, Do you understand? I like you, I love you, no matter what you are, I just love you, I just like you, do you understand?"

Zhao Chuge was once again surprised by Lu Shengping's confession. The boss is worthy of being a boss. He confessed so casually and sincerely. It seems that he will learn from the boss in the future to improve his acting skills.

Lu Shengping cautiously carried Zhao Chuge to the bed, let him look at him, and said, "Did you understand what I just said? I like you and I love you. Don't commit suicide in the future, okay? Let's live a good life, okay? You It doesn't matter if you don't like me, I like you, let's live a good life, I will treat you well, I will give you whatever you want, I will help you with whatever you want, as long as you are good, that's fine, okay? "

Lu Shengping no longer expects Zhao Chuge to fall in love with him for a long time, as long as he is still alive, everything else is a luxury.

Zhao Chuge's mind is still slow now, he didn't digest Lu Shengping's words, but he knew that Lu Shengping wanted to get a positive answer, so he nodded obediently.

Lu Shengping hugged him again, put his chin on the top of his head, sighed softly, and said, "Hey, you mean what you say, right? If you promise, I won't go back on it, right?"

Zhao Chuge nodded again, he must listen to what the big brother said, and resolutely resist such behavior as refuting the big brother!

"Then let's go home, shall we?"

Zhao Chuge still nodded.

Lu Shengping felt that Zhao Chuge was too obedient, and he was a little worried. Seeing that Zhao Chuge's face was normal, there was no sign of anger or depression, and he felt that he had narrowly escaped death. Today's day was more exciting than filming.

Sitting in the car, neither of them spoke. Lu Shengping felt that Zhao Chuge was still in a low mood, and was afraid that something might happen again. After thinking about it, he said, "Shall we talk about something happy?"

Zhao Chuge replied softly: "Okay."

"Let's pick up Time and Space tomorrow, okay? I helped you clear up the relationship, and we'll pick him up tomorrow."

Zhao Chuge still said "Okay", Lu Shengping felt that he was not very happy, thought for a while and said, "Let's go to the bank again tomorrow, I have all 270100000000, and I will transfer it to you, okay?"

Speaking of this, Lu Shengping couldn't help but sigh again, he never imagined that the boss who has never been short of money would use the word "to make up" one day, and what he made up was money...

It's really unbearable...

However, when a beauty smiles, everything is worth it.

But Lu Shengping didn't hear Zhao Chuge's answer, turned his head to look, and fell asleep again.

Zhao Chuge was very lethargic during pregnancy, and he was so sleepy that he couldn't keep his eyes open. Lu Shengping carried him to his home and he didn't respond. He just rubbed against the bed a few times and felt uncomfortable. After Lu Shengping covered him with a quilt, he went Don't move, just sleep quietly.

At this time, Lu Shengping was very envious of the bed, and he also wanted to be slept by Zhao Chuge, preferably until it was dark.

Lu Shengping took off his clothes to see what ingredients were still in the refrigerator, in case Zhao Chuge woke up hungry in the middle of the night and didn't have anything to eat.

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He gave Zhao Chuge a second bowl, but Zhao Chuge didn't eat it as fast as the first bowl, because he felt that the big brother's heart should be tasted carefully, and he chewed the carrots in it like chewing the big brother's heart, Crunchy, the taste is very good.