presumptuous!I was wrong

Zhao Chuge was dumbfounded by Lu Shengping's repeated kisses. Lu Shengping kissed him secretly before, and he had no memory of it that night, so Lu Shengping's back and forth sucking made him a little at a loss.

Zhao Chuge felt that his lips were swollen and Lu Shengping let him go. He swallowed uncontrollably, his dazed appearance made Lu Shengping even more cute.

Lu Shengping stretched out his hand, wiped away the water stains on the corner of Zhao Chuge's mouth with his thumb, smiled, and said, "I really want to kiss again."

Zhao Chuge stared at him, kissing him again? !Are you all so shameless?

But he said it himself, and he had to jump into the hole he dug himself. After all, the boss can't jump into the pit, and the boss will build a bridge over the pit.

Don't ask why, the boss is rich, and the boss is fearless!

However, Zhao Chuge waited for a long time and didn't see Lu Shengping make any move, and suddenly became dissatisfied. He waited here for a long time, but the person who said he wanted to kiss him didn't kiss him?

Can Zhao Chuge bear this?Absolutely not!

So Zhao Chuge slapped the table and stood up, and Lu Shengping, who was cutting another steak for him, was so frightened that he almost cut his hand.

Lu Shengping quickly stood up, patted him on the shoulder and asked, "What's wrong? It's not delicious? Or something happened?"

Seeing that Lu Shengping finally turned his attention to himself, Zhao Chuge sat down angrily, and accused Lu Shengping of his behavior: "Didn't you say you wanted to kiss me? Why didn't you?"

Lu Shengping didn't understand what was going on, but he was afraid that Zhao Chuge would get angry, so he answered honestly: "Didn't you kiss me?"

What Lu Shengping said seemed to be his fault. Zhao Chuge felt very aggrieved, and his tone unconsciously contained grievances. He pointed at Lu Shengping and said, "You said you have to kiss again. I have waited for a long time. , the steak is cold!"

Lu Shengping: "..." Never thought that Zhao Chuge would get angry because of this.

He said, why did Zhao Chuge keep looking at him just now, thinking he was looking out the window over him...

Lu Shengping leaned over, tapped his lips, and said dumbfoundedly: "Okay, now the kiss is over."

Zhao Chuge: "..." Like a psychopath!

When Zhao Chuge ate the steak again, he no longer had any appetite. Looking at the steak on the table, which was actually not too cold, he felt sick for no reason. I don't want to take a look, I can't wait to leave quickly, I can't bear to look at it.

But Lu Shengping worked so hard to cut it for him, and it would be too rude to eat it after a few mouthfuls and stop eating it. What is Lu Shengping's status, he condescends to cut it for him without even eating a bite, and then he just wastes it like this His intention, without thinking about it, is definitely looking for death.

Forced himself to stuff a mouthful into his mouth, Zhao Chuge forced himself to swallow it, and finally resisted the urge to go to the bathroom. Zhao Chuge slowed down, it was like chewing wax, and then he saw Lu Shengping pushing another cut steak to him In front of him, Zhao Chuge felt that his expression had changed.

Lu Shengping also noticed that something was wrong with him, and asked softly: "What's wrong? Are you full or can't eat? Do you want to eat something else?"

Zhao Chuge thought for a while, resisted the urge to vomit, and said, "Don't eat, I'm full."

Seeing him, Lu Shengping ate a few bites, and asked, "Are you sure you don't want to eat it? Don't you want to eat steak? Why do you just eat these few bites? Isn't it delicious? I remember that the taste of this restaurant is okay?" After speaking, Lu Shengping took a bite into his mouth and thought it was okay.

Hearing Lu Shengping's question, Zhao Chuge couldn't control his temper again, and said impatiently, "If I say I don't want to eat, I don't want to eat! Can't you understand? I say I don't want to eat!"

Seeing that Zhao Chuge got angry, Lu Shengping quickly comforted him, and said along the way: "Okay, okay, we won't eat if you say you don't want to eat, and we will listen to you, okay?"

Lu Shengping pushed the steak aside and asked, "If you don't eat steak, is there anything else you want to eat? Hmm?"

Zhao Chuge wanted to say don't bother, but before he could say anything, he couldn't bear it anymore, stood up covering his mouth, rushed out, and ran to the bathroom, Lu Shengping saw him like this and ran out after him.

Zhao Chuge supported the toilet, and spit out all the mouthfuls he ate just now. He drank a few mouthfuls of millet porridge to make a few mouthfuls, and now he also confessed.Zhao Chuge's stomach was full of panacidic water, one after another, obviously there was nothing in his stomach, but he still couldn't help feeling sick, Lu Shengping gently patted him on the back from behind, again and again, slowly Caressing on the back, Zhao Chuge felt a lot more comfortable, and Lu Shengping's hand seemed to have magical powers, soothing all his discomfort away.

Even so, Zhao Chuge vomited a few more times, and Lu Shengping was behind him with a distressed face, feeling that Zhao Chuge had worked so hard, and couldn't help but regret why he didn't use BYT that night, or he was too selfish.

What was the emergency at that time was an excuse he made. He was just thinking about luck at the time, thinking that if he really had a child, he could use the child as an excuse to ask Zhao Chuge to be with him. What he didn't expect was that he was really pregnant. .

For a time, Lu Shengping secretly felt that he was too lucky, but he couldn't bear to see Zhao Chuge working so hard. He felt that he was really bad, and he had the heart to let Zhao Chuge suffer such a crime.

Didn't you say that you want Zhao Chuge to be well? How could you let him do this? So when Zhao Chuge straightened up, he saw Lu Shengping looking at him with a tangled face. Flash, his face became even uglier.

Seeing Zhao Chuge like this, Lu Shengping felt even more guilty, and handed him a bottle of water to rinse his mouth. Zhao Chuge deliberately avoided touching their fingers so as not to make Lu Shengping even more sick.

Lu Shengping helped Zhao Chuge out, Zhao Chuge thought about it, and said "Sorry" in a low voice. He felt that he was sorry for Lu Shengping, and he was only causing trouble to others.

Lu Shengping was immersed in his own emotions, and didn't notice what Zhao Chuge said. He looked at Zhao Chuge's face that seemed to be much paler than before, and finally made up his mind.

He said, "Why don't you kill the child."

Abolishing the child saved Zhao Chuge from suffering, and it took about a month. Lu Shengping saw that Zhao Chuge was much thinner than before, and his chin was much sharper than before.

Zhao Chuge was taken aback by Lu Shengping's words. He thought that Lu Shengping asked him to give birth to the child because he wanted the child very much.Looking at it now, he thought it was him who thought that he was really causing trouble to others, and he was being self-indulgent again.

Why "again"?

Zhao Chuge remembered that many years ago, he thought that the father loved him so much that he would take him away, but he didn't.

Many years ago, Zhao Chuge thought that Lu Shengping had the same idea as him, but he didn't expect that he would leave so decisively and without hesitation just like that father.

From the beginning to the end, he was that annoying existence, no one would like him, everyone hated him, and wanted him to die.

But now, his child, like him, has become that unwelcome existence.

Zhao Chuge smiled wryly. He himself didn't welcome the birth of this life, so how dare he ask extravagantly for others.

Originally, he thought that he could get along with Lu Shengping for a while, but he didn't expect it to end so soon. In less than a day, Lu Shengping got tired of him.

Sure enough, people still have to be self-aware, and they can't have any thoughts that shouldn't be there, or they will be killed by themselves sooner or later.

It's okay, it's okay, no one knows the idea that he hides in the corner that he can't find, otherwise it will be even more annoying, he really can't control himself since he was a child.

In fact, thinking about it, a good person like Lu Shengping should be with a better person, what is he, a psychopath, and an existence that can only be hated by others.If he was really with Lu Shengping, he couldn't imagine it himself. That kind of picture must be very unsuitable, and he would definitely be Lu Shengping's stain.

It's normal for Lu Shengping to hate him.

It should be a normal reaction for Lu Shengping to disgust him and hate him.

Lu Shengping is a normal person, and it's the right choice not to be with a psychopath like him.

Really, I was hated again.

Zhao Chuge knelt down and covered his face with his hands, not wanting Lu Shengping to see the expression on his face.He didn't want to know this fact at all, but the reality always told him time and time again that he was just annoying, that no one liked him.

Hearing his own voice echoing in the corridor, Zhao Chuge said, "Okay, I'm sorry to trouble you, don't worry, I'm not a procrastinator, I know it, first go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a divorce certificate, and then I'll go The hospital will never reveal that you have an illegitimate child someday in the future."

Zhao Chuge thought he was kind, at least he didn't want to destroy Lu Shengping's future family in the past.

We can't let everyone be as unhappy as him, Zhao Chuge thought.After all, the world is still very beautiful in the eyes of many people.Unlike him, he can only feel the darkness and filth of this world.

Hearing Zhao Chuge's voice choked up, Lu Shengping squatted down with him, took Zhao Chuge's hand away, and forced him to look at him, only to find that the man's face was full of tears.

Zhao Chuge felt that he was quite ashamed, as if he was relying on Lu Shengping, this kind of thing must never be done, it was too shameless.

Zhao Chuge said to himself.

Seeing Zhao Chuge like this, Lu Shengping felt uncomfortable as if a hand was pinching him, pushing him to the brink of collapse. This is Zhao Chuge, the person he loves the most.

Lu Shengping didn't know why Zhao Chuge thought so much, what had he experienced that made him feel so insecure.He wanted to promise Zhao Chuge, but none of them came true. He was still hurting Zhao Chuge, causing him to collapse again and again.

Kissing Zhao Chuge's eyes, Lu Shengping hugged Zhao Chuge and explained: "What are you thinking? I see that your morning sickness is too uncomfortable, and I don't want you to suffer."

Zhao Chuge wiped away his tears, feeling that his mood was really wrong today, crying twice in a row, it was a bit embarrassing.

Lu Shengping crossed his body with his hands, hugged him horizontally, turned his face towards his chest, and apologized softly: "I'm sorry, I was wrong, it was my words that made you think too much, I won't divorce you Yes, not in this life, you want to separate, unless I die."

Lu Shengping's words were forceful and domineering. Although his tone was gentle, his words were not at all tender. He wanted to keep Zhao Chuge in his arms for the rest of his life.

Zhao Chuge couldn't listen to anything now, he didn't listen to what Lu Shengping said, he only knew that now he wanted to go crazy, he wanted to yell, he wanted to vent the depression that was driving him crazy.

But the person in front of him was Lu Shengping, not someone he could be presumptuous, and Zhao Chuge didn't dare to move even when he was being hugged, he was afraid that if he tried harder, he would kick Lu Shengping.

The feeling of being breathless in his chest made him want to hit the wall and cut his wrists and die. He didn't want to live in this world that disgusted him.

Sensing that the breathing rate of Zhao Chuge in his arms was not quite right, Lu Shengping looked down. There was no blood on Zhao Chuge's face, and there were bulging veins on his forehead. The message in his eyes made him look fierce and violent.

Lu Shengping hurriedly put him down, and ran away before checking Zhao Chuge's situation.

Zhao Chuge punched the glass of the door. Judging from the degree of shattering of the glass, it can be seen that he used [-]% of his strength. Lu Shengping was frightened by him, and he didn't dare to rush over to provoke him again.

Lu Shengping felt that he should also go to the hospital to see if he was mentally disabled. Knowing Zhao Chuge's problems, he always provoked him, so did he also go to see a psychiatrist?

Zhao Chuge's blood dripped down drop by drop, and then looked back at Lu Shengping. Lu Shengping felt that there were many contents in Zhao Chuge's eyes at this moment, including venting, resentment, disappointment, dissatisfaction with the world, and...

Lu Sheng was always afraid that Zhao Chuge would commit suicide if he disagreed with him, so he secretly decided that he would never provoke Zhao Chuge in the future, and he would never be stubborn with him again, and never say anything to him that would make him think too much.

Just live a good life, give Zhao Chuge what he wants, and he will be good.

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Lu Shengping grabbed his shoulders, looked into his eyes, and forcefully kissed Zhao Chuge's lips, "Then I'll accompany you crazy. It's not normal to accompany you. I will do whatever you want. The outside world is not normal. Those people are crazy!"