Love in the Red Chamber

Shout..." He stood still with his mind steady, his left hand still covering his heart, and his five fingers tightened more and more to express his heartache.

"Hahaha, haha, hahaha..." As if hearing a big joke, he bowed his body and laughed non-stop, tears flowed down his face with a smile.

I still had a little luck in my heart before, but now it seems that it is all my own wishful thinking.This is the true face of his mother, this is the true face of the person who has served him for more than ten years!How dirty, how cruel.

Jia Baoyu, no, Jin'er, enough, really enough.Can the disappearance of so many lives not wake you up?It's been too long to be Jia Baoyu, let's be Jin'er again.This home is hopeless, and it is not worth your continued stay.

"Moon, go back quickly. Forget what happened today, and what you told me, you know! I have a plan for Qingwen...you...take care of yourself."

"Well, Second Master, you have to take care too. Qingwen... doesn't want you to be sad..."

Yeah?The corners of the mouth barely curled into an arc, but the smile was extremely sad.Qingwen, you must like my smile, right?But why, the person who killed you was my biological mother?

Qingwen, is this fate?Jia Baoyu's life?Then, I'll be Jin'er, okay? Without the responsibility and mission of the second master of the Jia family, I can live happily for myself.

No sleep for one night.

The next day was a sunny day, and the sun melted the frost on the branches.He opened his eyes and looked at the majestic Yihong Courtyard, but his heart was always beating with wind and rain.

Putting on her clothes quietly, Jia Baoyu stood in front of the desk with her hands behind her back, grinding and picking up a pen.

"My heart is ashamed, there is a monk who has not fully developed. The wind and rain kill life and death. I seem to have known each other but I am lonely. I can't wake up. After shaking, the clear blowing is so pleasant. The golden well leaves are falling in the dark. Fortune recommends Qingcheng."

Qingwen, this poem is for you, can you sleep peacefully.Nalan's mourning speech is given to his deceased wife first.Jia Baoyu borrowed flowers to offer Buddha today, and wrote to Jin'er's wife.You wait for me, and on the inscription next year, I will definitely give you a title.

Putting down the pen, he quietly admired the words he wrote. He seemed quite satisfied, but his eyes were lost and his attention was not on the painting, as if he was waiting for something.

"Squeak." The door opened, and Xi Ren's familiar figure appeared in front of him, with the sun shining from behind him, and a warm smile on his face, but why did Jia Baoyu feel even uglier when he looked at it?

Where did his gentle and kind Xiren sister die?He doesn't know the woman in front of him, she's just a stranger with an aggressive appearance.

"Second Master, it's time for breakfast." Her biggest opponent was gone, her mood was extraordinarily relaxed, and even her smile was like a spring breeze.

"Yeah. Sister Xiren, come here. See if my handwriting is good." His long-lost gentle tone made her mind flutter, and she was trapped in that tenderness, unable to recover for a long time.

"Sister Xiren, come quickly." Jia Baoyu stretched out his hand, raised his eyebrows, and his peach blossom eyes were full of affection.Xiren lost his mind, and being bewitched by him, he approached step by step, and placed the catkin in his generous palm, feeling an unbelievable joy.

Hasn't it been a long time since he treated himself so much?What happened today?Could it be that Qingwen left, so he changed his mind again?

"Sister Xiren, look, does this word look good?"

"It's beautiful. It's written by the second master, so it's beautiful." She couldn't read or write, but she knew how to compliment this man.If he likes himself, the future will be good.Only the heart of striving for glory and boasting will be satisfied.

"Hehe." Jia Baoyu laughed in a low voice, his voice was extremely strange and cold. "I wrote this to Qingwen, Sister Xiren, do you think Qingwen will like it?" A coldness crawled up his back, Xiren wanted to break free from Jia Baoyu, but he couldn't exert all his strength and dared not move , There is a drum in my heart.

"Second Master...Second Master said this. Qingwen must like it as a gift from Second Master."

"Hehehe, is that right?" Jia Baoyu turned Xiren to face him, looked at those dodging eyes, and said through gritted teeth, "I think Qingwen likes it better. I'll send you to accompany her!"

! "Second Master!!" Knowing something was wrong, Xi Xin pushed Jia Baoyu away and ran to kneel down in front of the desk. "Second Lord! Xiren... Xiren doesn't understand your words!" Cold sweat covered his palms and back, holding back the trembling of his body, Xiren comforted himself in his heart, don't be afraid, don't be afraid.

"Don't understand? Sister Xiren, if you don't understand, why are you so nervous? Sister who has been with you for ten years, you are so cruel!" Lihua with rain was originally a cute scene, but now he only wants to despise her, despise her.

"Second Master, I didn't do anything! I didn't give it to Madam..." After saying those words, Xiren knew that he was wrong. He was so nervous that he made a big mistake, and his whole body lost strength and became slumped.

"Hehe, it seems that my sister also knows that you have said the wrong thing? When did I say what you did? When did I say what you told your mother? Don't tell yourself, it's just you."

He walked up to her and looked down at her with hatred, sadness, anger, and desolation in his heart.Of his two favorite girls, one was killed and the other was one of the murderers. It was really sad.

"Xi Ren, tell me why! You are such a kind and gentle person! Why do you want to be your mother's eyeliner, why do you say so many bad things about Qingwen! Are you really so happy when she died!!"

Xiren closed her eyes helplessly, she was happy, very happy!But she is equally sad!Non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect.It's just that the true feelings lose their weight in front of some things.

Probably because he was desperate, Xiren opened his eyes and said: "Baoyu, why, you chose her instead of me! I love you, no less than her! I have taken care of you for so long, how can I not compare to her!" Jia Baoyu fell silent.He covered his face to keep himself from crying.It turned out that this is the case.So, is it because of yourself? "I see you getting closer day by day, getting closer day by day, you know the torment in my heart! Miss Lin is nothing more, she is the master and I am the slave, there is no comparison. But why, the position of the people in the room cannot be Mine! It's Qingwen's! Where is my gentleness, where is my caring, where..."

"But Xiren, she is kinder than you." Looking at Xiren with red eyes, he suddenly lost the strength to hate her.For some things, right and wrong are indistinguishable, and grievances and grievances are hard to tell.She ruined others because she loves herself. It's her fault, isn't it also her own?

"Xi Ren, you are wrong. You are very wrong. I don't love you, and I don't love her. Although Jia Baoyu has no skills, he doesn't want to be a womanizer with three wives and four concubines. Qingwen and I are bosom friends. Heart-to-heart. Not the relationship between a man and a woman as you think. Even if there is love, we all choose to avoid it. She has never been your obstacle."

"No, it's impossible, I clearly saw her on your bed..."

"She caught a cold that day, and I let her sleep on my bed, and I slept on a desk...it was very disappointing."

"No, no, no..." Xiren was already incoherent, and could only shake his head desperately and cry.

Jia Baoyu was very tired, his heart was already overburdened by these things.In fact, the root of everything is oneself, and all tragedies also originate from oneself. A word of love sometimes misleads many people.

"Xi Ren, do you know? It's not about this matter, you will be my most respected sister, my favorite sister. But, you ruined everything with your own hands, Qingwen, and our friendship. If you go out, my mother must be aware of it, and there is no guarantee that there will be no new eyeliner. I will not drive you away, so you can stay. I will treat what happened today as if it didn’t happen. Everything remains the same. However, if you still have some conscience , let’s go to Qingwen’s grave and confess. We are all sinners.”

Keeping her and treating her indifferently is the greatest punishment for her.From now on, Jia Baoyu is no longer a soft-hearted person.

Qingwen, I will settle your grievances with them one by one.Together with the one I owe you, I will pay it back together.

"No, Baoyu, no..." Jia Baoyu didn't want to care about Xiren's mood at the moment, he just wanted to find a piece of pure land and a piece of peace.

Frown, his frown, is the purest thing, spotless, and the warmest place for his soul to return to.

Xiren lowered his head, and could only see tears dripping on the ground.Is she wrong?

For the one she loved, she cruelly got rid of her sister, but in the end she found out that it was a misunderstanding.He didn't love her, didn't love her, and never even considered who to accept.Just for the things I imagined, for the love I made up, I stained my hands with blood.

He has always liked women who are clean and natural.And the current self is so blurred that he doesn't even recognize himself, how could he take another look.

In a daze, she saw herself when she was a child, and accidentally fell down. That pretty girl in red came over to help her up, and wiped the dirt off her body.There are sarcastic words in the mouth, but the eyes are pure and worried...

Oh, I was wrong.One wrong step, one wrong step, after all, because of her own greed and unwillingness, she ruined Qingwen, herself, and the relationship between the three of them.

To cry again is regret.It's just that no amount of tears can change her back.Qingwen, I'm sorry.

意绵

"Xiao'er." Walking staggeringly and looking pale, she came to the Xiaoxiang Pavilion, which really shocked Lin Daiyu.Zijuan hurriedly helped Daiyu and Jia Baoyu to sit down, served tea and water, and looked at him nervously.

"Hair, hair..." Seeing that he was just muttering his name and looking at her with shiny black eyes, Daiyu was both funny and distressed, making Zijuan close her eyes.