Love in the Red Chamber
Chapter 36
"Tears fell at the moment she shook her head, splashed everywhere, dripped on her face, and dripped in her heart.
"Hehe, hehe, Baoyu, Baoyu, don't be like this... People... Who doesn't have this day... Cough cough cough cough..." The eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, and the reason why she has kept her breath until today is just to see you again On the one hand, his wish is already made, and he doesn't have to let himself hold on in such pain.
"No, Qingwen, don't go, don't go. It's me who hurt you! It's me who hurt you!!"
It's his fault, it's all his fault!Coveting momentary happiness, forgetting this feudal society, many things are involuntary.He has changed, he is more responsible and courageous, but so what?He still couldn't save her, he still lost to fate, he was still so useless! !
"Qingwen, Qingwen, Qingwen!!" The man did not flick his tears easily, but it was not yet time to be sad.At this moment, he can deeply understand the feelings of Qin Zhong and Jia Zhen, the despair and sorrow of seeing their loved one die in vain, but helpless.
In this life, he is destined to owe the friendship of the woman in his arms, and he wants to give her a happy future to make up for his debt.But why, God is so cruel that he still owes her his life?
"Hehe, Baoyu, are you... for me...cough cough, are you crying for me?" There were water droplets dripping on her face, and she looked up, the boy who was holding her was already crying like rain, and her face was full of sadness They all express his love, his heart.Reluctantly raised her hand to caress his face, as if she wanted to keep him in her heart forever.
"That's enough. Cough cough, cough cough. I don't blame you...I don't regret it."
"Fool! Qingwen, are you a fool!! You are not allowed to die, don't you like me! You are not allowed to die!!"
Why is her body so cold, no matter how hard she can't cover it.He could only tighten his arms, for fear that if he didn't pay attention, she would disappear from his arms.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem, yes... yes... so... so I don't regret it." I don't regret loving you, I don't regret having those happy memories with you, even though those have become things that remind me of my life, However, I don't regret it either.
In a lifetime, there are few people who can meet true love.She was lucky, she met someone worthy of love, even though he didn't love her, everything between them was more precious than those who made verbal alliances.
"It's just... Qingwen can't serve the second master anymore...cough cough..." Qingwen coughed, almost coughing up her lungs, and black spots began to appear in front of her eyes. She braced herself and listened to Jia. Baoyu's words.
"Qingwen, Qingwen, don't...don't..." He was already speechless due to the sadness stuck in his throat.Back then, he didn't like her that much, and he was already deeply saddened that he didn't see her leave with his own eyes.Now, he has planted her deeply in his heart, but he wants to send her away with his own hands. What kind of irony and despair is this.
"Hehe, hehe." Feeling that her body no longer belonged to her, Qingwen opened her eyes, the previous silence was swept away, and she looked at Jia Baoyu affectionately.For the first time in her life, she was able to express her feelings so directly, without worrying about her identity or his belonging.
"Baoyu, I don't regret it...cough, I just regret...the one who accompanied you to the end of your life...is not me." Eyelids drooped slowly, breathing stopped slowly.She remembered that one afternoon, when the sun was just right, she helped him sharpen the ink, and the talented young man wrote down a line of poetry.
"I wish to have a person with one heart and one mind, and the white head will never be separated."
He gave it to Daiyu, and while he was jealous, he asked about the meaning of the poem.At the time, she didn't understand, but now she finally understands.
Baoyu, it's time for me to grow old, and you are still by my side, only you.In this way, it is considered that we have been together until the end of life.
"Baoyu...I love you."
"Qingwen." Jia Baoyu, who understood, stopped crying. He leaned into her ear and said softly, "My wife, what a dream."
Qingwen gave a final smile, extremely charming and peaceful, and then passed away with a smile on her face.
"..." Jia Baoyu hugged her body that had lost all warmth, and smiled sadly.He can't save her anymore, so letting her go away with peace of mind and happiness is the best thing he can do.
Smelling the fragrance of her hair that had not yet faded, Jia Baoyu said goodbye to Qingwen again in his heart.
Qingwen, two lives, two lives, I owe you two loves, two lives, how do you ask me to pay it back.In the next life, you must meet me again, you must.
I will use the next two lives to return you, love you, and love you.
In this life, Jia Baoyu only had Daiyu in his heart.Then, please sleep peacefully in the name of Jin'er's wife.
In the next life, I will ride a tall horse and marry you with the richest dowry and the grandest wedding.Marry you as my only wife.
Don't worry, Jia Baoyu will avenge your grievances and vengeance.No matter who that person is, murder pays for life, and the law of heaven recurs.This cold home is no longer worthy of my maintenance.
My wife, it's a good journey on the road to Huangquan.
Passionate
When he returned to the house in a daze, Qingwen's broken nails still remained in his palm, bright red and gorgeous, just like a beautiful woman.It's just that things are left empty and people are not there.
It really went well today, I slipped out for so long, but Madam Wang still didn't find out.So, was he caught earlier because of assault?
Jia Baoyu was very tired, probably because he cried a lot, and his eyes hurt, but he couldn't sleep. When he closed his eyes, he could always see Qingwen's appearance.
"Qingwen, what should I do, Qingwen..." He has an answer in his heart, but he is unwilling to face it. He has already gone to Qingwen, and he doesn't want to lose anyone else.However, if revenge is not reported, how can love be safe?
Outside the house, the moon was sinking like water, hanging high in the sky, without a single star.Even though it is bright, it is extremely lonely, which is very similar to his state of mind at this time.The hand was tight and tight, and her broken armor rested on the palm of the hand, which hurt the soft palm and hurt the lonely heart.
"Qingwen." Tears began to overflow again, he raised his hand to cover his eyes, pressed heavily, tears splashed randomly.
"Second...Second Master..." A weeping voice rang in his ears, and Jia Baoyu opened his eyes to look, a little surprised.
"Musk Moon, you... what's wrong with you?"
"Second Lord, please come with the servant. The servant has something to say."
Although she was crying, there was an irresistible and firm light in her eyes, which Jia Baoyu couldn't bear to refuse.Although he really wanted to be alone for a while, but judging by Musk Moon's appearance, he must have something important to say.
What he didn't expect was that Musk Moon would take him to Qingwen's room. The familiar layout hadn't changed at all, and even the dust hadn't been stained. The moment he stepped in, it seemed like a lifetime ago.He vaguely saw the former beauty sitting in front of the mirror, carefully trimming her beloved long hair and nails...
"Musk Moon, what's the matter, let's talk." When he spoke, he couldn't help laughing at himself, when did his voice become so low and indifferent.
"Second Master." She Yue knelt on the ground, weeping uncontrollably. "Second Master, if you believe what this servant says, you must say it, whether you believe it or not. Qingwen...you deserve to die!"
"You said... you know what... No matter who you are talking about... After today, I will pretend that I didn't hear it..." It's incredible that Musk Moon would come to say this to herself. Girl, what was it that stimulated you?
"Xiren, it was Xiren who told Madam about the things we usually get along with you. You know, this is what Madam hates the most. In addition, she doesn't like Qingwen given to you by your ancestors... this... This is..."
"Musk Moon, who did you hear about these things. Isn't Xiren a good relationship with you? Why, do you want to deal with her like that?"
Sheyue's heart trembled, and she cried: "Second master! Sheyue definitely doesn't have such thoughts! If there is, I will be struck by lightning and die! Yes, I have a good relationship with her, and I treat her as a Sister, but I didn't expect that she would be such a person! She would kill Qingwen regardless of our sisterhood for many years!"
Jia Baoyu was moved by this, and he was silent for a moment and helped Sheyue get up. "Hehe, I didn't expect that you are a good girl with love and righteousness. It is true that Qingwen also loved you a lot. But I want to know how you know it is an attacker."
"Qingwen sneered at Xiren before leaving. In addition, Xiren is the one who is most familiar with the second master in Yihong Courtyard and most trusted by Mrs. Wang. Her words are worth ten of our sentences in front of Mrs. And..." Musk Moon smiled sadly, and began to recall the unforgettable words in her life, which completely shattered her fantasies about this Xiren sister and that charitable lady.
"At that time, I happened to pass by the door of Madam's house and heard Xiren's elder sister's voice... I never thought that this pawn Xiren would go to Madam..."
"Xi Ren, why are you here? Go quickly, go and help me look after Baoyu, don't let that kind of vicious person lead him away!"
"Ma'am, the second master is making a fuss about going to Qingwen, and he must be running away later. After all, it's not good outside, Qingwen is still sick..."
"Hmph! How dare he? Find someone to stop him right away, but you don't have to show up, but keep an eye on him! That foxy boy doesn't know what to do when he goes out, so don't blame me!" "Ma'am... ..."
"My son, don't be afraid. I just don't allow her family to find someone to treat her illness. My daughter has tuberculosis. How can she be cured? Don't waste medicinal materials and silver. Don't worry, take good care of Baoyu, she will be indispensable in the future your."
"Thank you ma'am, Xiren will do my best!"
……
"Bang!" Jia Baoyu was dizzy for a moment, couldn't stand still, and bumped into the cabinet.Musk Moon was startled, and hurriedly supported him.
Seeing his pale face, he was stunned, "Second Master! Are you okay!!" "I'm fine...don't shout
"Hehe, hehe, Baoyu, Baoyu, don't be like this... People... Who doesn't have this day... Cough cough cough cough..." The eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, and the reason why she has kept her breath until today is just to see you again On the one hand, his wish is already made, and he doesn't have to let himself hold on in such pain.
"No, Qingwen, don't go, don't go. It's me who hurt you! It's me who hurt you!!"
It's his fault, it's all his fault!Coveting momentary happiness, forgetting this feudal society, many things are involuntary.He has changed, he is more responsible and courageous, but so what?He still couldn't save her, he still lost to fate, he was still so useless! !
"Qingwen, Qingwen, Qingwen!!" The man did not flick his tears easily, but it was not yet time to be sad.At this moment, he can deeply understand the feelings of Qin Zhong and Jia Zhen, the despair and sorrow of seeing their loved one die in vain, but helpless.
In this life, he is destined to owe the friendship of the woman in his arms, and he wants to give her a happy future to make up for his debt.But why, God is so cruel that he still owes her his life?
"Hehe, Baoyu, are you... for me...cough cough, are you crying for me?" There were water droplets dripping on her face, and she looked up, the boy who was holding her was already crying like rain, and her face was full of sadness They all express his love, his heart.Reluctantly raised her hand to caress his face, as if she wanted to keep him in her heart forever.
"That's enough. Cough cough, cough cough. I don't blame you...I don't regret it."
"Fool! Qingwen, are you a fool!! You are not allowed to die, don't you like me! You are not allowed to die!!"
Why is her body so cold, no matter how hard she can't cover it.He could only tighten his arms, for fear that if he didn't pay attention, she would disappear from his arms.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem, yes... yes... so... so I don't regret it." I don't regret loving you, I don't regret having those happy memories with you, even though those have become things that remind me of my life, However, I don't regret it either.
In a lifetime, there are few people who can meet true love.She was lucky, she met someone worthy of love, even though he didn't love her, everything between them was more precious than those who made verbal alliances.
"It's just... Qingwen can't serve the second master anymore...cough cough..." Qingwen coughed, almost coughing up her lungs, and black spots began to appear in front of her eyes. She braced herself and listened to Jia. Baoyu's words.
"Qingwen, Qingwen, don't...don't..." He was already speechless due to the sadness stuck in his throat.Back then, he didn't like her that much, and he was already deeply saddened that he didn't see her leave with his own eyes.Now, he has planted her deeply in his heart, but he wants to send her away with his own hands. What kind of irony and despair is this.
"Hehe, hehe." Feeling that her body no longer belonged to her, Qingwen opened her eyes, the previous silence was swept away, and she looked at Jia Baoyu affectionately.For the first time in her life, she was able to express her feelings so directly, without worrying about her identity or his belonging.
"Baoyu, I don't regret it...cough, I just regret...the one who accompanied you to the end of your life...is not me." Eyelids drooped slowly, breathing stopped slowly.She remembered that one afternoon, when the sun was just right, she helped him sharpen the ink, and the talented young man wrote down a line of poetry.
"I wish to have a person with one heart and one mind, and the white head will never be separated."
He gave it to Daiyu, and while he was jealous, he asked about the meaning of the poem.At the time, she didn't understand, but now she finally understands.
Baoyu, it's time for me to grow old, and you are still by my side, only you.In this way, it is considered that we have been together until the end of life.
"Baoyu...I love you."
"Qingwen." Jia Baoyu, who understood, stopped crying. He leaned into her ear and said softly, "My wife, what a dream."
Qingwen gave a final smile, extremely charming and peaceful, and then passed away with a smile on her face.
"..." Jia Baoyu hugged her body that had lost all warmth, and smiled sadly.He can't save her anymore, so letting her go away with peace of mind and happiness is the best thing he can do.
Smelling the fragrance of her hair that had not yet faded, Jia Baoyu said goodbye to Qingwen again in his heart.
Qingwen, two lives, two lives, I owe you two loves, two lives, how do you ask me to pay it back.In the next life, you must meet me again, you must.
I will use the next two lives to return you, love you, and love you.
In this life, Jia Baoyu only had Daiyu in his heart.Then, please sleep peacefully in the name of Jin'er's wife.
In the next life, I will ride a tall horse and marry you with the richest dowry and the grandest wedding.Marry you as my only wife.
Don't worry, Jia Baoyu will avenge your grievances and vengeance.No matter who that person is, murder pays for life, and the law of heaven recurs.This cold home is no longer worthy of my maintenance.
My wife, it's a good journey on the road to Huangquan.
Passionate
When he returned to the house in a daze, Qingwen's broken nails still remained in his palm, bright red and gorgeous, just like a beautiful woman.It's just that things are left empty and people are not there.
It really went well today, I slipped out for so long, but Madam Wang still didn't find out.So, was he caught earlier because of assault?
Jia Baoyu was very tired, probably because he cried a lot, and his eyes hurt, but he couldn't sleep. When he closed his eyes, he could always see Qingwen's appearance.
"Qingwen, what should I do, Qingwen..." He has an answer in his heart, but he is unwilling to face it. He has already gone to Qingwen, and he doesn't want to lose anyone else.However, if revenge is not reported, how can love be safe?
Outside the house, the moon was sinking like water, hanging high in the sky, without a single star.Even though it is bright, it is extremely lonely, which is very similar to his state of mind at this time.The hand was tight and tight, and her broken armor rested on the palm of the hand, which hurt the soft palm and hurt the lonely heart.
"Qingwen." Tears began to overflow again, he raised his hand to cover his eyes, pressed heavily, tears splashed randomly.
"Second...Second Master..." A weeping voice rang in his ears, and Jia Baoyu opened his eyes to look, a little surprised.
"Musk Moon, you... what's wrong with you?"
"Second Lord, please come with the servant. The servant has something to say."
Although she was crying, there was an irresistible and firm light in her eyes, which Jia Baoyu couldn't bear to refuse.Although he really wanted to be alone for a while, but judging by Musk Moon's appearance, he must have something important to say.
What he didn't expect was that Musk Moon would take him to Qingwen's room. The familiar layout hadn't changed at all, and even the dust hadn't been stained. The moment he stepped in, it seemed like a lifetime ago.He vaguely saw the former beauty sitting in front of the mirror, carefully trimming her beloved long hair and nails...
"Musk Moon, what's the matter, let's talk." When he spoke, he couldn't help laughing at himself, when did his voice become so low and indifferent.
"Second Master." She Yue knelt on the ground, weeping uncontrollably. "Second Master, if you believe what this servant says, you must say it, whether you believe it or not. Qingwen...you deserve to die!"
"You said... you know what... No matter who you are talking about... After today, I will pretend that I didn't hear it..." It's incredible that Musk Moon would come to say this to herself. Girl, what was it that stimulated you?
"Xiren, it was Xiren who told Madam about the things we usually get along with you. You know, this is what Madam hates the most. In addition, she doesn't like Qingwen given to you by your ancestors... this... This is..."
"Musk Moon, who did you hear about these things. Isn't Xiren a good relationship with you? Why, do you want to deal with her like that?"
Sheyue's heart trembled, and she cried: "Second master! Sheyue definitely doesn't have such thoughts! If there is, I will be struck by lightning and die! Yes, I have a good relationship with her, and I treat her as a Sister, but I didn't expect that she would be such a person! She would kill Qingwen regardless of our sisterhood for many years!"
Jia Baoyu was moved by this, and he was silent for a moment and helped Sheyue get up. "Hehe, I didn't expect that you are a good girl with love and righteousness. It is true that Qingwen also loved you a lot. But I want to know how you know it is an attacker."
"Qingwen sneered at Xiren before leaving. In addition, Xiren is the one who is most familiar with the second master in Yihong Courtyard and most trusted by Mrs. Wang. Her words are worth ten of our sentences in front of Mrs. And..." Musk Moon smiled sadly, and began to recall the unforgettable words in her life, which completely shattered her fantasies about this Xiren sister and that charitable lady.
"At that time, I happened to pass by the door of Madam's house and heard Xiren's elder sister's voice... I never thought that this pawn Xiren would go to Madam..."
"Xi Ren, why are you here? Go quickly, go and help me look after Baoyu, don't let that kind of vicious person lead him away!"
"Ma'am, the second master is making a fuss about going to Qingwen, and he must be running away later. After all, it's not good outside, Qingwen is still sick..."
"Hmph! How dare he? Find someone to stop him right away, but you don't have to show up, but keep an eye on him! That foxy boy doesn't know what to do when he goes out, so don't blame me!" "Ma'am... ..."
"My son, don't be afraid. I just don't allow her family to find someone to treat her illness. My daughter has tuberculosis. How can she be cured? Don't waste medicinal materials and silver. Don't worry, take good care of Baoyu, she will be indispensable in the future your."
"Thank you ma'am, Xiren will do my best!"
……
"Bang!" Jia Baoyu was dizzy for a moment, couldn't stand still, and bumped into the cabinet.Musk Moon was startled, and hurriedly supported him.
Seeing his pale face, he was stunned, "Second Master! Are you okay!!" "I'm fine...don't shout
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