unique lover

Lin Chu sat in the classroom all day, not knowing what grade and class it was, and couldn't remember the content of the class, but he was too lazy to move around.

Although it was he who proposed the breakup, it was not a liberation, but an inescapable shackle.

He needs time to forget.

Su Yi has been sending him WeChat messages, advising him to participate in idol's new promotional program. Although he has never considered participating in such a talent show before, he also thinks that he is not suitable for this impetuous entertainment industry, and he does not want to become a star. He just wants to be with Song Jingyan's side, writing his songs, some people appreciate his songs, and then have a considerable income.

Of course that was just a passing thought.

The feelings he cherished came to an end, and the songs he wrote also fell into the sea, and he doubted himself a little.

Su Yi told him that there are many people who want to be famous, and the company receives thousands of letters every day, why would they read his letters!

In fact, what Su Yi said made sense, he just needed time to convince himself.

On the way Lin Chu walked to the cafeteria, there were several missed calls, all from Song Jingyan. He might not have paid attention when he was walking, but he didn't want to call back after seeing it. After a while, he received a strange call. Thinking it might be a call from the record company, he answered it.

"Hello."

"Lin Chu, I'm Uncle Liu."

It was Uncle Liu, Song Jingyan's driver.

"Oh, Uncle Liu, what's the matter?"

"Master Song asked you to come out of the school gate."

"You tell him I'm not free."

Suddenly there was no sound on the phone, Lin Chu was thinking about hanging up, when Song Jingyan's voice came out from the other end of the phone.

"I limit you to 10 minutes. If you can't make it, I will pick you up in person. As for how to pick you up, don't regret it!"

Lin Chu was stunned in place. Hearing the sound, Song Jingyan was really angry. He was so domineering that he could do what he said. He was really afraid that Song Jingyan would do something in public, so he hurried to the school gate.

It takes 10 minutes to ride a bicycle from the dining hall to the school gate. With his ability, 10 minutes is indeed not enough to get to the school gate, but it is only a few minutes away. Lin Chu stopped at Song Jingyan's Mercedes out of breath. On the side, bent over and panted heavily.

Song Jingyan opened the car door and pulled Lin Chu into the car. He didn't care that he was still panting, and he didn't care that there was a driver in the car. He hugged Lin Chu and kissed him wildly. Lin Chu hurriedly pushed him away in fright. Too much physical strength, plus Song Jingyan's strength was stronger than him, no matter how he tried to hide, he couldn't avoid Song Jingyan.

He felt that all the oxygen he could absorb was blocked by Song Jingyan, Song Jingyan clearly wanted to eat him where he kissed him.

Song Jingyan didn't let him go until Lin Chu was out of breath.

As soon as the two separated, Lin Chu seemed to regain oxygen, inhaling and coughing non-stop.

The most shocking person in the car was the driver, Uncle Liu. He had served the Song family for more than ten years. He had never seen such a battle. This Young Master Song is a man, and this Lin Chu is also a man. kiss together?

Seeing that Young Master Song's face didn't look like he was just playing around, he didn't dare to pant loudly in the car, this scene had too much impact on him, he didn't know what to do, neither looked nor listened No, if you want to keep this job, of course it's best to act like you don't know what to do. He stiffened his body and stared ahead as if he didn't see anything.

Song Jingyan's low and deep voice sounded behind him, "Drive!"

With trembling hands, Uncle Liu immediately started the car.

Lin Chu was still coughing and panting non-stop. The cough was so severe that his eyes were a little red. He stared at Song Jingyan, and said in a hoarse voice, "Uncle Liu, please stop."

He really couldn't bear Song Jingyan's gesture of kissing him in front of Uncle Liu regardless of everyone's feelings. Maybe people of his generation are no strangers to homosexuality, but Uncle Liu is a member of the previous generation, and most of them have no idea about homosexuality. Disgusted and disgusted, he didn't want his elders to know about their relationship, let alone being known that he was gay.

Song Jingyan grandiosely placed the things he used to have the most inferiority complex in front of others.

It just made him hate himself even more!

Uncle Liu moved his head, but he didn't dare to look back.

"Keep driving!" Song Jingyan's voice was irresistible!

The car is his, and the driver is also working for him, so of course he obeys.

Lin Chu didn't argue with him, and knew it would be useless to talk too much, so the two of them kept silent until the car parked in the underground parking lot of the apartment where they lived together.

As soon as the car stopped, Song Jingyan pulled him out of the car with all his strength, dragged him into the elevator, and went straight up to the 21st floor.

Lin Chu let Song Jingyan continue to intensify the pain on his body. To him, this was not like a sexual intercourse, but more like a hanging.

Fortunately, the torture didn't last long, and when it was over, he hugged him tightly, his voice was sobbing, and it seemed to be pleading.

Lin Chu was so tired that he was in a trance due to the pain.

"Lin Chu, don't leave, okay! Let's be as good as before! I'm only good to you, only to you."

He felt that Song Jingyan was crying because a drop of tear scalded his sensitive neck. He remembered that Song Jingyan went to look for him in City B after losing his father. They were on the balcony of the hotel, Song Jingyan hugged him, and the tears flowed into him through the skin like this heart.

He tried hard to stand up, but Song Jingyan let him go, and slumped on the sofa beside him, at a loss.

With his back facing him, Lin Chu put on his pants, tidied his clothes, and walked to the bathroom. The pain in his body was so clear that his walking posture was a bit awkward.

"Lin Chu, I'm sorry."

When he returned to the apartment yesterday, he saw that the things they shared were still neatly placed in the room. He thought that Lin Chu would come back, because the things were not cleared away. Only when he saw the keys and watch at the entrance did he know that he was not It wasn't cleaned up, and it was all thrown away.

Lin Chu abandoned their home together, Song Jingyan, their past and future.

He wanted to know where Lin Chu had gone, but after tracking him all the way, he found out that Lin Chu and Su Yi lived together.That was the treasure he kept on the tip of his heart, how could he live in someone else's house.

But what can he do, Lin Chu even refuses to answer his phone calls, determined to break up with him.

Song Jingyan hated himself for making mistakes over and over again, he was really out of breath just now.

Lin Chu walked to the bathroom door and stopped for a while.

"I don't want to see you again." She panted slightly, like a gust of wind blowing over an iceberg, rolling up frightening frost.

Then, the bathroom door closed.

About ten minutes later, when Lin Chu came out of the bathroom, Song Jingyan had already left.

He stared at a piece of broken glass, a puddle of water, and a few bunches of peach blossoms on the ground. Someone must have knocked down the vase on the table when the two were struggling just now.

The color of the peach blossoms is very bright, as if it has just been picked not long ago, but it has lost its glass bottle, lost its moisture, and will soon become an ugly residual flower.

Feelings lose the fortress of trust and the nourishment of love, and it will be embarrassing in the end.

Lin Chu decided to go to the talent show with Su Yi. He wanted to completely change his life of indebtedness. He needed money to pay back Song Jingyan, to ensure the life of himself and his mother, and to create a better future.

With money, he doesn't have to be so humble in front of Song Jingyan.

Tonight, Lin Chu and Su Yi had dinner at a cafe near Su Yi's home. The restaurant was very ordinary. Lin Chu tasted it, and the chicken chop was old and hard, not very tasty. After all these years with Song Jingyan, All he eats is high-end restaurants, but he has a picky tongue.

However, he still ate in silence based on the principle of not being wasted. No matter how good Song Jingyan ate, it had nothing to do with him.

"Lin Chu, have you really decided to join me?" Su Yi waited with wide eyes.

"Help me hand in the registration form!" Lin Chu said.

"I'm so happy. We can finally work together again. If you're one day later, I'll be alone. What made you change your mind?"

Lin Chu lowered his eyelids, pursed his lips, and said, "It's nothing, just like you said, I always want to find a chance to let others know me, and I should also find a chance to express myself."

"Lin Chu, it's not me who praises you. Really, with your talent and appearance, you can definitely be in the top three!"

"Don't laugh at me, the world is so big, there are many more talented people than me, and many more good-looking people than me."

"Hey, that's not necessarily the case. There are many talented people, and there are also many good-looking skins, but the temperament is unique."

unique.

Lin Chu didn't like this idiom, every time he heard this idiom, it seemed like someone slapped him.

This idiom is the promise he and Song Jingyan made to each other.

----- Promises that cannot be fulfilled often become jokes.

But it's not funny at all.

Just as Lin Chu was about to reply, suddenly Su Yi in front of him stared behind him, showing a look of panic that he hadn't seen for a long time.Before Lin Chu could look back, there was a person sitting beside him.

No need to look, he already knows who it is!

"Su Yi, why don't you contact your old classmates after returning home?" Song Jingyan intentionally approached Lin Chu's body, and put his hand on Lin Chu's hand on the table.

Lin Chu immediately pulled it away, but Song Jingyan held it tightly.

"Song Jingyan!" Lin Chu growled.

Su Yi stood aside blankly, not knowing what to do, at a loss.

Song Jingyan still looked at Su Yi with a nonchalant smile, "Next time I ask Lin Chu not to find such a remote place, it's hard to find, next time we meet, remember to tell me in advance, as Lin Chu's boyfriend, I would worry about him."

Su Yi was in a daze, staring blankly at the two people in front of him. The shocking news seemed to explode in his ears. What happened to them in the past three years?How did they become lovers, how did they get together?Why did Lin Chu never say it?

Countless question marks flashed through his mind.

Lin Chu's face flushed red from being suppressed by Song Jingyan's tight grip on his hands.

"Lin Chu and I have been together for more than three years, why, didn't he tell you?"

"Enough! Song Jingyan, I have something to tell you."

Song Jingyan turned to Lin Chu, put away the fake smile just now, and said sternly, "I have something to tell you too! Come with me!"

"Let go of your hand!" Lin Chu wanted to break his hand away, but he couldn't move it even a little bit.

"Don't challenge my bottom line!" Song Jingyan growled at Lin Chu, pulled Lin Chu angrily towards the door, and glared at Su Yi before getting up.

Lin Chu was pulled by Song Jingyan all the way to the shade outside, Song Jingyan stopped, let him go, turned around and was furious.

"It turns out that you have a new love for throwing me away! Who am I to tell you to make you determined to break up with me, so the old lover is back!"

"I don't understand what you're talking about." Lin Chu knew that Song Jingyan was speaking in anger, so he didn't bother to answer him.

"What's so good about him! Can he compare with me!"

When Song Jingyan yelled out, his voice was choked with sobs. He felt that he was extremely wronged. He coaxed and pampered Lin Chu like a baby. He seemed to go crazy every day by himself, but this person actually hid here talking and laughing happily with others. He looked like he was about to die, why?Why can't he get it!

It has always been his, since he was a child, no one can take anything away from him unless he doesn't want it.

Lin Chu hates arguing with others. The recent two people quarreling and arguing made him extremely upset. He didn't want to explain, he wanted to stop the war.

He knew that Song Jingyan was definitely not something that could be thrown away with a word of breaking up, and he thought that another way might be able to make the two of them happy.

"Let's stop arguing like this. If you want a chance, I can give it to you."

"Really?" Song Jingyan held Lin Chu's hands, and the haze on his face was swept away, revealing a look of joy.

Lin Chu gently pushed Song Jingyan's hand away, and said flatly, "Let's play a game."

"A gamble? What are you betting on?"

"I will participate in idol's new promotional program. If I enter the top eight, then our relationship will be severed. If I don't enter the top eight, I will be at your disposal until the money is paid off."

Song Jingyan was stunned for a while. He didn't expect that Lin Chu would want to participate in the talent show. Although he didn't want Lin Chu to walk in front of the TV, let more people know him, let more people like him, but currently he can't find him. If there is a better way for Lin Chu to stay, since it is a gamble, then he has a chance to win, as long as there is a chance for Lin Chu to stay by his side willingly, he is willing to try.

"it is good!"

"One more thing, you can't interfere with my competition." This show is held by another company and has nothing to do with the Song family's NIC, but Lin Chu knows the power of the Song family in the entertainment industry, so he must ensure the fairness of the competition sex.

"it is good."

"Also, I don't want to see you until the game is over." Lin Chu said decisively, and walked without stopping.

Song Jingyan stood where he was, watching Lin Chu walk in, but didn't dare to take a step closer.

When Lin Chu returned to the restaurant, he showed a difficult smile in front of Su Yi. This was a smile he squeezed out with all his strength. He didn't know if Su Yi's attitude towards him as a homosexual would be the same as before. As a good friend, he will still hate him like Li Nanxing.

Lin Chu sat back in his seat, looked down at the water glass in hand, "Song Jingyan and I..." Lin Chu said, but he didn't know what to say when the words came to his lips, he was afraid of losing Su Yi's best friend, he has lost too much.

"I understand, Lin Chu, actually it's nothing. There's nothing wrong with liking someone." Su Yi said this sentence very calmly, because he had said this sentence to himself countless times.

When he saw Lin Chu for the first time, he longed to be close to this person, but he was very cowardly at that time, and he only dared to glance at Lin Chu occasionally during class, or look at the window when it was raining, because he could see Lin Chu through the window. When it came to Lin Chu's shadow, he kept watching and no one would know.

He felt ashamed that he liked Lin Chu, but he couldn't control himself, but his love for Lin Chu was pure and subtle. He knew that being a couple would always risk breaking up, and being friends was a lifetime.

For a cowardly person like him, being friends with Lin Chu for a lifetime is already enough.

But he was still shocked to know that Lin Chu and Song Jingyan were together tonight. He knew that Lin Chu and Song Jingyan were very good, but that kind of good, he didn't think about love, and Lin Chu never mentioned Song Jingyan in front of him. , he didn't have a good impression of Song Jingyan, and of course he didn't think about it.

But he never expected that Lin Chu would be with Song Jingyan in the end. The idea he only dared to let loose in his dreams was actually realized by Song Jingyan. No wonder Song Jingyan always refused to let Lin Chu play with him, and even canceled Lin Chu and Song Jingyan The opportunity to study abroad together.

Although he didn't know what had happened in the past three years, but tonight's situation showed that the two of them didn't get along very well.

"You won't, don't you hate me?" Lin Chu said with a wry smile while holding the teacup anxiously.

"How come, we agreed to be friends forever." Su Yi put his hands on his shoulders, and Lin Chu was very moved by his usual smile. He never dared to tell anyone the secret of his sexual orientation. After all, he was still afraid of the world. The hurt he suffered came from the approval of his best friend, which made him more courageous to face himself.

"Thank you, Su Yi."

"Then, how are you and Song Jingyan doing now?"

"we broke up."

"Break up?!" Su Yi screamed, realizing that he was too excited, and said in a low voice: "Eh, then let him go."

Lin Chu nodded, and said lightly, "It's all over."

"Yes, yes, it's all over." Su Yi immediately became happy when he heard this sentence. For some reason, although he didn't dare to confess his feelings to Lin Chu, he still couldn't look at Lin Chu and the other party generously. alone together.

"From today, we create a new future together."

Lin Chu raised his head and saw Su Yi's innocent face, showing a gratified smile. He was also looking forward to something different in his life, so he echoed him and said, "Okay!"