unique lover

Song Jingyan returned home angrily, but when he saw Hu Huilan in the garden, he hurried back to his room excitedly and called Lin Chu.

During this period of time, he thought of many ways to make up for Lin Chu, and waited for Lin Chu to come back to realize them one by one.

Song Jingyan thought it would be the same as before, as long as he sincerely admitted his mistake, Lin Chu would forgive him.

He lowered his tone, "Lin Chu, are you back?"

"Well, I came back yesterday."

"Hey, shall we have dinner together tonight?" Song Jingyan waited for an answer with some trepidation, he was afraid that Lin Chu would not give him a chance.

After a moment of silence on the phone, Lin Chuping replied calmly, "Okay."

Song Jingyan was so happy that he almost jumped up. The dark clouds above his head finally dispersed, and he was full of hope for their future again. He felt that Lin Chu must be reluctant to let him feel sad, and gave him a chance to atone for his sins.

During this period of time, he was always tense and cautious in speaking. It was rare that Lin Chu answered so briskly this time. He even felt that their unpleasant experience would pass soon.

"We don't go out to eat, see you at our apartment at 7 o'clock tonight."

"Ah."

After Song Jingyan hung up the phone, he rushed out to find Aunt Hu, humming a song while searching, he wanted to cook tonight, but it was too difficult for him to make a big meal, since he had never cooked since he was a child, he wanted to make a bowl The noodles are ready, Lin Chu is a person who is easily satisfied, the first time he cooked white porridge for Lin Chu before, Lin Chu was moved and kissed him, thinking that this time Lin Chu will definitely see his sincerity real meaning.

When Hu Huilan heard that the young master wanted to learn cooking, she was really startled. She thought to herself that she might be pursuing a beautiful girl. Hu Huilan was obedient to Song Jingyan because he helped their family, and she did everything she could.

She didn't regard Song Jingyan as the employer's son, but took care of the young master sincerely. Seeing that the young master even learned cooking skills in order to chase girls, it seemed that he was serious this time.

She thought that the young master was already in his early twenties, and it was normal to chase after girls. It was a blessing to know which girl could be spotted by Song Jingyan.

She thought that Lin Chu and Young Master Song were the same age, but they had never been close to any girl. Hu Huilan knew that Lin Chu had been shy and timid since she was a child, and with their family environment, she was even worried about whether Lin Chu would find a girlfriend in the future. But thinking that Young Master Song took care of Lin Chu so much, he would naturally take care of his lifelong affairs.

Because Aunt Hu was Lin Chu's mother, Song Jingyan was very kind to her. He never regarded her as a nanny, but as a family member. He once thought about what would happen if Aunt Hu knew about his relationship with Lin Chu?

Will you hate him?

Song Jingyan didn't dare to think about it. He is still young, and always feels that two people are better together than anything else. He doesn't care about other people's eyes. He just grew up slowly. He didn't know until he heard that his mother wanted to introduce a girlfriend to him. The matter between him and Lin Chu finally faced pressure from all sides one day.

But he didn't bother to think about these pressures now. It was not certain whether he and Lin Chu would be able to continue walking. Let's wait until Lin Chu was coaxed back.

There will naturally be a way when things get to that point.

Hu Huilan made it with her own hands, and Song Jingyan made it again by herself. I have to say that this young master really looks good when he learns things seriously, and the taste is no worse than hers. After complimenting him a few words, Song Jingyan burst into laughter.

Song Jingyan brought the ingredients and rushed to his and Lin Chu's home. He almost never used the kitchen in this apartment, and it was very rare to cook porridge once in a while.

Although they seldom eat at home, Lin Chu still pays great attention to the things in the kitchen. He said that in a home, the kitchen is the most important thing. Only when the kitchen is full of tableware can there be a taste of life.

Song Jingyan looked at the kitchen for a while, and there was already a little dust on it. Since Lin Chu returned to his hometown, no one cleaned it.

Song Jingyan was a little puzzled, didn't Lin Chu come back last night?He didn't come back here?

Because according to Lin Chu's personality, he must clean up first when he comes back.

He didn't care about thinking so much, checked the time, cleaned up casually by himself, and started to flex his muscles in the kitchen. As soon as the water boiled, Lin Chu came back.

Lin Chu knew that Song Jingyan had arrived when he saw the shoes in the hallway. When he walked in, he was slightly startled when he saw Song Jingyan standing in the kitchen. This person was actually cooking in the kitchen?

Lin Chu saw the busy back in the kitchen, thinking that Song Jingyan's shirt worth tens of thousands of dollars was tied with an apron worth a few dollars, which was a bit funny.

Hearing the voice, Song Jingyan came out of the kitchen with a spoon in his hand and said with a smile, "surprise!"

Lin Chu smiled slightly. After laughing, he felt inexplicably sad. If he would have hugged her before, he would have been moved to tears.

But it's different now, the love between them is not pure enough, there are too many things between them, it's hard for that touch to reach his heart again.

At first Lin Chu thought that Song Jingyan was just ordering a takeaway, but he really didn't expect that he would cook in person. Although they have been together for nearly four years, his understanding of Song Jingyan has always been at the age of 18. If they hadn't become lovers Well, Song Jingyan didn't kiss him on his birthday, and he didn't say that sentence. Will they still be together like that?

There is a lot of space for friends, there can be two or many, no matter whether you want to chat or not, you can be friends, but lovers are different, the world of lovers is very narrow, and there is no room for a third person.

Since Song Jingyan joined the company to work, Lin Chu didn't know Song Jingyan more and more. He couldn't tell which reports were true, and he couldn't tell which oath was true. He only knew that he and Song Jingyan were getting farther and farther apart. .

During Lin Chu's time in his hometown, he thought clearly that he and Song Jingyan could no longer continue, and he wanted to end this relationship.

Song Jingyan was so absorbed in cooking the noodles that he didn't notice the thoughts flashing across his face.

"Sit down first, the egg noodles made by my young master will be ready soon."

Lin Chu said calmly, "Jing Yan, I've eaten."

"Ah? Eat it even after you've eaten it. It's my first time cooking!"

Lin Chu smiled helplessly, Song Jingyan continued to be busy in the kitchen, Lin Chu stared at his back for a while, then walked into his and Song Jingyan's bedroom, sat by the bed, looked around again and again, he wanted to distinguish which things were His, which belonged to Song Jingyan, but he carefully looked at it several times, and didn't want to confirm it again. Even if everything here belonged to him, it was bought by Song Jingyan for him, and he didn't need to take any of them. luggage.

The past happiness and sorrow kept playing out in his mind. He and Song Jingyan had known each other for four years, and the happiest was in the third year of high school. At that time, Song Jingyan's attitude and expression towards him were different from anyone else, even if he stood Among the group of people, he could also feel the distinctive vision from Song Jingyan.

At that time Song Jingyan was mischievous and domineering, kind of annoying but also kind of cute, and he was always taken with him wherever he went, even deceived and deceived.

At that time, we were always together, and there was really an illusion that we would be together forever.

Facts have proved that it is indeed an illusion. Song Jingyan is different from him. Song Jingyan is the heir to the entertainment empire. He stands tall and can look down on many people. He is not the only one around Song Jingyan. He will marry and have children, and there will be countless people. However, he stands very low, and there are very few people who can look up to him, so few that he is the only one.

The wandering life since he was a child made him have a lot of mistrust in this world. The only time he had enough courage was to believe in Song Jingyan. He felt that Song Jingyan was different. This person would tell him, "You are unique." Say "We're the only ones for each other."

He believed him and hurt himself too.

There is really no relationship in this world that is static, and there is no promise that is eternal. He doesn't want to be that wimp who has nothing after being abandoned by Song Jingyan!

His father's death touched him a lot. Their family has never been supported or helped. It is really hard to live without money. I can't take it out, let alone give my mother happiness.

He doesn't want to be a person like his father. He knows very well that in this world, there is nothing more reliable than a promise to himself. He doesn't want to depend on anyone. He wants to give himself a bright future by himself.

For example, now that he and Song Jingyan broke up, he returned to the original point, still a poor college student, and Song Jingyan was still the son of a rich family.

It's time to make a choice for your own future, and you can only live freely if your destiny is in your own hands.

Song Jingyan's voice sounded outside the door, "Baby, your face is ready."

Even when it comes to breaking up, Lin Chu still has a lot of reluctance, for example, no one will call him baby so softly in the future.

Lin Chu opened the door, and saw Song Jingyan sitting at the dining table taking off his apron.

Song Jingyan greeted Lin Chu to sit down with a smile.Lin Chu was sitting opposite him, the face in the bowl was full of color and fragrance. Lin Chu had known him for so long, and this was the first time he saw him cooking. I have to say that Song Jingyan must have put a lot of thought into it.

But the Song Jingyan he knew has always been very smart and quick to learn things, it's just whether he has the heart.

Lin Chu picked up the chopsticks and took a bite, pretending that everything he ate was tasteless.

"Is it delicious? How about Bi your mother's cooking?"

Lin Chu nodded, "Not bad."

"I learned from your mother. Aunt Hu taught me by hand and praised me for my talent. If I hadn't been born in the Song family, I would have been a chef. I've raised you fat and fat, not as thin as I am now. , as long as I am in China, I will often cook for you, okay?"

Lin Chu took a few mouthfuls, put down his chopsticks, and called him solemnly, "Jing Yan."

Hearing this tone, Song Jingyan felt chills all over his body, trembling with fear, an ominous premonition lingered in his heart, he smiled as if nothing had happened, and said, "What's wrong?"

"let's break up."

Song Jingyan was holding the bowl and chopsticks. The noise of eating noodles was loud just now, and he wondered if he heard it wrong. The tone of Lin Chu's words seemed to say that the noodles were a bit salty.

He glanced at Lin Chu, who didn't look like he was joking.

Song Jingyan thought that the unhappiness between them was over, but it turned out that it was just a buffer period. Lin Chu was brewing a bomb, waiting for a certain time to explode!

He didn't understand that he was willing to get rid of his previous bad habits for him, he would earnestly fulfill the promise he gave, and kept apologizing for that incident, he was already making changes and making up for it, why couldn't he see it!

He couldn't believe it.

"why?"

"We're not a good fit."

"Where is it inappropriate!" Song Jingyan couldn't help asking out of anger.

"It doesn't fit anywhere." Lin Chu was still flat, but his voice was undeniably affirmative.

Song Jingyan paused for a while, then changed his tone and said to him aggrievedly: "Lin Chu, I know I'm not good, I made a mistake just once, don't I even have a chance to correct my mistakes? I promise you absolutely no There will be another time, give me another chance, okay?"

Such aggrieved Song Jingyan made him feel a little sour in his heart. He knew very well that it was not that he didn't love Song Jingyan, but that he didn't have enough courage to accept the past and continue to love him.

Lin Chu avoided Song Jingyan's gaze, "You don't need to change, this is your life, there's no need to change for me, we are not the same kind of people."

"Why are we not the same kind of people? I like you and you like me too. Isn't that all right!"

"But my liking is different from your liking!"

"What's the difference? What's mine is yours. I'll give you whatever you want!"

"What am I standing by your side? Out of this room, we are nothing! You never know what I want?"

"Then what did you say you want?"

"Forget it, it's over." What Lin Chu wanted was for the two of them to live a simple life.

"Then let him go and we can start over."

The topic went back to the beginning, Lin Chu sighed, "I never understood why you told me that you liked me, I don't know what is worthy of your liking in me, when you liked me, maybe it was just The picture is fresh, but after a long time, you will find that I am really not suitable for you. I don't like to socialize, I don't like to go to bars, and I don't like exciting sports. Even playing games is a rookie level. The problem has always been there, but we never face it, I have my pursuit, my pride, I don’t want to be your accessory hidden in this house, I don’t want to turn on the TV every day to see who you are with and who you are with Who is making love!"

Hearing this, Song Jingyan was dumbfounded. His life in the past was indeed absurd. Those reporters wrote about him in a mess, and he didn't have any testimony to refute.

The two faced each other in silence for a while, and the strong wind outside beat the window sill intermittently with showers.

Lin Chu took out a stack of papers from his schoolbag and spread them out in front of Song Jingyan, "This is all my dad spent during his hospitalization, more than 200 million, take a look."

Song Jingyan glanced at the big characters of St. Xiren'an Hospital on it, and couldn't bear the anger. He grabbed it with one hand and tore it to pieces in front of Lin Chu!

He has begged him so humbly, but he is still determined to fight him!

He had never been so humble in his life!

He stood up, pointed at Lin Chu condescendingly and said, "You dare to leave me and try!"

Lin Chu straightened his body, lowered his head, and tried his best to avoid trembling... No, he tried his best not to let Song Jingyan see him trembling. He clenched his hands on his knees and held his breath.

He didn't want Song Jingyan to see him so cowardly.

He tried his best to make his voice sound normal, as if he said slowly in his usual tone: "Look at you, you are always so domineering and rude, is it interesting for us to pester you like this?"

Song Jingyan became anxious, his voice began to tremble, he was young and energetic and didn't know how to control his emotions, he wanted to be unreserved like a flash flood, pointing at the calm and overbearing person in front of him, "I'm overbearing I'm rude? I dote on you too much, so you dare to question me like this! Let me tell you, Lin Chu, you have no right to break up with me before the money is repaid!"

When Song Jingyan said this, he felt miserable, he didn't care about the money, he just couldn't find any other reason for Lin Chu to stay.

Hearing this, Lin Chu raised his head, stared at him and replied word by word: "Don't worry, I will pay it back!"

"Okay, I'll wait!" Song Jingyan picked up his coat, turned around and left, the door was slammed shut, and the two bowls of noodles on the table were more than half cold.

Lin Chu ate all the noodles made by Song Jingyan in one bite. This was Song Jingyan's first time making noodles, so it shouldn't be wasted. Next time, no, it probably won't be possible in this lifetime.

After eating, Lin Chu calmly cleaned up the dishes, and cleaned the room again. He had to check whether every corner was clean. In fact, he was still a little reluctant to leave. Habits make people nostalgic, even this habit In the end, the quality changed, and it would also be deeply imprinted in his heart.

There are too many beautiful days for them, and too many sorrows for him.

The last step was to pack up the garbage and take away. Before going out, he put the keys and watch in the small box on the entrance, and then gently closed the door.

The moment the door was closed, my heart ached and my eyes ached.

He wants to start walking another path, a path without Song Jingyan.