unique lover

At 4 o'clock in the morning, Lin Maoxiang was officially confirmed to be brain dead.

The attending doctor looked at their mother and child expressionlessly and said, "I'm sorry, we have tried our best. Although the patient still has a heartbeat, medically speaking, the patient has shown a state of brain death, so it can be determined that the patient is dead. Sign here, the patient agrees to organ transplantation before his death, and we can perform organ transplantation for the patient.”

Hu Huilan turned her face away and wept softly. Lin Chu took the consent form and looked through the glass at the lying man in the ICU. His father had a trachea inserted all over his body, and the heartbeat ventilator next to him still had arcs. People don't feel any pain.

have they gone?

Before leaving, do you need him to sign a confirmation to send him a ride?

Holding the consent form in his hand, Lin Chu signed his name, stroke by stroke, and sent him away forever with the name he personally presented.

Mother was crying outside, and Lin Chu felt that he was terribly calm, his whole body was wet, and he was blowing air-conditioning, but he didn't feel cold at all.

He tried his best to look at his mother's back, but the illusion in front of him was not real at all.

Before the operation, the doctor handed him an envelope, saying that it was left for him by his father.

The envelope was very thick, with the big characters of St. Xiren'an Hospital printed on it, and some crooked handwritten words, "Lin Chushou".

The stuff inside has a certain thickness.

He wanted to open it, but the seal was very tight, and he couldn't open it after several times with stiff and clumsy fingers. Finally, he tore a seam from the edge with his hand.

The first thing he saw was a red passbook, and underneath was a folded letter paper. When he opened the letter paper, his eyes finally became focused. The white horizontal line was written with a blue ballpoint pen,

Lin Chu, if you read this letter, I believe that our father-son relationship is over. In fact, I still want to live a few more years, at least until the day you get married and start a business. However, if God wants me to go, I will accept my fate , After all, a rotten person like me has lived long enough.

Dad has nothing good to leave you. I’m really ashamed. I still owe a lot of debt. I have saved more than 6 yuan in the past few years by living frugally and working hard. But he represents Dad’s kindness. I hope you don’t dislike it. .

Seeing that you are so well-behaved and sensible, Dad is very relieved. Mom will be taken care of by you. Your mother is such a stupid person. If she has the opportunity to persuade her to find a good family, she will be blessed after half her life.

Finally, Dad, thank you for giving me a chance to admit my mistakes.

After Lin Chu read it, his hands were hanging limply, and he gently pinched the letter in his hands without any tactile sensation. He stroked his cheeks with both hands, and felt his eyes hurt, so dry that he couldn't squeeze out a single tear.

At some point, his mother came over. Lin Chu saw his mother's shoes parked at his feet and put her hands on his back, as if she wanted to comfort him.

After the operation, the body was sent to the morgue. He and his mother followed the body and watched him for the last time in the morgue. The cold morgue smelled of death, and there was a strong smell of formalin. The smell surrounded him heavily, and the lights in the corridor were on, making the surroundings filled with silvery light, and the night was quiet.

He walks the corridors like a ghost.

In fact, he also wanted to thank his father for giving him a chance to accept his father calmly. Although his father did not bring much love to the family after his reformation, at least he no longer hated him. When he was a father, he no longer kept silent and flustered, but calmly told the other party that my father passed away due to illness.

It's nothing, it's nothing, fate has its beginning and it will end, he whispered as he walked out of the hospital with heavy legs.

Su Yi had just gotten up when he heard the doorbell. He was practicing singing in the room. He put down the score and rushed to open the door. He saw Lin Chu standing at the door with his whole body wet, his face tired and pale.

Su Yi hurriedly pulled him in.

"What's wrong? Didn't you bring an umbrella?"

Lin Chu moved his mouth with some difficulty, and replied dumbly, "I didn't bring the key."

Su Yi's heart skipped a beat, and he answered the wrong question. Looking at Lin Chu's face, he knew that something serious must have happened.

"what happened to you?"

Lin Chu didn't speak, and walked directly into the room with heavy steps, found the clothes and took off the wet clothes on his own.

Su Yi followed behind, leaning against the door, and seeing Lin Chu undressing in front of him in complete avoidance, he turned his head a little shyly.

After a while, he turned his head to look at him. Lin Chu had already changed his clothes and was lying on the bed.

"Su Yi."

Su Yi seemed to hear a hoarse voice, the voice was low and suppressed, and he wondered if he heard it wrong.

"I want to be alone."

"En." Su Yi retreated very consciously.

Lin Chu felt like she was lying on the bed like an empty shell, exhausted, even if she opened her eyes, there was darkness.

In the changing world, nothing lasts forever, the fate between him and his father is over, and the fate between him and Song Jingyan is also over.

Song Jingyan has been going back to the Song family villa to have dinner with his mother these days. It is really deserted to be alone in the apartment. He can't think of how to get Lin Chu back, so he can only look for him after Lin Chu's anger subsides.

I'm not in a good mood at the company today, so I came back earlier and sat in the living room watching TV by myself.

After Mrs. Song came back, it was strange to see Song Jingyan watching TV quietly. She probably hadn't seen such a scene for many years.

Song Jingyan is a person who can't sit still, and usually runs out to play whenever he has free time, and he can't find anyone if he plays crazy.

"What's the matter today? Are you free to watch TV?"

Song Jingyan said casually, "It's boring."

"The company is doing a lot of things, how can it be boring?"

"not in the mood."

"Jing Yan, you are old and young, you have to learn to control your emotions, and you can't bring your emotions to work. I heard the people below say that you have a bad attitude today."

"Whatever!" Song Jingyan replied irritably.

"Hey, if you're like this, mom will tell you..."

A nanny was packing up beside Song Jingyan, and he glanced into the room as if remembering something.

"Mom, where's Aunt Hu?"

Before Mrs. Song finished her lesson, she was pulled back by Song Jingyan, "Why do you care about others!"

"I, I want to eat noodles."

"Don't talk about her, her husband died, bad luck, she went back to her hometown for the funeral."

"A funeral?!" Song Jingyan suddenly stood up from the sofa as if sitting on pins and needles, which startled Mrs. Song, and she complained a bit, "What are you doing, you're so surprised."

Song Jingyan immediately picked up his phone and walked into the room. Mrs. Song stopped him from behind, "It's time to eat, where are we going?"

Song Jingyan ignored his mother, walked back to his room and closed the door, he called Lin Chu's cell phone, the unanswered call made him nervous, afraid that Lin Chu would not even give him a chance to talk on the phone.

Fortunately, the phone was connected.

"Lin Chu!" He shouted excitedly, recovered his emotions and said, "I, I heard from my mother that Uncle Lin is gone?"

"Well, I've been busy these days, so I haven't had time to tell you yet."

The voice on the phone was still cold.

Lin Chu felt that it was necessary to get on the phone, after all his father's life depended on Song Jingyan's continuation.

"Where is your hometown? Send me your address, and I will visit you."

Lin Chu knew that Song Jingyan would definitely come, but he didn't want to give Song Jingyan and himself another chance, he was afraid that Song Jingyan's kindness to him would make it difficult for him to choose.

"No need." After Lin Chu refused, he felt that he would be too ruthless, and then added, "Things are almost done."

Song Jingyan listened to Lin Chu's tone as if he had seen through the world through the vicissitudes of life, but he was not at ease at all. Lin Chu was a person who kept everything in his heart, no matter how sad he was, he was calm.

Song Jingyan remembered that when his father passed away, he was sad and frightened, as if he had lost his soul. Lin Chu spent that time with him, but now he has no chance to be with Lin Chu.

"Are you sad?"

"There's nothing hard or hard, everyone dies."

"I'd better go and accompany you." Song Jingyan asked again.

"It's really not necessary, you can't change anything by coming here."

Can't change anything?

Song Jingyan's heart sank, his internal organs were all crowded together.

Lin Chu was rejecting him, Song Jingyan knew very well that he really couldn't change anything in the past, but Song Jingyan thought it would be good to hug him in the past, give him a shoulder to rely on, and don't want Lin Chu anymore?

"Then when are you coming back?"

"I don't know, what's the matter, let's talk about it when I go back."

"Ok, I will wait for you."

Song Jingyan was holding the phone, and there was already a beeping sound on the other end.