unique lover

Song Jingyan went back to the apartment, then to the company, and went to the hospital to accompany Lin Chu in the evening.

When Hu Huilan went to the hospital, she quickly asked Lin Chu to accompany Song Jingyan to dinner.

When they were in the car, the atmosphere between the two of them was already weird. Song Jingyan always thought that Lin Chu was because of his father, and kept cheering him on.

Song Jingyan parked the car in front of a high-end restaurant, because it was dinner time, the parking lot was full of cars, Song Jingyan searched for a long time before finding a parking space.

He knew the manager of the restaurant and helped them arrange a table.

Song Jingyan ordered a beef steak for himself and a pork steak for Lin Chu.

Ever since he came back from Japan, he had noticed the indescribable sadness on Lin Chu's face. Even though they had known each other for nearly 5 years, he still couldn't figure out where Lin Chu's occasional untimely sadness came from and what it meant.

Unlike his happy ones, all his unhappiness is on his face, he doesn't hide things, and of course he doesn't know how to feel other people's thoughts delicately.

He sometimes thinks that if he could have a superpower, he would like to have the ability to see through other people's hearts, so that he wouldn't have to be so tired of guessing every time Lin Chu was full of thoughts.

After the waiter left, Song Jingyan was always talking, and Lin Chu agreed without a word.

"The beef I ate in Kobe, Japan is amazing. Everyone who has eaten it said yes, how about we go to Japan to play when your father recovers?"

Hearing this, Lin Chu's whole body froze, his face was also very pale, and his mouth was pursed into a straight line, for fear that he would show any inappropriate features.

Ever since he came back from Japan last time, he had listened to Song Jingyan talking about Japan with extreme disgust. What made him unbearable the most was that the person in front of him could talk so easily.

As if that had never happened!

He has also fantasized about going to Japan with Song Jingyan countless times, seeing Ueno where the cherry blossoms are in full bloom, seeing the Ueno Park where Lu Xun stayed, waiting in line to eat sushi together, and strolling around the peaceful and quiet streets together.

Song Jingyan didn't know that on his birthday, he killed all Lin Chu's romance with Japan.

"How about we go together after graduation?"

"I don't want to go." Lin Chu lowered his head and said indifferently.

"Then why don't we go to Vienna, don't you want to go? I don't have much entertainment recently, and we haven't hung out together for a long time."

Lin Chu wondered where did Song Jingyan get the courage to dare to mention the matter of Vienna to him. He couldn't understand why Song Jingyan couldn't love someone properly. Kissing another person again, what is the purpose of this, is it more exciting, more fresh and proud!

Lin Chu raised his head and glanced at Song Jingyan, his eyes were like a pool of deep pools, filled with cold mist.

"I don't want to go anywhere."

At this time, the tone was colder and more determined.

Song Jingyan finally saw the anger in Lin Chu's eyes and the unceasing resentment in his tone. It was not because of Uncle Lin's illness, but because of him!

Song Jingyan put the knife and fork aside, and asked without a good face: "Are you resisting something? This will not work, and that will not work. What do you want from me?"

Song Jingyan couldn't help questioning him. Ever since he returned to China, he had been enduring Lin Chu's gloomy face. He had tried his best to make him happy, but the person in front of him seemed determined to fight him to the end.

Lin Chu didn't speak, and closed his lips tightly, feeling full of grievances, but he didn't know where to start. He said these words, as if he was slapping himself.

Lin Chu's silence annoyed Song Jingyan even more. He didn't think about what he said. He just wanted to force Lin Chu to speak clearly. He knew Lin Chu, if you don't force him, he can hold back those words for a lifetime.

"Could you be any more obvious with your face that looks like you're going to die if you see me!"

Lin Chu didn't look at him, but lowered his head and eyes, and said indifferently to his anger, "I have nothing to say."

Song Jingyan looked at Lin Chu's face as dead as gray wood, and didn't know what he was doing, a trace of irritability flashed in his heart.

"What are you thinking in your heart, can you say it out loudly! I hate you the most, a girl like you is more annoying than a girl! I'm not a roundworm in your stomach. I don't have the thought and energy to guess what you think every day. "Song Jingyan couldn't help but raise his voice every sentence.

Lin Chu listened to him finish speaking, he felt that every sentence of Song Jingyan was like a knife cutting his heart, the deeper the cut, the more painful it was.

Lin Chu tried his best to control himself, not wanting to embarrass himself too much by failing, but he couldn't help trembling when he said the words, "Song Jingyan, I'm very disappointed in you!"

"What's wrong with me? Tell me clearly!"

"You know what you have done yourself!"

"Do you want to say yes? Okay!" Song Jingyan changed his tone, just like his usual tone and continued: "We have been together for almost four years. I don't think about your birthday in my heart. I want to give you all kinds of birthdays. Surprise, I will give you all kinds of happiness, but you are so kind, you don’t even bother to send a simple blessing on my birthday, right! You think you don’t need to do these at all, and I will follow you? On my birthday, how much People are looking forward to curry favor with me, and their mobile phones are about to be bombed, but you are better off, ignore it, ignore it! I think your conscience has been eaten by dogs!"

Lin Chu felt his whole body trembling. He thought about why Song Jingyan had to question him!Just thinking about leaving here immediately, before getting up, suddenly a crisp female voice came from behind, "Bobby, what a coincidence, you are here too?"

Song Jingyan raised his head only to see that it was Guan Yuen, and said with a grim expression, "Hello."

Guan Yuen didn't notice the dispute between the two of them, but felt that the atmosphere was a bit strange, but she didn't care, "There is no seat, can I sit here?"

Song Jingyan glanced at Lin Chu, stood up, and let Guan Yuen sit in. "I heard the steak here is delicious, isn't it?"

'Well enough. '

"Who is this?"

Lin Chu immediately held his breath, and suddenly raised his head to stare at Song Jingyan, the anticipation in his eyes almost spewed out, he didn't understand that he still hated him in his heart, but his heart had never been as strong as it was at this moment. I strongly look forward to Song Jingyan giving him a title!

He longed for Song Jingyan to tell her, "This is the person I like!"

Song Jingyan was a little guilty of being stared at by him, avoiding his eyes, and said softly, "My friend."

Lin Chu felt that he must have wanted to laugh at that moment, laughing at himself so stupidly.

"No wonder people say that good-looking people make friends with good-looking people. Bobby, you have such good-looking friends and you don't introduce them to us. Hey, we seem to have met somewhere, haven't we?"

Guan Yuen scanned the watch in Lin Chu's hand. Although she had seen countless handsome men, she might not remember all of them, but she was sure of this watch. She had once dated a son from a watchmaking family, so I have more research on watches, and pay more attention to some niche but high-end watches.

The brand of this watch is a Regal Series watch, and all the styles are limited edition. Because Song Jingyan wears this brand of watch, she pays attention to it. When she saw Lin Chu at the Japanese airport, because Lin Chu kept his head She didn't pay much attention to it, but the man was wearing a valuable watch, which still caught her attention.

She thought that this person should be a rich second generation, otherwise how could he be able to wear millions of watches.

"We were at the airport in Japan, you don't remember, you bumped into my handbag and picked it up for me, your eyes were red back then, like..."

When the girl sat down, Lin Chu didn't look at her from the beginning to the end, but after hearing this sentence, he realized that it was this woman who made Song Jingyan betray him.

Now that these two people were still sitting in front of him majestically, thinking of this, Lin Chu couldn't help trembling all over his body, and he didn't care about etiquette, so he stood up, picked up his schoolbag, and walked out quickly.

Guan Yuen looked surprised, and Song Jingyan was also fidgeting.

Lin Chu went to Japan?

when?

Every time Lin Chu went to Japan, he would go with him, but he and Lin Chu had never met Guan Yuen in Japan.

Song Jingyan looked at her fiercely, "When did you meet him in Japan?"

"It's your birthday...... the next day, I was about to go back to the United States, and I bumped into him at the airport."

After Song Jingyan finished listening, his heart became tense and panicked. He finally understood where the sadness in Lin Chu's eyes came from. He knew that Lin Chu must have gone to look for him on his birthday, and he must have seen something to treat him like this cold.

He really wanted to slap himself hard, what did he say just now!

He immediately stood up and said to Guan Yuen, "Sorry, I have to take a step first."

After finishing speaking, I chased him out. It was pouring rain outside, and the rain was so heavy that I couldn't see the distance clearly.He didn't care about anything and rushed out of the rain, he just wanted to find Lin Chu.He vaguely saw a figure without an umbrella walking in the distance, chased after him, and grabbed Lin Chu.

"Lin Chu, listen to me."

"Don't touch me!" Lin Chu shook off his hand.

"Did you go to Japan on my birthday?"

Lin Chu raised his head, but didn't look at him, his voice was sobbing unbearably, lifeless as if all thoughts had been lost, "Where I go has nothing to do with you."

"I'm sorry, Lin Chu, you scolded me, you hit me, I know I was wrong, I was really wrong, I'm just a bastard! What happened that day with Guan Yuen was just an accident, I was drunk, I I thought that person was you, I promise I won’t drink alcohol in the future, and I will work hard in the future, okay?”

Lin Chu didn't speak. He felt that he had become a bit ruthless. Song Jingyan's tearful confession didn't soften his heart.

He himself was in terrible pain, and it was impossible for him not to say "I forgive you", let alone blame Song Jingyan.

His father was still lying in the hospital spending Song Jingyan's money, and needed Song Jingyan to continue his father's life.

He didn't know what he should do to get out of this vortex. He and Song Jingyan had unequal status from the very beginning, and he was neither qualified to start nor stopped.

Song Jingyan held his hand and put it on his heart, begging with a trembling voice, "If I don't do well in the future, tell me, I will change it, don't ignore me, just tell me what I'm going to do, You forgive me?"

Lin Chu tried to pull his hand away, but Song Jingyan exerted a little more force. He didn't struggle, but looked at him and said coldly, "I'm not worth changing for you, and you don't need to change for me. I won't." Trust you again, Song Jingyan."

"It's worth it, it's worth it, give me another chance."

Lin Chu stared at him with red eyes, his face was ashen ashes, and he said word by word, "I don't want to see you again, Song Jingyan."

Hearing these words, Song Jingyan felt his whole body lose strength, and his clenched hands were loosened.

He watched Lin Chu turn and leave, but he didn't have the guts to continue chasing after him. He stood there blankly, flustered and confused. The resentment of these words was too heavy, so he didn't think much about what to say or what to do for a while.

Lin Chu desperately walked forward, not knowing whether it was raindrops or tears, his face was drenched, Song Jingyan's inattentiveness, dishonesty, and failure to keep promises were fatal blows to a stubborn person like him. Knowing that rich people like to play and enjoy excitement, but he just believes that Song Jingyan is not such a person, and he believes it without reservation.

There is a passage in the Buddhist scriptures, life in the world is like being in the middle of thorns, if the heart does not move, people do not move rashly, and if they do not move, they will not be hurt.

Lin Chu blamed himself for being moved. Before meeting Song Jingyan, he had always been a good student who kept his ears shut and only read sage books. He had neither close friends nor anyone he could not let go of. Indifferent, Li Nanxing always said that he was a piece of wood, if only he was really a piece of wood, he would have been indifferent when Song Jingyan pursued him, and he would not have broken up with scars all over his body like now.

Song Jingyan returned to the apartment. The room was so dark that he couldn't see his fingers. He turned on the light, and Lin Chu's slippers were neatly placed beside him. He still couldn't help but feel disappointed. In fact, he didn't need to think about it. How could Lin Chu come back? ?

He walked in and saw the empty vase on the table at a glance, feeling depressed, sitting on the sofa.

He seldom stays alone in the room. Every time he comes back, Lin Chu will wait for him at home. Even if Lin Chu is not at home for something, he will find friends to hang out, and he will never trap anyone here.

Song Jingyan thought, how did Lin Chu manage to wait for him to go home quietly?

How do you live alone when he is not at home?

These are not important anymore, the important thing is that now Lin Chu ignores him, he doesn't know what to do!

Song Jingyan got up and walked into the bedroom. He was looking for cigarettes, but he caught a glimpse of another drawer, which they used to put some documents and so on.

He walked over, opened it, and saw Lin Chu's passport on the top. He opened it and saw that the Japanese visa seal was clearly stamped on it.

The date was his birthday, April 4th, Song Jingyan felt that he really should have slapped himself severely, how could a thoughtful person like Lin Chu forget his birthday?

He didn't even know what Lin Chu had done for him. In fact, he was the one who was heartless. He even scolded Lin Chu's conscience for being eaten by a dog in the restaurant.

Song Jingyan took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Lin Chu, but he didn't dare. He drank a few glasses of wine before sending himself a WeChat message.

"Lin Chu, where are you? Let's talk at home, shall we?"

Song Jingyan waited until early morning and there was no reply. He didn't dare to continue sending messages or make phone calls, so he ran to his grandma's villa in a daze.

The peach trees in the stretch were much stronger than those a few years ago, and they were supposed to bloom this year, but unexpectedly, there were no flowers. He asked the people in the Huamuchang, and they said that it was normal for a year or two to be delayed.

Song Jingyan has the final say, it will probably bloom next year.