unique lover

When Lin Chu rushed to the hospital to see his father, he was no longer the skinny and terminally ill patient. He had a crew-shaven head, a lot of flesh on his face, and his complexion was a little fairer.

Since his father received the transplant, he went back to his hometown to recuperate. Song Jingyan helped their family pay off all their debts, so they no longer have to live in fear.

Lin Chu thought it was just a simple check-up this time, but unexpectedly, it was the beginning of a worsening condition.

The doctor said that there was an abnormality in the condition, and timely surgery was needed, and the successful operation did not mean that he could recover, but he could only prolong his life as much as possible.

Lin Maoxiang is very open about life. It is the greatest forgiveness for him to let him find his wife and son back. He thinks it is a gift to live one more day.

It's just that when Lin Chu got the surgery order, he saw the 5 yuan fee on it, and stood by the queue window with a wry smile.

He walked back, unknowingly bursting into tears, sitting on the chair in front of the toll counter, watching the people coming and going to pay the toll, one person failed to pay the toll due to insufficient balance in the card, and anxiously called On the phone, it looks like asking relatives and friends to borrow money.

This kind of scene seems familiar. Since he was a child, what he feared the most was getting sick, because getting sick cost a lot of money, and he had to bow his head to borrow money from others. Lin Chu knew that he didn’t need to do this, because Song Jingyan’s bank card was still bound to his father’s medical card. All he has to do is pass the bill number to the cashier, and he's done.

But today's Song Jingyan and Lin Chu are no longer in the same relationship as before, and he doesn't want to have any relationship with Song Jingyan anymore.

The reality tells him that he has no ability to get rid of Song Jingyan at all.

He handed over the payment slip in his hand, and within a minute, the toll collector handed him a receipt,

A never-before-seen sense of frustration hit him. This feeling of not wanting to rely on but having to rely on made him feel like a useless person, a useless useless person!A useless person who can't even survive his father's life!

He has never hated himself so much, he has nothing!I can't even keep the remaining bit of dignity.

He walked through the long white corridor, and all kinds of smells came from the room beside him, making him sick.

There is nothing eternal in this world at all, and there is no relationship that can be relied on for a lifetime. Everything must be in your own hands to have an absolute sense of security.

Song Jingyan received a deduction notice in Japan, saw that it was St. Xiren'an Hospital, and immediately called Lin Chu.

On the phone, Lin Chu's tone was still not salty. Song Jingyan thought that Lin Chu was just worried about his father's illness, so he didn't ask any more questions. He kept telling Lin Chu to take good care of his body and to rest assured.

After Song Jingyan hung up the phone and canceled the original flight, he bought a ticket back to China on the same day, got off the plane and rushed directly to the hospital.

When Lin Chu saw Song Jingyan outside the operating ward, there was not much fluctuation on his face.

He didn't know how to face Song Jingyan.

"How is it, is it serious?" Song Jingyan asked.

"I don't know, the doctor said there is half hope!"

"Half of the hope is to try. Don't worry, the current medicine is very advanced."

Lin Chu sat on a chair outside the operating room, waiting quietly.

Song Jingyan was sitting next to him, and put his hand lightly on Lin Chu's. It was soft, white and slender, but it was too thin, and the wrist bones were clearly visible. Song Jingyan said distressedly: "Why have you lost so much weight?"

Song Jingyan's five fingers crossed over his fingers, he liked to hold Lin Chu's hand like this, possessing him, docile and obedient.

Song Jingyan held Lin Chu's hand, put it on his mouth and kissed it lightly.

Lin Chu resisted a little, broke away from his hand, and said, "You've been running around for so long, go back and rest first, I'll just watch by myself."

"I want to be with you." Song Jingyan thought Lin Chu was shy, and this was a public place, so he didn't think much of it.

The light at the door of the operating room was dimmed, and the doctor came out and said to Lin Chu, "The operation is going well, but the situation is still not optimistic. The patient may be in danger of infection at any time, and needs follow-up observation."

After the doctor left, Hu Huilan rushed over, saw Lin Chu and Song Jingyan, and knelt down in front of Song Jingyan, "Young master, thank you so much." Song Jingyan immediately supported her, "Aunt Hu, don't be like this, This is what I should do."

"We owe the Song family too much."

"Aunt Hu, you don't owe me, I did it voluntarily."

Song Jingyan thought to himself, I also want to thank you for bringing Lin Chu to my side.

Song Jingyan glanced at Lin Chu next to him, and saw that his eyes were looking forward with impenetrable thought.

"Young master, thank you for always helping our family and being so kind to Lin Chu. We will definitely pay back the money." Hu Huilan said.

Hu Huilan only knew that Song Jingyan was kind to them, but didn't know the deep and broad meaning of this kindness. For Song Jingyan, he had already regarded Lin Chu's family as his own.

"Aunt Lan, don't worry about money, let's talk about it later."

Knowing that Lin Chu had been guarding the hospital overnight, Hu Huilan asked him and Song Jingyan to go back first.

Lin Chu wanted to stay here, but he couldn't resist his mother's persuasion, so he could only follow Song Jingyan down the stairs and get in Song Jingyan's car.

When the two returned to the apartment, the withered peach blossoms were scattered on the dining table, turning into withered and remnant flowers. Some of the petals still had some original color on them, and they seemed to be struggling with the color that was about to be lost.

Song Jingyan just remembered that the flower delivery contract of the florist seems to have expired.

As soon as Song Jingyan came back, he complained that he was hungry, so Lin Chu went to the kitchen to cook noodles.

He looked at Lin Chu's back. He hadn't seen him for about a month. Lin Chu seemed to have lost a lot of weight. He didn't know if it was because of what he did to Lin Chu that he missed him so much. He wanted to make up for Lin Chu in the future. Minimize work abroad.

During this time, the two of them always seemed to be separated. It had been a long time since he had hugged this beautiful back, nor had he kissed Lin Chu for a long time. Feeling an inexplicable heat in his heart, he walked in, hugged Lin Chu from behind, and leaned his head against him. On his shoulders, face buried in his neck, kissed his neck.

Lin Chu shrugged unnaturally, and immediately remembered the picture of Song Jingyan hugging another woman, and said coldly, "I'm cooking noodles."

"It's okay, I just want to hug you."

"You'd better go out."

"Okay, I want to add two eggs." Song Jingyan kissed him again, walked out obediently, walked into the bedroom, took the clothes to take a bath.

After Lin Chu cooked the noodles, he poured a glass of water on the table, and Song Jingyan's mobile phone was placed next to him. A message popped up on the screen. Lin Chu was attracted by the sound of the message, and caught a glimpse of the message. The note was Guan Yu. En: "Bobby, Nan Xing and I are at the Wancall bar, let's come out together."

Lin Chu turned his head away as if he hadn't seen anything. He didn't know who this Guan Yuen was. Song Jingyan had so many circles of friends, many of whom Lin Chu didn't know. The most important thing is that Lin Chu doesn't like socializing, and he doesn't like a group of people getting drunk in bars. He really can't figure out what the meaning of this is.

He didn't know where the belief came from, he was sure that Song Jingyan would not go, and he promised him that he would never go to the bar again.

Lin Chu went back to the dinner table to eat the noodles. While eating the noodles, he wondered if there was less salt, and it had no taste at all.

Song Jingyan came out of the bathroom, went to pour a glass of water first, tapped his phone, and saw Guan Yuen's message. They hadn't contacted him since that night in Japan. Song Jingyan felt that he should make it clear to Guan Yuen that night It was an accident.

Song Jingyan put down his phone, slowly approached Lin Chu, and said as he walked, "I have something to go out tonight, wait for me when I come back."

After Song Jingyan finished speaking, he kissed Lin Chu on the cheek, turned around and went back to the bedroom to change clothes.

A few minutes later, Song Jingyan changed his clothes and came out, hurriedly walked to the door, "I'm leaving, go to bed early."

After the door was closed, Lin Chu opened his mouth, as if in response, "Okay." He didn't know whether the word came out of his mouth or in his heart, he couldn't tell.

Lin Chu still ate his noodles earnestly, gulping and eating too fast, he felt nauseated, rushed to the toilet and vomited it out, looked at the noodles that had been completely flushed by the toilet, and gave a wry smile.

"waste."

Wancall Bar is a sake bar with a nice atmosphere and not too noisy. Every night, there will be special singers singing in the bar, most of which are gentle love songs. Song Jingyan thinks that Lin Chulai will like this kind of place.

When Song Jingyan arrived, Guan Yuen and Li Nanxing were chatting at the bar, Guan Yuen looked at him a little differently, not as independent and confident as before, but with the shyness of a little woman. My skin is more tanned than last time in Japan, I guess I went surfing everywhere again.

"Hi." Song Jingyan greeted.

"Bobby, Yu En has been waiting for you for a long time."

"Would you like something to drink?" Guan Yuen asked.

"Give me a glass of plain water."

Li Nanxing laughed, "Boiled water? Bobby, what are you doing, you became a monk?"

"I have to drive later." Ever since Song Jingyan got drunk and made a mistake on his birthday, he was somewhat resistant to alcohol, especially when Guan Yuen was in front of him.

"By the way, I forgot to ask you, do you like the birthday present I gave you?"

Song Jingyan took a sip of water, coughed a few times, showing a trace of concern, turned to Li Nanxing and said, "Nan Xing, go to the next door, I have something to say to Yu En."

Li Nanxing picked up his wine glass and smiled wickedly, "Don't bully Yu En."

Looking at Song Jingyan's expression, Guan Yuen seemed to have guessed the fact that he was least willing to believe.

She admired Song Jingyan from the first time she saw him, and thought about it many times as a couple, but Song Jingyan always followed the rules to her, except for the night in Japan, they didn't even hold hands.

Guan Yuen knew very well that Song Jingyan was not very sober that night, largely due to the effect of alcohol, but she was sober, but became more addicted in desire. She had met many noble men, but only Song Jingyan could make her Opening up her heart, she felt that they were a match made in heaven, with common hobbies and similar status, and even the parents were looking forward to their association.

Although the media has recently reported a lot of news about Song Jingyan's love affairs, even she and Song Jingyan have been on the entertainment page together, but she knows in her heart that these are just reporters' random writing for the sake of attracting attention.

Mrs. Song once told her that Song Jingyan hadn't had a girlfriend since graduating from high school. She was always curious why someone as good as Song Jingyan didn't have a girlfriend.

It is undeniable that Guan Yuen has always had feelings for Song Jingyan, but she can't figure out Song Jingyan's attitude. After that night in Japan, she has always been obsessed with Song Jingyan, but Song Jingyan has no news at all.

"Yuen, I have to say sorry to you, I already have someone I like, what happened that night was an accident, I didn't know that person was you, if you need me to do something, just ask, I can I will do everything I do." Song Jingyan said very sincerely.

Hearing this sentence, Guan Yuen smiled. In fact, she had thought about it a lot. According to a woman's intuition, Song Jingyan did not show much love for her. Song Jingyan was indeed kind to her, but it was mixed with the company's struggle. Her father is the third largest shareholder of NIC, and her father's position is of great help to Song Jingyan and Song Zhixian.

Both Song Zhixian's son and Song Jingyan are very kind to her, but she can tell the difference. Song Zhixian's son is too obsequious, as if trying to please her for some benefit, but Song Jingyan is different. He really treats her as a good friend .

Song Jingyan told her so frankly, which surprised Guan Yuen and praised him a lot. She likes Song Jingyan's uprightness. This proves that she is right about Song Jingyan. Humanly speaking, it is already very good.

Guan Yuen has received Western education since he was a child, and he has a relatively open mind and an independent personality. He never stalks him, and he knows that he can't force it in matters of relationship.

"I understand, everyone is an adult, there is no need to say sorry."

What happened that night, she felt that she was also at fault because she was sober, but she didn't push Song Jingyan away.

"I appreciate your honesty. Come on, have a drink."

Guan Yuen smiled, and the stone on Song Jingyan's heart finally sank. Song Jingyan really regarded Guan Yuen as a good friend, and he just liked how free and easy she was.

"we are still friends?"

"Of course they're good friends, but I'm still a little disappointed." Guan Yuen said with a grievance like a joke. Being told sorry by someone he likes, even if he is as confident and free-spirited as Guan Yuen, it will be sad.

"Ha, you are so good, you will meet better ones."

"Can you introduce the person you like to me? I can't lose without knowing it, right?"

Song Jingyan blinked a few times calmly, smiled, "There is a chance."

At this time, a group of young men walked into the bar, their high-pitched voices overshadowed the singing in the bar, listening to their words seemed to come to watch the World Cup.

Guan Yuen suddenly said: "Well, how about you watching the World Cup with us tonight? Let's go to Nan Xing's house to watch it. It will be lively if there are many people."

Song Jingyan thought that Guan Yuen was so generous, it would be petty if he didn't go, so he agreed.

Lin Chu was lying on the bed early, holding a book in his hand called "Little Angel's Lonely Journey". It was a chance to read it from a colleague in the newspaper office. At first he was attracted by the name and bought it back. Haven't had a chance to watch it since.

This is the story of an arrogant little angel named Anthony, the son of the god, who was turned into a cat by the god because he didn't understand love.

The little angel looked at them talking and laughing, and he didn't look sick at all. He looked at the night sky boredly. The moon tonight was very small, smaller than what he had seen before. It doesn't matter to him anymore, he looked at the open window and wanted to leave, but there was nowhere to go, he lost that piece of sky, and also lost all his love!

No one understands him, no one can understand him!He felt sore in his heart.

After the meal, the little boy took him to his bedroom, and he saw a picture hanging on the wall, three people, the little boy's mother on the left, the little boy's father on the right, the one in the middle, uh, one How can a fat baby be associated with the slender figure in front of him, but those eyes are still easy to distinguish.

Weird, really weird.

The little boy began to touch his head again and whispered to the kitten: "Where were you before? What kind of people did you meet? They all treated you well? Why are you lying on the side of the road, your master Woolen cloth?"

How can there be so many problems?He didn't want to answer any of them.

"Do you like it here? Don't be afraid, it's very good here, mom and dad will love you very much, and I love mom and dad very much, but I'm afraid that there's not enough time for me to love them."

Anthony saw the little boy's tears slip from the corners of his eyes, dripping down his body drop by drop, soaking a few of his fine hairs.While talking, the little boy seemed to be asleep. At this time, the woman came in from the outside and called her softly a few times. The little boy didn't answer her, but saw her walking over gently and gently hugging the little boy. , on the bed.

He jumped up, and the woman immediately turned her head and made a booing gesture at him. At that exact moment, he saw tears in the woman's eyes.

At this time, the man also came in, hugged the woman gently and walked outside. The woman sobbed softly, and with the creaking of a door, everything returned to silence.

He felt that this family was very strange. When the three of them were together, they were always talking and laughing, but when they were separated, they each shed tears.

Seeing this, Lin Chu's heart twitched. His heart seemed to be secreting sour juice, which blocked his heart and even slowed down his heartbeat. He closed the book. He was afraid that he would become a story. The cat in the book is exhausted physically and mentally, and I don't want to spend lonely nights with this cat anymore.

It is now past 10 o'clock in the evening. Lin Chu received a message from Li Nanxing. The message showed a photo. He hesitated, knowing that Li Nanxing would not have anything good to tell him, but he couldn't help but click on it. It was the backs of two people, one of which was very familiar to him, and the other side was a girl. They looked at each other and seemed to be talking happily. Lin Chu seemed to remember something, he had seen that girl in Japan.

Lin Chu smiled wryly, and slapped himself hard on the face, telling himself that it was nothing, he didn't care, he didn't care at all, he didn't care who Song Jingyan liked, who he was with!

Li Nanxing sent a message, "Bobby has always been normal, and the abnormal person is you."

These words were like a weapon piercing his heart that was trying to control the restless beating, and also piercing something he didn't want to admit.

Lin Chu's hand holding the phone kept trembling, his brain was occupied by anger, and his rationality no longer existed. He seemed to want to prove something. Although he knew that this result might put him in a situation where he could never recover, he still wanted to be with him. Gamble yourself.

He called Song Jingyan.

Lin Chu tried his best to control his trembling voice, and asked, "Where are you?"

"I, uh, I'm with people from the company right now to discuss some things. It may be very late, Lin Chu, I won't go back tonight, I'll look for you tomorrow, and rest early."

Song Jingyan's lying tone was the same as usual, but Lin Chu almost exhausted all his strength to squeeze out a word, "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, his eyes turned red instantly, and a line of tears ignorantly slipped from the corner of his eyes and flowed into his mouth, it was so salty.