unique lover

It was already noon when Song Jingyan woke up. He felt a severe headache and couldn't remember where he was for a while, so he just called out habitually, "Lin Chu." He thought that Lin Chu would prepare some honey water for him , reached out to the table and grabbed a Japanese-style desk lamp, and then remembered that he was in Japan, and Lin Chu was not here.

He rubbed his eyes, first saw his clothes and underwear hanging on the chair beside the bed, then realized that he was naked, he suddenly woke up, Lin Chu is not here?

What happened last night?

Song Jingyan felt a chill down his back, unable to move his whole body, as if he had done something shameful.

He thought about it seriously, and the more he thought about it, the scarier it became. Last night was his birthday, and everyone toasted to him. He thought that in Japan, it was a rare indulgence, and he drank more than usual. Go to bed alone.

He called again, "Lin Chu."

No one responded.

He had an ominous premonition, whether he was drunk and had sex with someone other than Lin Chu.

In his memory, the person last night was Lin Chu, but Lin Chu was not in Japan at all!

God!

Only then did Song Jingyan realize the seriousness of the matter. He hurriedly put on his clothes and trousers, jumped up from the bed, looked for his mobile phone everywhere, and dialed Li Nanxing's number after finding the mobile phone. Suddenly, he saw the used insurance in the trash can. set.

Shirt!

He cursed irritably.

"Hey, did you send me back last night?" Song Jingyan asked.

"Last night? It wasn't me. I was also drunk last night. I slept directly in the bar. I remember that Guan Yuen sent you back in the end."

When Song Jingyan heard this, he hung up the phone directly, threw the phone on the sofa, and walked up and down the room distractedly.

On the other end of the phone, Li Nanxing guessed what happened last night when he heard Song Jingyan's extremely irritable voice. He smiled very proudly, but he didn't expect that everything happened as he expected.

He knew that Lin Chu came to Japan secretly. Last night when he went back to the villa to get some things, he happened to see Lin Chu standing in front of the next room. He didn't hear Song Jingyan say that Lin Chu was coming. If Lin Chu came, Song Jingyan would also He would not stay in the bar, so he guessed that this Lin Mutou came here secretly to surprise Song Jingyan, he sneered, and a thought flashed in his mind, "Lin Mutou, why don't I give you a surprise too, I guarantee that there will be no surprises or surprises." !" He didn't get out of the car, and told the taxi driver to leave.

After Song Jingyan got drunk, he asked Guan Yuen to send Song Jingyan back, while he himself stayed in the bar and continued to revel. He knew that Guan Yuen liked Song Jingyan, so he helped them create opportunities, and hoped that something would happen to Song Jingyan and Guan Yuen. Stabbed that person fiercely, the deeper the stab, the better, he couldn't bear Bobby's pampering Lin Mutou everywhere, making him so proud in front of him!

What happened last night also proved that Song Jingyan didn't reject girls, but was just bewitched by Lin Mutou.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing again.

Song Jingyan finally washed his face, sat down on the sofa, and buried his face in his palms. After a while, the cold sweat from his forehead wet his hands, and his heart was still beating in a panic.

Song Jingyan sat for a while, and the thoughts in his mind had already turned a thousand times. For a person like Lin Chu who is stubborn about his relationship, if he knows that he has done something wrong to him, then this relationship will not have a chance to go on.

Now that he has done it, he really can't think of any other way except to conceal it. Lin Chu is not here, as long as he and Guan Yu'en don't talk about it, Lin Chu will never know about it.

Song Jingyan felt that it was necessary to explain clearly to Guan Yuen. Fortunately, Guan Yuen was not the kind of person who would linger, so as long as he explained clearly, all this would pass as if it hadn't happened.

After calming down, he looked back at his phone, and there was no news from Lin Chu. It was so strange, it was his birthday yesterday, but Lin Chu didn't say anything at all.

Did you even forget his birthday?

what the hell!

Song Jingyan immediately called Lin Chu overseas, but the call was not connected.

The days when he came back were not as good as Lin Chu had imagined. He was exhausted and slept in the room for a day and a night. When he woke up, it was already past three o'clock in the morning. He wanted to take a shower and opened the closet. The first thing he saw was Song Jingyan's clothes. The clothes were too harsh to make him want to gag.

After taking a bath, he cooked something, and after eating, he became more sober, but the more sober he felt, the more breathless he felt in this room.

It was only when I was looking for my phone that I found a missed call from Song Jingyan.

Lin Chu went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water. When he saw Song Jingyan's used glass, there were traces of their being together everywhere when he looked up. He felt that he should leave here, but he didn't know where to go for a while?

The home Song Jingyan gave him was the only place he could stay.

In addition to Song Jingyan's missed calls, there was also Su Yi's WeChat on the phone. He opened and read Su Yi's message, asking him if he wanted to participate in the competition together. Lin Chu's mind was so confused that he didn't even have the time to think about it.

But he remembered that Su Yi once told him that since his grandmother passed away, Su Yi lived alone, and his mother almost never came home.

He seemed to have found a place to rest.

He asked Su Yifang in WeChat whether it would be convenient for him to receive him for a while, and Su Yi immediately agreed when he heard that Lin Chu wanted to live with him.

After class that day, Su Yi went to wait for Lin Chu at the gate of Lin Chu's school. When he saw Lin Chu walking out with a schoolbag on his back, he really had the urge to hug him, but he still didn't have the guts.

The two walked towards the entrance of the subway together. Su Yi kept talking to him, talking about the competition and where he lived. Lin Chu just listened and didn't reply too much. He was a little afraid of Su Yi. Yi asked him why he wanted to live with him, but fortunately Su Yi didn't ask this question from the beginning to the end.

Su Yi could tell that he had something on his mind, and it wasn't a trivial matter. He knew that Lin Chu lived in Song's house before, and he also knew that Lin Chu didn't live there after he graduated from university. He didn't know whether he lived in a dormitory or not.

"Are you worried?" Su Yi asked.

"It's nothing, just a little tired."

"When you come to my place, I will treat you to delicious and spicy food. I promise to make you happy."

Lin Chu suddenly remembered what Song Jingyan said, and his heart tightened, "Brother, please eat delicious and spicy food."

He didn't want Su Yi to spoil the fun, even though he didn't have any appetite now, he still said according to his words: "Aren't you afraid that I will make you poor?"

"The money I make in America is several times what you make here."

"is it?"

"That's right, artificial labor is high in the United States, so it's okay to raise you for a while."

But Su Yi was thinking in his heart---even if I live in a miserable life, as long as you are willing, I will work hard to support you for the rest of my life.

Su Yi's house is an ordinary residential area in the city, and the house is a bit old. In the old city, this house was left to him by Su Yi's grandmother. They have lived here together for more than ten years. The furnishings inside are very simple, even a little too much. Simple, although all the furniture that should be there is complete, but there is always something missing. The furnishings in the house are a bit old, tainted with the taste of time, which reminds Lin Chu of grandma's villa.

Although it's a bit far from Lin Chu's school, it's very convenient to get there directly by subway, which only takes an hour.

They ate something at a ramen restaurant downstairs in the community and then went back.

The two sat on the sofa and watched a movie. "Edward Scissorhands" is an old movie released in 1990. Su Yi said it was his grandmother's favorite movie. Many people watched this movie because of the inside Moved by love, Su Yi said that his grandmother was surprised by Edward's scissorhands.

"My grandma likes cutting flowers and plants very much. Every time she sees the picture of Edward repairing the lawn, she always chatters a few words, hoping that she also has such hands and can cut such a beautiful garden."

Lin Chu noticed that there were several flower pots on the balcony, but there were no ornamental trees on them except for weeds. It is estimated that after Grandma Su Yi passed away, those potted flowers died without taking care of them.

Su Yi followed Lin Chu's gaze and looked at the empty flower pots, he smiled, "Grandma told me to take care of those small pine trees, but I can't even take care of myself, those small pine trees are of course It won't survive."

Lin Chu looked at the balcony, and a picture appeared in front of his eyes. Su Yi, who was in high school, was isolated in school every day, and he was alone at home, standing on the balcony looking at the few pine trees left by his grandmother in a daze.

He finally knew what was missing in this room, the lack of a sense of home.

Before he left, the few potted flowers he gave to the cleaning aunt had been taken care of well. He thought it would be better than wandering around with him.

"Your grandma will definitely be very happy now, because you took good care of yourself and me." Lin Chu comforted him.

Su Yi smiled and said, "I seem to lack courage in everything I do."

"Aren't you breaking through yourself by participating in the draft this time?"

"One time my mother told me when she was drunk, she said my father was a superstar singer. I wondered if I chose music because of his blood."

"Then do you know his name?"

"I asked, and my mother cursed me like crazy and didn't say a few words. I think that man must have hurt her deeply."

"It doesn't matter if you don't know. In this world, no one has to be responsible to anyone. No matter what, loving yourself is the most important thing."

Su Yi took a sip of beer, and always felt that these words were not just for him. He turned his head and glanced at Lin Chu, seeing his eyes drooping, as if he was thinking of something sad.

"Don't worry, I will always treat you well." Su Yi cracked a smile.

"I know." Lin Chu was infected by his smile, and smiled lightly.

He thought it was good to be like this, and Lin Chu was by his side, cheering him on.

For the first time since his grandmother left, he felt that the house was full of warmth.

I don't know if the atmosphere is good, the two of them talked about the relationship issue while chatting, this is the first time they talked about the relationship issue.

"Su Yi, have you ever liked someone?"

"Yes." Su Yi answered frankly, but stared straight at the TV.

Lin Chu looked at him in a blink of an eye, with some surprise.

"and after?"

"I didn't tell him. I was afraid that if I said it, I would never be friends again."

"Oh, do I know you?"

Su Yi drank the beer in one gulp and said, "I don't know you."

"Oh, did you meet in America? Are you Chinese or American?"

"Chinese."

"But if you don't tell me, you'll never have a chance."

Su Yi smiled gently as always, with a hint of sadness on his face, "Even if there is a [-]% risk, I'm not willing to try it unless he tells me he likes me."

"You are so stupid." Lin Chu laughed at him. After laughing, he felt bitter. Speaking of being stupid, isn't he a complete fool himself?

"What about you? Didn't you date in college? Impossible, you're a junior at the school."

Lin Chu smiled wryly, "Students at the grassroots level are individuals after all. There is nothing special about them. They will also love someone wholeheartedly, will suffer betrayal, and will also be deceived like a fool."

Su Yi's heart skipped a beat when he heard this. From Lin Chu's tone, he seemed to hear Lin Chu's unhappy thoughts.He guessed that Lin Chu should have someone he liked, and the two of them might have encountered some problems.

Thinking of this, Su Yi frowned slightly, he knew that one day Lin Chu would have someone he liked, but when he heard the news with his own ears, he couldn't help but twitch in his heart.

"If someone is willing to hurt you, I think that person is really blind."

Lin Chu thought in his heart: "Not only is his eyes not blind, but he is also surprisingly good-looking. His eyes are sometimes deep, sometimes clear, and sometimes confident. It is because he is too tempting that so many people like him."

Lin Chu smiled wryly, stood up and said to Su Yi: "It's late, go to bed."

The two went back to their rooms and turned off the lights.

Lin Chu was a bit reluctant to go to bed. On the first night, he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. In the middle of the night, he went to the balcony and drank another bottle of beer. The weather was so hot that there was no cool breeze.

He couldn't sleep for several nights in a row, and he thought he would go crazy if he continued like this.

In the next few nights, he ran in Su Yi's community.

Su Yi felt that to participate in the draft, he had to exercise his physical strength, and he also ran with Lin Chu, but he couldn't stand it after running for half an hour, but Lin Chu kept running, feeling that he had endless energy.

Lin Chu came back after running for more than an hour. At this moment, Su Yi was sitting on the sofa eating some fruit. Seeing that Lin Chu's skin was flushed all over, he gasped for breath, "Why are you being so cruel to yourself?"

Lin Chu smiled, "Don't be hard on yourself, you won't be able to sleep at night."

"Hey, did something happen to you? You're always depressed."

Su Yi didn't know about him and Song Jingyan, and he didn't want to talk about it, but there was one thing that made him feel disheartened recently, "I wrote a lot of songs and sent them to major record companies, but there was no reply. I think I might It’s really not suitable for making music, so I’ll find a newspaper and work hard and maybe even become the editor-in-chief.”

Su Yi immediately put down the fruit in his hand, and said solemnly: "Lin Chu, don't deny yourself, there are too many people in this world who want to be famous, and the record company receives so many letters from all over the country every day, do you think he can be famous by virtue of his reputation?" What depends on your letter? You can’t wait for others to flip the cards, you have to show them yourself.”

"Show your cards? What do you mean?"

"That is, go to the audition with me, let more people know you and your music."

"But I don't have any confidence in myself."

"Try it. Anyway, you want to be the editor-in-chief of some newspaper. If you fail in the draft, you can also work for a newspaper, right? You don't lose money."

Lin Chu sat aside and thought about it for a while, "I'll think about it."

Su Yi always thought that Lin Chu lost his mind because he didn't hear from the record company, and would accompany him to run or climb mountains whenever he was free, but every time Lin Chu had to exhaust himself before stopping.

He vaguely felt that things would not be that simple.

Song Jingyan called Lin Chu again, one week after his birthday.

Song Jingyan himself did something wrong, and he didn't dare to blame Lin Chu for not expressing it on his birthday. He wanted to pretend that everything that happened on his birthday had never happened, so that he would neither feel guilty nor angry with Lin Chu.

"Baby, do you miss me?" Song Jingyan always likes to call him that when he is acting like a baby.

Lin Chu felt that this title was very harsh, and froze for a moment, not knowing how to answer it.

A week has passed since that incident.

"You're back?" This was the only thing Lin Chu could say, and he was still panting.

"Why are you panting for breath?"

"I am running."

"have you eaten?"

"not yet."

"It's so late and you haven't eaten yet?"

"Eat after running."

"Oh, you have a bad stomach, pay attention to your body, let me tell you, I found several delicious Japanese restaurants in Japan this time, and I will take you there next time."

to Japan?Lin Chu immediately remembered what happened in Japan, and coldly refused, "No need."

"Ah?" Song Jingyan obviously felt that Lin Chu's tone was calm, but he still tried his best to make the atmosphere more lively.

"I said I would take you to eat the best sashimi in the world."

"I quit."

"what?"

"I don't eat Japanese food anymore."

"Why do you suddenly not want to eat?"

"sick stomach."

"Well, it's okay, wait until your stomach is better, we will eat again, I will be back next week, do you want me to bring any presents?"

Song Jingyan's tone on the phone was the same as usual, with sweetness, but when Lin Chu heard it, it was bitter.

"No need." Lin Chu said a little coldly.

"Really don't need it?" Song Jingyan raised his tone.

"Need not."

"Then, well, wait for me to come back."

Before he could wait for Lin Chu's farewell, he heard the beeping sound of hanging up.

Song Jingyan already felt the spiky coldness that occasionally appeared on Lin Chu's body, but he couldn't figure out where the coldness came from, and he didn't dare to ask. He would wait until he returned to the country to talk about it.

Lin Chu thought that the adjustments he had made in the past few days had almost wiped away the pain, but Song Jingyan's words made the pain in his heart clear again.

After talking on the phone, Lin Chu continued to run again, and a drop of water fell from the corner of his eye as he ran, whether it was sweat or tears.