unique lover

Every May 5th is Song Jingyan's birthday, and it is also a big event for the Song family. Mrs. Song is going to hold a dinner party at home, and has invited many company executives and business partners. Firstly, she wants Song Jingyan to get in touch with the company early. To lay the foundation for inheriting NIC in the future, and secondly, to find some suitable partners for Song Jingyan. Although Song Jingyan is still young, it is still early to talk about marriage, but there are not many people who can match the Song family. Of course, we must pay attention in advance.

Song Jingyan was lying on the bed eating an apple, and sent a message to Lin Chu, "Friday is my birthday."

Lin Chu knew that Friday was Song Jingyan's birthday, even if Song Jingyan didn't say it, he could still hear it on various occasions.

After all, his birthday has always been a day that school girls focus on.

Lin Chu only replied with one word, "En."

Song Jingyan sent him an emoji vomiting blood, expressing that he was very hurt.

"My mother is holding a birthday party at home, will you come?"

Lin Chu hesitated for a while. The last time Mrs. Song's birthday was held at the Song's house, he saw those high-class people in suits, leather shoes, and exquisite dresses coming here on the window sill of the side building.

Only then did he really know what a celebrity is.

He didn't like to join in the fun, but he knew that if he refused, Song Jingyan would be disappointed and even lose his temper.

He replied, "Should go."

Song Jingyan replied almost instantly, "What do you mean you should go, you must go!"

Lin Chu could feel that Song Jingyan was hysterical over there through the phone screen.

"understood."

"good."

Lin Chu "..."

Lin Chu was lying on the bed thinking about what gift to give, when he suddenly heard the croaking of frogs outside the window. It has been raining for the past few days, and the small pond in the garden has accumulated a lot of rainwater, which also attracted the frogs.

Ah, summer is here.

As he listened, he suddenly thought that he could compose a song for Song Jingyan. Although he had never tried it, he was willing to try it once for Song Jingyan.

This gift is one of a kind.

After all, it was bought with money, Song Jingyan didn't need it, and Lin Chu couldn't afford what he needed.

In the past few days, Lin Chu has devoted himself to composing music whenever he has free time. During the process of composing, his thoughts will always go back to the past, thinking of the little things he and Song Jingyan knew, and sometimes he can’t help but laugh when thinking about it, like a plot An idol drama with twists and turns, from hating each other at the beginning to getting to know each other, but there is no heroine in this idol drama.

Thinking of the heroine, Lin Chu suddenly stopped the movement of his hands, propped his chin with one hand, and looked out of the window. The breeze came and lifted the paper in his hand.

He was very curious about what the girl holding hands with Song Jingyan would look like in the end, and whether she would forget about him after she had a girlfriend.

If this is really the case.

Lin Chuxin suddenly sank... I think I should be sad.

The Song family's busy dinner party finally started, and the downstairs was already very lively.Lin Chu came out from the side building and saw a continuous stream of people walking towards the main building of the Song family. All the guests were wearing gorgeous dresses, as if they were attending a film festival.

Lin Chu also recognized several big stars who could only be seen on TV.

Lin Chu was wearing an ordinary white T-shirt, gray sports trousers, and a pair of black sneakers. This was his usual attire when he didn't have to go to class. He stood at the door and hesitated for a while, looking a bit out of place with the people nearby.

He thought of Song Jingyan, so he mustered up the courage to step in. As soon as he entered the door, he was stopped by the second lady, pushed him aside, and said in a low voice: "Lin Chu, your mother will be busy, you need to find her to wait." Let's talk after she gets off work, go back first."

Lin Chu's face immediately became stiff. Mrs. Song never regarded him as a guest on Song Jingyan's birthday.

In fact, it's normal, he really shouldn't appear.

He nodded, and the moment he turned around, he caught a glimpse of Song Jingyan standing in the crowd. Different from his school uniform and everyday casual attire, Song Jingyan in a well-tailored suit was tall and straight, exuding awe-inspiring heroism all over his body.

Lin Chu didn't dare to take another look, that kind of light was too dazzling, as if it would illuminate him with nowhere to hide.

After walking out of the main building of the Song family, Lin Chu felt that his hands were trembling uncontrollably, and the music he wrote for Song Jingyan was also wrinkled. He thought he could bravely face the gap between him and Song Jingyan, but in the face of reality, Only then did he realize that the most important thing is not to face it, but to recognize the facts.

He had been ignoring the two worlds apart identities.

He walked back to his room with heavy steps, and put the song written for Song Jingyan next to the eggshell sculptures that Song Jingyan gave him.

He wanted to calm himself down, took out a book and sat on the floor, and the pleasant music sounded in his ears from time to time, his thoughts drifted to a far away place with the music, the place was white and foggy, what? Can't see, can't do anything.

Suddenly the mobile phone beside the bed rang, pulling him back from his thoughts. He saw the three words Song Jingyan on the screen of the mobile phone, flickering back and forth three times, and he didn't move once. He took the phone and looked at the red 3 on the call button, which was particularly glaring.

After a while, Song Jingyan sent him another WeChat message, "Why don't you come!" with an angry emoji.

Lin Chu calmed down for a while, picked up his phone and replied to Song Jingyan, "I may not be able to go, there is a traffic jam on the road."

Song Jingyan sent three expressions of shock, and finally replied helplessly, "Come back and tell me."

Lin Chu didn't reply to him, he packed his clothes and prepared to take a shower.

After taking a bath, I continued to read the book, "The Moon and Sixpence" written by the British novelist William Somerset Maugham. I happened to read a passage in it, "Every one of us is lonely in this world. Individuals are imprisoned in a tower of brass, and can communicate with each other only by signs; and these signs have no common value, so that their meaning is vague and uncertain. We very poorly want to put We pass on the wealth of others to others, but they have no ability to receive it. So we can only walk alone, although we are physically attached to each other, we are not together, neither knowing nor being understood by others."

Lin Chu closed his eyes and imagined that he was the man walking under the moon, but no one cared how he walked, they only cared what clothes he was wearing.

Suddenly there was a loud voice outside and the sound of a car starting, he knew the dinner party was over.

At around 11 o'clock in the evening, Lin Chu's phone rang again. He hesitated for a while. If he didn't answer, he suspected that Song Jingyan would call all day and all night.

Lin Chu thought that Song Jingyan would be hysterical again, but he didn't expect that his tone was gentler than usual, no, it should be a little tired, "Come back?"

"came back."

"Then hurry up!"

"It's so late, isn't it good."

"What's not good, it's my birthday today! Hurry up, I'll wait for you below, or I'll go up to find you."

Lin Chu changed his clothes, and looked back at the drawer on the desk before leaving, but still didn't have the courage to take it out.

As soon as he walked to the door, he saw Song Jingyan leaning against the door. He had already changed from his suit to casual clothes, and the Song Jingyan he liked had returned.

The street lamp illuminated Song Jingyan's face warmly, no, it was a little red, as if he had drunk a lot of wine.

"Go, go to my room!" Song Jingyan said.

Lin Chu followed Song Jingyan upstairs, Song Jingyan walked in a hurry, Lin Chu had to quicken his pace.

As soon as Song Jingyan entered the door, he pulled Lin Chu in, leaned forward, pressed Lin Chu behind the door, and stretched out his right hand.

Lin Chu pretended not to know, and asked, "What?"

"where's my gift?"

Lin Chu was a little guilty. Seeing Song Jingyan's sofa covered with all kinds of gift boxes, big and small, he hesitated for a while, and said with a little joke: "You have already received so many gifts, isn't it enough?"

Song Jingyan's tone became more domineering, and his body got closer and closer, "I don't care about others, I want yours."

Lin Chu felt that the two of them were too close, and their breathing was a little short, so he stepped aside quickly, and instantly felt relieved, "I think you may have everything, and I don't know what to give, so I'm not prepared."

Song Jingyan stood aside and stared at him without saying a word, his eyes were full of disappointment, but he didn't want to blame Lin Chu, it was too late for him to treat him as a treasure, so how could he blame him.

Song Jingyan just looked at it like this, and Lin Chu felt a little flustered by his stare. He seemed to feel Song Jingyan's loss, and knew that it seemed impolite not to give a gift, so he asked, "Is there anything else you need?"

Song Jingyan heaved a sigh of relief, took a step forward, and with a doting smile, answered one word firmly.

"you."

Lin Chu used a smile to ease the ambiguity. Song Jingyan often made fun of him, and he was used to it, but Song Jingyan was too close, and his body stiffened unconsciously.

Lin Chu didn't know at this time that his embarrassing and shy appearance was simply a must-kill skill for Song Jingyan.

Standing by the side, Song Jingyan tried his best to restrain himself, and then gave up the idea of ​​hugging him and kissing him.

"Haha, it scares you."

Lin Chu knew that Song Jingyan always liked to joke, so he didn't bother him.

"Well, you play a song for me."

Song Jingyan pointed to the piano in the room and said.

Lin Chu was a little happy in his heart. After all, the gift he wanted to give Song Jingyan was a song he composed himself. Although he didn't give it to him in person, it was the same for him to take this opportunity to play it to him.

"Ok."

Lin Chu walked to the piano and started playing. Song Jingyan didn't know what piece he was playing, and he didn't have any intention of listening to it. He just wanted to see Lin Chu.

I don't know if it's because he drank a few more glasses of wine tonight, or because the song is melodious and pleasant, Song Jingyan seemed to be possessed, and wanted to get closer to Lin Chu step by step, and even closer.

Lin Chu felt that Song Jingyan was always approaching him, getting closer and closer, almost sticking to his side, and Lin Chu could feel his breath.

Lin Chu moved to the side, and when the last note fell, Song Jingyan suddenly held Lin Chu's hands that were still on the piano keys, and their fingers touched together, as if tens of thousands of volts of current flowed through them.

Lin Chu hurriedly withdrew his hand from Song Jingyan's hand, but Song Yi grasped it even tighter. Just as Lin Chu was at a loss, his eyes suddenly went dark, and he hadn't recovered yet. In the darkness, he felt something The man pressed down and gagged his mouth with soft lips, cupping his head in his hands.

Lin Chumeng wanted to stand up, but Song Jingyan couldn't straighten his waist, he hesitated and couldn't make a sound. He was firmly controlled by the force in front of him, and his body couldn't help but leaned back. In a panic, he leaned on the piano keys, and a few notes sounded dangdang.

Song Jingyan's kiss became more passionate and intrusive in the struggle.

Lin Chu felt that he couldn't breathe, as if the world was spinning.

Finally a voice at the door saved him.

"Jing Yan, there's a power outage, why don't you turn on the emergency lights, mom brought them for you."

The two people in the darkness quickly separated, Lin Chu couldn't see the flame in Song Jingyan's eyes, and Song Jingyan couldn't see the panic in Lin Chu's eyes, but the gasping of the two people in the dark made the room full of eroticism.

Song Jingyan felt that he had never had such a passionate kiss in his more than ten years of life. Every pore in his body was stretched, and he was even more nervous than his first kiss.

As the door opened, both of them tried to keep their voices as low as possible to sound normal.

Mrs. Song opened the door and came in, holding the emergency light to shine a light, and the figures of the two teenagers slowly appeared in the darkness. Song Jingyan was sitting by the piano, looking sideways at Mrs. Song, and Lin Chu was standing next to the piano. .

Mrs. Song felt weird seeing the two of them so quiet, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.

Lin Chu tried his best not to look so embarrassed, but his voice was still panting when he spoke, "Ma'am, I'm going first."

Mrs. Song felt that Lin Chu's complexion was not very good, and asked Song Jingyan, "What's wrong with Lin Chu?"

Song Jingyan turned sideways, turned his back to Mrs. Song and said, "Nothing, just play the piano."

Mrs. Song put the emergency light aside, "Don't play too late, go to bed early."

After his mother left, Song Jingyan's heartbeat started to beat again and again. Looking at the piano in front of him, he remembered the notes that Lin Chu pressed when they were kissing just now. He tried to recall them and played them on the piano. I can't hide my joy.

Lying on the bed, Song Jingyan kept reminiscing about the kiss just now. Since he was a child, he had never been so satisfied with one thing.

Lin Chu's nervousness, Lin Chu's panting, Lin Chu's lips, Lin Chu's hair, and even the breath of his heartbeat just now, he couldn't help thinking about it.