Gu Weinan's Military Academy Diary

"Gu Weinan!"

"Here!" Gu Weinan, who was waiting in line for the peacekeeping interview in the square in front of the training center building, replied loudly.

The instructor who took the list glanced at him and announced the next name: "Yu Dongdong prepares."

Gu Weinan ran up the steps with small steps, and gradually slowed down after entering the hall.They had already conducted the most basic physical fitness test the day before, and only those who passed the test could enter today's round of interviews.Facing the door that is about to open, it is impossible to say that you are not nervous, because the selection of peacekeepers in the early stage is an elimination system, and a single mistake may have consequences that are beyond regret.

Gu Weinan stabilized his mentality, and after pushing the door open, he calmly shouted: "Report!" After getting permission, he walked into the interview room, gave a military salute to the interviewer opposite, and then sat on the chair in the middle.

This interview was not the final selection of the United Nations, but a heart-to-heart primary selection of applicants. In addition to the staff of the peacekeeping office, the examiners also had instructors known to the school, which relieved Gu Weinan's nervousness.Gu Weinan noticed that Chen Nuo was also sitting on the far left opposite, with a notebook spread out in front of him, as if he was lowering his head to record something.

The first question in the interview is a very common pattern question: Why did you sign up for peacekeeping?

Of course, Gu Weinan was well prepared for this question. He sat very upright and answered in a loud voice: "Peacekeeping is not only about maintaining world peace, but also establishing a good international image for our country. As a soldier, on the one hand, I think It is a particularly glorious mission to participate in peacekeeping operations, win glory for the country, and dedicate one's own strength; , to further enhance the sense of national honor and excellent political quality..."

After Gu Weinan finished speaking, he consciously glanced at Chen Nuo out of the corner of his eye, but saw that he was not recording, and was looking at him like other interviewers.There seemed to be a hint of a smile on the corner of Chen Nuo's mouth, Gu Weinan didn't know if he was laughing at himself, after all, Chen Nuo was too clear about the huge contrast between his actual thoughts and this standard answer.

Just when he was slightly distracted, the interviewer asked another question: "Country L is a highly dangerous mission area. Not only are gun conflicts frequent, but the climate is hot, life is hard, sanitary conditions are poor, and the infection rate of infectious diseases such as malaria is high. It is above 40.00% five. If you pass the selection, you will have to perform high-intensity tasks there for eight consecutive months, and your life may even be in danger. Are you mentally prepared for this?"

Gu Weinan sorted out his thoughts a bit, and said righteously: "When I first entered the freshman year, my military training instructor told us that since you are a soldier, it means that your life no longer belongs to you, but to the country. So I think that being ready to fight and sacrifice anytime, anywhere is the minimum requirement for a soldier. Now that you have signed up, you should go all out to complete the task, and you shouldn't care too much about personal gains and losses."

The examiners all showed approving expressions, and some even nodded slightly, recording something on the paper in front of them.Only Chen Nuo still stared at him with that smile, Gu Weinan noticed it, and tried hard to maintain a calm expression.If it was Chen Nuo, probably he really thought so?Gu Weinan suddenly found that if he substituted Chen Nuo a little bit, it would be very easy to say such words.

"Are you in a relationship?"

Gu Weinan didn't expect such a question to be asked, he was taken aback before answering: "No, the school rules don't allow it."

The instructors of several schools were all amused, and they whispered to each other before re-asking the question: "Does your family agree with your participation in the peacekeeping mission?"

"Well, they are very supportive." Gu Weinan replied without thinking, in fact he never mentioned it to his family.

"What happens if you take part in peacekeeping training and you're not selected?"

"Work hard to improve yourself, and strive to be selected next time." Gu Weinan's answer is still very standard.

"Okay, Comrade Gu Weinan, you can leave now." After finishing speaking, the examiner in the middle nodded towards Chen Nuo.Chen Nuo stood up and collected the scores of each examiner, and handed them to the examiner. Gu Weinan also saluted again and walked out of the room.

At this moment, his mood was complicated. He had to admit that Chen Nuo's appearance had brought him psychological fluctuations, and he also had to admit that he would always remember the details of how the two of them got along these days.In fact, he really wanted to ask whether Chen Nuo had encountered any danger during his mission in Xinjiang, and whether he was in better health.He also particularly wanted to know if Chen Nuo was with others, whether he was happy or not.

But do I still have this position to ask?If he had the cheek to ask, would he be coldly despised and shunned like Ye Xun did back then?In fact, he has deeply despised himself countless times, otherwise he would not have fled in such a panic. He understands his shallow thoughts, and really does not need to be despised by Chen Nuo in person.

The interview conversation went on all day, and it was not until the afternoon that Gu Weinan met with his comrades in the class, asking each other about their performance in the interview, and guessing whether they passed or not.Xu Shoufeng had prepared too many materials, and was too excited during the interview, and ended up answering the questions incessantly, which made the interviewer dizzy and had to tell him to stop. Right now, he was worried that some questions might not be fully answered. .

Gu Weinan comforted him and said, "You're going to turn over the information about country L, so what are you worried about? If you don't pass, then the interviewer must be jealous that you know too much."

"Oh!" Xu Shoufeng turned pale with shock, "Will I be brushed for being too good?"

Everyone sprayed him together: "Blow you!"

Xu Shoufeng regained his composure, and said deeply: "There are several instructors in our school, I hope they can take care of us. I don't know if Devil Chen will give us more points..."

"I see enough!" Many people said in unison.

On the other hand, Xu Chuan repented, almost banging his head against the wall: "Why am I so stupid... Ask my girlfriend whether she agrees or not, and I just say yes! Why should I tell the truth, why should I say I want to go back to her job... ..."

The comrade-in-arms sympathized: "Why are you so honest?"

"Isn't it because the devil is still there? I trembled when I saw him, and I just told the truth!" Xu Chuan cried loudly.

The comrades-in-arms were busy comforting themselves, while criticizing themselves, Suiyi took advantage of the chaos and asked Gu Weinan alone: ​​"Hey, how are you?"

"It's average, I've said everything that needs to be said." Gu Weinan didn't care at all, "Anyway, it's as good as it sounds."

"Chen Nuo is back, you..."

"Hush..." Sui Yi wanted to say something, but Gu Weinan interrupted him in a low voice, "Don't mention it for now, I haven't figured out how to face him, every time I meet him, it's very embarrassing, so I'd better avoid it as much as possible."

Sui Yi curled her lips: "When you just broke up with someone, what happened to you, the bitterness and hatred are so deep that it seems like the sky is falling. I finally saw you, why don't you take the opportunity to take a second look, and hide? "

"It's all divided." Gu Weinan turned his head and straightened the bed.

"We can get back together if we break up, if he doesn't look for it." Sui Yi said after chasing him.

"Please, please don't hurt me." Gu Weinan begged for mercy, "I chased after him again and again, isn't this self-inflicted abuse? With my consciousness, I just graduated to guard the harbor and wait for a change of job. How can I talk to others? Bi? Don’t say people look down on me, I’m too embarrassed to stand there.”

Sui Yi glanced at him: "Just be proud."

"How do you say that?" Gu Weinan was confused.

"Don't look at your low level of consciousness, you seem to accept your fate. In fact, you are afraid that people will look down on you. You really want to be affirmed, right? If you want to be affirmed, be positive!"

Gu Weinan became angry from embarrassment: "Suiyi, besides, I'm kicking people out!"

Sui Yi stood up from Gu Weinan's stool, smiled and said, "I'm going to have dinner anyway, are you going?"

"I'll wait, you go first."

After Gu Weinan packed his bed, he took his meal card and walked to the cafeteria.When he passed the playground, he froze for a moment, because Chen Nuo happened to be walking from the opposite side.Gu Weinan wanted to turn around and walk back, but it was already too late, Chen Nuo shouted: "Gu Weinan!" Then he gestured to him, signaling him to come over.

Gu Weinan pretended not to hear, turned around as if nothing had happened, then walked a few steps, and ran to the other side of the playground.

Seeing this, Chen Nuo became angry: "Fuck it, stop!"

Gu Weinan has already run several meters, but he is still running.As he was running, he heard footsteps behind him. He stumbled and was thrown on the plastic track by a hugging leg, completely gnawing on the mud.

"Why are you running?" Chen Nuo put his foot on his back and asked, "I didn't expose you during your interview and conversation. Could it be that calling you in private can kill you?"