Gu Weinan's Military Academy Diary

Once, Gu Weinan regretted that he had developed the habit of keeping a diary.During the short period of love with Chen Nuo, because of the diary, he remembered the two people's short experience of getting along with each other more clearly, so that every detail is vivid in his memory, and he can't forget it even if he wants to.

Still later, he remembered the diary again.He thought maybe in this way he could cover up that memory with more details.However, remembering, I finally found out with regret: his memory mode is not a box, but a display rack. No matter how much new content there is, it is completely impossible to turn Chen Nuo into a bottom-of-the-box existence.Until he read from freshman to senior year, the memory about Chen Nuo was still safely placed in a conspicuous place, giving him a little stimulation from time to time.Fortunately, the current Gu Weinan has matured a lot compared to the immature young man who was indomitable and easy to get hurt, so he got used to it.

He couldn't wait to graduate, so he quickly accepted the assignment to the local army and started a new life in a new environment.He also wanted to find a new relationship after graduation, to erase the initial impression Chen Nuo had left on his body.If he falls in love again, even if he won't feel better than before, at least it won't be more bitter than the original result, right?At that time, he must first understand the other party thoroughly, he must stop chasing after him without any scruples like that, he must restrain his feelings well, and he must not go to bed easily... Gu Weinan thought so, and decided to do the same.

He just thought about it for three years and never thought that Chen Nuo, who was supposed to have completely disappeared from his life when he was about to graduate and leave school, would return to his vision as an instructor.What's more, he didn't expect that after three years of tempering, he thought that he could get used to and calmly face that relationship, that he was invulnerable and stable enough.As a result, Chen Nuo just stood in front of him for a while, and he still had a heart attack like before, and he didn't make any progress at all.

Gu Weinan's hand holding the pen stopped for a long time on the diary he had spread out.The diary is no longer the original one, but there is no need to find those words at all, the memories from acquaintance to communication with Chen Nuo flooded in like a flood, making him dizzy.

This was the first class of evening self-study. Xu Shoufeng in the seat next to him was absent-mindedly extracting the spirit of the recent meeting conveyed by the Military Commission and the Ministry of Public Security in his study notes. More people had no intention of writing and wandered into the UN peacekeeping headquarters in front of the textbooks in front of them.

"I'm talking about Lao Gu." Xu Shoufeng stopped writing, turned his sore wrist, and began to meddle in other people's business, "When will you abandon this ancient way of remembering things and return to the 21st century? You see, brother, I feel whatever I feel It’s all published online, and you can interact with your former classmates.”

"I handed in my mobile phone, how can an honest person compare to you?" Gu Weinan closed the diary.

"Unfortunately, you were confiscated. I didn't see you not writing when the mobile phone was not handed in."

Gu Weinan looked innocent and victimized: "When I first entered the military academy, the instructor asked me to write an entry in my diary every night. After writing for three months, I got used to it."

Xu Shoufeng's expression was suddenly covered with mystery, and he slowly approached Gu Weinan, and said in a terrifying tone: "I'll tell you a secret... This is actually the way a certain devil collects people's souls. The more you remember in your diary, the souls will be taken away." The more thorough. Now you foolishly memorized it for three years! Oh, you are finished, Voldemort is going to be resurrected."

Gu Weinan sprayed him: "Fuck off! What a mess."

"Harry Potter! Didn't you watch it when you were young?" Xu Shoufeng continued to enter the play with sympathy, "Poor little Nannan, his soul was taken away by instructor Chen long ago, and he didn't realize it yet."

Gu Weinan was taken aback for a moment, because he suddenly thought of what Chen Nuo once said jokingly: "We are all party members, don't say such idealistic things."Now he is also a party member, although the district captain threw a form to force him to join because he thought that there were not enough places in the team to join the party.

Party member Gu Weinan couldn't help but divert his thoughts. Was his soul really taken away by Chen Nuo at that time?Otherwise, why would I still be moved?If he had to find the reason, he would rather admit that he was a pervert than nonsense such as unforgettable old love, but he just kept coveting Chen Nuo's body.

Gu Weinan, who had a fork in his mind, didn't notice that the noisy Xu Shoufeng beside him had been silent for a long time, until he heard a soft voice asking, "Writing a diary?"

This sentence shocked Gu Weinan quite a bit, he thought he was hallucinating for a while, but soon found out that it was not.Chen Nuo was standing next to his seat, Cao Cao would be there whenever he wanted to.

"Oh." Gu Weinan simply mumbled.

Chen Nuo smiled: "I turned around, and I seem to see you writing, and you don't take my words seriously."

"Suiyi is also writing, maybe it just happened to be finished earlier." Gu Weinan said.

Chen Nuo nodded: "I remember that Suiyi's grades were also very good at that time."

Xu Shoufeng has already come over to please: "Instructor, apart from throwing grenades, my other grades are not bad. Well, for the sake of our friendship, can you take care of me properly during the assessment?" ?”

"I'll try my best." Chen Nuo still smiled, "But I see that all three teams have signed up. If they all take care of them, the quota will be a bit tight."

When Xu Shoufeng heard it, he was immediately listless: "Oh, why are you so active..."

"I also wrote a diary today," Chen Nuo suddenly looked at Gu Weinan and said, "Work diary. According to your attitude when you handed in the form this afternoon, I will list you as a key investigation object, and I may ask you more questions during the interview. Pay attention when you really want to go."

Gu Weinan was silent.He really wanted to say, we don't have a dime relationship anymore, and whether we go or not is none of your business, and we don't need such special care from you anymore.

"Oh, don't get me wrong, I'm just reminding you casually." Chen Nuo quickly added, and Gu Weinan felt depressed immediately that he was being self-indulgent.

Xu Shoufeng interrupted: "Remind me casually, instructor!"

"Your attitude is fine, try to pass the physical fitness test." After Chen Nuo told Xu Shoufeng affirmatively, he walked out of the classroom along the aisle.

The several encounters in this day made Gu Weinan unable to calm down for a long time.Despite the mentality of resistance, after returning to the dormitory after class, he silently dug out his first diary, stared at the old handwriting on a certain page for a long time, and sat until the lights were turned off, completely lost. dark.

The scene of the official start of love seems like yesterday, Gu Weinan himself didn't notice, he has already fallen into deep memories of the past.Whether it's nostalgia or loss, he can't tell.

On the other side of time and space, next to the playground three years ago, Gu Weinan, who was not yet full, was still repeating with a silly expression: "This, this is the beginning?"

He didn't expect that it was really the same as fulfilling the contract, and it started as soon as it was said.

"Do you want to hold a ceremony?" Chen Nuo smiled.

"You don't need this..." Gu Weinan wiped his sweat.

"How about going to the cafeteria to eat now?" Chen Nuo suggested.

"Uh... is this okay?" Gu Weinan looked around suspiciously.

Chen Nuo looked as relaxed and happy as the dismissed students: "I think most people still think I'm your instructor."

"Okay then." Anyway, it wasn't the first time I had dinner alone with Chen Nuo, this time it was even more blatant.

When sitting across from each other in the cafeteria, Gu Weinan still felt a little erratic, it was hard to believe that the hellish military training was over, and his new first love was about to begin. "Is this our first date?" Gu Weinan was a little too excited to eat, and asked Chen Nuo a serious question.

"Maybe it should be counted?" Chen Nuo had almost finished eating.

"Instructor, eat slowly, isn't it because you have a bad stomach?" After Gu Weinan finished speaking, he felt awkward. What's the matter with this low tone?Gu Weinan found that like other students, he still couldn't adapt to the change of role at all, so he could only secretly remind himself again and again: He is not an instructor now, but my partner!

"Oh, I keep forgetting." Chen Nuo spoke naturally, and reminded him, "You can call me by my name now."

"Let's forget about it today." Guiltyly, Gu Weinan rolled his eyes to the sides again, for fear that someone would notice.

Chen Nuo lowered his head and took out his mobile phone: "Let me do the math, your birthday...November [-]th...just happens to be Sunday, your birthday is really bachelor, I'll pick you up that day to go out to play."

As soon as Gu Weinan heard about the birthday, his erratic feeling immediately became stronger. Going out with Chen Nuo alone, this is the real date!At that time... But he immediately thought of the question: "The rotation system hasn't come out yet, so what should I do if I don't have the time to go out?"

After military training, the study and life of military school students is basically similar to that of ordinary universities, but the restrictions on students going out are still very strict.Although it is not like the recruit company that cannot go out at all, it still has to limit the number of travel places for each weekend.Basically, each class has one place on Saturday and one on Sunday, and must return to school before 04:30 in the afternoon.

"It's okay, just find a classmate to change." Chen Nuo imparted experience to a rookie in the military academy.

"Oh." Gu Weinan took a peek at Chen Nuo's body, thinking that his birthday wish should not be repeated. On the first day of dating, he decided to get to know Chen Nuo's personal situation first, because he really cares about Chen Nuo's aspect. Know nothing.

"Instructor, which unit do you work in? Is it convenient to come here?" Gu Weinan asked while eating to make himself look more natural.

"The Armed Police Detachment in City C is very close, an hour's drive away." Chen Nuo's tone seemed to be comforting.

"Then where is your home?"

"City A."

"Why don't you work in City A?"

"I asked not to go."

"why?"

"I want to stay away from home."

Gu Weinan immediately thought of his own situation: "Why, because the family has a lot of control? By the way, your brother is also a soldier. It seems to be in the army. Why did you become an armed policeman?"

"The main reason is that I don't want to be influenced by my family." Chen Nuo said, "That year, the Armed Police Force just recruited people, so I went there. Then I took the entrance examination to this school, and I was assigned on the spot after graduation."

Gu Weinan thought about it again: "What do Uncle Chen and Auntie do in your family?"

"They've all retired, and they're also soldiers." Chen Nuo said with a smile, "Do you want me to send you a resume?"

Gu Weinan was embarrassed: "I just want to know about it casually. Your family members are also soldiers. I think you are different from other instructors. If you love military training so much, you must not come from an ordinary family."

Chen Nuo smiled: "That's not necessarily true. The more you get in touch with him, the more annoying you might be."

"That's right." Gu Weinan felt the same way.

"You'll come to know these things gradually. It's more important for the two of you to try to get along first." Chen Nuo said.

"Ah, yes!" Gu Weinan was reminded by him, and said seriously, "I declare that I am not a masochist, the way of getting along with military training is fine, instructor, you have to be gentle with me."

"Haha." Chen Nuo couldn't help laughing, "Why have I never thought the word 'instructor' is so emotional, it feels like a pervert to be asked by a student like that."

Gu Weinan realized that he forgot to change his name again, and the black line was lost, so he made up for it and said: "To me, the whole military training is like you. You also know that you are perverted?"

"Yeah." Chen Nuo recalled, "This is a very interesting way of getting along, why don't you change your mind."

"It's perverted!" Gu Weinan couldn't help emphasizing it again.

Chen Nuo looked at him with a slight smile: "I don't have any experience in dating students."

"Then you must have the experience of talking with other people, right?" Gu Weinan asked sourly about the military situation.

"Once." Chen Nuo said flatly.

"Oh, is that how your brother knows your sexual orientation?"

"Ah."

Gu Weinan was shocked: "Could it be that you talked about meeting the parents of both parties last time! Then why did you break up again? Does the family disagree? Then we..."

Chen Nuo smiled lightly: "No, the family agreed later, but I didn't feel it anymore."

"Uh," Gu Weinan heard Chen Nuo say this, and felt a little bit uncertain in his heart for some reason, "Your parents are really open-minded, I don't know how to tell my family in the future."

"You are still young, so don't rush to talk about such things." Chen Nuo smiled, but there seemed to be a little sadness in his expression, "My family is not very enlightened, the main reason is that the incident got a little big afterwards, and there was a little misunderstanding in the middle. They Maybe in the end, I feel that I should pay more attention to ethics and face, so I don’t care about my inclinations in this regard.”

"Oh... Then why don't you feel it? It is said that the family has agreed, so you shouldn't have any worries. What about him, he doesn't feel it anymore? Why do you..."

"It's just parted." Chen Nuo lowered his head and cleaned up the table, then looked at Gu Weinan seriously, "You don't mind if I dated people? If you don't mind, then don't mention the past, it's meaningless. Or You want to get to the bottom of my past and decide whether to continue talking?"

"No, no, no." Gu Weinan quickly waved his hands, "I don't mind! I regret that I didn't talk about it, but now I have no experience with the person I like! I'm just the curiosity of ordinary people, and I'm too late to talk. Here it is. In fact, I want to say, you see, people like us are a minority after all, and the social and psychological pressure is quite heavy, as well as family pressure, so I casually asked about your family’s attitude. Since your family has no What opinion, then I have no opinion!"

Chen Nuo was amused by him again: "How did you come up with such a lot of fluent and meaningful words in such a short period of time? There is also a lot of social pressure. Have you entered the society yet? I don't think you are psychologically like that. There is pressure, and it is quite lively."

"Stop laughing." Gu Weinan was depressed, "Isn't this reality? I've never eaten pork, but I've seen pigs run too."

"Actually, ordinary people are not so nosy. As long as you don't want the whole world to know, it's not that difficult to protect yourself properly. No matter how uncomfortable the family is, they will still care about you in the end. So, don't worry about it." There are so many, and it's useless to worry." Chen Nuo said calmly.

"It makes sense." Gu Weinan nodded while holding the rice bowl, and then expressed his frustration very badly, "Do you think I'm childish!"

"I think you are very interesting, innocent boy." Chen Nuo stood up with a smile, "Let's go, go to my dormitory, I still have to pack my luggage, the car that picks me up from my unit will arrive later."

"Come and pick it up so soon!" Gu Weinan felt very sorry, and hurried to clean the rice bowl, and went to the dormitory with Chen Nuo to help him pack his things.

The instructor's dormitory in the military academy only provided basic furniture such as beds, tables, and chairs, so Chen Nuo brought all his daily necessities, including quilts, with him.Gu Weinan helped him put the folded clothes into the suitcase, and saw that Chen Nuo had already packed the quilt squarely, and then he casually took out something from the bedside and handed it to him: "Here's for you, take it if you have nothing to do." Let's play."

"What?" Gu Weinan took it over and found that it was a very old PSP, and immediately yelled, "You still play this!"

"I used to buy it at school, and I often played it secretly when I was bored." Chen Nuo was still very calm.

Good points!Gu Weinan was dizzy: "Last month you pretended to be serious and raided and confiscated our mobile phones! As a result, you secretly played with the handheld when you were in school, and now give it back to me...don't be so arrogant if you don't want to be an instructor."

"It's fine if you don't want it." Chen Nuo said.

"Where's the charger?" Gu Weinan shamelessly changed the subject and put the PSP in his pocket.

Chen Nuo smiled: "Look in the drawer."

The two of them chatted one sentence at a time, and Chen Nuo packed up everything.How could Gu Weinan help him pack his things? He sat on the empty bed and called up Super Mario to play, and said: "You have a grocery store here, you have everything! This thing has been around for ten years, thanks to you using."

"I'm just playing casually. I remind you not to patronize playing to affect your study."

Gu Weinan curled his lips and played vigorously: "You want to make people addicted to such an antique thing?"

The two were arguing boredly, when they heard a knock on the door, Chen Nuo smiled and said "Come in", and then said to Gu Weinan: "It's time to go, you must have picked me up." The suitcase, while Gu Weinan carried the packed quilt for him.

The door was pushed open, and two men in military uniforms walked in. Gu Weinan recognized that the one behind was Captain Wu, and thought that the one in front was a colleague from Chen Nuo's unit.However, when Chen Nuo saw that person, his expression was obviously a little cold: "Why are you here?"

The soldier's expression was as usual, and he didn't react unexpectedly to Chen Nuo's words, but his tone was a bit rigid: "I'm here to do something. I heard that you're going back to work today, so I greeted your leader and took you back by the way."

Captain Wu smiled and said from behind: "Ye Xun said he didn't have your mobile phone number, so he called me first because he didn't have your mobile phone number, so I brought him here."