Gu Weinan's Military Academy Diary

Chen Nuo took out the flashlight from the drawer, looked back and saw that Gu Weinan's face was as red as an eggplant on a plate, tapped his head and said, "Who am I? Don't keep thinking about that kind of thing, you're underage.

Gu Weinan blushed, and his mouth was still stubborn: "I don't think about it all the time. But you always use my underage as an excuse to avoid it. Let me see if you should have nothing to say this time."

Chen Nuo turned around to get the military cap: "You have to think of my words as an excuse, then I'll tell you straight up: No. Change to something more real."

When Gu Weinan heard such a clear refusal, the courage he mustered immediately fell apart like a punctured balloon.After a pause, he asked in a low voice: "Instructor, in fact, you still don't like me that much."

Chen Nuo was slightly surprised: "I like you very much."

"Then you...do you have no desire for me?" Gu Weinan paused before asking.I don't know what's wrong, the same straightforward question, but this time it's very difficult to utter.

Chen Nuo looked down at Gu Weinan's slightly hurt expression, and said softly, "It's not that I don't have desires for you. Weinan, you're really young, I don't think you need to rush into this kind of thing, right? At least wait until we get along for a while In the future, we will get to know each other better, and if you think about it clearly and really want to be with me, at that time..."

"Can't it be just because you like it? What's the point of thinking so much? You don't have to do it once and you will be responsible for the rest of your life." Gu Weinan turned his head and muttered. In his opinion, what Chen Nuo said was also a cold rejection.

Chen Nuo looked at him attentively for a while, then smiled and said, "I understand, I'm still an insecure child." He said with the flashlight and keys in his hand, "I'll go to the dormitory with you. , You will be remembered again if you are late.

"Who doesn't feel safe anymore?" Gu Weinan muttered again, and followed Chen Nuo out.When he walked into the elevator, he stared at himself in the mirror for a moment, then he let out a sigh of relief and admitted, "Well, to be honest, I was chasing you so I didn't feel safe."

"So you're always in a hurry, and you want to consolidate the relationship by going to bed?"

"Instructor..." Gu Weinan was embarrassed again, "Your words are too straightforward, so embarrassing."

Chen Nuo expressed surprise: "You haven't always been quite calm, why are you suddenly embarrassed?"

Gu Weinan hesitated: "I really don't think so! I don't think that the relationship with you will be more solid after sleeping with you... I just think... In fact, you are right, I am only a freshman, and I am not free even to go out of school. It’s not considered completely independent, let alone other aspects. If I really have a relationship with you, what can I give you? So after thinking about it, I have nothing to give you for the time being except myself... You want Give me a gift, at least give me something I can afford in return."

He spoke more and more quietly, and finally burst into tears.Grass, how do you say that in the end, the meaning is like this!I'm talking about reciprocity, not treating my body as a gift...

Chen Nuo was surprised: "I also said that I think a lot, and you think a lot too."

"..." Gu Weinan bowed his head and remained silent.

Chen Nuo thought about it for a while, then smiled and said, "If you care so much about these things, why are you chasing after me?"

"what?"

"Where did all your energy go before? Suddenly you don't have confidence in yourself when things come to an end?"

"I..." Gu Weinan had to admit deep down in his heart that he was indeed a little unconfident.After Chen Nuo agreed to date, he was no longer as fanatical and reckless as when he pursued, as long as he liked the other party.He naturally began to care about his position in Chen Nuo's heart, thinking about what he liked about him, just like what Chen Nuo asked him at the beginning.

Chen Nuo said patiently: "Like, it doesn't have to be reflected through sex, it's just a part of emotion."

"I know." Gu Weinan was slightly excited, "But isn't it normal to like someone and have desires for him? I just can't figure out why you keep rejecting me..."

Chen Nuo patted his head and said with a smile, "Because even though you said you don't need to be responsible, I still want to be responsible to you, boy."

"What do you mean? I don't understand." Gu Weinan was at a loss, "I'm not a woman, what are you responsible for?"

"Men also have their first time." Chen Nuo said seriously.

Gu Weinan fainted: "Instructor, don't do this, it's really not funny!"

Chen Nuo suddenly became serious: "Don't fail in tomorrow's shooting test, otherwise you will understand."

Nima changed her face too quickly!Gu Weinan fainted again.

The elevator door opened automatically at this moment, and the two of them had already reached the first floor of the office building. Chen Nuo signaled Gu Weinan to go out first.As a result, Gu Weinan's head suddenly became hot, and he quickly pressed the close button, and immediately turned around and hugged Chen Nuo.The moment the elevator door closed, Gu Weinan put his arms around Chen Nuo's neck on tiptoe, kissed him on the lips a few times, and murmured, "Instructor, I like you...make it my birthday present."

"..." Until Gu Weinan's lips left, Chen Nuo didn't speak, and seemed to be in a daze.

The elevator door opened again, Gu Weinan quickly let go of him, jumped out of the door, and said shamelessly: "If you don't speak, you agree. From now on, I'm a student, and I don't accept conversations other than studies and training."

Chen Nuo walked out expressionlessly: "From now on, all the assessment results of Comrade Gu Weinan will be invalidated."

"Do you want to be so ruthless!" Gu Weinan yelled.

"Stop making trouble." Chen Nuo said softly, "Can we talk about it later?"

"Hmm." Gu Weinan was reminded, and quickly restrained himself.After walking into the dormitory, I remembered my main purpose again, and asked beside him, "Instructor, are you really healthy? The grenade exploded right next to you today."

"It's not that exaggerated. Fortunately, it was blocked by the wall." Chen Nuo replied to him as he walked.

"That's scary too, it's only three seconds!"

"This kind of thing often happens." Chen Nuo said flatly, "So it must be supervised by experienced instructors, and only if something goes wrong can it be remedied in time."

"Then what if it's too late?"

"That would be magnificent."

"..." Gu Weinan suddenly disliked Chen Nuo's flat tone.It seems that in Chen Nuo's eyes, these are so common, but does Chen Nuo know how scared he was at that time?Do you know how precious his life is in the eyes of others?His elder brother was so worried that he ran so far to see him, but he himself didn't seem to care.

"Unhappy?" Chen Nuo quickly noticed.

"No." Gu Weinan turned his gaze to the side.

Chen Nuo chuckled: "It's so awkward, why don't you say no."

"I think, instructor, you seem to lack enough respect and attention to life." Gu Weinan didn't pay attention to such a pretentious sentence, and he couldn't help but want to vomit first.

"Uh..." Chen Nuo froze for a moment, and praised while laughing, "It's really deep."

Gu Weinan was annoyed by the laughter: "I'm very upset with your casual tone, do you think it doesn't matter if you die? You don't care how sad your relatives and friends are?"

Chen Nuo looked at Gu Weinan, and replied, "That's not the case. I'm just fully prepared for this kind of thing, that's why I let you feel this way. The probability of accidents always exists, and it's good if they don't happen. But once you encounter it, you will be more calm and have a better chance of surviving because you have prepared in advance. Do you think I escaped from death? Because I am alive, I can only listen to your anger and blame now. If you die, you will be counted I can’t hear you anymore when I’m angry, doesn’t that mean I attach great importance to safety?”

"Oh..." Gu Weinan said hesitantly, but why did he still feel something was wrong?At this moment, he suddenly realized that he didn't know enough about Chen Nuo, and it was quite troublesome.

But whether it was a little entanglement about birthday wishes or the importance of life, it quickly disappeared.As the military training draws to a close, all the trainees are in a happy mood, and the campus is filled with a joyful atmosphere of being about to be liberated.For Gu Weinan, the mood these past few days is also bubbling, the hard-fought military training is about to bid farewell, he has passed the exam with a full honor, and the instructor is about to be handed over, what else can stop him from being so excited?

So on the day when the parade ended, Gu Weinan left an indelible smirking face in the group photo of all the students.The farewell ceremony for the instructors was also enthusiastic. Even Chen Nuo successfully cleared himself up for the time being, which moved the students.

At the last farewell, Chen Nuo stood in front of the queue and began in his usual cold tone: "The military training is over, I know you are all very happy, because the instructor Chen who made you always troubled has finally left. I guess I am here for everyone The number of diaries appeared quite a lot, and the image is definitely not very good, it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter what image you have. The important thing is that the rigorous training allows you to start to have the quality of a real soldier, because only cruel training can help you Survive in real danger..."

Gu Weinan looked at the comrades around him who had complained about Chen Nuo, they were all listening very seriously, knowing that the grenade accident caused a major impact, although everyone was afraid of Chen Nuo, they couldn't help admiring his meticulous attitude and a fearless response.However, Gu Weinan is very clear that only at the moment of parting will the comrades show a little bit of reluctance. If Chen Nuo turns around and announces that there will be an extra month of training, it is guaranteed that ghosts and wolves will be heard next.

As expected, when the students expressed their nostalgia for the instructor with smiles filled with tears, Chen Nuo said very ignorantly: "Farewell today will make it possible for the next reunion. I hope that in the future When you return to training after graduation and assignment, I will still have the opportunity to test you..." The smiles of all the team members below turned into dry laughs.

Chen Nuo announced the disbandment at the right time, and walked up to Gu Weinan amidst the temporary hustle and bustle: "Shall we begin?"

Gu Weinan was dumbfounded: "Well, is this the beginning?"