After the leader of He Sen

Little Bones fell silent.

I thought maybe he wasn't very interested in my relationship history, so I patted his head with the other hand that didn't hold water, "Sorry, I seem to be talking to myself in front of you again."

He grabbed my hand and shook his head: "Click." Nothing.

"Click click!" Say a little more!

Little Bones is really considerate, he didn't think I was noisy or selfish, "Can you tell me more about your lover?"

"click click~"

"Okay." This is an experience I have never had before, and I have never talked about my opinion of Mori Ogai in front of others.On the one hand, there is no friend to confide in, especially after being with him, it is almost isolated from the outside world.On the other hand, I am not the talkative type.

He said he wanted to talk about Mori Ogai, but when he really wanted to talk, he didn't know where to start.It would take a long time to start with the scene of the first encounter.

"I don't hate him." Just after finishing the first sentence, I felt a little inappropriate. When I recalled my former "lover", I actually wanted to use the verb "hate" with a strong negative connotation.

Little Bones has no objection to this, and I will save the explanation.

"From a certain level, he is a very gentle person, treats me very well, and is very good at saying nice things. You know? We have been together for almost four years, and he has never said a serious word to me." Although I know that Little Bones is not human, I am still embarrassed, "Maybe because of some bad experiences in the past, I have always had little resistance to gentle and mature people."

Only those with a strong heart can exude touching tenderness.Gentleness and cowardice are two different things.

"The only time he lost his temper with me was when he found out that I couldn't use my abilities." I recalled his terrifying expression and tone that night, "At that time, I thought he was so cruel to me because he thought I was useless. Yes, I have been secretly sad for a long time."

Little Bones hurriedly grabbed my hand, "Click, click, click!" It's not like that!

He reacted greatly to this sentence, shaking his head and waving his hands, and even hugged me and rubbed me lightly.

"You are so cute." Little Bones has no temperature, but I still feel warm, "At first I was very sure of my thoughts, but after I had the memory of becoming a mermaid, I found... what he did was a bit unexpected, as if That's not the case..."

Under the moonlight, Mori Ogai told me that he would always treat me well and always like me.His eyes are an ocean formed by moonlight, and there is only me in the ocean, as if it is only me.

Those sweet words linger in my mind, and his worried expression also lingers in my mind.

There is no need to lie in front of me as a mermaid.

Little Bones let go of his embrace, nodded frantically, and encouraged me to continue talking.

I speculate on Mori Ogai's thoughts: "Could it be that he has other plans? Want to use my abilities better..." He has such a good brain, and he has a good trick.

"Click click!" No no no!

"It's really embarrassing me, and I can't figure out what he is thinking." I scratched my hair in distress.

Little Bones ran to get the marker pen and sketchbook I gave him, and quickly wrote on it: "He likes you! Super like you!"

I couldn't help laughing out loud, "Little Bones thinks this way because he hasn't met him before. He's not a love brain like me. Even if he likes it, it should be a little like the size of a fingernail."

Little Bones lowered his head and continued to write and draw, his skull exuded a sense of aggrieved disobedience, "Little Bones likes Lixiang so much!"

The English "littlebone" is still used to write the little bone. For some reason, the cuteness has been improved several times.My heart softened, "I also like small bones, to the same extent."

During this period of time, the frequency of the word "like" is really too high.

I used to think that such words were too much, as if the degree of liking would be taken away by the language, but now I feel that repeated emphasis is not a bad thing.With a personality like mine, I really like someone like Little Bones whispering in my ear every day that he likes me.

Speaking of which, the first time I heard Mori Ogai tell me that he liked me, I cried very uselessly.

He had a funny expression at the time, his pupils constricted like a frightened cat, he blinked blankly a couple of times and then said in a panic: "I...did I scare you? Indeed, it was said by an old man 20 years older than himself It’s understandable to feel uncomfortable saying that.”

"It's not like that," I wiped my tears embarrassingly, "because it's the first time I've heard someone say that they like me so gently."

His pupils slowly returned to normal size, and he patted his chest: "I was so scared to death, I thought Lixiang's next sentence was to reject me, as long as I can convey my thoughts to Lixiang normally."

A slightly playful turn of the arc is my favorite voice: "Then can I wipe your tears for you now?"

The fragrant white handkerchief touched the corners of my red eyes and wiped away my salty tears. The temperature of his fingertips passed through the thin handkerchief.

It is the love I long for and cherish.

I really don't live up to it at all. If it is Kiyoe Rika with another personality, after experiencing everything before, let alone hate, there is absolutely no "like" left in her feelings for Mori Ogai.

But, but, except for that one time, he was just too good for me.

My childhood experience was too bitter. I am very good at finding sugar in the bitterness. A little bit of sugar is super sweet.

It is almost a deformed character cultivated by a deformed family, which is a slavish reflection mechanism formed by the mother's training.Don't remember how bad your mother is, but remember how good your mother is.

Holding the thin one, almost nothing is good, I have done countless psychological constructions for myself, given myself psychological hints, survived childhood, adolescence, and finally met Mori Ogai.

Mori Ogai's trouser pockets were filled with candy, and he kept letting me eat sweets during the past four years.The happiest time of my life was those days.

"Oh, what an idiot I am." I rubbed my temples annoyed.

Xiao Gu took my hand and forced me to sit on the bed, and wanted to massage my temples with his hands, "click?" Uncomfortable?

"No, I'm just thinking wildly." After explaining, Xiaogu still insisted on giving me a massage.He knew his phalanx would hurt me, so he just massaged it lightly, without using much force at all.

After pressing for a while, Little Bones sat down beside me, and held up the sketchbook, on which were written questions, probably when I was not concentrating.

"Do you still like that lover?"

This question is really on point, I no longer avoid it, no longer use the method of forcing myself to forget before, and say what I really think in my heart: "I like it a little bit."

"It's a little bigger than a fingernail."

Little Bones put down the notebook and wanted to hug again.

"Do you really want to act like a baby today? You always want to hug." But it doesn't matter, I also like hugs very much.

It was very quiet in the ward.Under the sun, there are fine dust flying happily. They should have been gray or black, but because the sun turned golden, the flying gestures changed from gloomy to happy.

It's like a promise to myself, and it's like talking to myself: "I will forget him soon, and the love that is a little bigger than the nail cap will slowly fade away under the scouring of time. This time it is true forgotten."

The small bone seemed to be hit by high-voltage electricity, and the tone became very strange: "Click!" Don't! !

"Huh?" I looked at the weird "expression" of the little bone. Although it is difficult for a skeleton to have an expression, I can still feel it subtly. Be excited."

Thanks to the blessing of becoming a small bone, I heard her sincere words from Lixiang.

She really misunderstood him too much.The root of the misunderstanding is that Lixiang copied Mori Ogai's set of others to herself.

When Lixiang was in the form of the little mermaid, she said that Lin Taro was special to her.Every time she said this, Mori Ogai would repeat the same words in his heart from his own perspective.

Lixiang is a completely different existence to him, and deserves all his favoritism and favoritism.

Is it because the love shown in the previous relationship was not deep enough?Why did it give her the illusion that his love for her was only as big as a fingernail?

It should be from here to there on the moon, back again, and then past again, so the cycle repeats several times.

And that misunderstanding that was bad enough to rival a nightmare.

What do you mean killing her because you think she is worthless? !His gaffe was simply because he was too scared, too worried that she would not wake up, too worried that he would lose her like that.

Mori Ogai is glad that he is a small bone now, otherwise his expression would definitely be more exciting than ever.

It turned out that blindly giving her love was not enough, but also taught her how to express anxiety and dissatisfaction.

Mori Ogai thought, did his observation ability drop to a negative value at that time?Why didn't she notice Lixiang's uneasiness.

With this reminder, there is a reasonable explanation for Lixiang's careful kisses in the later stage, and her behavior of always paying attention to his emotions all the time.

At that time, Mori Ogai still enjoyed Lixiang's intimacy infinitely, and did not rely too much on negative reasons.

It turned out to be afraid.

Putting Lixiang into a box and sinking into the sea when Lixiang was most afraid was a confirmation of her fear.

How could such a stupid and fatal mistake be made?

After this came great new information.

It never occurred to Lixiang that the cause of death in [The Man in the Box] was actually the child in her womb that even he didn't know about.

Reality is indeed more dramatic than fiction.

Xia Youjie came back from the memory of the curse, and when he brought this horrifying news, Mori Ogai even thought he was joking.Of course, after careful analysis, making such jokes under such circumstances really does not match Xia Youjie's usual impression.

But kid? !

In order to prevent Lixiang from getting pregnant, every time she took measures seriously.

There is even a tube buried in the arm.

There will be surprises at this level, really——

Looks like I'll have to come up with a foolproof solution next time.

He didn't get to witness the memory of the curse fetus like Xia Youjie did, but he still learned the general situation from Li Xiang.She described her perspective in a flat tone, the transparent embryo, a baby like a white fish.

There is no such ridiculous thing as "fatherly love" in Mori Ogai.To make him fall in love with an embryo he's never met is absurd to the extent that the sun will rise in the west tomorrow morning.

What's more, this embryo is essentially a murderer.

If this accident did not happen, Lixiang would not have died.

This kind of self-righteous sacrifice also made Lixiang show a sad expression, which made his teeth itch with resentment.

If it weren't for the life of this butterfly curse spirit to be forcibly bound to Lixiang now, then he would try his best to get rid of this thing.