Abandoned Lover [Future]

[go to long star]

"Let's move to Changxing together."

When Xiao said this sentence, it was not a whim.

Long before he opened his mouth, he had thought of a reason to persuade Eugene.The long star is very similar to the green star out of order. The business and entertainment industries in major cities are very developed, but there are few traces of religion and politics.It is far enough away from Green Star, but because it is in the center, it has not been affected by the previous wars, so it will not easily bring up any bad memories.And in his unspoken selfishness, he wanted to start over with Eugene, but he also hoped that where they ended up meant something to both of them—and only to them.

... He always thought of the shining rose that Eugene handed him in Flintstone City.

But having said that, he could easily foresee Eugene's objections.The fact that long-term stars do not have distinct seasons is a huge shortcoming.

So the biochemical man lowered his head and smiled, feeling that he needed to fight a little bit more: "I know you might..."

"Okay." Eugene looked into his eyes and gave his answer without hesitation.

Xiao was startled.He felt that Eugene was hardly thinking.

"Don't you have any questions for me?"

"No." Eugene shook his head.This was too different from his usual style, and it made Xiao a little uneasy because of the abnormality.

Where to live is a pretty big decision for the two of them, and Shaw decided to dig it out patiently.On the sofa in the living room, a dim yellow light was on, and he asked Eugene to sit face to face on his lap, while raising his head and kissing the corner of the other's lips gently, while gently luring him to speak his true thoughts.This kind of intimate action after too long really messed up Eugene's position. In the pull of rejection and nostalgia, his human could only lower his head in vain and hide his expression on his shoulders.

"...I thought about it before, if you can come back, I will listen to you in everything."

Eugene's voice was low and hoarse, and the faint nasal sound came into Xiao's ears, with a sourness that was still evident after being suppressed.

"So, I am willing to go wherever you want."

Xiao's smile paused.His Adam's apple went up and down, and he tightened his hands on Eugene's waist.The human on his lap was much lighter than before, and the protruding skeletal joints under his palms were stabbing him silently.

He hugged his lover tightly in his arms, then closed his eyes and nodded.

……

In the first month of coming to Cooper Town, the builder began to build their house according to the drawings set by the two.This is obviously something that can be done by others, but Eugene insists on participating in it himself.

"The work you do every day is not as much as a machine can do in an hour." Xiao reminded, and handed a bottle of water to Eugene who was building a wooden frame.Under the sun, Eugene's wheat-colored skin was shining brightly.Sweat left dark traces on the front and back of his white racer-shirt, and the beautiful muscular lines of this body were slowly returning.

"An earlier day is also a day." Eugene smiled while pulling up the front of his vest to wipe the sweat from his chin.This kind of action made Eugene look like an undefended teenager. Now the teenager turned around, pointed at the part of the frame that had been constructed and looked at Xiao: "Look, the scenery from this window will be very beautiful."

The warm wind gently blew Eugene's forehead hair from behind, Xiao looked at him from an arm's length away.The heat emanating from Eugene's body carried a kind of fresh vitality, and the pair of golden eyes that Xiao looked at were clear to the bottom, as if he had finally forgotten all the bad things in the past at this moment.

...his boy had a good laugh.

Xiao couldn't say anything.He could only look at that smile and wish he could remember it forever.

The next day, Xiao showed up at the construction site in a tracksuit.The cyborg had his long hair coiled high on his head, which was extremely rare, while reaching out to his boyfriend.

"Give me nails."

Eugene handed him a handful of six-inch nails.

"Give me the drill."

Eugene put the spare power drill in his hand.

Xiao looked at the things in his hand and sighed silently.

... In terms of building houses, machines can always do more and faster than humans.

Guess who is the machine?

After that, Eugene kept his raised eyebrows and watched Xiao build the entire structure of the first floor piece by piece at an astonishing speed - he hadn't thought before that his lover, who always maintained his poise, would stride Stepping on the bottom pile, he frowned and nailed reinforcement boards to the horizontal partitions, with a handful of nails in his mouth.

"Is it good?" Xiao turned his head to look at him helplessly, because his pronunciation became unclear because of something in his mouth.

"Absolutely not." Eugene said this, his voice and eyes were sincere and serious, but unfortunately his right hand was raised and placed on his mouth, controlling the curvature of the corner of his mouth.

Shaking his head, Xiao quickly drilled three nails in front of him, and then the movement of his hands stopped.

… Eugene stood behind him, unaware that his lover was smiling with his head down, and his eyes looked tender.

That evening Shaw led Eugene to the window frame and made him stand.Then he made a big circle around and came to the opposite window.

The workers set up a sawing table there, and the cyborg stood still behind the table, bent down, put his elbows on the table, and smiled at Eugene.

"From now on, you will only be so far away from me every day."

Eugene heard Xiao say this.

The hair tied at the top by the cyborg has loosened a lot, and the sweat-soaked hair sticks to the back of Xiao's neck and sideburns.The other party's jacket and trousers were covered with dust, his elbows and palms were covered with sawdust, and there was even a little rust left from biting nails on one corner of his mouth.

... The Xiao in front of him was unbelievably sloppy, embarrassed, and informal.

He has never felt that this person is so within reach like now.

It even made him believe from the bottom of his heart that this person would stay by his side truly and for a long time.

Eugene stood where he was, watching the distant sunset kiss Shaw's hair and the side of his face, painting them in shades of pink and orange.In the light and shadow that was so gentle that it was unreal, the cyborg stepped over the frames of the two windows and walked towards him.

"...Don't cry."

Covered by the purple shadow, Xiao bowed his head and kissed away his silent tears, and then put his lips on top of his.

"A smell of rust." He murmured, closed his eyes, and put his wrist around the other's neck.

[flowering period]

Xiao bent down and knelt on one knee in his flower field.

…Growing roses in Longstar is not an easy task.Although the climate is warm, the sunshine is abundant, and there is moderate rain all year round, the high humidity and the temperature difference between day and night make it difficult for flower seedlings to reach the flowering period smoothly.This is the situation Xiao expected, but he thought that as long as the variables were adjusted to get as close as possible to the ideal environment, there would be no reason for these flowers not to bloom.

He chose flower seedlings that are relatively heat and waterlogging resistant, specially set up a drainer under the soil, and specially adjusted the temperature in the flower shed at night.However, these delicate plants were not pre-programmed, and they refused to grow normally according to the conditions in the book. At this time, the leaves on display were lying limply in his palm, and the thorns that had not yet become sharp were sticking to his fingers. Belly, like a soft complaint.

The biochemical man hung his hands by his side, not knowing what to do for a while.

He has a lot of selfishness and plans for moving in long-term stars.He wanted to give Eugene a field of roses.He also wanted to run a store that would rival Eugene's workshop.However, this first step has reached the point of almost dying, which made him feel extremely powerless.

He walked slowly, step by step, back to their residence.Behind the bright window, all the equipment of the workshop had been placed, and Eugene was standing in the shop, talking with someone he didn't know, smiling.This might be Eugene's first business, he wasn't sure.But even if not, the official opening of the workshop will not be a few days away.

Xiao turned his head and looked at the window on the other side without a word.The room there was empty, covered in an unwelcome thin layer of dust.The scene he had envisioned, standing there watching Eugene was slowly receding from him, more like a dry vision that couldn't come true.

... That night he stood by the dining table, watching Eugene's back busy in the kitchen.The overflowing aroma permeates the room with lights on, and this moment looks warm and comfortable.However, Xiao couldn't deceive himself. They chose to settle here at first because Eugene accommodated his desire to live in the suburbs and own flower fields.

Now they finally have a home belonging to two people, but only his half of the plan has been delayed.If he knew that such a thing would happen, he would rather choose a place that [-]% meets Eugene's requirements.

He lowered his head and slowly clenched his hands.

"I made ketchup sweet... what happened?"

Eugene was halfway through cooking, and turned his head to talk to Xiao, but changed the question instantly when he saw him.Xiao behind him stood with his head bowed, with no expression on his face, but seemed to be faintly rejecting everything around him.

This is Xiao’s state that Eugene hasn’t seen for a long time.Since the goodbye, Xiao has always been the one who is more emotionally stable between the two of them, always smiling and calming him quietly.This abnormality made Eugene simply turn off the fire, turn around and walk in front of the cyborg.

He looked into Xiao's eyes, raised his hand, and gently swept the other's face with the pulp of his thumb: "Why do you show such an expression?"

The cyborg subconsciously smiled at him, looking almost normal.

"Aren't you willing to tell me?" Eugene didn't look away, his eyes and voice were very calm.

Xiao looked at him, then looked down at his hands.

Then Eugene heard him say in a low voice:

"A rose...doesn't bloom."

Xiao's voice was as usual, with a thick texture like velvet.However, this voice was rarely mixed with confusion, helplessness, and a kind of helplessness that almost melted Eugene's chest.He has seen a lot of the biochemical man's movements and expressions with ease, and at this moment, he sincerely feels that Xiao is very cute.

The golden eyes softened instantly, and the sudden desire to protect made him want to hold Xiao tightly in his arms.

"...Tell me more about it."

……

The dinner plan was temporarily put on hold, the two sat at the table, Xiao lowered his eyes, and listed his preparations for the flowering period one by one.In the end, he raised his head and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I don't know what I did wrong. Maybe it's because roses don't like being planted by machines."

Eugene denied him: "I don't think it has anything to do with your identity." He thought for a while and said: "Although I haven't understood it, but judging from what you said, you did do everything you should do. gone."

Shaw kept his smile.This is where his powerlessness lies.He can record and implement the correct cultivation method more comprehensively and quickly than any human being, but these roses don't listen to him.

"If I were you... I might wait a little longer." Eugene held the coffee cup in front of him while deliberating, "Maybe your roses need a little more time."

Xiao looked at his lover: "Thank you." Willing to say this kind of gentle comfort.

"I'm serious." Eugene looked back at him. "If you don't think you've done anything wrong, why not try and wait and see?"

"You keep telling me we have a lot of time so there's no rush."

"No one will take away your flower field because the roses haven't bloomed for a while, and I will always wait for the day when your shop opens. As for that in a week, a month, a year, as long as I can see you on the opposite side , I don't mind."

Eugene showed a smile as he spoke, gentle and tolerant, like the sun thawing winter.Warm soreness spread in his chest, Xiao subconsciously took his hand, and slowly rubbed the other's palm with his fingertips.After a while, the cyborg finally added a question.

"...what if, just hypothetically, I've been unable to grow roses?"

"First of all, I think the chance of that is very small. Secondly... there are many kinds of plants in this world." Eugene looked at him with a helpless smile in his eyes: "If roses are not enough, there are other flowers, flower seeds If it doesn’t come out, there are fruits, and there are vegetables besides fruits. If it’s not possible, this area can be used to grow corn.” He said and looked back out of the window: “If it’s not good enough, let’s go back to the original point, and we can raise horses on the pasture. There is a way."

A dumb smile appeared on Xiao's face.

"Do you feel better now?"

Eugene raised the hand that was not being held by Xiao, and gently touched the top of Xiao's head.

"Yes." Xiao closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of being touched. "...Now I want to eat."

Eugene smiled and cursed a dirty word that was not considered dirty.

……

After a month and a half.

Eugene raised his head from the work in his hands, and stared intently at the sky outside the window.Rolling dark clouds are quickly covering the still twilight sky from a distance, vigorously announcing the arrival of the long star rainy season.He looked up at the time marked on the screen beside him, and found that it was already the time for dinner that he and Xiao had always agreed on.

Xiao didn't show up all day today, which made him a little uneasy.I wanted to go back upstairs to have a look first, but Xiao's news came from the terminal in due course.

"Come to the flower field in the east."

Eugene looked at the sky, picked up an umbrella from the side, thought for a while, and picked up a towel.When he stepped out of the door, the sky had completely turned dark, thunder came from far and near, and the first drop of rain immediately hit the umbrella surface.

He judged the direction of walking in the rapidly dense rain, and finally saw a familiar figure after ten minutes.In the pouring rain, the tall biochemical man stood beside the newly lit lantern in the flower field, looking down at something.

Eugene walked over quickly and approached Xiao's side.The wide umbrella covered the two of them, Xiao's whole body was already soaked, yet he was actually smiling.

"...I was checking the canopy of the flower field before, and found this."

The cyborg squatted down slowly while talking, and pointed to the extremely weak round of white under the transparent canopy hit by the rain.The light of the street lamp paints a warm color on its edge, and a young rose hides under the safe shelter, quietly opening its fragile petals.

"It actually chooses to bloom in the rainy season. This is really a wayward rose."

Even so, Xiao's voice was exceptionally gentle.Because of this, Eugene showed a smile, and finally said nothing when he blamed the other party for being caught in the rain.He knelt down and watched with Xiao, the sound of rustling rain surrounded them, as if they were isolated from the other world.From their shoulders, the moisture spread from Xiao's side, and the warm temperature passed from his direction.They looked at each other under the umbrella, and Eugene smiled and stretched out his hand to Xiao: "...get up."

The two stood in the rain.Eugene handed over the handle of the umbrella to Xiao, then shook out the towel he brought and put it on Xiao's head.Before the action of wiping the other party's hair started, a drop of water fell from the tip of Xiao's nose, and quietly fell to the ground amidst the sound of rain.

He looked into Shaw's eyes.The gray-blue lake reflected himself.

Eugene blinked.This scene seemed to reappear from a certain moment in the past, making his heart beat faster quietly.

The cold and slender fingers were wet, and slowly but firmly grasped Eugene's wrist.Xiao lowered his head and gently pulled him forward until he fell into a familiar chest.The soft fabric gradually fell from the top of Xiao's head between the two of them, covering their vision at the same time.

Eugene closed his eyes and looked up to savor the wet, soundless kiss that made him shudder.

……

All things have a flowering period, just like the rainy season when you and I met.

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