Abandoned Lover [Future]

That was the first time Eugene heard someone say these three words to himself.

He was only smiling at first, but after a few seconds, he slowly felt the weight of the words.

These words smashed into his chest, and also shattered the last curse remaining on him—the sentence he thought he would never hear, finally rang in his ears.

The gushing blood poured back into the broken chest, and the opened cookie was put back in the cookie jar.He seemed to have suddenly returned to the time when he had not been branded, and he was able to raise his head and see the blue sky that had never been hazy.

…Eugene closed his eyes, his fingers trembling as he clasped Xiao's back.

He wanted to directly repay Xiao with the same words, but unexpectedly found it difficult.When he told Xiao that he liked him, he didn't hesitate at all. Such feelings are gentle and natural, and he can easily express them, like an adult coaxing his beloved child.And really changed to the other three words, but the weight on the tip of the tongue became completely different.So when he wanted to respond to Xiao but couldn't speak, Eugene chose to hold Xiao's face and kiss it.

This kiss was more slow and tender than before, and Xiao even felt the fragility of Eugene opening himself to him.Therefore, after the breath gradually heated up, Xiao stopped the kissing movement, lowered his head and lowered his eyes, looking at him who obviously has the physique of an adult, but is unexpectedly innocent.

His hands fell under Eugene's ribs through the clothes, gently outlining the outline of the waistline of the other man covered with distinct muscles.Between the two bodies with perfect lines, there are two fast beating hearts.

Eugene also looked up at Xiao.His golden eyes softened a little, with a very faint, steamy look.There is a hesitant inquiry on the beautiful face, but there is no resistance.

Xiao could understand that look.He breathed a little harder, looked at the position of the bed, and looked around at the things in the room...then frowned slightly.

He bent down, held Eugene's hips, and hugged him violently.When had Eugene been hugged like this before, now he could only hug Xiao's neck hastily, his brows furrowed, his ears and neck were red from embarrassment.

Obviously until just now, Eugene was still the more comfortable one of the two.The lover's mature and considerate personality and the youthfulness when being close make Xiao feel that his heart is about to melt.Feeling that the flexible, firm and slender body in his arms was slightly stiff, Xiao couldn't help but raised his head and kissed Eugene's chin, then moved slowly, hugged him beside the bed and put him down.

Eugene propped his hands on the bed, his head was slightly tilted to one side, and his eyes were a little dodgy, as if he didn't know what was going to happen next.Xiao originally wanted to bully him, but after thinking about it, he whispered: "...I didn't make any preparations today."

Eugene breathed a sigh of relief, but Xiao squatted between Eugene's separated legs, pulling Eugene's body towards the bed with both hands.

Then Xiao raised his head and smiled at Eugene: "But I still want to get closer to you."

Before Eugene could stop it, Xiao had already lowered his head and lowered his eyes.

this is a real car! didn't drive far though.

...After the end, Eugene's upper body almost collapsed on the bed.He supported his weight on his left elbow, raised the back of his right hand to cover his face, and the disordered breath hit the back of his own hand, which should have been blocked, but instead made the sound of breathing more obvious.

From between his fingers, he saw Xiao slowly stand up from his feet.As if knowing that Eugene was looking at him, Xiao looked back at him from a top-down perspective, his cold eyes reflected a strong possessive desire for his own possessions.

Xiao deliberately swallowed very obviously and slowly.

Eugene's originally slack eyes became focused because of disbelief.Xiao's shadow finally covered Eugene's still enthusiastic body, his slender fingers gently pinched Eugene's chin, gently forcing him to kiss him.

Eugene closed his eyes, and finally opened his mouth under Xiao's insistence, allowing Xiao to contaminate his residual taste, which was diluted bit by bit by the kiss.

After the kiss was over, Eugene frowned and opened his eyes, his voice was a little hoarse: "You are in this kind of place...you have a bad personality."

Xiao smiled indifferently, and hugged Eugene tightly like a resting lion enclosing its territory.His head was close to the side of Eugene's neck, carelessly rubbing the tip of his nose against his smooth skin back and forth.The tension that was about to burn in the air before was gradually dissipating, but Eugene could feel Xiao's body that was still not soothed.He felt that he should offer to help Xiao relieve it, but as soon as his hesitant expression appeared, Xiao opened the distance between the lower/half/body of the two of them.

Xiao knew what Eugene was thinking now, but he didn't want to please Eugene who had been tossed by him—the wounds on his human hands and feet hadn't fully healed yet, and he didn't want to add any possible burden to the other party.

So Xiao just closed his eyes and waited for his body to cool down by Eugene's side.It was only after he had completely calmed down that he realized belatedly that the scent evaporating from Eugene's neck was a pleasant herbal fragrance.

He was startled for a moment, opened his eyes and looked at Eugene: "You didn't smoke today?"

"Are you a dog..." Eugene looked helpless.The smell of tobacco on his body has always been well controlled, but it still feels a little embarrassing to be said that.Coupled with the fact that his body became more and more relaxed after the high c, his words sounded a little lazy, "Stop smoking from now on."

Xiao heard him say that and asked, "Why?"

He didn't mind Eugene smoking.As a machine, he naturally has no health risks from second-hand smoke.

Although Eugene was able to confess to Myers, he always felt a little embarrassed when he was in front of Xiao.After thinking about it, he said, "...Is it okay to save the cigarette money to support you?"

Xiao smiled, a smile reminiscent of snow reflecting the warm sun.Even though Eugene's sweet words were perfunctory and sloppy, he was still coaxed very happily.

Eugene looked at him, wishing Xiao would never know his intentions.

——In his limited life, he wants to stay with his biochemical human as long as possible, and give him many, many memories to fill the theoretically endless time of the other party in the future.

It's just that his eyes were already full of unconscious, overly deep tenderness.Xiao stared at this lover's expression for a long time, and finally figured out why Eugene quit smoking suddenly.

He raised his upper body slightly, and looked at Eugene with a flattered and startled expression.Eugene suddenly felt embarrassed, and wanted to continue joking with him, but before he could speak, Xiao wrapped his arms and legs back into his arms.

This kind of action has a stubborn childishness, which is completely different from Xiao's previous attitude of easily pulling him.

But Eugene still likes Xiao like this very much.

The always considerate and gentle Xiao was so perfect that he didn't seem like a real person, but what he saw today, the strong and stubborn Xiao, was obviously more real than before.

In his ear, Xiao suddenly whispered: "...I want to sleep with you tonight."

Facing this kind of coquettish behavior, Eugene suddenly laughed: "This bed? This size?" He broke free with one hand and gestured that it was less than 120 centimeters wide: "Sleeping the two of us?"

"I won't occupy much space, Eugene." Xiao lied almost bluntly, with a deliberate innocence in his eyes: "Look."

He pressed himself against the wall and opened his hand to Eugene.

Eugene smiled and shook his head, but this was not his refusal.

……

The lights were turned to the dimmest, and Eugene lay down in front of Xiao, resting his head on his hand, and was hugged by him from behind.Perhaps because Xiao Zhen was trying his best to reduce the occupied space, Eugene didn't feel much cramped feeling.

Xiao's not-so-excessive body temperature came through from behind, becoming a real sense of security.

Eugene closed his eyes.

When he was almost falling asleep, he heard Xiao calling his name from behind.

"Can I ask you a question?"

Eugene was already very tired, so he closed his eyes and said in a nasal voice, "...um."

Xiao was silent for a while in the dark before speaking again.

"...Are you as nice to No. 6 as you are to me?"

These words shook Eugene nearly half of his drowsiness.He opened his eyes and felt that Xiao might have thought about asking this question for a long time.

So he sighed softly, turned around and assumed Xiao's face-to-face posture: "Why do you want to compare with him?"

Xiao didn't speak.

—he had a hard time explaining his uneasiness to Eugene.

After learning about Eugene's past, he often felt that the only reason he was able to get close to Eugene was because of some coincidences beyond his control; he was pushed in front of Eugene by fate, at the most opportune time, by A certain god inexplicably fulfilled.

The contrast between his luck and No. 6's misfortune is so stark.Before getting Eugene, he was really jealous of this person, but after confirming Eugene's sincerity, he actually began to feel that he had replaced No. 6.

He didn't even know what kind of answer he wanted from Eugene.

"Xiao, if I tell you the truth, can you not be angry?" Eugene's voice was calm.

Xiao looked carefully at the other party's dark golden eyes with his insanely good night vision.

"In the years before I got my relationship back on the 6th, I spent a lot of time trying to learn to be a good lover."

"I can't lie. It wasn't you who I wanted to wait for in the first place."

"I can't lie to you and say that I didn't want to give everything to Number 6 at the time."

Shaw looked away.

It still hurts him to say that.

"But what I learned before can give you happiness now, to me, that is the most important thing."

Eugene raised his hand and gently combed Xiao's hair with callused fingertips.

"And for me now and in the future, you are the only person I want to live with with all my heart."

"You are also... my first real lover."

Eugene would always kiss him softly when comforting him, but this method always worked easily.

"So you don't have to compare yourself to other people."

"You are you. My special Xiao."

Xiao's hands clenched the front of Eugene's clothes, and he wanted to bury his head in Eugene's chest, and said in a low voice, "...you can promise me that you won't give up on me again."

Eugene's eyes were full of obvious sleepiness, and he couldn't even fully open them, but they were still full of earnest and faint light.

"……I promise."

He put his arms around Xiao's shoulders and neck and the top of his hair.

……

That night, Xiao quietly hugged his human being, and suddenly felt that he was looking forward to the arrival of tomorrow like never before, almost impatiently.

Because he always felt that he would be happier tomorrow than today.

The author has something to say:

Hello everyone, I got my driver's license and I am very happy. Please see Chapter 34 for details.

Probably more likely not tomorrow, but I will definitely post a photo of my driver's license to wb for you guys to show off.

(look at my innocent smile)

今天也是专心发糖的一天（安详）。感谢在2020-10-2017:57:49~2020-10-2315:39:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 smoked dog leg;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 35 bottles of floating wings; 10 bottles of Xinyi, Xibeiwang, assistant researcher of Rhine Life, Lushang Huakai; 3 bottles of barbara; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!