Abandoned Lover [Future]
Chapter 55
Eugene still remembered that the night before he left Green Star, he searched all over the place, but still couldn't find this photo that he had been carrying with him all the time.When he realized that he might have lost it, he also experienced a deep sense of powerlessness in addition to self-blame.
Facing Cornova in the dark night, he once wondered if he was destined not to be able to keep things related to No. 6.
Yet now Xiao looked into his eyes, and after a moment of silence, said to him: "...After the gladiatorial fight, I took it from your clothes."
There was not much emotion on the biochemical man's face, and after observing, Eugene still couldn't see any apologies.
"Why?" Eugene was not angry at Xiao's unauthorized actions.He just couldn't understand Xiao's reason for doing so.
Xiao didn't speak.
Thinking back carefully, Eugene realized that he had never even mentioned the name of No. 6 in front of Xiao.He could only guess that Xiao learned about the existence of No. 6 from other sources, but in Green Star, not many people knew about his relationship with No. 6.
Thinking of this, Eugene frowned, and added: "What did Joshua say to you?"
——He has seen No. 6 around him, and has had an intersection with Xiao, and this is the only one.
Facing Eugene's overly keen judgment, Xiao's face revealed a slight surprise.After a few seconds, he replied: "He said you used to be a couple."
Eugene smiled.He lowered his head, the corners of his mouth were full of self-mockery: "In his opinion, maybe that's it."
Such a smile stung Xiao.
He could almost imagine how Eugene sincerely wanted to be with No. 6.
If something like that happened, Eugene's side would definitely not give him any corner.
——"I don't have the courage to take the initiative anymore."
- "Sorry, that's all I can do now."
Eugene had said that to him, smiling.This made Xiao think of other meanings hidden in these sentences while feeling sad.
...and before that?
Before you met me, what else could you do for others?
Seeing that Eugene had no intention of getting angry, Xiao Zai felt a strange sense of alienation when he should be relieved.
He wondered if, after the sixth, Eugene had gotten too tired to argue with him.
"...If you have any questions you want to ask in the future, you can come to me directly." Saying this, Eugene let out a sigh of relief, stood up, and prepared to dim the lights in the room. "After all, this is my thing, I don't know what you want to do with it."
There was not much blame in Eugene's tone, only pure puzzlement remained.As far as he was concerned, he hadn't considered the possibility that Xiao's behavior stemmed from jealousy at all.
After realizing this, Xiao spoke directly:
"Because I don't want you to look at him again."
Eugene paused.He turned around, still with a confused smile on his face.At this moment, he looked at Xiao's expression, as if he felt that he had heard something wrong.
At that moment, Xiao suddenly realized that in Eugene's eyes, he always seemed to be a docile and obedient man without any dark side, a perfect dummy.
And what Eugene fell in love with may be just such an illusion.
This made Xiao's mind go blank for a moment.
—Hide this ugly part now.
-You obviously got what you wanted.
——Are you going to fail in this kind of place now?
The metal heart in his chest was beating fast.His body also seemed to realize that he was about to do a very dangerous thing.
...However, Xiao still chose to ignore this warning and smiled at Eugene.
"Eugene. I know a lot about you."
As he said this, he walked towards Eugene step by step, slowly forcing him to the wall, then stretched out his right hand, and held Eugene's left wrist.His thumb landed on the long, narrow white wound on Eugene's vein, and his nails traced the slightly undulating trace lightly and accurately.
An unspeakable sense of disobedience crawled up Eugene's spine.
"I know what you did for that man."
"And I saw every word you wrote him."
The smile on Xiao's face was still gentle, and his voice was low and soft, as if he was telling someone a bedtime story.Eugene had to use a lot of concentration to understand what he was saying.
"I've looked through everything I could find about you without your permission."
Eugene finally thought of Xiao's ability to suppress electronic equipment during the last mission.
And before Xiao appeared, he had indeed kept the habit of "talking to No. 6".
"Number 6 makes me jealous, so I don't want you to look at him anymore." Xiao let go of Eugene's wrist, raised his hand instead, and gently stroked Eugene's face with his fingers: "This is a Easy logic to understand, isn't it?"
Eugene shook his head subconsciously.
"Eugene, in your eyes, what kind of person am I?" Xiao still maintained a perfect smile: "Why does it seem that to you, I don't even feel jealous?"
The disconnect between Xiao's words and his expression was too strong, Eugene's brows furrowed, and he fell into a slight confusion: "You have never..."
In the next second, the cyborg directly pulled his hands above his head, and then pressed his back hard against the wall.
"What about this, Eugene?" Xiao's expression changed instantly, his sharp eyebrows pressed against his inorganic gray-blue eyes, the softness in his eyes was replaced by an almost obsessive unwillingness, and there was a dangerous light shining .The overwhelming coercion overflowed, and he continued to ask Eugene: "Will this make you trust me?"
Xiao clamped his wrist in pain, and Eugene couldn't help showing a pained look on his face, and he frowned and closed his eyes for a while.Now that the question is out, Xiao Mingming should feel happy, but he only feels a kind of heartfelt sadness.
"I'm not who you think I am, Eugene."
"I will stop at nothing to learn everything about you."
"If you choose to be with someone else, I might want to kill him."
"When you wanted to give up on me, I even thought that I would rather you die than keep you."
"This is the me you chose."
Xiao showed a dumb smile.
"Do you still like it?"
When he said this, Xiao even wanted to remind Eugene that even if he got a negative answer, it would be too late.
However, in his mind, there was another voice saying that it was not like that.
During this weird struggle, Xiao buried his head on Eugene's side neck, and all his long hair fell on Eugene's shoulders.
Perhaps he should deeply regret his impulsiveness, but he stubbornly held on to a glimmer of hope, waiting for Eugene to give him the result of the trial.
……
After what appeared to be an extraordinarily long silence, Shaw heard Eugene say to him in a flat voice, "Shaw, my wrist hurts."
You frowned, not knowing what the extended meaning of this sentence is.After a few deliberately prolonged breaths, Xiao let go of his hands, and instead clenched his hands into fists, leaning his forearms against the wall, keeping his head down.
With his hands free again, Eugene stretched out his hands without any hesitation, and slowly but forcefully pushed them towards Xiao's chest, taking a little distance away.Xiao's chest was heaving up and down soundlessly, he was still holding on to the wall stubbornly, holding Eugene between his arms, but he didn't look up at Eugene's face.
Eugene lifted Xiao's chin with his left hand.There was no expression on the biochemical man's face, his eyelashes were drooping towards the ground.
Then Eugene sighed.
Before Shaw had time to feel the pain, Eugene had already kissed him on the lips.
This kiss was light and gentle, which made Xiao suddenly startled, and the expression on his face also showed cracks.
"Look into my eyes, Shaw."
As Eugene said this, his voice was a little lower than usual, with a kind of persuasiveness that was not too strong.
Xiao finally raised his head and met those calm and warm golden eyes.
"I don't like people messing with my things without my permission. I don't like people randomly finding out about my past."
"Besides, I don't think your desire for exclusiveness and love is very healthy."
"But I appreciate you telling me that."
As if seeing Xiao's uneasiness at this time, Eugene closed his eyes, kissed Xiao's lips again, and then smiled slightly.
"I don't feel that the person I choose is fundamentally different from the person you told me to be." "Your jealousy doesn't inherently hurt anyone."
"Even if you said so much, it was you who stepped forward to save me last time."
Eugene reached out and pinned Xiao's long hair behind his ear.Seeing the shaken expression on that perfect face, the corners of his mouth raised a little more, and his slightly narrowed eyes seemed to be filled with golden water waves under the setting sun.
"...I don't think the tenderness you gave me is fake."
"So you are still my favorite Xiao."
After saying this, Eugene looked at Xiao in front of him and lowered his head, then slowly raised his hand to block his expression.When Eugene was about to try to see Xiao's face, Xiao had already hugged him tightly.
Eugene, whose shoulders hurt from being hugged, raised his eyes, and from an angle that Xiao couldn't see, he showed an extremely helpless but equally gentle and indulgent expression.He waited for a long time, and only after confirming that Xiao's emotions had calmed down did he move his nearly stiff shoulders.
Then he took a deep breath, and continued his previous rare confession.
His expression was a little more serious than before.
"However, there are some things that I think it is necessary to explain to you."
"Number 6 is a very important person to me. I have no intention of forgetting him, and I don't want to deny him to give you a sense of security."
"So I'll keep a picture of number 6. It's one of the last things he has after all."
Eugene could feel that Xiao's body became visibly stiff—this kind of place is really easy to understand.
Resisting the urge to sigh, he finished speaking.
"...but I'll put that picture where you can't see it."
"The person I choose now is you. The one I take with me should also be your photo."
In Xiao's ear, Eugene lowered his voice, and the warm breath fell on the ear, leaving behind a sentence that was too gentle to be true.
"Take a picture with me."
— as the beginning of your and my life.
……
Xiao didn't speak all the time.It was at the very end that Eugene heard him call his name in a soft and hoarse voice.
"Eugene."
On the side that Eugene couldn't see, Xiao's lips opened and closed silently a few times, and finally, as if he couldn't bear it, he revealed the truth that he could no longer hide at this time.
"……I love you."
As he said that, he hugged everything tightly.
The author has something to say:
I have to say that Eugene's view of love is too sound...
Confessions, how many comments come, cry.
感谢在2020-10-1917:49:58~2020-10-2017:57:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: 1 piece of formaldehyde;
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: Xinyi, Ouyang Huzi 10 bottles; Sleepy or not sleepy 9 bottles; Rain is not listening to 6 bottles; Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Facing Cornova in the dark night, he once wondered if he was destined not to be able to keep things related to No. 6.
Yet now Xiao looked into his eyes, and after a moment of silence, said to him: "...After the gladiatorial fight, I took it from your clothes."
There was not much emotion on the biochemical man's face, and after observing, Eugene still couldn't see any apologies.
"Why?" Eugene was not angry at Xiao's unauthorized actions.He just couldn't understand Xiao's reason for doing so.
Xiao didn't speak.
Thinking back carefully, Eugene realized that he had never even mentioned the name of No. 6 in front of Xiao.He could only guess that Xiao learned about the existence of No. 6 from other sources, but in Green Star, not many people knew about his relationship with No. 6.
Thinking of this, Eugene frowned, and added: "What did Joshua say to you?"
——He has seen No. 6 around him, and has had an intersection with Xiao, and this is the only one.
Facing Eugene's overly keen judgment, Xiao's face revealed a slight surprise.After a few seconds, he replied: "He said you used to be a couple."
Eugene smiled.He lowered his head, the corners of his mouth were full of self-mockery: "In his opinion, maybe that's it."
Such a smile stung Xiao.
He could almost imagine how Eugene sincerely wanted to be with No. 6.
If something like that happened, Eugene's side would definitely not give him any corner.
——"I don't have the courage to take the initiative anymore."
- "Sorry, that's all I can do now."
Eugene had said that to him, smiling.This made Xiao think of other meanings hidden in these sentences while feeling sad.
...and before that?
Before you met me, what else could you do for others?
Seeing that Eugene had no intention of getting angry, Xiao Zai felt a strange sense of alienation when he should be relieved.
He wondered if, after the sixth, Eugene had gotten too tired to argue with him.
"...If you have any questions you want to ask in the future, you can come to me directly." Saying this, Eugene let out a sigh of relief, stood up, and prepared to dim the lights in the room. "After all, this is my thing, I don't know what you want to do with it."
There was not much blame in Eugene's tone, only pure puzzlement remained.As far as he was concerned, he hadn't considered the possibility that Xiao's behavior stemmed from jealousy at all.
After realizing this, Xiao spoke directly:
"Because I don't want you to look at him again."
Eugene paused.He turned around, still with a confused smile on his face.At this moment, he looked at Xiao's expression, as if he felt that he had heard something wrong.
At that moment, Xiao suddenly realized that in Eugene's eyes, he always seemed to be a docile and obedient man without any dark side, a perfect dummy.
And what Eugene fell in love with may be just such an illusion.
This made Xiao's mind go blank for a moment.
—Hide this ugly part now.
-You obviously got what you wanted.
——Are you going to fail in this kind of place now?
The metal heart in his chest was beating fast.His body also seemed to realize that he was about to do a very dangerous thing.
...However, Xiao still chose to ignore this warning and smiled at Eugene.
"Eugene. I know a lot about you."
As he said this, he walked towards Eugene step by step, slowly forcing him to the wall, then stretched out his right hand, and held Eugene's left wrist.His thumb landed on the long, narrow white wound on Eugene's vein, and his nails traced the slightly undulating trace lightly and accurately.
An unspeakable sense of disobedience crawled up Eugene's spine.
"I know what you did for that man."
"And I saw every word you wrote him."
The smile on Xiao's face was still gentle, and his voice was low and soft, as if he was telling someone a bedtime story.Eugene had to use a lot of concentration to understand what he was saying.
"I've looked through everything I could find about you without your permission."
Eugene finally thought of Xiao's ability to suppress electronic equipment during the last mission.
And before Xiao appeared, he had indeed kept the habit of "talking to No. 6".
"Number 6 makes me jealous, so I don't want you to look at him anymore." Xiao let go of Eugene's wrist, raised his hand instead, and gently stroked Eugene's face with his fingers: "This is a Easy logic to understand, isn't it?"
Eugene shook his head subconsciously.
"Eugene, in your eyes, what kind of person am I?" Xiao still maintained a perfect smile: "Why does it seem that to you, I don't even feel jealous?"
The disconnect between Xiao's words and his expression was too strong, Eugene's brows furrowed, and he fell into a slight confusion: "You have never..."
In the next second, the cyborg directly pulled his hands above his head, and then pressed his back hard against the wall.
"What about this, Eugene?" Xiao's expression changed instantly, his sharp eyebrows pressed against his inorganic gray-blue eyes, the softness in his eyes was replaced by an almost obsessive unwillingness, and there was a dangerous light shining .The overwhelming coercion overflowed, and he continued to ask Eugene: "Will this make you trust me?"
Xiao clamped his wrist in pain, and Eugene couldn't help showing a pained look on his face, and he frowned and closed his eyes for a while.Now that the question is out, Xiao Mingming should feel happy, but he only feels a kind of heartfelt sadness.
"I'm not who you think I am, Eugene."
"I will stop at nothing to learn everything about you."
"If you choose to be with someone else, I might want to kill him."
"When you wanted to give up on me, I even thought that I would rather you die than keep you."
"This is the me you chose."
Xiao showed a dumb smile.
"Do you still like it?"
When he said this, Xiao even wanted to remind Eugene that even if he got a negative answer, it would be too late.
However, in his mind, there was another voice saying that it was not like that.
During this weird struggle, Xiao buried his head on Eugene's side neck, and all his long hair fell on Eugene's shoulders.
Perhaps he should deeply regret his impulsiveness, but he stubbornly held on to a glimmer of hope, waiting for Eugene to give him the result of the trial.
……
After what appeared to be an extraordinarily long silence, Shaw heard Eugene say to him in a flat voice, "Shaw, my wrist hurts."
You frowned, not knowing what the extended meaning of this sentence is.After a few deliberately prolonged breaths, Xiao let go of his hands, and instead clenched his hands into fists, leaning his forearms against the wall, keeping his head down.
With his hands free again, Eugene stretched out his hands without any hesitation, and slowly but forcefully pushed them towards Xiao's chest, taking a little distance away.Xiao's chest was heaving up and down soundlessly, he was still holding on to the wall stubbornly, holding Eugene between his arms, but he didn't look up at Eugene's face.
Eugene lifted Xiao's chin with his left hand.There was no expression on the biochemical man's face, his eyelashes were drooping towards the ground.
Then Eugene sighed.
Before Shaw had time to feel the pain, Eugene had already kissed him on the lips.
This kiss was light and gentle, which made Xiao suddenly startled, and the expression on his face also showed cracks.
"Look into my eyes, Shaw."
As Eugene said this, his voice was a little lower than usual, with a kind of persuasiveness that was not too strong.
Xiao finally raised his head and met those calm and warm golden eyes.
"I don't like people messing with my things without my permission. I don't like people randomly finding out about my past."
"Besides, I don't think your desire for exclusiveness and love is very healthy."
"But I appreciate you telling me that."
As if seeing Xiao's uneasiness at this time, Eugene closed his eyes, kissed Xiao's lips again, and then smiled slightly.
"I don't feel that the person I choose is fundamentally different from the person you told me to be." "Your jealousy doesn't inherently hurt anyone."
"Even if you said so much, it was you who stepped forward to save me last time."
Eugene reached out and pinned Xiao's long hair behind his ear.Seeing the shaken expression on that perfect face, the corners of his mouth raised a little more, and his slightly narrowed eyes seemed to be filled with golden water waves under the setting sun.
"...I don't think the tenderness you gave me is fake."
"So you are still my favorite Xiao."
After saying this, Eugene looked at Xiao in front of him and lowered his head, then slowly raised his hand to block his expression.When Eugene was about to try to see Xiao's face, Xiao had already hugged him tightly.
Eugene, whose shoulders hurt from being hugged, raised his eyes, and from an angle that Xiao couldn't see, he showed an extremely helpless but equally gentle and indulgent expression.He waited for a long time, and only after confirming that Xiao's emotions had calmed down did he move his nearly stiff shoulders.
Then he took a deep breath, and continued his previous rare confession.
His expression was a little more serious than before.
"However, there are some things that I think it is necessary to explain to you."
"Number 6 is a very important person to me. I have no intention of forgetting him, and I don't want to deny him to give you a sense of security."
"So I'll keep a picture of number 6. It's one of the last things he has after all."
Eugene could feel that Xiao's body became visibly stiff—this kind of place is really easy to understand.
Resisting the urge to sigh, he finished speaking.
"...but I'll put that picture where you can't see it."
"The person I choose now is you. The one I take with me should also be your photo."
In Xiao's ear, Eugene lowered his voice, and the warm breath fell on the ear, leaving behind a sentence that was too gentle to be true.
"Take a picture with me."
— as the beginning of your and my life.
……
Xiao didn't speak all the time.It was at the very end that Eugene heard him call his name in a soft and hoarse voice.
"Eugene."
On the side that Eugene couldn't see, Xiao's lips opened and closed silently a few times, and finally, as if he couldn't bear it, he revealed the truth that he could no longer hide at this time.
"……I love you."
As he said that, he hugged everything tightly.
The author has something to say:
I have to say that Eugene's view of love is too sound...
Confessions, how many comments come, cry.
感谢在2020-10-1917:49:58~2020-10-2017:57:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: 1 piece of formaldehyde;
Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: Xinyi, Ouyang Huzi 10 bottles; Sleepy or not sleepy 9 bottles; Rain is not listening to 6 bottles; Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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