Xu Jun's life

I'm not going to tell my mother the truth about what the situation is with Li Zhurong now.

I'm afraid of scaring her.

After I came down from upstairs, I just told her what Yuan Hai told me, the reason why Li Zhurong did that thing.

The old lady stared and listened to me.

"He really thinks so?"

"I think it's kind of his style." That's true.

My mother thought for a while, patted her leg, and stood up: "No, he is too thoughtful, you should break up with him."

The key is to be able to break it.

"He's not a bad person, but he doesn't like to talk to me about anything," I advised my mother, "He's doing it for my own good."

"Then he used to make you unable to read books, and he gave birth to a son outside, and it was for your own good?" My mother asked me back.

"That's because of his grandfather. The more he cares about me, the more his grandfather will deal with me, so he can only cut off contact with me. He is also forced to do nothing about the child."

"Then why hasn't he come to you for so many years?"

My mother left me in the room and went to cook by myself, leaving me to think alone.

I didn't call Lin Youxi, nor asked Li Xiu, I wanted to think about it myself.

But I can't think of a clue.

Over the years, I have been controlling myself and can't think about Li Zhurong. I told myself to remember the lessons I have learned.But even so, when I met him again, I no longer had the determination to "never want to have anything to do with this person again in this life" when I left Beijing.

In the evening, my dad ate half of the meal and went to the toilet. I helped him to lie in front of the toilet and vomited. His shoulders were so thin that only a handful of bones remained.

Before going to bed, I went out to drink water and found my mother crying in the kitchen, and when I walked over, the old lady wiped her tears in a hurry.

"I'm making porridge rice." She explained to me.

Hearing that my dad started to vomit, the doctor suggested on the phone that we should start eating liquid food.

In fact, he can't eat much.

"He won't let me tell you that when he brushes his teeth, his gums always bleed." My mother said, tears streaming down again: "He only sleeps for a few hours now, and when he can't sleep, he reads a book and doesn't listen to it." ..."

"It's okay, I'll go talk to my dad."

But in front of my dad, I couldn't tell.

I can only tell him: "Dad, the morning after tomorrow, I will take you to our school."

Li Zhurong still ran into my bedroom every night.

On Tuesday night, I couldn't sleep.

I always think about the days I spent at R University, as long ago as in my previous life. I always remember the first time I went to the school to report, and I entered through the famous school gate. The school is too big, and I dragged a big box. Carrying a big bag, follow the flow of people.I remember the school gate carved in granite, I remember the big square when I entered, the tree-lined avenue, and the reception desk for freshmen.I remember the teaching building where I often attended classes. I always sat by the window next to the corridor, and watched others standing in the corridor chatting when get out of class was over.

For so many years, I have been afraid to go to the undergraduate campus.

The old school and the old place are the weakness of every young person.

I remember the first time I brought him to my school to play, I was so nervous that my hands were sweaty, and I took him around the school, making a big circle, and I found out later that he had visited this school all over when he was a child.

I remember that when I won the gold medal in the National Physics Competition, he brought Zheng Yehu, Luo Qin Jiye, and a group of people to watch. There was loud noise and exaggerated applause in the auditorium. I was dragged to the backstage by him and grabbed my medal. I thought he wanted to see the medal, but he kissed me.

I also remember that he played tricks for half a semester and made me agree to move out of school. He came to carry my luggage, carried my shoulder bag, dragged my hand, and walked away arrogantly go out.

"Xiao Zhe, do you miss the old days?" I asked him.

"No." He put his arm around my shoulder: "It's useless to think about it."

I leaned against the pillow, feeling a little tired.

"What about the teacher, will the teacher miss the old days?" He suddenly asked me.

I thought about it so much, it felt like my heart was about to burst.

If I could go back to the past, when the weather was just right and the scenery was just right, I might stay by your side all the time, doing nothing, just watching from afar.Maybe I will be a good physicist, I will bring my parents to Beijing, stay with them well, and be the best son.

But it's useless to think about it.

Li Zhurong did not go to school with us.

This time it was not Yuan Hai who picked us up, but a familiar young man, young and sunny, smiling all the way.

The only downside is that he didn't send us to school.

I haven't been back to Beijing for ten years, and I don't even know the roads well.It was only when the young man took us to the Fourth Ring Road that I realized that I had gone through many things and was not as flustered as I was at the beginning. I asked him, "Who are you and where are you taking us?"

"I am the driver Zheng Shao gave to Li Shao. My name is Wang Qi." The young man smiled at me in the rearview mirror: "Zheng Shao said, if Mr. Xu refuses to come, tell Mr. Xu, if Mr. Xu Come, the events of the past ten years will be revealed."

"Go back and tell him that it doesn't matter what anyone says about the past ten years, I want to listen to Li Zhurong himself." I took out my mobile phone: "Send us to school, or I will call Li Zhurong to solve it .”

Zheng Yehu is powerful, the more powerful a person is, the more conceited he is, he always thinks that he can take care of this matter for me and Li Zhurong.

"Mr. Xu, I'm just a worker..." The car had already got off the Fourth Ring Road.

"I'm calling." I shook the phone at him.

My dad held my hand.

"If you have something to do, you can go to school tomorrow. I will accompany you to see it today..."

While talking, the car has already detoured to a strange place. I haven't been to Beijing for ten years, and I can't recognize such a nearby place.

"This is Zhuo's Jincheng Manor, which was completed at the beginning of last year." The young man drove into the community and did not forget to introduce it to us.

"Dad, it's not important." I was eager to dispel the idea of ​​my dad going with me: "Zheng Yehu is crazy, he always finds me when he has nothing to do, let's go to school."

"It's okay, I'll accompany you to see what's going on, and there's still time." My dad was unmoved, and there was no emotion on his face.

Zheng Yehu chose a good time!

In the past six months, no matter how much trouble Li Zhurong and I have had, we have always pretended to be peaceful in front of my parents.Even during the days when I was with Meng Su, Li Zhurong used a sniper. My parents thought I had broken up with Li Zhurong peacefully.

Including now, my parents also think that I want to be with Li Zhurong wholeheartedly.

I've tried to persuade my dad twice, but he didn't listen. If I said more, he would become suspicious even if he wasn't suspicious.

I can only peek at my dad's face while the car is driving in the community.

I always remember that when I was young, once, I was suddenly tired of having twice as many physics homework as my classmates, and also tired of countless exams. I skipped school all afternoon and went to a classmate’s house to watch a movie. I went back, but I forgot the time and left my classmate's house after dark.

That day, when I went home, I was feeling the same way.Before eating, I also peeked at my dad's face like this, guessing whether he knew that I played truant, and whether I should take the initiative to admit my mistake.

That time, I was recruited automatically.

My dad didn't hit me, didn't lecture me, and cut back on my homework after that.But I know that after I fell asleep that day, he quietly came to my room, tucked the quilt for me, and sighed.

After that, I never skipped a single physics class.

If the road is longer, I will definitely recruit automatically.

Zheng Yehu was waiting for me at the gate of the villa.

He laughed at Li Zhurong, saying that Li Zhurong is like a rabbit, with a home in the east and a home in the west. He has always had a warm family. He doesn't know. If Li Zhurong's original home is like a home, how could Li Zhurong make so many things? home.

I got out of the car first, gave him a warning look, and then helped my dad out of the car.

Zheng Yehu was smiling. I don't know if it was because he saw the old man, so he finally wore a slightly normal dress - a white T-shirt with a hole in the shoulder, and a pair of camouflage shorts underneath.

"It's not easy to ask Teacher Xu to come..." He pretended to be emotional, and put his hand on my shoulder: "Is this uncle?"

"I am Xu Xu's father."

"Hello, Uncle. I'm Li Zhurong's friend. My name is Zheng Yehu. You can call me Xiao Zheng." His posture was very low, but his smile made people nervous.

He took us inside, the villa is relatively small, and there is a living room when we go in, and the servant poured tea.

"Today I have something to do with Teacher Xu, but I didn't expect my uncle to come with me." He could say it alone: ​​"Well, I'll take Teacher Xu to see something, and let Xiao Wang chat with you for a while..."

Before I could speak, my dad spoke:

"Look at what?"

"Some videos are related to Li Zhurong, not important things." Zheng Yehu smiled maliciously.

"Dad, you first..."

"I'll watch it with you."

Parents are like this. Many times, you always want to hide it from them, thinking that they don't need to know, and that telling them will only increase their worry.But just after you think you've got them covered, they know it all.