Xu Jun's life

"No, it won't work." I hurriedly pulled my hand out of my mother's hand, ready to run away.

My mother held down my hand.

"Why not?" My mother looked excited: "He has already given birth, so why not let you have one? It is only fair to have one child. This is the reason all over the world, isn't it? You are the only seedling of my family. There are three ways to be unfilial and have no future generations Big. Your parents are waiting to take care of your children."

I looked to my dad for help - he has never been as persistent as my mother in the matter of carrying on the family line.

"Don't look at your dad. Although he doesn't speak, he still thinks the same as me." My mother turned my face back: "Think about it yourself, if you have a child, even if you break up in the future, you will be old. There is still a child to rely on. Blood relatives are different from others."

I just don't know how to refute her.

I can't say that the relationship between me and Li Zhurong is unfair. If I go to have a child with a woman, that woman will be killed by Li Zhurong immediately.One Shen Wanyi is enough to drive him crazy.

I can't say that in my current situation, even if I give birth to a child, I can't guarantee his safety - a newborn child, Li Zhurong's threats, I'm afraid it will be easier.

I can only say: "It's different, he gave birth to a child because his grandfather had to ask him to leave an heir..."

"Hey, he has a grandfather, and you have parents." My mother snorted and took my hand: "Listen, now your parents want you to have a child, and you have no other choice. If he doesn't agree, You let him come and talk to me."

My mother was really deceived by Li Zhurong's gentle and polite appearance recently.

But, I know, his hands are not clean.Even if he pretends to be harmless in front of my parents these few days, he will never wrong himself when encountering such a thing.

My parents are in a rush right now, and I can't let them go. I can only deal with it first: "I'll discuss it with him when we get to Beijing."

"Don't discuss it with him, give birth secretly without telling him, and then bring it back, what else can he do?" My mother tried to come up with unrealistic ideas.

Leaving aside the extent of Li Zhurong's monitoring of me, he will know when I go out and meet people.Even if he is born and brought back, there are still many things he can do.

But these, I can't say.

All I can say is, "Let me think about it."

When we arrived in Beijing, it was already dark.

The place to get off the plane is close to the outskirts of the city, not far from R University, and it takes 10 minutes by car.As soon as the car stopped, I glanced outside and found that something was wrong—this was his house near R University.

I glanced at my parents, my mother was dozing off, and my father was teaching Li Xiu to read physics books.

I sat next to Li Zhurong and asked him in a low voice, "Why did you stop here? My parents want to live in my school dormitory."

"The teacher's dormitory is too small, I can't put my things down, and it's crowded." Li Zhurong also lowered his voice, and said in my ear: "Besides, it's so late, it's not convenient to go to school. The teacher hasn't been back for so long. If you want to live in it, you have to clean it up."

I glared at him.

"The teacher told my aunt that this is a house you rented outside, so it's fine if you don't." He looked leisurely.

Who rents a house with three bedrooms and two halls, with a whole set of leather sofas, crystal chandeliers and a study room like a library!

I was too lazy to say to him: "If it doesn't work, send us to R University."

He bit my ear.

"I say it works and it works."

Before I could speak, he had already woken up my mother: "Uncle and Auntie, we are here, let's get out of the car and have a look."

When I stood in Beijing at night, it was clearly midsummer, but I felt cold all the way down my spine.

Yuan Hai came here in a furniture-carrying car, and now he has finished negotiating with the property owner and is instructing people to move things. The vegetation in this community is famous for its beautiful vegetation. The roadsides are full of acacia trees, blooming like red clouds. The street lamps cast shadows on the trees.

Li Zhurong was talking to my parents with a smile: "After sitting in the car for so long, my teacher and I walked around with my uncle and aunt? There is a beautiful lake in this community, and it is when the lotus blooms."

Although my mother didn't like him very much, she was too embarrassed to refuse directly, so she had to call my dad who was sitting in the car teaching Li Xiu: "His dad, come down and take a walk..."

This is refusal.

Because when my dad called him when he was reading and teaching students, he would not respond at all.

However, what he taught was Li Xiu.

Before my dad could speak, Li Xiu grabbed him first: "Grandpa, I want to see lotus, I want to pick lotus pods!"

My dad glanced at him and belatedly asked, "How long have you been playing?"

"I'll come back at 08:30, read a book and sleep!" Li Xiu said with a "good boy" look on his face.

Then, my dad came down slowly.

I think I know why my mother wants me to have a baby.

Being called "grandpa" and "grandma" by Li Xiu, she wants to be a grandma.But because Li Xiu is Li Zhurong's son, I'm a bit out of touch, so I want to have a real grandson.

The lotus is very beautiful.

The shallow water near the shore is full of lotus, the shore is a wooden corridor, willow trees hang down their wicker, there is a good moonlight, and the air is full of lotus fragrance.

Ever since he coaxed my dad down, Li Xiu has been running up and down next to me confidently. He asked my dad to break wicker for him and weave a whip for him. arms to pick the lotus.My dad has no experience with children and can only let him make trouble.

"Xiao An, don't do this, be careful of falling into the water." I dragged him back from the gap in the railing: "If you want lotus, I will pick it for you."

"What are you afraid of? I won't fall." He demonstrated to me, squeezing his body into the gap between the railings. I was startled and dragged him back quickly.

He made a face at me and ran away.

I was about to follow, when Li Zhurong grabbed my arm: "He is having fun, the more you control him, the more fun you will have."

For Sahuan, we have a local dialect called "get favored", which means that children rely on adults' love and do anything wrong.

"Then what if he falls?"

"If someone follows, he cannot be drowned." Li Zhurong pointed to the shadow under the willow tree.

I felt relieved, and watched Li Xiu running around in front of me, picked a bunch of lotus flowers, gave one to my mother, and one to my father, and then rushed to me: "This is for you."

I glanced at Li Zhurong and found that he didn't.

Li Zhurong acted like he was used to it.When Li Xiu ran away, he glanced at the lotus in my hand and said with a smile, "The one he gave you is indeed the biggest."

"Why didn't he give it to you?"

"He gave it before, but I don't want it." Li Zhurong took it for granted: "I didn't give it later."

I don't know how to correct Li Zhurong's method of educating Li Xiu.

People in the Li family don't value family affection.Li Zhurong told me before that if you don't have desires, you can be strong, and family affection is the most entanglement.Like the seven inches of a snake, a weakness that is fatal at the touch of a snake, one in a lifetime is enough.

I tried to say to him: "People live in groups. If you are really heartless and desireless, even if no one can do anything to you, what's the fun in life?"

"That's why I have one." The 17-year-old boy answered me like this: "The Li family doesn't like to pretend, and being cold is just being cruel. Xia Zhifei likes to pretend, and looks like a decent gentleman, but in fact he is just as cool in his heart, whoever wants to bully him Xiaoqinger, he can treat human life like nothing."

He said: "In this position, you can only be this kind of person. The reason why we are all like this is because people who didn't do this before are all dead."

Yuan Hai's efficiency is very fast.

When we went in, I was on tenterhooks.

However, this house is completely different from the last time I lived here.

The European-style decoration is gone, the leather sofa is gone, the chandelier is gone, the entrance is first, a wooden door with mahogany carvings, and the inside is Chinese-style decoration, with bright lights, wooden floors, and white magnolia and yellow wood paintings on the TV wall. Coffee table, round dining table, table legs carved.This is a renovation that a college teacher can afford-if you ignore the price of the house itself.

My mother first praised "this house is beautiful", and my father gave me an approving look.

"It's getting late. Uncles and aunts, let's rest first." He took Yuan Hai and prepared to leave, but Li Xiu held my dad's trouser legs: "I'm going to sleep here tonight."

"I'll ask Yuan Hai to pick you up tomorrow morning. You can't rely on this place. I'll send you back to school tomorrow."

Li Xiu's school is in City C.

"Our school is about to go on summer vacation!" Li Xiu was very upset!

Seeing that Li Zhurong was about to lose face, I quickly squatted down to persuade Li Xiu: "Go back to school obediently, you don't want to play with Lu Jiaming anymore?"

"That idiot Lu Jiaming only knows how to play with mentally handicapped children! I want to scare him into thinking that I won't go back. I'll go back in a few months! He'll listen to me." Li Xiu said with a straight face.

I had no choice but to persuade Li Zhurong instead.

"Let him play here for a few days." I glanced at my dad and found that he was pretending not to hear us: "It's good to have my dad teach him."

In the past few years since my father retired, he has been unhappy, probably because there are no students to teach.With a student as smart as Li Xiu, he can be coaxed to be happier.

Li Zhurong glanced at Li Xiu threateningly, and took Yuan Hai away.

I asked my parents to sleep in the master bedroom, the bed inside was a bit more spacious, and there was a TV. I took care of the elders and took a bath, and then asked Li Xiu to take a bath. He proudly took out a set of pajamas from his boy scout bag. , I took the opportunity to glance at the bag and found a pair of shoes inside.

Seeing that I was interested, Li Xiu proudly showed me the contents of the bag. There were many small bags in that bag: "This one is for knives, this one is for things you found. This one is for equipment." With a mobile phone, this is for money, this is for compressed biscuits, and this is for nutrient solution.”

I watched him speechless as he took out a large stack of coins from different countries, convinced that he was preparing to run away from home.

It was a strange place after all, I was afraid that he would be afraid to sleep alone, so I asked him: "Do you want to sleep with me?"

He glanced at me proudly, and said like a gift, "Okay then."

Maybe he was tired from playing, and he fell asleep quickly.

When I was half asleep and half awake, I suddenly felt that someone was hugging my waist tightly. I stretched out my hand and touched it. It wasn't a child's soft hair, but someone's cold and hard hair.

I was startled, almost bounced up, halfway through the bounce, was easily pushed down, Li Zhurong kissed sleepily: "Teacher, it's me."

I touched the bed for a while, but I didn't touch Li Xiu: "Where is Li Xiu?"

The magnetic voice is very impatient:

"I threw it into the guest room."