Xu Jun's life

I woke up in pain.

Open your eyes, a little unaccustomed to bright light,

I don't know why it is always played on TV. When I woke up, I saw someone sleeping next to the hospital bed.But when I woke up, I saw Li Zhurong sitting by my bed looking at the documents energetically.

"Teacher is awake?" He put down the file and poured water for me familiarly: "Yuan Hai, go and call the doctor."

After sleeping for too long, I can't wake up for a while, and my head is full of chaos.

Li Zhurong was not in a hurry to ask me to speak, and just told me: "The teacher has been asleep for four days, and he was transferred to a general ward yesterday..."

You Qi quickly walked in with a folder of medical records.

He looked thinner when he was wearing a doctor's white robe, and with glasses with thin silver metal frames, he measured on my forehead, looked at me carefully for a while, and then told me: "It's okay, you can walk around when you wake up , I'll ask the nurse to come over and check you up."

Yuan Hai thoughtfully closed the curtains.

"It's four o'clock in the afternoon, don't talk, just take your time." Youqi sat down beside my bed, he probably didn't want to sit on the side with Li Zhurong, so he sat on Li Zhurong's bed on my left.

"Uneducated." Li Zhurong ran on him.

"It's better than some people who hired a bunch of people to monitor me." You Qi replied coldly, and took the thermometer from the nurse to take my temperature.

When I woke up, the incision started to hurt.

Youqi said this is normal, and painkillers are not good for the body, so let me bear with it.

The pain of the incision wound is different from other pains. It is the kind of pain like a thread is strangling there, like the wound is tight, so you dare not move around.

After all, I am not self-cultivated enough. Although I tried not to make a sound, my face was still a bit ugly.

Li Zhurong first talked to me to divert my attention, and found that I was not in the mood to talk, so he asked Youqi again about the side effects of painkillers, and then his face darkened.

I was afraid that he would lose his temper, so I had to find something for him to do: "Why don't you play the violin for me."

He asked Yuan Hai to go back to get the violin, and gave You Qi the order to drive away: "Some people should be more sensible..."

Afraid of embarrassing You Qi, I said to him: "Xiao Zhe, help me go to the living room and bring me my copy of Qin Tianjian records."

As soon as he walked out of the bedroom door, I apologized to You Qi: "He has such a temper, he is not polite to anyone..."

"Come on, it's not a matter of his temper. He is ungrateful and ungrateful. From what I've seen these days, he doesn't have any feelings. Whether it's the guy named Yuan Hai who follows him, or his housekeeper, He is always like this, he has no emotion, but he still has some humanity in front of you." You Qi didn't know whether he was hurting him or comforting me.

"Not all of him are like this, he is also very good to his son, and his friend Zheng Yehu."

"It's probably only these three, can you find a fourth person?" You Qi looked at me with a teasing smile.

I have to admit that what he said was true.

Whether it's Yuan Hai, Chen Ke, his family's housekeeper, or even his grandfather who single-handedly helped him to the top.It's like he's making a deal.When Yuan Hai worked for him, he would give him the most lucrative salary. Chen Ke offended him, and he could trample people into the mud so cruelly.

Zheng Yehu is his friend, a friendship.Li Xiu is his son, a responsibility and family affection.

But I never admit that he loves me.

True love should be frank, tolerant, and considerate.

And what he did always pissed me off.

Under the sun at four o'clock in the afternoon, a slender young man wearing a black Armani shirt and gray suit pants stood in front of the window.The sunlight fell on his hair, and the profile of his face was beautiful, as if with light.

I have always felt that the posture of the violin is the most beautiful among Western instruments.

"What does the teacher want to hear?"

"Just the one from last time."

"Canon." He smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up.

I don't know if falling asleep to the violin is an insult or a compliment.

The advantage of the fifth floor is that it is quiet, but the disadvantage is that you have to take the elevator for a walk.

The hospital has a nice garden.

I only slept for more than an hour, and was woken up by the pain again, so I decided to take a walk downstairs to distract myself.

It happened to be dusk, and there was a bench under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree in the hospital. I sat on it and watched a shaved-headed child playing with a football.It may be that I walked too far at once, and my head was a little dizzy.

Li Zhurong sat next to me and motioned for me to lean on his shoulder.

I was about to teach him what it means to be in public and what gay is a minority when he turned my head away.

"Teacher is easy to think too much..." He also taught me plausibly: "What others think is other people's business. If anyone dares to come up and point out, I will make him shut up forever."

I'm really too lazy to correct him - I think he did it on purpose, and every time I try to correct his three views, it's futile, but he enjoys listening.

"If we were real lovers, I wouldn't be afraid of anything," I murmured.

"What do you mean, teacher?" He raised his eyebrows: "Aren't we?"

"Of course not," I asked back: "Have you ever seen a real lover separated by a fatal question but couldn't get an answer?"

He narrowed his eyes.

"Teacher is using the aggressive method?"

"You said yes."

Probably because of a good night's sleep, I feel better.

I figured it out.

The worse he is, the less he will hide it from me.He brought Li Xiu to me right away, and Chen Ke was deliberately pushed out by him to scare me. Although he has done a lot of things to me, he never covered them up and never concealed them.

He hid it like this to death, but the answer may not be something that I'm sorry for.Because if he's sorry for me, he won't hide it.

He should know, there is nothing worse than the attitude I have towards him now in my heart-if it is not because I am sick and can't run away, I will never want to stay by his side.

So, what was the reason he was hiding?

I'm in no rush for an answer.

Everything is waiting for the results of my one-month review after surgery.

If it's good, I don't want this answer.

If it's not good, he can't help but let me be a fool.

At 06:30, Yuan Hai came to find him, bringing Li Xiu with him.

"I want to live with my father!" Li Xiaoyan announced angrily, carrying the backpack I gave him, "Dad is not at home, I don't want to live at home!"

Li Zhurong frowned, glanced at his bulging backpack, which obviously contained a lot of belongings, and approved him: "Stay here, but you are not allowed to run around."

I disagree with his answer.

In front of his son, it's hard to say anything about him, so I went back to the ward, and while Li Xiu was looking through things in the living room, I warned him: "You're crazy, this is a hospital, why did you let a child live in it?"

"Why not?"

"Children have weak resistance and are prone to illness. They should not stay with sick people. Moreover, this is a hospital, not a place for children. Anyone who is not sick will go here."

"The teacher just likes to believe that there is nothing." He taught me again: "You are not an infectious disease. This suite is isolated from the outside, and there are no other wards on the fifth floor. What are you afraid of? Don't tell me you are living downstairs? Are you going to move when you are sick?"

I was speechless by what he said, so I went back and asked Li Xiu: "You don't like sleeping at home?"

"If you want me to go back, just tell me." He sat cross-legged on the sofa, wearing beautiful striped socks, impatiently playing with a Rubik's cube: "I won't go back, there is no one at home."

"Isn't there a housekeeper? How about I let your father go back and live with you?"

"It's impossible for my father to go back. There is no one at home, and I won't go back." He handed the Rubik's Cube in front of me: "How do I turn it now?"

I advised him not to play, but to play Rubik's Cube.

At night, the child slept with Li Zhurong.

After all, he was a child, so he went to bed early, and fell asleep by himself while watching TV on the sofa.I let Yuan Hai watch over him, and carried him to the bedroom as soon as he fell asleep.

This child is only cute when he is asleep, with a tiger-headed face, brown hair, long eyelashes, skin as white as milk, and a brown pajamas, fluffy.

Li Zhurong came back soon after the video conference.

"Xiao An is asleep?"

"Slept, he was sleepy watching TV."

"I'm going to take a shower."

When he came out of the shower, Li Xiu had already rolled from the middle of the bed to the edge of the bed, and Yuan Hai had already left. I was afraid that he would fall, and I wanted to carry him back to the middle of the bed to sleep. Li Zhurong had just come out of the bathroom and was caught by me. Startled by the action: "Don't move."

"Do you want the wound to open!" He taught me for the third time today: "Lie back quickly."

I really want to yell back at him.

Because of the pain in the wound, I couldn't sleep a little, so I had to talk to him.

"I think you should talk to Li Xiu more when you have time..."

"say what?"

"He's just a child." I explained to him: "He must have been very scared during the days when he was kidnapped. After Lu Jiaming went back, Xiaoyao was by his side almost all the time. Xia Chen also often comforted Jia Ming, Take Jiaming to see a psychiatrist."

"You want me to take him to a psychiatrist?"

"I think you should spend more time with him. He doesn't dare to stay at home alone now. No matter how good the housekeeper and nanny are, they are not family members." I thought about it: "And it's better to see a psychiatrist than nothing."

"No need." He interrupted me calmly: "He is the eldest grandson of the Li family, and he is going to be the pillar of the family. There will be many more serious things in the future. If you can't bear it, you won't be able to take my position .”

"You mean, you want him to go your way?" I couldn't believe it.

"As much ability as you have, you can do whatever you want, and ability is honed. If he has experienced the same things as ordinary people, how can he be the successor of the Li family? How can he fight with his peers? Use the method of teaching goats You can’t teach tigers. Teachers won’t understand this kind of law of the jungle.”

I was speechless by his logic.

"Did you also go through these things to become what you are now?"

"I don't want to say that." He cut me off abruptly.

"I'll just say the last word," I said, "Not only Li Xiu is going to see a psychiatrist, but you too."

He was silent for a while, I thought he would be angry.

In the end, he just said: "Teacher is like this now, do you want me to settle the account after the wound is healed?"