Xu Jun's life

I didn't expect that I would get airsick.

As soon as the plane took off, things started to go wrong for me.About half an hour after takeoff, I started sweating, my ears were buzzing, and after I vomited once, my eyes began to turn black. Meng Su made me a sweet drink. Nauseous, but somehow fell asleep.

Meng Su was smart, I didn't say where I was going back, and neither did he, but when I woke up, I was almost in N City.

Looking at the familiar roadside trees outside the window, those days when I stayed at Meng's house in the past seemed to become unreal all of a sudden.

I first called Lin Youqi.He is a sensible person and knows the ins and outs of everything, so it is always right to find him first.

He was probably in class, and the phone rang a few times before he answered it. According to Meng Su, my cell phone was lost in the chaos, so he "compensated" me for a cell phone.

"Hello, who is it?" You Qi's voice was always cold.

"I'm Xu Xu."

There was a "hum" over there, he seemed to light a cigarette, and said coldly, "Why didn't you come out until Shen Wanyi died?"

I was prepared to be angry with him.

"I remember that you were not such a person who liked to escape." He accused me: "Do you think you can solve the problem by running away?"

I waited for him to finish all the sarcastic remarks, and then I started to explain my whereabouts in the past few days, and I didn't mention that Sheldon dealt with Li Zhurong.He only heard the get out of class bell rang over there, and some students greeted You Qi, but he ignored him and said coldly, "Did that colleague of yours lose his head?"

I glanced at Meng Su, who looked very normal and wise, and decided not to answer this question.

You Qi was still angry, and said coldly: "Are all the ones from your R university mentally ill? You and Li Zhurong are just a matter of time, why should he worry about it? Now Li Zhurong is crazy, you can't ride a tiger, if he didn't take advantage of it Taking advantage of this opportunity, I will write my name upside down! You must have committed Tai Sui recently, who are you making friends with?"

In front of Meng Su, I can only defend Meng Su: "In fact, he also has good intentions..."

"Stop talking nonsense, come back to City C quickly. If you are captured by Li Zhurong now, it will be no wonder he doesn't kill you. Leave the matter of Shen Wanyi to your colleague. Doesn't he like to meddle in his own business? The arms seller , this matter can’t be resolved, just go back to the United States.”

I couldn't do anything about Lin Youxi who was furious, and asked him in a low voice: "Do you also think that I don't want to go back and stay with Li Zhurong anymore?"

"You're stupid, Li Zhurong looks like his six relatives don't recognize him now, do I want you to go back and die! Things that were going well have been turned into such a ghost! We can only take one step at a time!" You Qi was silent for a while, and then Said: "Actually, this may not be all bad things. They were raised by their parents, so why should you be tied to death by him? It's good for you to escape, just to teach Li Zhurong how normal people get along with each other. The key is whether your second-hand colleague is reliable? Don't lose the chain at that time, and use you to do business with Li Zhurong."

I took another look at Meng Su, and Meng Su's face was full of righteousness.

"He's dependable."

I didn't go back to City C.

I understand what Youqi means. There is a person in C City. When things get out of control, I can hide in his house.

That is Xiao Yao.

In terms of friendship, I have a deeper friendship with Xiao Yao than with Shen Wanyi and You Qi.

But I don't want to bother him.

Probably because I haven’t been stable for a long time, so seeing other people’s stability and consummation is like seeing precious and gorgeous glassware, and I dare not even touch it, for fear of being broken by myself.

According to Meng Su, Li Zhurong sent an unknown number of people throughout N City.He originally wanted to take my parents out, but later found out that Li Zhurong thought I was dead.Decided not to startle the snake, pretend that everything is as usual, and then take them out after the limelight has passed.Unexpectedly, Li Zhurong would touch Shen Wanyi.

Needless to say, I could sense something was wrong with the atmosphere.

I went home first, my parents were at home, my dad was dozing off on the sofa under a blanket, it was my mom who opened the door.

The old lady burst into tears when she saw me.

Anyway, I'm afraid of her, I can't do anything when she sheds tears, I wanted to ask how she and Meng Su got together, but now I think about it, anyway, things are already like this, and it's useless to pursue these things.The old lady was only thinking about my separation from Li Zhurong, but it was actually for my own good.

When I got home, I didn't plan to go anywhere else, so I just waited for Li Zhurong to come.Meng Su said that the people sent out couldn't find Shen Wanyi, I said it was fine, and I told Li Zhurong myself.

I know he will come to me.

Things have come to this point, I can only take one step at a time.After all, Meng Su is just my friend, I don't know how far he can help me, maybe tomorrow he will leave me and walk away.Maybe he can stay here forever, no matter how threatened, intimidated, or violent Li Zhurong is, he will remain indifferent.

He has no responsibility to me.Even if he messed up my plan, it was out of good intentions, and I can never blame him.

Now that I've reached this point, I'm not afraid anymore.

I've been through times of desperation, so what is it now?

At seven o'clock in the evening, Li Zhurong came.

Meng Su told me since he entered the school.

Because I slept all day, I was hugged by my mother and cried for a while when I entered the door, and my head was always dizzy.So I went to wash my face, and when I came out, Meng Su said, "He's downstairs."

The door was open, and I saw Li Zhurong as soon as he came up.

He had lost a lot of weight, and was dressed in dark blue, with a high collar and tightly buttoned jacket, like a foreign military uniform.The lips are pursed, so thinner, the outline is more defined.There are only me and Meng Su in the living room.He glanced at me coldly when he entered the door, and a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth.Then stared at Meng Su: "It really is your fault."

Meng Su smiled at him without changing his face: "I told you in advance and asked you to wait."

"You don't deserve to make me wait." He glanced at Meng Su arrogantly, then reached out to me: "Xu Xu, come here."

I have no past, just silent.

For a long time in the past, I was not used to saying "no" to him. I don't know if it was because I didn't want to see him disappointed, or because I was frightened by his thunderous methods.

Li Zhurong pursed his lips, which was a sign of his anger.

"You'd better come here before I get angry..." He stood there, looking at me with burning eyes.He stood upright, but I could clearly see that something between us was collapsing at an irreparable speed.

"I don't want to pass." I said to him seriously: "You are angry now. When you calm down, I will have a good talk with you."

"I say for the last time, come here, get behind me, now! Now!"

I don't move.

Having been with him for so long, it’s not that I don’t know that in front of him, the truth does not make sense, equality and freedom are empty talk, and his understanding of “equality” is: I say, you do.I'll give you the best food, food, play, and housing, but you have to listen to me in everything. You are mine from the tips of your hair to your toes.I make you round and round, and I make you flat.

But I am human after all, not a piece of plasticine.I once thought about making him realize this step by step, but just as I started, I was taken to the United States by a sack by Meng Su, and when I came back, everything was wrong.

Li Zhurong laughed.

"Do you really think that this little bastard who was kicked out by your school can protect you?" He looked at Meng Su coldly, and said with a sneer, "His grandfather would be polite when he saw me, how dare he sing against me? Xu Xu, believe it or not, I only need to make a phone call, and he will send you bundled up to me and sell you to me."

"First of all, anyone who encounters a mad dog is polite. Secondly, I am singing against you now, and I will continue to sing." Meng Su said unhurriedly: "In the end, my family only sells guns. Not for sale."

Li Zhurong's face darkened.

"Very good." He almost gritted his teeth, squinted at me and Meng Su, and said with a sneer, "You are all very good."

"Thank you for the compliment." Meng Su bowed to him to express his gratitude.

I thought, if Li Zhurong had a gun in his hand, he would definitely shoot Meng Su to death without hesitation, and beat me up again.

But he didn't, he just sneered, looked at us, and retreated step by step.

"Wait a minute." I called out to him.

He looks at me.I know what he thinks I'm going to say, and I know what he's waiting for me to say.

"Put Shen Wanyi back." I looked into his eyes and said, "You know very well that this has nothing to do with her. It is impossible for me to like women anymore in my life. There is no need to involve women in our affairs .If you are unhappy, you can come to me. She is just an innocent woman. Don't make me look down on you..."

When we said these words, we all looked into each other's eyes, his eyes were so deep, I don't know whether he hurts more or me hurts more.

He didn't answer me, but raised his eyes, looked over my shoulder, and looked at Meng Su.

There was killing intent in his eyes.

I know that he put all the accounts of today, including every word I said that hurt him, on Meng Su.

He has always been like this - he won't blame me, Xu Xu is not at fault, so it's all other people's fault, my friends, classmates, and my close female friends are all their fault.He dealt with them one by one until he left me alone.

Before he went out, he said to Yuan Hai behind him, "Bring that woman back."

Yuan Hai agreed, and gave me a complicated look.

It wasn't until they left that I finally got out of the tense state.

I walked into the kitchen, and my mother was sitting on the ponytail, leaning against the wall, with gray hair and crying.

I knelt down and called "Mom", she gritted her teeth and slapped me on the face, it wasn't very hard, she was reluctant after all.

She heard everything, including the phrase "I will never like a woman again in my life".

In fact, there is another sentence that I didn't say to Li Zhurong just now.

Xiao Zhe, I don't owe you any more.