Xu Jun's life

I restrained my urge to bounce away from Shen Wanyi.

"Why don't you play chess?" I tried my best to ask him nonchalantly: "There is still a while before dinner, you can wait in the living room for a while." Li Zhurong's face darkened.

"Come out!" He just leaned there, his eyes narrowed dangerously.

I instinctively want to stand up.

Shen Wanyi held my hand.

"We still have to choose dishes." She raised her head and looked straight at Li Zhurong without timidity: "Can't you see that Xu Xu doesn't want to talk to you?"

"Come out." He gave orders to me without looking at Shen Wanyi.

I glanced at Shen Wanyi, and she shook her head at me.I remembered what Lin Youqi said.

Why not, just try it.Anyway, the situation can't be worse than it is now.

"I really have something to do now, can I talk about it later?" I said with my eyes downcast.

I don't want to be a mud bodhisattva at the mercy of others. Although I have a fatal weakness, but if I live with humiliation, I'm afraid I will go crazy.

He pursed his lips.

"You stayed in there just to talk to this woman?" He couldn't turn his face for a while, and started messing around with that again. He knew that I couldn't do anything about him like this.

Actually, I have no choice.

A long time ago, as soon as he used this trick, I would patiently reason with him like the most old-fashioned and pedantic teacher until he couldn't stand it, but this method is obviously not suitable for use now.

"I have something to do, and it's the same if I have something to say later."

He walked away, just when I thought he was giving up.He walked back again.

"I asked Yuan Hai to prepare the plane. Do you want to come out by yourself, or I will go in and catch you back to Beijing, you choose."

I really want to throw my cabbage in his face.

Even someone like Shen Wanyi, who has seen big battles, was shocked by Li Zhurong's arrogant attitude. She still held a handful of cabbage in her hand, looked at me, and then at Li Zhurong, as if guessing that he was Are you kidding or seriously.

"Whatever you want." I turned back wearily and continued to choose my cabbage.

Left and right are just such a life, what's the difference if it's worse?

You don't need to look to know that he must have an expression of disbelief now.

Half an hour later, we sat at the dinner table safe and sound.

We refer to me, Shen Wanyi, my parents, and Li Zhurong.

Shen Wanyi was probably confused by Li Zhurong's willingness to let go, thinking that Li Zhurong was a person who was loud and quiet, and kept urging me to "treat him forcefully", so I didn't bother to explain to her.After the dinner before the storm, seeing that Li Zhurong's patience was about to run out, I suggested that the whole family go for a walk below. My parents walked in front, and Shen Wanyi was talking to my mother, looking back from time to time.

Li Zhurong was walking next to me. He was wearing a narrow suit, with his hands in his trouser pockets, his lips pursed, and he gave me a cold profile.He was like a moving ice sculpture.

As soon as I walked down the slope next to the building, there was a small forest. I suddenly felt someone grabbed my collar. When I realized it, I was already grabbed by him and pressed against the tree trunk facing away from the road.

He let go of me and didn't continue to move, but stood in front of me silently. A 26-year-old man with a height of over 1.8 meters [-]. There are no street lights on this section of the road, and it is very dark, but I can clearly feel that he is watching me—like watching a strange thing, watching me.

The smell on his body is different from the doctor's scent on Lin Youxi's body that reminds me of cleanliness, and it's also different from the scent of powdery perfume on Shen Wanyi's body. The smell on his body always reminds people of ice and snow, like It is the first breath of cold air that even shrinks the lungs in the winter snow.

His oppressive aura is too heavy, and he is a person with a strong sense of presence that cannot be ignored.Just standing like this, I seem to have touched his body, the high-quality handmade suit, the steel-like stubborn chest wrapped in the suit, and the unreasonable crazy soul in the body.

"You..." As soon as I opened my mouth, he covered my mouth.

"Just lock you up like this," he stared at me coldly, and spit out the words without any emotion: "Lock your hands and feet, hide them in a place where no one can find them, and lock them up for a lifetime..."

A chill ran up my spine, and I froze there.

"The teacher is trembling." He said, slowly approaching, let go of his hand, breathing on my cheek.

He kissed me.

"I was joking with the teacher." He lowered his head, sucked my neck once and for all, and said with a soft smile, "How dare I... The teacher knows that I don't dare, the teacher is not afraid of me now, right? ?”

He smiled as if nothing had happened, but I was shaking uncontrollably. Just thinking about the possibility he just mentioned made my palms tingle.I know very well that he can do this kind of thing. For him, Xu Xu who is locked up is far better than Xu Xu who is kept outside.It's something he's been planning all along, I know.

I was hugged by him, and I rubbed it for a while like a child playing with plasticine. Even the shirt was pulled out of the belt, and he gradually calmed down, and asked me with a smile in my ear: "Teacher, now Can you tell me, who is the master who enlightened you... hmm?"

I was struggling left and right, and I didn't dare to resist vigorously. His earlobe was nibbled lightly, my spine was about to soften, and my whole body was sliding down. between the bodies.

"No... no expert..." I was so hot that my face was burning, and I couldn't speak fluently.

"Teacher is lying again..." He seemed to be in a better mood, and he was not in a hurry to judge me. He squeezed my waist vigorously and bit it all the way down the neck. I reached out and grabbed his hair anxiously: "No Bite, there will be marks."

"It's really troublesome." He arched my neck unwillingly like a reprimanded beast, rubbed his nose against the skin behind my ears, and said in a muffled voice, "Teacher, you can go back to Beijing Bite it..."

"Let's talk about it again."

He laughed in a muffled voice, rubbed me a few more times, and suddenly let go of me with self-control, patted my buttocks with a hint of teasing, and said with a smile: "Teacher, let's play again." If we go down, they may come back to find us." I leaned against the tree, my whole body was still weak, my clothes were in a mess, my skin exposed to the air gradually cooled down, and my sense of shame gradually came up.

I slowly tidied up my clothes.

He also seemed to be aware of the fact that I had fooled him, and he stood aside, as if he was angry with himself, and the low pressure that had just been dispelled gradually recovered.

I think, this time, I still won.

Because I said "no" to him and he didn't actually follow through on his threats.

In the final analysis, the method You Qi said still works.

However, calming down his anger afterwards was no small task.

I'm not afraid of his anger, I'm just afraid that if we continue to get along with each other like this, I will gradually soften, just like what he predicted, I will become a frog boiled to death in warm water.As time goes by, there will be a compromise one day.

But I have no other way.I'm just an ordinary person, I can't escape, Chen Ke paid a heavy price that time.I can't die either. Only when I was on the brink of death did I realize that there are so many things that hold a person back, such as unfulfilled ideals, parents, and unwillingness.

I can not be reconciled.

I've always felt that suicide is a loser's act.

I, Xu Xu, have studied for more than ten years and lived to be more than 30 years old. My parents have worked hard to nurture me and my teachers have supported me. Why did I choose that path in the end?

I have been praised for being smart and a genius since I was a child. I broke the record of the youngest entrant in the University of R. I took all the first places in the Department of Physics of the University of R within four years. It took only four months for the bar exam, so it's not even possible to fail to talk about a relationship.

No matter how difficult Li Zhurong is to deal with, he will never be more complicated than the theory of relativity.

Since you can't escape, you can't die, you have to find a way to solve the problem, two big men, can they really be entangled like this for a lifetime?

Whether it is separation or separation, there is always a result.

In Youqi's words, as an adult, you are alive and kicking, with flesh and blood, how can you still be suffocated to death by urine?

Although I spoke boldly, there are still a few very twisted places in my heart, like thorns in the flesh, which have been stuck there all the time.Whenever the relationship between me and Li Zhurong eased a little bit, I would jump out and stand there.

Li Zhurong is not a person who can endure. Although most of his emotions are not shown, he is by no means the kind of person who can explain himself and gradually fade away. A person like him has no habit of wronging himself. His principle is ——Since I’m having a hard time, you all don’t want to live.

After the things in the woods were over, he might feel that he was at a disadvantage—he originally wanted to settle the score with me, but he said a few harsh words when he didn't, so he felt unhappy.

After returning from a walk, I watched TV for a while, my mother and Shen Wanyi made some snacks together, Li Zhurong was on the phone on the balcony, my mother asked me to order some for him.

He was instructing Yuan Hai to do things again. Seeing me coming, he casually took a piece of snack, took a bite, and his face suddenly sank: "That woman made it?!"

He has a cat's tongue and is very clever. My mother said last night that she can't make cakes. He must have remembered it.

I didn't bother to explain to him, seeing that he didn't intend to eat, I walked towards the living room while eating.

He grabbed my shoulder and said with a sneer, "Your fiancée's cooking is very suitable for you!"

If I had to do what I did before, I would have to reply to him, "Naturally it suits my taste, otherwise I wouldn't want to marry her", and then he would say a few harsh words, and I would reply to him again, and then he would smash a few things. Things, and started threatening me with others...

But I made up my mind to solve the problem between us, so I swallowed my anger and explained to him: "She and I are just friends..."

"Can friends get married too? You treat me as a three-year-old child!" He asked me arrogantly.

I don't know which string I broke, I said in my mind to calm down, but I still blurted out: "So you and Li Xiu are fucking in love!"