springtime

At the beginning of the school year, I went through the school's discipline inspection and the grade department's discipline inspection, and I got my spirits up before handing in the homework.Several stacks of math homework books and test papers were piled up on Cen Ran's desk, and he couldn't carry them by himself. Luo Shixu helped them deliver them to Teacher Liang's office.

The new semester has a new atmosphere, new things are arranged in every corner of the campus, a few brand new banners have been pulled up in the senior three teaching building, and the blackboard newspaper at the corner is written by Teacher Zheng: Welcome children back to school, cheers for the last semester.

Compared with the pressure before the college entrance examination, this countdown-style life is also filled with the sadness of facing separation and a strong desire for the future.Thinking about it again, life seems to start from this period of time, when you have new things, you have to lose old things at the same time, such as pouring hot water into a full water glass, overflowing and pouring are not negotiable.

Cen Ran recently felt that Gu Xun was too noisy. At first, he loved expressing emotions. He said that his three-year-old tablemate kept it from him, and he didn’t tell him when he was in love. Because he was about to graduate, Cen Ran himself felt quite touched. Hearing Gu Xun sigh like this, he was quite embarrassed.

With such an indulgence, Gu Xun slowly talked about the various harms of puppy love, Cen Ran's doing so was simply forcing the country to waste talents, and all the thoughts that should be learning knowledge were lost.

"Hey, I don't have one." Cen Ran protested.

After Luo's mother found out about this, even at school, Cen Ran didn't dare to do anything with Luo Shixu, feeling particularly guilty in his heart.

Gu Xundao: "The third year of high school is the stage where you can concentrate on your studies without distraction. What to do when you fall in love? My mind is full of my little boyfriend. Oh my god, what if someone makes me slip out of college..."

He said this as if Gu could refrain from talking about his own fate, the corners of Cen Ran's mouth twitched, and comforted his insane deskmate: "I won't slip gears, don't worry."

Gu Xun rubbed the corners of his eyes, and said truthfully, "I'm worried about Brother Xu."

Cen Ran took a deep breath, telling himself not to be violent on campus: "I'm your deskmate, okay! Where are your elbows?"

This Gu Xun was simply too shocking. As a straight man who can compare with steel bars, he suddenly knew that his good buddies had been mixed together, from surprise to understanding, and then from understanding to surprise. They were worrying about nothing, all they had to do was to help them figure out what procedures they would have to follow if they wanted to adopt a child in the future.

In the past, Cen Ran felt that there was nothing wrong with this matter, but he didn't find the right time to speak up.Now Gu Xun has become the only classmate who knows. Every time he wants to say something, but because others don't know, he has no choice but to hold back the words.

Although Cen Ran wanted to keep his ears clean, but seeing that this was going to develop into a little secret that was tried hard to cover up, he told a few good friends about the matter openly.

The whole process went smoothly, and the surprise was only for the love itself, and had nothing to do with gender.They didn't talk much with others in class, but privately asked Cen Ran to stuff them with wedding candy again.

"It's the man who sends out wedding candy, if you don't send out brother Xu, no way, Ran Ran, mom doesn't allow you to get in the door!" Guan Xianglan said with fists clenched.

Then Cen Ran really gave out the candy again, and everyone finished eating it for no apparent reason, and said: "The current trend is to give out wedding candy in advance when you are a bachelor?"

"That's right, that's right." Yang Chao nodded fiercely, and then he posted it again, covering it up for Cen Ran.

Luo Shixu and Cen Ran have been a little embarrassed recently. They have a subtle feeling about this turmoil, and they haven't mentioned the topic of his mother.On the fifth day after school started, Cen Ran couldn't bear it anymore.

"sorry."

I said this under the covers, and the two of them huddled together on the same bed. I would also like to thank the Academic Affairs Office of Daizhou No. [-] Middle School, which has been scolded very badly recently.

Originally, the senior year winter vacation was only for five days, which already made many students feel devastated. Unexpectedly, the nearby botanical garden was repairing roads, and there would be power outages and water cuts from time to time. The conditions were so difficult that the school sent a text message to discuss the start time.Everyone was excited all night, and then they were hit in the head: after discussion, the Academic Affairs Office decided to start school on time, and all senior three students must arrive at school on time tomorrow morning, and roll call will be held at that time.

It was said that they were digging cables to bury water pipes. There was no impact during the first four days of school. Everyone was in a daze as if nothing had happened. The area was without power at night and is still being repaired.

It’s okay to study in the cold weather, and it’s terrible to sleep without an air conditioner. The dark lights are only suitable for young couples to play romance.

So the young couple didn't waste their chance. When Cen Ran opened the bedroom door and asked Luo Shixu what he was doing here, Luo Shixu came in and said, "Warm the bed."

"Excuse me?" Luo Shixu repeated.

Cen Ran and his shoulders were shoulder to shoulder, squeezed against him again, and said, "It's so embarrassing for you to be discovered by your mother. I'm still nervous when I think about it."

"It's okay." Luo Shishu hugged him to make him lean more comfortably, "I don't feel nervous at all in retrospect."

Cen Ran asked: "Then you are calm?"

"I'm not calm, I was thinking, you really took the initiative at that time, so hot." Luo Shixu said softly, but was bumped by Cen Ran's elbow.

"So it's really embarrassing! And it's a test of mental endurance!" Cen Ran said frantically, then became discouraged.

Luo Shixu laughed, hugged him even tighter, and said, "Don't apologize, I seem to be the calmest one, because on the day my dad came, he saw me through Luo Manzhi's few words. "

"What?" Cen Ran was worried again, "Then what did he say?"

Luo Shixu said lightly: "He thought he broke my mother once, and told me not to let my mother break down a second time, but he was wrong, homosexuality and coming out of the closet are not the same thing."

Cen Ran buried her head on his shoulder: "How should I face your mother, I feel guilty for abducting her son."

"She knows her son did it voluntarily, so there's no way to clean it up." Luo Shixu said, "Now that the bed is even warmed, you have to take responsibility to the end."

Amused by the latter sentence, Cen Ran poked his head out of the bed, his soft and dry hair brushed against Luo Shixu's cheek, and he said, "Okay, I will be responsible to the end."

Luo's mother's emotions were ups and downs, she naturally knew how sensible her son was, and she should not be able to resist without such company and devotion during Weidu.Luo Shixu understood the consequences enough, if she tried to emphasize it to others, it would appear that she didn't understand him.

No more talking about the consequences, omitting the same painstaking efforts, things became much simpler, how should she accept Cen Ran.

These can't be solved by wearing out the words. Luo Mu herself has been hurt. She doesn't listen to those empty promises, and she doesn't believe that young love is omnipotent. Only time can make her feel at ease. If she is too anxious, she will make Luo Mu even worse. Disgusted, so in fact Luo Shixu didn't mention this much at home.

On the balcony that night, Cen Ran only saw Luo Shixu and Luo Mu sitting in the cold winter wind not far away from each other by a flower bed, and there was actually a conversation.

Luo's mother didn't know that Luo's father and Luo Shixu had met, but she said: "How can cheating and homosexuality be compared? Don't blame yourself too much, thinking that you let me down just like your father. This is not the same at all. You Mom still knows, but I can't accept the person who is with you, you are still young, and mom wants you to check."

"Whether it's good or not doesn't depend on words, I know." Luo Shixu said, "I wanted to prove it to you slowly, but it still frightened you. I didn't expect it to be Cen Ran."

"No, if it wasn't for Cen Ran, I would be a little more surprised, more than that, I would probably force you to separate." Luo Mu said slowly, "If it was Cen Ran, I thought about it all night, it seems that this matter has long been There is a reminder."

"When?"

"Earlier, when you were ten years old, Cen Ran's mother and I took you to climb the mountain." Luo's mother motioned for Luo Shixu to sit over, and Luo Shixu sat next to her, "We can't walk down the mountain, you help Then I asked, Mom, can you walk?"

"I said you can walk, and then there are Cen Ran and his mother in front of you. You are tired yourself, but you ran to the front and said baby, I will carry you." She smiled and held Luo Shixu's hand.

Luo's mother's palms are covered with calluses and chilblains, which is different from Luo Shixu's impression. In his eyes, his mother is always a quiet lady of the family. She is not good at cooking. She needs to wash clothes by herself in winter. , I will boil a few pots of hot water and mix it with cold water. If it is doing housework, I will be exhausted and out of breath after cleaning a small bedroom.

When did she get chilblains?

Maybe it was Luo Shixu who went to pick her up from her factory. She talked about how it was so cold, why she was standing at the door to blow the wind, and she reprimanded Luo Shixu not to come, but he still came, but in fact, the tiredness on her face disappeared with a smile. He took off his woolen gloves, put them on for Luo Shixu, and said half-jokingly, "Mom only has you."

"You like him very much, right?" Luo Mu interrupted Luo Shixu's trance.

Luo Shishu held Luo Mu's hand back, and after a long time, Luo Mu thought he hadn't heard and wanted to repeat it again, he said: "I love him."

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It is very pleasant to sleep on the same bed with your sweetheart, especially the bed is small, covered with two thick quilts, with arms sandwiched between each other's arms and legs resting on each other's legs.

Cen Ran was afraid of the cold, even with the air conditioner turned on, he would wake up in the middle of the night, either because the housekeeper aunt had secretly turned off the air conditioner, or because he loved kicking the quilt, and he kicked the thin quilt on the ground.

None of the above phenomena happened last night, and the bed was filled with the smell of Luo Shixu's body wash, which smelled like mint, and it was as cool as others.

The whole person was carried into Luo Shixu's arms. Luo Shixu was still sleeping. It may be that Cen Ran didn't sleep well last night, so when he felt Cen Ran move, he muttered: "Hey, don't kick the quilt."

Facing each other like this, even Luo Shixu's eyelashes could be counted clearly. Cen Ran stared blankly for a while, from the center of the brows to the bridge of the nose to the corners of the mouth, the closed eyes look good when they are opened, especially when looking at herself.

Luo Shixu's eyelashes trembled, and he woke up quickly, meeting Cen Ran's gaze, he said, "How long have you been peeking at your boyfriend?"

Cen Ran snorted and said, "Would you believe me after seeing you all night?"

"Farewell." Luo Shixu suppressed a smile and said, "I've spent the whole night covering you with a quilt."

He leaned over to kiss Cen Ran, Cen Ran blinked, and said to him pretending to be serious: "This classmate, keep your distance, the little boy can't be too hot."

"Do you know how much you loved clinging to me last night? You weren't clinging enough, and you wished you could put a distance away from me." Luo Shixu said, "If your brother hadn't been more upright, you might not be a little boy when you wake up."

When he said that, Cen Ran blushed, and when brushing his teeth, he kissed the corner of his mouth flatteringly, and kissed the toothpaste foam on Luo Shixu's face.

The circuit has been repaired, and the bed warmer is really a simple bed warmer. With the air conditioner, Luo Shixu didn't come to his dormitory to spend the night again. It's better to keep a proper distance at this age, and Cen Ran also has important things to do.

The campus was very quiet at night, the teaching building was pitch black, and the flashlights of the security guards sometimes shone through it. After eleven o'clock, the security guards stopped coming after several rounds of patrolling, and the corridor was so quiet that there was only the sound of the wind.

He stood at the corner, watching a figure sneak into the class with a blank expression.