You're a cannon fodder

Due to the impact of heavy snow, Fang Zexi's flight was forced to delay departure.

He bought a round-trip ticket at that time. Xia Yang knew the time and said he would pick him up at the airport.Fang Zexi touched the phone, feeling sad for a while, and finally sent a text message to Xia Yang: "The plane is delayed, don't come to pick it up. Go to bed early, and I will take a taxi back to the rented apartment later."

Xia Yang quickly replied: "I saw it. The flight is delayed. It's okay. The snow cleaning vehicle has already arrived. Don't worry, take your time, I'll wait for you."

Fang Zexi looked at the words "Take your time, I'll wait for you", his eyes wet, and he suddenly cried quietly, tears dripping silently on the lens.

Surrounded by people waiting for the plane, no one knows what kind of expression and how sad this gentle man with his head bowed is now.

He stared at his phone as if he was reading an e-book calmly.

After a while, Fang Zexi put the phone back in his pocket, found the glasses cloth from the shoulder bag, took off the glasses, wiped them, and then put them back on.

When he finally got off the plane, there was still heavy snow falling in the airport, reflecting the dark night into a vast expanse of white, and the reflection of the lights was as bright as day.

The snow plow cleared a passage for the runway, and the shuttle bus came to pick up passengers, and everyone got on the bus rubbing their hands.

The temperature difference between the north and the south was tens of degrees, not to mention the snowy night, Fang Zexi wrapped his down jacket tightly and pulled his hat down to his ears.

It turned out that he was in two worlds that were completely different.

Xia Yang waited at the exit, with his hands in the pockets of his coat, with a relaxed look, but serious eyes.

He saw Fang Zexi at a glance, and immediately showed a gentle smile.

At that moment, Fang Zexi really wanted to just run over and hug him, hold him tightly in his arms, and never let go.

But he felt that his steps were heavy, and it was extremely difficult to walk a few steps.

Walking over this time, what he wants to say is not hello, let alone I miss you, but goodbye.

It has been said that nothing ends without a beginning.

He should have known that they would end one day, but he couldn't help but start.

Why did he forget those scruples that had always been in his mind when he was with Xia Yang.

Xia Yang didn't call the driver, he drove here himself. Fang Zexi was very silent all the way, and closed his eyes after sitting in the passenger seat.

Xia Yang only thought he was tired, shook his cold hand, then turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, and then concentrated on driving.

There is music playing in the car, the tune is cheerful, but the lyrics are full of sadness that I love you and you don't love me.

After arriving at the garage, Xia Yang parked the car, and Fang Zexi immediately opened his eyes.

"woke up?"

Fang Zexi wanted to say that he was not asleep, but he opened his mouth but couldn't speak, so he forced a smile instead.

Xia Yang unbuckled his seat belt, leaned over and hugged him suddenly, rubbed against his face, and said, "I really regret it, I should have taken the driver there. I've been thinking about you all this way, and I want to hug you sleep."

Xia Yang's hug was so warm that it seemed to bring some burning heat.

Fang Zexi fell into this hug, and the sadness in his heart rose like a tide, overflowing his eyes.He closed his eyes and hugged Xia Yang back.

Xia Yang slowly kissed his ear, then turned to his cheek and lips, and said in a low voice: "Bamboo stick, I miss you so much."

Their bodies were pressed against each other, and the air conditioner in the car was warm. They all took off their coats. The thin sweaters couldn't block the heat, and it climbed up little by little with Xia Yang's movements.

The lips and teeth were entangled, and the hot kiss was sweet and bitter. Fang Zexi felt his nerves were torn by reason and emotion to the point of pain. He tried his best to ignore the soreness in his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "Here, I haven't done it yet."

"Bamboo stick?" Xia Yang was a little surprised, and moved away slightly.

Fang Zexi also unbuckled his seat belt, pressed Xia Yang on the back of the chair, raised his leg to step over to hold him down, and stretched out his hand to adjust the position in the narrow space.

The seat was put down, Xia Yang became lying flat, chuckled in a low voice, put his hands into Fang Zexi's clothes, stroked the smooth and toned abdominal muscles, and said: "The ancients do not deceive me, Xiaobie is better than a newlywed Ah. But aren't you tired?"

"I'm not tired, I want you, Xia Yang..." Fang Zexi leaned over and kissed Xia Yang, the kiss was intense and hot, with a bit of desperate madness, his tongue swept every corner, and his hands got into his clothes Carelessly caressing, quickly ignite each other's desire.

Xia Yang panted in a low voice, and protested helplessly and powerlessly: "Why am I down there again?"

"I want you..." The corners of Fang Zexi's eyes seemed to have turned a little reddish under the influence of lust, his eyes were misty, with a crystal clear water.

"Okay." Xia Yang smiled and touched Fang Zexi's face, gave up resistance, stood up and found a tube of lubricant from the storage box and handed it to him.

The space in the car is small, it is really not suitable for two big men to exercise, Fang Zexi moves carefully, and slowly stretches Xia Yang with his fingers.

The unprecedented gentleness made Xia Yang feel unbearable, he urged: "Don't be gentle, ah!"

Before he could finish speaking, Fang Zexi suddenly pushed him in, and let out a brief groan.

Once the bodies that are familiar with each other are combined, the ultimate pleasure will sweep over, almost no need for any running-in, and you can follow the memory and touch the most sensitive point.

"Xia Yang...Xia Yang..." Fang Zexi indulged himself in lust, moving fast and crazily.

Xia Yang frowned slightly, his panting was fragmented.

Fang Zexi went on a rampage without any skill, savagely and brutally, and soon shot in Xia Yang's body.

"What's the matter, so fast?" Xia Yang patted his butt, teasing slightly.

Fang Zexi did not become angry, but leaned over and hugged Xia Yang tightly. After the climax, his heartbeat had not yet calmed down, and he beat on the other's heart quickly and forcefully through the chest, one beat after another, and then the two of them fell together. The heartbeat also seemed to overlap.

Fang Zexi panted slightly, and tremblingly said in a hoarse voice: "Xia Yang...I really want to marry you home...and let you help me have a baby...Xia Yang..."

Listening to such thunderous lines, Xia Yang opened his mouth and wanted to refute, but a drop of salty liquid scalded his lips, like sweat, but more like tears.He stuck out his tongue to lick off the drop of liquid, opened his eyes and looked at Fang Zexi, only to find that the other party's eyes were red and hazy.

"What's the matter? Bamboo stick? What's the matter with you?" Xia Yang was a little panicked, and his heart felt chills.

"Don't ask, don't ask now." Fang Zexi withdrew from Xia Yang's body, touched his unvented stiffness with his hand, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I only care about myself...you can come in .”

Xia Yang froze, Fang Zexi raised his hips to sit down.

"Wait a minute, Run... Lubricant fell under the seat..."

"No need, that's it." Fang Zexi scooped up some viscous liquid from Xia Yang's buttocks, stretched out his hand and stretched himself hastily twice.

The light in the garage was dim, and the light came in through the windshield, allowing Xia Yang to see the fingers going in and out. Even though he knew that Fang Zexi's state was not right, such an unprecedented movement still made his blood spurt.

The lack of enough lubricated passage made Xia Yang feel very tight, and he was almost about to ejaculate immediately.Fang Zexi gasped, frowning and paused, then gritted his teeth and continued.

At the moment when it came to the end, something hot seemed to flow out, not much, but Xia Yang could clearly feel that he was holding Fang Zexi, full of panic.

"Pain..." The tears in Fang Zexi's eyes began to fall undisguisedly, he moved up and down, and finally lay on Xia Yang's body, crying, "You come."

"Bamboo stick..."

"Be tough, don't stop. Xia Yang...Xia Yang...I like this, really, it's very comfortable, I like it...it doesn't hurt, it's not so painful anymore...Xia Yang..."

Facing Fang Zexi like this, Xia Yang didn't know what to do, he could only try his best to satisfy his request, hoping that the violent sex could erase the sadness and pain in his heart.

Fang Zexi lowered his head and kissed Xia Yang eagerly. There was a salty taste in the kiss, but it turned into an intractable bitterness in his throat.

He whimpered softly, Xia Yang couldn't tell whether he was comfortable or sad, and didn't want to tell.

That's it, bamboo stick, I'll give you whatever you want.

There is no way to refuse, as long as it is Fang Zexi's request, Xia Yang has no way to refuse.

They did it crazily. After Xia Yang ejaculated once, the two hurriedly put on their jackets and trousers and went upstairs. As soon as they got into the elevator, Fang Zexi pressed Xia Yang against the wall again and entangled again.

The fiery breath dispelled the cold, they must have already started to have a fever, otherwise, how could they feel that the world was about to be destroyed, the volcano erupted, the lava overflowed, it was so hot that even the skin was burned, and it hurt deep down in the heart.

The body is indeed more honest than the heart. Before the heart moves, the body has already fallen in love with his voice and his breath. It has a reaction early in the morning, but why does it turn a blind eye? So much time is lost, so much can be in time together.

I didn't want to miss it when I saw everything clearly, but now I have to give up.

Even if he wanted to give up, he was still so unwilling, and wanted to entangle him again, no, if he could, he really wanted to entangle him for the rest of his life.

Xia Yang... Xia Yang... Xia Yang...

Will it hurt when I think of this name in the future, or can time really heal everything.

Don't want to forget, don't want to be healed.

The pain in the body can cover the pain in the heart, so the pain is no longer so painful, but becomes an endless addiction.

I forgot everything, I just remembered that person was beside me, holding me, real and warm, time and time again, bloody wedging.

Then pull it out again, bloody and painful again.

Sadness is overwhelming in my heart, but there is nothing I can do.

I love you, I love you so much that I don't want to let go.

I don't love you, I don't love you enough, I still have to let go.

He finally understood what Xia Yang meant when he said "I'm not that person too" on Christmas Day.

The person who is desperate.

Reckless.

But he couldn't, there was nothing he could do.

Tears rolled down with the pain, and he had never been so vulnerable in his life.

Maybe he is cowardly at all, but he has been pretending to be strong.

He has never been strong, he dare not do anything.

Lingering to death, that's the only way to go.

Maybe this is the carnival before the end.

Fang Zexi was on top only once, and then began to ask Xia Yang to hug him endlessly, again and again.

That kind of madness infected Xia Yang, from the garage to the bedroom, stretching all the way, unwilling to part.It wasn't until both of them were exhausted that they finally lay down on the bed and fell asleep.

This night finally began to have different dreams in the same bed.

The next morning, Fang Zexi woke up first. He had a nightmare, dreaming that he and Xia Yang were separated, and never saw each other again, but he hid in the corner and watched Xia Yang secretly, watching him go in and out of the private room. In the clubhouse, the boys around him were replaced one by one, each of them looked like him but not him, the similar face gradually faded, and finally turned into someone else.

He woke up from the nightmare, opened his eyes and saw Xia Yang's slender hands.Those hands have distinct joints, and each fingertip has rough calluses, which are invisible to the naked eye, but have already left traces that cannot be erased.Those are a pair of hands playing the guitar, and now they have grown up to review documents and protect others.

No matter what their posture is before going to bed, when they wake up, it will always be Xia Yang hugging Fang Zexi from behind, putting his hands on his waist and abdomen, and encircling him possessively.

Fang Zexi wanted to lift Xia Yang's hand and move it aside, but stopped halfway through the movement.

He always wakes up first, then shakes off Xia Yang, gets up and leaves.

It always has been.

Fang Zexi held Xia Yang's hand sadly and pressed it on his stomach, making him hug him even tighter.

Xia Yang was awakened by his movement, he hummed in a daze, and said, "Bamboo stick, what's the matter?"

Fang Zexi kissed Xia Yang's lips, without lust, tenderness, and reluctance but with a bit of determination.

Then he got up and took out the cigarette and lighter in his jacket pocket, lit one and put it near his mouth.

The white mist floated up, Xia Yang sniffed his nose, woke up completely, reached out and took away Fang Zexi's cigarette, and said seriously: "Don't smoke on an empty stomach."

Fang Zexi nodded, looked at Xia Yang's confused face just after waking up from sleep, and said hard-heartedly, "Xia Yang, let's break up."

The author has something to say: When writing this chapter, I cried several times hypocritically...

I cried from the beginning of the sentence "take your time, I will wait for you".Eye sockets suddenly wet, tears fell silently like this.

When I was writing, my mother was watching TV with my son, and she glanced at me and asked what was wrong.I said that the protagonist I wrote was going to break up.

Then she looked at me like a fool =口=

Is this hh a pre-apocalyptic carnival?The lines are a little tricky but... that tricky point is my own abuse point, I wrote h and then cried... so cheating qaq

The bamboo stick has already been swollen to the point where it can no longer be endured, what's the matter qaq, where is my attack! ! !

After writing h, I suddenly remembered, hey, the Lantern Festival is not over yet, where is the second elder of the Xia family? ! ! ! ! ... Forget it, when they finish the new year, they will go back to the countryside and continue to take care of their health orz【How cheating is this author! 】

When choosing the content summary, I wanted to use the sentence of breaking up, but in the end I couldn't stop.I don't want to write this sentence twice! ! !

Let's start the abuse, there will be two or three chapters below, they are completely separate, if you don't want to be abused, you can first fatten up five or six chapters and then read them together, I don't mind.After five or six chapters, they must already be together again, I promise!

As an author who spoils himself every day, I feel that it is really not easy for me_(:з」∠)_ You must love me!Ask for ten or twenty comments for each chapter. If there are no comments, there will be no motivation to write a new chapter...

In order to divide the mouth, this chapter cut me to death qaq