You're a cannon fodder

"Xia Yang..." Fang Zexi widened his eyes and looked at him in shock.

When you like someone, you will really have very contradictory emotions. On the one hand, you want to hide the person from anyone, and on the other hand, you want to tell the world so that everyone knows that they are together.

Xia Yang is not the kind of weak person who needs someone to take care of him, but will his hesitation and concealment make him feel sad and insecure?Has he been worried that one day he will be separated from him?

But... How can he give that fearless sense of security.

After being with Xia Yang, he never wanted to separate, but...he just didn't dare to think about it.

Just as he was immersed in depression, Ning Le seemed to have heard some key words suddenly, straightened up and said, "Why did I hear Peach Blossom say that I want to insert bamboo?!!! What's so bloody!"

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Every time Ning Le opened his mouth, he could destroy the atmosphere, but he always destroyed it just right. Xia Yang lowered his eyes and changed the subject appropriately, asking: "Where do these lyrics come from? Why are your lyrics always so...um, Wonderful."

Fang Zexi looked at him, and finally smiled reluctantly and said: "The girls on the forum wrote it, so Lele saw it too."

"Yeah, he didn't dare to show up, but he watched the screen every day. On your birthday, he also opened a small cell and squatted. He heard you say that your family Gongjun came back, and he ran all over the room screaming. After a few laps, I can catch up with a fan." Xie Jiading immediately followed to adjust the atmosphere, he is worthy of being in the entertainment circle, and there is no obstacle in the exchange of various online vocabulary.

Fang Zexi recovered slightly from his depression, turned his head and said to Xia Yang, "Let Lele come back to play, our np drama is still a mess."

"Don't you dislike np? It's just right to be cheated."

"..."

"Don't worry, I've given Fan Hua full control over the planning. Shou has replaced a newcomer, so it's easier to talk to. Our drama must not be a scam, huh?" Xia Yang rubbed against Fang Zexi's neck.

He always likes to do this gesture, which is intimate and warm. Fang Zexi looked at him and said with a smile, "You never seem to like him, you don't miss any old love."

"It's because I liked him before, and I know what attracts us the most, so I have to look at you carefully. You said you like delicate and beautiful boys, but I still remember."

"You're the one who likes delicate and beautiful boys, right?!"

"No, I only like you now."

"You..." Xie Jiading put his arms around Ning Le and rubbed his forehead, and said helplessly, "You treat me like air, don't you?"

Xia Yang glanced at him, and finally set his eyes on his glamorous hairstyle, and said, "No, it's a light bulb. Unfortunately, it would be more like a bald head."

Xie Jiading's fragile heart was hit a lot by being disliked by being more interested in sex than friends, and stared at Xia Yang mournfully.

When Xia Yang went to the bar to get drinks, Fang Zexi looked at Ning Le, who was dazed, and asked, "Lele, have you... come out?"

"Hmm? Hmm. Didn't I tell you that I am a single-parent family. When I was 15 years old, I had a strange dream. When I got up, my pants and quilt were all wet. I asked my mother. She explained it to me for a long time. Said it was like this when I dreamed of a girl when I grew up, and then I told her that what I dreamed was a man... Hehe, what I dreamed was Teacher Xie, who was standing naked on the balcony with another girl. Standing together alone. Well, the person in the dream is not a big star, but me. Hehe. Then the picture turned to a close-up, which is the appearance of Mr. Xie when he received the award for the first time. Kissed him..." Ning Le walked away while talking, and Xie Jiading, who was blushing, covered her mouth.

Fang Zexi suddenly felt full of envy and jealousy. If he could tell his parents as soon as he found out, wouldn't there be fewer conflicts to face now?Or, at that time, they will be kicked out of the house and severed from then on?

He glanced at Xie Jiading, and Xie Jiading spread his hands helplessly and said, "I guess my experience doesn't have much reference value. When I came out, I was already in the entertainment circle. Just that photo was taken by a reporter. I Dad questioned, and I admit it, was beaten to the point of losing a layer of skin, and then Xia Yang ran over and said he was the same, and I was released without charge."

Fang Zexi was speechless, why was Xia Yang acquitted because of him?

It is said that birds of a feather flock together, but why would I mix with this group of weirdos?

Xie Jiading went on to say: "Actually, you can consider discussing with Xia Yang what to do. He is better at things like step by step."

indeed.

Fang Zexi smiled and nodded in agreement.

After nine o'clock, the main event began. The bartender distributed a mask to each guest, with different styles.

According to the leaflet, this is just a very tacky gimmick. There are only two masks of each type, so there is no need to say more about the specific functions.

When Fang Ze was analyzing their table, Xie Jiading turned a blind eye to the masks handed over, insisted on holding them back, picked out two identical ones from the pile of undistributed masks for a long time, and stuffed one for Ning happy.

Fang Zexi took a look and picked out a similar one.

Xie Jiading had a downcast face and asked, "You don't really have any other thoughts about Minghao, do you?"

Fang Zexi smiled without answering, and raised the mask in his hand to the distance.

Xie Jiading followed his movements and found that Xia Yang was walking back, half of his handsome face was blocked by a nondescript mask, leaving only a beautifully contoured chin and thin, three-dimensional lips.

With the dim lights flickering, he went back to the booth against the flow of people walking towards the dance floor, attracting all kinds of envious eyes along the way.

The mask on his face was the same as the one on Fang Zexi's hand.

"It's really..." Xie Jiading considered for a long time, and finally said the word in his heart, "It's too coquettish."

Fang Ze could not help laughing.

Xia Yang pushed the wine in his hand in front of Xie Jiading, then took off the mask and threw it aside, and said depressingly: "Really, if you have time to give out the mask but don't have time to give the wine, you still have to wear it for me. This thing...forget it , for the sake of having a bamboo stick, it can barely be considered a good event."

But they didn't go to the dance, Ning Le was drunk, Xie Jiading was not interested, Fang Zexi was incompetent in dancing, Xia Yang sneered and said: "If you find the true love and recognize the true love, don't you just play with him? What kind of true love is there if I recognize it. Even if the bamboo stick is wearing a thousand masks, I can still recognize it.”

Xie Jiading took a look at him, and sighed with emotion: "You should come to act in a movie for me. This line is really good. Coupled with the expression in your eyes, alas, I am so excited."

Ning Le woke up suddenly, holding Xie's family in her arms, she refused to let go, and said eloquently: "Don't be tempted, you are mine, mine, mine."

The four of them sat together, and someone in the bar would always look at them from time to time, and finally a little Ling with red lips and white phoenix eyes came over with the strength of alcohol, and narrowed his already small eyes even smaller , Looking at Ning Le with the corner of his mouth up, he said: "You 4P? Can he handle it alone? I don't have a place to go tonight, why don't you split up and go with me? I know a lot, it must be better than this underage child good."

Fang Zexi frowned, and looked up at Xiao Ling. Although Xiao Ling was most interested in Xia Yang, he still winked at him, and his scrutiny eyes slid down his face.

This kind of gaze made Fang Zexi extremely uncomfortable. Before they had time to say anything, Xiao Ling continued, "If you don't add me, 5p will be fine."

Fang Zexi clenched his fist and was grabbed by Xia Yang.

Xia Yang held his hand and raised it up, said with a smile: "You misunderstood, he and I are a pair, they are a pair, we are two pairs."

Xiao Ling was a little surprised, and looked at Fang Zexi for a few more times, then curled his lips and said, "What a pity."

There was a bit of pity in those eyes.

Xia Yang immediately squeezed Fang Zexi's hand, and asked softly: "Old Gong, you don't think he will leave me behind, do you?"

Xiao Ling swayed, almost stumbled, and stared at Xia Yang and Fang Zexi carefully again.

The unhappiness in Fang Zexi's heart disappeared immediately, and he said dumbfoundedly, "I'm only interested in you."

Xia Yang hugged Fang Zexi and rubbed against his neck, and glanced at Xiao Ling provocatively, Xiao Ling immediately ran away with crooked steps.

As soon as the people left, Xie Jiading kept pounding on the table with laughter in the booth, Ning Le asked a little dullly: "What did that person just say? He thinks you are all my attackers?"

Xie Jiading couldn't stop laughing, holding his stomach and nodding vigorously.

Ning Le asked again blankly: "Just now I seem to have heard Tao Hua call Zhu Zi's husband?"

Xie Jiading continued to nod.

"Damn it!!! I'm the main attacker! That sissy just now came back to me! I'm the main attacker!"

Xie Jiading quickly pressed his mouth, and the three of them worked together to drag Ning Le away from the bar and go home.

After sending Ning Le and Xie Jiading home, Fang Zexi and Xia Yang walked slowly on the street. The weather was very cold, but the atmosphere of Christmas was very strong. Shining, the shop windows adorned with snowflakes and evergreen rings.Many couples passed by those windows arm in arm, looking sideways at the bright lights inside.

The two walked side by side, Fang Zexi suddenly turned his head and squeezed his hand into Xia Yang's pocket.

Touching the backs of his hands, Xia Yang felt as if a wave of heat had flowed through his heart. He held Fang Zexi with his backhand, palm to palm, and the warmth spread.

"Xia Yang, will you get married?" Fang Zexi's voice trembled slightly in the cold air.

Xia Yang clenched his hands, frowned and said seriously: "I used to do it, probably because of a business marriage. I still do it now, with you."

"I..." Fang Zexi felt his throat was dry and hoarse, and it was difficult to speak. He paused for a long time before asking, "Will your family agree?"

"I don't know, they know my sexuality, but they seem to want me to show it. It's okay, I'm independent now, and they can't interfere too much."

"That's great." Fang Zexi raised his head and sighed softly.

Xia Yang frowned and asked, "What about you? Will you get married?"

"I...I, don't know..."

Xia Yang stopped, and suddenly hugged Fang Zexi, buried his head on his shoulder, and murmured, "Aren't I that person too?"

"What... what?" Fang Zexi froze, and subconsciously looked around.

Xia Yang let him go, his expression was calm and calm, his eyes were a little blurred under the illumination of the festival lights, making it hard to see clearly.

"Fang Zexi, I don't want you to marry someone else."

"Xia Yang..." Fang Zexi felt sad, "Actually, we only spent so little time together."

In the light and shadow, Xia Yang's expression seemed to freeze for a moment, but he recovered quickly, and said softly: "Well, don't worry, you're only 25 years old, even if you get married, it's not that early, right? Let's take our time."

Fang Zexi said slowly but firmly: "I want to try it. It's just... I'm a little scared."

He will give Xia Yang face in front of outsiders, but he rarely shows weakness alone, this is probably the first time.

Xia Yang understood what he meant by "give it a try", his heart was beating wildly, he held his hand tightly, tried hard to suppress the trembling of excitement, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here. Let's take our time. "

Sensing his emotions, Fang Zexi shook his hand back, and after a moment of silence, he asked, "Why me?"

Sometimes when he calms down and thinks about it, he still finds it strange that Xia Yang likes him.

Xia Yang glanced at him and said with a smile: "If I can find out the reasons and reasons, I will definitely find a way to prevent myself from falling in love with you."

Fang Zexi felt that there was deep sadness in those eyes, but they just shook and then disappeared, leaving Xia Yang with an evil and flat smile, and he said: "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have to sacrifice my poor Little Daisy."

Fang Zexi didn't know whether to laugh or cry at once: "...can you still be a little more thunderous? Next year, shall I light a candle for you to pay homage to that exploded little chrysanthemum?"

"No, I think we should celebrate the first anniversary of our two flowers together."

Fang Zexi only felt a burst of thunder rolling by, and all the messy emotions were smashed to pieces by the thunder.