You're a cannon fodder

After the whole day, Fang Zexi felt a little restless, as if he was holding something in his chest, it was so stuffy and painful.

During this period of time, he had been so happy and sweet, no one disturbed him, no one objected, those blessings on the Internet, those friendly smiles during the journey made him think that they were already standing in broad daylight, without any scruples, sitting Have happiness.

He almost forgot that his relationship with Xia Yang was not public.

Breaking away from the environment full of corrupt culture on the Internet, how many people can accept their relationship in reality.

He may be able to ignore it and has enough qualifications not to care about the eyes and opinions of those colleagues and customers around him, but he cannot come out in front of outsiders without his parents knowing.

In today's society and this city, outsiders may not care too much about whether you are straight or crooked, and they may smile and say come on, because it has nothing to do with them, so they don't care.

However, this kind of non-discrimination and non-objection is actually a gentle illusion. It is a huge trap. It makes people think that they are accepted and blessed. Until one day, parents who don’t know it may have intersections with those outsiders for various reasons. , and then learn everything without preparation.

Fang Zexi can't do that, it's too cruel, his parents are all traditional rural people, the sudden fact will make them feel like being slapped severely, but they don't know how to deal with it.

Some things are always more hurtful and unforgivable to learn from others than to tell them yourself.

That was his dearest person, and he couldn't let others draw bloody wounds on their hearts.

He didn't want them to experience the anger and disappointment that everyone knew, but only he was hiding from his own son.

Before his parents know and accept, Fang Zexi does not intend to disclose his sexuality to anyone he has contact with in real life.

accept.

Are they likely to accept it?

In the past, Fang Zexi would not have considered this issue at all. He knew that his parents would not be able to accept it. No, even if they finally chose to accept it, Fang Zexi would not let them lose their heads in front of the neighbors.

So he never thought about coming out, never dared to fall in love blatantly.

He just wanted to escape for a few more years, and when it was inevitable, find a suitable girl to marry, care about her, take care of her, and take up the responsibility of the family.He may not be able to give passion, but he can definitely give the warmest consideration.

He used to think that he would never cheat in marriage, at least physically, he had always been strict with himself, since he chose to get married, he would definitely be responsible for the marriage and would bury the secret in his heart for the rest of his life.

But now, he can't guarantee it at all.

He never thought that he would really meet such a person. In just a few months, he was unwilling to separate and let him go. Even thinking about it would cause unbearable pain.

Even this person should have been the most unlikely.

Xia Yang...

Fang Zexi closed his eyes, heaved a long sigh, got up and went to the bathroom to smoke a cigarette.

At the end of December in the freezing weather, he took a handful of cold water to wash his face, and then went to work as hard as he could, without thinking about anything else.

When he was about to get off work, Fang Zexi received a call from Ning Le, whose always energetic voice made him feel much better all of a sudden.

Ning Le asked him to hang out with Xia Yang, saying that there would be a masquerade ball on Christmas Eve, as compensation for releasing pigeons, and asked them to wear pigeon wings.

Fang Zexi let out a chuckle: "Isn't that just for Halloween?"

"It doesn't matter, you have to come anyway! Otherwise...er...or I'll cry for you!" After Ning Le said the threat with no power, her tone became a little timid, "You have to be responsible for bringing Peach Blossom Come out, I don't dare to talk to him..."

Fang Zexi thought for a while, he was always reluctant to blend into the gay circle, and always tried to behave like an ordinary person, should he also look at other people's lives now, to see how they got here, the journey along the way What to do if you encounter it.

He is not in the right mood, he should go to relax.

So he replied: "Let me ask, their company may have a program, maybe it will come out."

"As long as you come, he will follow."

Sure enough, as soon as Fang Zexi said that he would go out with Ning Le for Christmas at night, Xia Yang immediately packed up his clothes and followed.

Fang Zexi couldn't help laughing when he saw his lover's vigilance about reuniting with an old lover, hugged him and kissed him, and helped him wrap the scarf.

As soon as he entered the bar, Ning Le rushed forward, put his arms around Fang Zexi's neck and said, "Zhuzi Zhuzi, I finally see you, I miss you so much!"

The expressions of the two men beside him instantly became quite ugly.

Fang Zexi smiled helplessly, and said, "When will you change your habit of flirting with everyone you meet?"

Xie Jiading peeked at Xia Yang with a livid face, thinking about whether to go up and give him a comforting bear hug, and then squeezed his throat and said "Yang Yang Yang Yang, I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss you so much", if he really After doing that, the effect must be very good. I guess Ning Le can jump up and drag him away immediately, and then have another sleepless night.But in the end, he was scared off by the instant goosebumps all over his body, and he didn't do anything, but silently pulled Ning Le off Fang Zexi's body, and they went into the corner booth together.

Fang Zexi remembered that the last time they met was in the hot summer. Because he didn't know Ning Le's name, he couldn't get into the crew, so he had to spend a long time under the sun until Xia Yang came belatedly and finally rescued the embarrassment. His.

At that time, he still liked Ning Le, and he always confronted Xia Yang tit for tat. No, maybe at that time, he had already shifted his eyes, but he didn't realize it and didn't want to face it squarely.

But now, it is the deep cold winter, Ning Le seeks benevolence and wins benevolence, and gets his wish to be with Xie's family, and he is with Xia Yang.

Their relationship is completely different from before.

If he never liked Ning Le, let alone met Xia Yang...

He looked up at Xia Yang, and found that the other party was looking at him sideways, his eyes were focused, and there was a hint of worry and displeasure.

Fang Zexi smiled and took Xia Yang's hand.

"Ahhh, you guys show your affection! Teacher, I want to show it too!" Ning Le's sharp eyes saw their small movements, and immediately held Xie Jiading's hand.

They haven't seen each other for a long time, and there are many topics they can talk about. Ning Le is always imaginative and unconstrained to stir up the atmosphere, and Fang Zexi responds gently.Xia Yang looked a little unhappy, drinking wine, looking at Ning Le coldly.

Ning Le's face throbbed from being stared at, and she tried to ease the atmosphere by joking unnaturally: "Taohua, you called Xiao Lele when you accompanied him in the dungeon, but now that the newcomer is better than the old one, you just show your face..."

"Huh?" Xia Yang laughed, "I'll give you a good face after you finish eating those two hundred dumplings."

"Ah, you still mentioned it! Two hundred! I made it for a whole day! And it's all stuffing that the teacher doesn't like! You are too bad!"

Fang Zexi couldn't help but interjected, "Are you...really doing it?"

Ning Le held her chest, and said sadly: "I thought I hurt you and let you comfort each other, so I was forced to hee, so I felt guilty and obeyed. In the end, you guys, you guys are just behind my back. Let me go missing! Tell me honestly! Where did you go two days ago?!"

Xia Yang replied flatly: "Bamboo Stick's birthday, I don't know what gift to give, take him to the Maldives for a vacation."

"Maldives!!! Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Honeymoon Holy Land, it's just a birthday, it's like getting married! Do you want to be so flashy? Do you want to be more flashy? Bastard! If you say that I am also a matchmaker, there is no matchmaker. Alcohol is fine, it doesn’t matter if you throw it over the wall casually, but you still defend me like a class enemy flower picker! It’s so sad! I’m pure 1, pure 1! It’s impossible to have anything to do with bamboo! "

In the past, Xia Yang still believed in it, but since even he himself was transformed into 0.5, he no longer believes that there is any pure 1 in this world.

He said coldly: "Well, the pure 1 who was raped."

Ning Le's face turned half black in an instant, and she yelled frantically, "Ah, that's my black history!"

Xia Yang sneered, looked at Xie Jiading, and said: "Being pressured by such a cute showman and unable to turn over, you are really a failure."

Xie Jiading looked at Ning Le in embarrassment, and then said: "I'm used to it. Besides, when I think of the blood stains on the bed sheets after waking up that day, I still have lingering fears."

Fang Zexi was stunned for a moment, the bed was covered with sheets...Is this a chrysanthemum or a baby?

Ning Le yelled frantically: "Ah, ah, you are still talking! Shut up!"

"Well, Bamboo Stick, I took those two punches that day for Xie Ding." Xia Yang paused, then raised his eyebrows and said, "To be fair, you also punch him twice."

Fang Zexi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "If I said that if I didn't think you did the thing that was worse than a beast that day, I wouldn't meddle in other people's business, wouldn't you be happier?"

"I'm so happy!" Xia Yang quickly moved over and stole a kiss on Fang Zexi's lips.

It would be better for a beast to nest in a corner, staring blankly at Santa Claus who was walking around the bar distributing gifts.

The one who was nosy looked at the two of them sadly, struggled and finally asked the question that had never been answered in the bottom of his heart: "You guys... who is the gong?"

Fang Zexi didn't even think about it, and immediately replied: "He."

Xia Yang's hands trembled slightly under the table, Fang Zexi rubbed his thumbs on his tiger's mouth, turned his head and smiled softly at him.

"Ahh, my eyes hurt so much!" Ning Le raised her hand to cover her eyes, "You guys are really flashing too much, you're blind! Come on, teacher, let's flash too."

Xie Jiading smiled cooperatively and ruffled his carefully groomed hair.

"My hairstyle..." Ning Le frowned suddenly, shaved his head with his hands, and then said, "Peach Blossom, you must treat bamboo well, he gave you a fresh and tender daisy!"

Fang Zexi had just taken a sip of wine, and almost spit it out by accident. In order to maintain his image, he swallowed it back abruptly, choking and coughing.

Xia Yang quickly patted him on the back, and said with a smile: "Of course." But he thought in his heart, my flower is also a fresh and tender daisy, okay!

Xia Yang's alcohol capacity is very good, Fang Zexi and Xie Jiading's tempering is not bad, only Ning Le's alcohol capacity is extremely poor, and the quality of the wine is not good. After drinking a cup, he starts drinking crazy, hugging people and yelling at me. mine.

But this time he did something even more ridiculous.

"I am Cup Ning Le, Ning Le, he is Cup Snow Ding, Xue Ding, and a bamboo stick, bamboo stick, eat with chicken wings..."

Fang Zexi asked speechlessly: "Why do you all eat it, but I am a bamboo stick. KFC's chicken wings don't need bamboo sticks, do they?"

"I'll ask them to put bamboo sticks on all the chicken wings tomorrow."

Fang Zexi couldn't help but looked up at the ceiling, and said, "Kfc doesn't belong to your house. Even if it's really plugged in, you don't need it when you eat, it's still a separate ending."

Xia Yang frowned, and said seriously: "No, unless they get me to the bone, there is even a slight possibility that I will be connected to you. You have already penetrated my chest, and it is impossible to pull it out. You can come out. Or you can try it and see how I get you covered in blood, are you willing?"