Reborn Out of Love and Murder

What is death like, cold or warm?When the warm blood slowly flows from the body, when the body gradually stiffens, and some seemingly forgotten memories slip through the head, is this kind of death full of sweet taste for Bai Songze?

Bai Songze was sitting on the sofa, holding a sharp knife in his hand, he looked at Su Weixi who was curled up beside him, with a rare smile on his face: "I wanted to try jumping off a building, but I don't know Can you accompany me, or choose another way to die."

"How do you want to die?" Su Weixi chewed the biscuit and looked at Bai Songze seriously.

"Cut your wrists." Bai Songze's tone was very relaxed, and he said lightly: "It seems that this is the only way to die, and the appearance of death will be better?"

"Oh." Su Weixi replied dumbly, the appearance of suicide by jumping off a building is really hard to see.

"You said you are so stupid, why did you choose to jump off the building? Even if you choose to cut your wrists or take sleeping pills, it's still better than jumping to death." Counting like a joke, Bai Songze held his right hand mercilessly. With the handle of the knife, he slashed fiercely at his left hand.

"...Because I'm a little afraid of pain." Seeing a large amount of blood gushing from Bai Songze's wrist, Su Weixi felt unusually uncomfortable, and he stammered: "You, don't you feel pain? Bai Songze... "

"What is this little pain?" Bai Songze smiled softly. Compared with the injuries he had suffered before, this is simply nothing.

"But so much blood..." Su Weixi was inexplicably nervous, and wanted to continue looking for biscuits to eat, but found that there were only three cookies left on the table that were originally inexhaustible.

"It doesn't matter." Bai Songze's skin was originally white, but now it is almost transparent with the massive blood loss. He has a warm smile on his thin face, like a boy in love who is going to greet his lover.

"Bai Songze..." Su Weixi looked at the blood gurgling from Bai Songze's wrist, and felt that the pain in his heart was unbearable... Indeed, it is not a pleasant thing to witness a person's suicide.

"You don't want to watch it." Bai Songze's lips began to turn white, and he panted lightly: "It's nothing to watch."

"Bai Songze, I forgive you." I don't know why Su Weixi said such words, but she couldn't control herself, it hurts too much... That hideous wound looks too painful...

"Idiot." Hearing Su Weixi's words, Bai Songze felt a little amused. He raised his blood-stained right hand to touch Su Weixi's face...but it didn't pass through Su Weixi's body.

"...You." Su Weixi was also frightened by Bai Songze's touch.

"Probably I'm really going to die." Bai Songze couldn't bear to let go of his hand, he made a bad joke: "Because I'm going to become the same soul as you, so I can touch you, right?"

"Idiot!!! You, you, you are not allowed to die!!!" Su Weixi was furious, and he found that he still couldn't accept witnessing the death of others.

"It's really not up for discussion." Bai Songze laughed haha, then picked up the knife on the table with his right hand and patched up his blood-clogged left hand: "Don't you know me, what I decided , when did it change?"

"Bai Songze!!" Su Weixi almost wanted to growl: "Don't think that I won't blame you if you die, do you think that if you die in front of me, you will be forgiven by me??"

"How dare you." Bai Songze's tone was as soft as a fluttering feather: "Su Weixi, I never ask you to forgive me."

"Then who are you showing this picture to?" Su Weixi felt that he was going to be killed by that bastard Bai Songze... Oh no, he has already been killed by this bastard, and he will not find peace when he dies .

"..." Bai Songze stopped talking, he lowered his eyelashes, and quietly looked at Su Weixi, who was extremely emotional in front of him, it made Su Weixi feel as if a big hole had been poked in his heart—when had he ever seen Bai Songze like this before? Quiet look?

"Alas..." The blood flowing from Bai Songze's wrist had already covered the floor, warm blood slowly emerged from the hideous wound, and flowed down the wrist to the cold floor.

Bai Songze sighed, but he didn't know what to say. What he had to say had already been said. The only thing he had to do now was to wait for death. The wound on his wrist was very painful, and the massive loss of blood made his body become weak. Get cold.

Hallucinations began to appear in front of Bai Songze's eyes.

With his eyes half open, he saw the dead Su Weixi wearing a white shirt, smiling and talking to people, Su Weixi's tone was so brisk, as if nothing could destroy his good mood.

Then Bai Songze watched the person who was talking to Su Weixi turn his head, and looked at him blankly, breathing became a little difficult for a moment, because that person had exactly the same face as him.

"Bai Songze, don't die." Su Weixi wanted to shake Bai Songze, who was about to close his eyes, to wake up, but found that he couldn't touch his body no matter what. It was obvious that Bai Songze touched his face just now, why did he touch him now? It's not here yet? ?

Bai Songze would no longer answer Su Weixi's words. The massive blood loss brought him to the brink of death, and he was already addicted to hallucinations and couldn't extricate himself.

"Don't die..." Su Weixi finally witnessed Bai Songze's departure. He wanted to remedy something, but found that the only thing he could do was to eat the piece left on the table at the end of Bai Songze's life cookies.

"It's really unpalatable..." Su Weixi swallowed the last cookie, and couldn't stop the tears on his face. He wanted to say that he still hated Bai Songze, but he couldn't ignore the wavering in his heart.

In fact, from the very beginning, when he came to Bai Songze's house, he never thought that Bai Songze would commit suicide. He knew this arrogant man too well, and suicide was an unacceptable insult to him.

Only the weak will commit suicide, and only the weak will have the idea of ​​escaping from this world. Before today, Su Weixi thought that Bai Songze would not fulfill his promise, but it was not until the moment Bai Songze raised the blade that Su Weixi finally understood that Bai Songze I really don't want to live anymore.

Why does he not want to live anymore?Su Weixi really wanted to lie to himself, or find a reason for himself, but the fact was there - it was because he told Bai Songze to die, that's why Bai Songze made such a choice.

So are they done with it?Su Weixi didn't notice that his body became slightly transparent. He was so immersed in the bloody scene in front of him that he couldn't help himself, and he didn't even notice after eating the cookies.

In fact, it's very simple for the two of you to open here. After eating these cookies, you can leave. Suddenly, Su Weixi heard a familiar voice. He lowered his head and looked at the cookie crumbs in his hands. Licked clean.

Warm sunlight came in through the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows, and Su Weixi watched himself slowly dissipate into a cloud of fine dust, and at the end, he said a word to the unconscious Bai Songze: "I don't blame you anymore .”

When Bai Songze died, he didn't feel much pain.Apart from the cold from the blood loss and some pain that was better than nothing, the death was perfect.

Bai Songze once imagined the scene after death, and secretly imagined whether he could find Su Weixi in the form of a soul, but when he really entered the arms of the god of death, he realized that there was nothing in the world after death.

There is no light, no sound, not even the flow of air, he is like a small dust, floating in the boundless darkness, he has self-awareness, but he has no way to think, he just has a general impression—— -he died.

Died of excessive blood loss, died in his own home, Bai Songze drifted and drifted, and he didn't know how long the time had passed. Finally, at the end of the darkness, he saw a light.

"Brother, brother." Someone called his name.

"Brother, get up quickly, if you don't get up again, Mom will be angry." Is it Bai Longqi calling him?

"Brother!! I beg you, if you are late, you will definitely be fired."... What does this mean?

Slowly opened his eyes, Bai Songze covered his face with his arms because of the too harsh light.

"Don't sleep." When he recovered a little bit, he saw clearly the anxious young man in front of him, Bai Songze frowned slightly: "Long Qi?"

"Brother..." The young man was crying, as if he had nothing to do with him: "Stop making trouble."

"I'm not dead?" Bai Songze's expression suddenly became ugly, but he soon realized that something was wrong... Why does Bai Longqi look so young, and the words he said, he couldn't understand Can't understand?

"What's the date today?" Bai Songze's voice trembled.

"On the 10th, school starts today!" Bai Longqi couldn't stand it anymore.

"...What year and month?" Bai Songze's voice became more and more trembling.

"...1992." Bai Longqi said unhappily.

"..." Bai Songze stopped talking. He stared at the ceiling with wide eyes, and suddenly found that... God actually gave him a big surprise that couldn't be bigger.

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When Su Weixi woke up, his expression was very grim. He looked at the calendar on the wall, and then at his shrunken self in the mirror. He didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

"1992?" Su Weixi tilted her head and muttered, "It's not true..."

"Su Weixi, hurry up, you won't be able to catch the car any later." A familiar voice sounded at the door.

"...Yu Linfei." Su Weixi opened the door and saw his old friend.

"Hurry up!!!" Yu Linfei said anxiously, "I won't wait for you if you're dawdling."

"Okay." Su Weixi smiled.

Now that he was reborn... Then all of this, let's start again, no matter what Bai Songze is or not, that bastard doesn't know where on the earth right now.