Reborn Out of Love and Murder

Bai Songze thought for a long time, and also thought a lot.

The ghost claiming to be Su Weixi in the living room has already fallen asleep, Bai Songze opened his eyes and waited for the ceiling, his mind was boiling like boiling water.

It's been almost a month since I couldn't sleep, and when I closed my eyes, I saw a smiling face dripping with blood, and that person called his name, one after another, as if asking for an answer.

Meng Baiqing is not the culprit, but she is.With this recognition, Bai Songze's eyes dimmed. He covered his eyes with his arms and wanted to smoke a cigarette, but when he saw the huddled people in the living room, his desire to smoke disappeared.

More painful than physical torture, Bai Songzejue's imaginary is his punishment. If a person dies, he will be gradually forgotten, and the murderer who finally caused the death will also bury his guilt under the wash of time. , then the fantasy in front of him, which is exactly the same as Su Weixizhang's, is probably the best reminder to keep him from forgetting his crime.

It was he who killed his lover himself, and it was he who caused Su Weixi's death.Thinking of this, Bai Songze showed an extremely bitter smile.

He went to Su Weixi's funeral secretly. If he followed his usual temperament, he would definitely go there with great fanfare, and he might even take away the right to hold Su Weixi's funeral from Su Weixi's parents.

But he didn't, and Bai Songze didn't know what happened to him. Not only did he not snatch Su Weixi's body, he even sneaked there when he was buried. When the sound of crying was gradually buried by the soil, Bai Songze realized thoroughly that his lover would never come back.

Huan Xiang at home has been eating a box of cookies from unknown sources. Huan Xiang is exactly the same as Su Weixi, from appearance to personality, even some small actions, are Su Weixi in his memory.

However, Bai Songze will never believe that there are ghosts in the world, because if Su Weixi really turns into a ghost, he must be a ghost. After all, Bai Songze replaced himself for such a wronged death. If it is himself, then he will mercilessly kill the instigator with his own hands.

But Bai Songze forgot an important reality, Su Weixi is not him.

When Su Weixi asked Bai Songze to die, Bai Songze thought about it seriously for a while. Looking at the barefooted man curled up on the sofa, he felt distressed for some reason. If the one in front of him was really Su Weixi's Soul, then it is because of his own reasons that he can't reincarnate, right?

Bai Songze, who was thinking like this, didn't notice that he had entered an endless loop.

The long-term insomnia and Su Weixi's death caused irreversible damage to Bai Songze's spirit. He began to anorexia, and began to try to explain some of the funeral to his relatives.

As the younger brother who is closest to Bai Songze, Bai Longqi naturally saw these changes of his brother very clearly. He watched Bai Songze's original indestructible armor slowly weathering, and watched Bai Songze's emaciation bit by bit.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?" Bai Longqi has asked this question countless times.

When Bai Songze heard this, he would return two words without raising his head: "It's okay."

fine?No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like nothing is going on. Bai Longqi became a little anxious. He wanted Bai Songze to go to the hospital for examination, but he was afraid that Bai Songze would not agree.

"There's no need for an examination." When Bai Longqi suggested going to the hospital for the first time, Bai Songze stopped what he was doing. He silently glanced at Bai Longqi. After a long time, he calmly opened his mouth: "Long Qi, I can't protect you forever."

"..." Bai Longqi choked up, and he heard Bai Songze's determination from these words: "Brother, is that Su Weixi so important? Is it more important than me?"

"I should listen to your persuasion." Bai Songze frowned slightly, and looked at Bai Longqi tenderly in his eyes: "It's regrettable now, and it's too late, Long Qi, if you meet someone who makes your heart beat in the future, you But don't learn from me."

"...Brother." Bai Longqi said awkwardly: "He is dead, but you still want to live, you look like... Brother, listen to me, don't treat yourself like this, okay?"

"He didn't die." Bai Songze sighed again: "If I don't die, he won't be able to rest in peace even if he dies, besides..."

"Don't lie to yourself, he is dead!!!" Bai Longqi has a very good temper, and he is rarely so irritable, but these words of Bai Songze have completely touched his dead center, he knows clearly He felt that Bai Songze was about to do something that he absolutely did not want to see.

"Long Qi, don't be willful." Bai Songze stopped paying attention to Bai Longqi after saying this sentence. He is very low in energy now, and it is difficult to distract himself from arguing with Bai Longqi. He still has a lot to do.

On the day of the quarrel with Bai Longqi, Bai Songze agreed to Su Weixi's request.

He looked at Su Weixi, who was supposed to be imaginary, with a familiar smile, and then said to him, "Bai Songze, can you die?"

This is not the first time that Su Weixi made this request, but Bai Songze unexpectedly felt that he was shaken, maybe it was Su Weixi's gentle tone, maybe it was a familiar smile, maybe it was because he could no longer bear the mental torture, Bai Songze agreed Su Weixi's request - to die.

"Give me a year." Bai Songze, who had made a decision, was still very calm. He said, "Give me a year, and then I will die."

There was not much surprise on his expression, Su Weixi nodded, and then continued to eat the biscuits he seemed to never finish.

If you had one year to live, what would you do?Bai Songze has never thought about such a pretentious question, because in his position, he can really live from day to day, and the distant future is beyond his imagination.

But when life has a deadline, Bai Songze is not interested in giving up on himself or enjoying life like ordinary people. He still has a lot of things to do, and one year is really not long.

People on the road said that Bai Songze was crazy, he was completely desperate to deal with his opponents, and his own safety, which he usually cared about a little bit, became a cloud in the sky. Bai Songze was crazy, so a bloody storm broke out on the underworld.

Bai Longqi finally stopped trying to persuade Bai Songze. He saw his brother's determination and understood that no matter how much he said, he couldn't change Bai Songze's mind. Since he couldn't change it, then he should get used to it.

Bai Longqi began to accept the affairs of the Bai family, and began to try to stand in Bai Songze's position.

Only when he stands in that position, can he truly understand what kind of life Bai Songze lives. Bai Longqi, who is a doctor by profession, feels that all this is simply a nightmare. He tries to keep Bai Songze who has decided to retire.

"Long Qi." Bai Songze didn't directly tell Bai Longqi his direct thoughts, he just smiled indifferently, and repeated that sentence: "I can't protect you forever."

"Brother, you can do it, you can definitely do it." Bai Longqi was almost choking on his sobs.

"I can't." Bai Songze lowered his eyelashes, his originally beautiful face became severely thinned due to insomnia and anorexia, and he looked a little charming: "I still have my own things to do, Long Qi, You can't be so selfish, I've spent half my life putting up an umbrella for you, now it's your turn."

"Brother..." Bai Longqi didn't dare to answer, "What are you going to do?"

"That's not something you should ask." If it was the former Bai Songze, he would have stood up and left, but after all these things during this period, his patience has obviously improved a lot. Bai Songze didn't look at Bai Longqi. Directly: "There is only one thing you have to do now - learn to deal with these things, you are a member of the Bai family, and this is the blood that bleeds in your bones."

Whether Bai Longqi is willing or not, Bai Songze has already made up his mind.

Bai Songze began to pave the way for his younger brother's future, and he began to clean up those who were eyeing the Bai family.

There is a price to pay for this kind of cleaning. When Bai Songze was hit in the abdomen by a stray bullet, he even thought he would die just like that. He endured it abruptly, he thought, before he died, he must tell that idiot, although he thought it was his own fantasy, but in case it was really Su Weixi's soul, he would just die like this... Su Weixi would Won't you be very unhappy?

The reckless Bai Songze is very scary. He didn't put other people's lives in his eyes before, and now he doesn't even want his own life. Who would dare to provoke a reckless lunatic?

During that time, the law and order in City C was extremely poor, and large-scale gang fights occurred from time to time. Bai Songze often sat alone on the roof of Shuimunianhua with a gun, staring at the place where Su Weixi had jumped downstairs.

No one knows what he is thinking, and no one knows what he wants to do.

A year is not long, but it is enough for Bai Longqi to grow up, and it is not short, but Bai Songze still waited until the date he fulfilled the agreement.

"Su Weixi." Bai Songze looked at the hallucination that had been with him for a whole year, and the first smile at the beginning of the new year appeared on his thin and disfigured face: "It's time for me to fulfill my promise."

"Ah..." Su Weixi ate cookies for a whole year, and he didn't feel bored, but found that there were fewer and fewer cookies on the table: "A year so fast?"

"It's pretty fast." Bai Songze reached out to touch Su Weixi's face, but passed through his body. He sighed and said, "Let's go, let's fulfill my promise to you."

"Really?" Su Weixi tilted his head, he thought Bai Songze had forgotten it long ago.

"Really." Bai Songze smiled like a flower. He hadn't been in such a good mood for a long time. It was like the first time he saw Su Weixi smiling at him. It was so clear, like the brightest sky in spring.