memory castration

In October, the sky is high and blue, and the sparrows are jumping happily on the antenna outside the window, one by one like dancing musical notes.

The sun shines in through the glass, forming a large flow of broken gold with the shaking of the tree shadow.

I sat in a wheelchair and was sleepy from the sun. I covered my face with a newspaper, and my whole body was so lazy that I couldn't lift my spirits.

There was a soft creaking sound from behind, and the heavy leather shoes buckled on the floor, "Mr. Fang, Mr. Xu wants to see you."

The account manager still has to settle the matter. For seven whole days, I thought he had completely forgotten about the past.

The person who came removed the newspaper from me, held a mask and sunglasses in his hand, and said in a serious but respectful tone, "Please put this on."

The mask is so big that it covers almost three-fifths of it, and with the black bill on, I feel like a wacky creature fresh out of a lab.

The other party took two steps back and looked carefully before exiting in satisfaction.

A few minutes later, Xu Yifei came in, wearing a well-tailored black suit, with a strong body and slender limbs, with strong facial features and the corners of his mouth stretched into a straight line. After closing the room, he stared at me intently.

After reading it for a long time, he squeezed out a few words, "I heard that you lost your memory again? Do you still know me?"

I shook my head and smiled at him through the mask, "But I heard that your surname is Xu."

"Xu Yifei."

"Oh."

He took two steps forward, bent down and grabbed my head with his hands, "Are you addicted to playing?"

I said calmly, "I'm sorry I don't know what you're talking about."

He was silent for a moment, and squeezed out a few words between his teeth, "You're fucking pretending."

looks like?That's really great... You can't blame me for using this trick repeatedly. Who told this to be Jiangcheng?Who caused my leg to be hit with a comminuted fracture?Who told me to escape from his sphere of influence?

Since I can't escape, I can only show weakness, my leg bumped, and I lost my memory and became stupid. I hope my current miserable appearance can arouse some pity in him.

But who is Xu Yifei?If he could soften his heart so easily, I wouldn't be here today. It seems that I have to be a little bit worse... It's time to test my acting skills!Thinking of this, I put my head in my hands, rubbed it a few times and leaned back on the chair, breathing loudly on purpose, and groaning in pain once or twice.

Thank goodness I have sunglasses to cover my eyes, so I can easily observe his expression, and then adjust and change my misery index at any time.

He pursed his lips, contemptuous and annoyed as if watching a joke, "Keep pretending, I want to see how long you pretend!"

Damn it... It really is a hard-hearted beast, how could I have taken a fancy to such a thing in the first place!

I stretched out my hand tremblingly, "Mr. Xu, I have a terrible headache, can you call the doctor for me?"

His hands are beautiful, and his fingertips are slightly cool with a layer of thin calluses. When I touched it, he was thrown away like an electric shock, and his facial features also deformed.

First, I covered my head so tightly, and then I was afraid of direct contact with me. It seems that the shadow of the electric shock from last time is still there.

After hesitating for a moment in my heart, I rolled the wheel and tried to approach him again, and said weakly, "Mr. Xu..."

He yelled, treating me like a man-eating beast, "Don't fucking touch me!"

My shoulders shook in response to the situation, Qiqi Ai Ai retracted into the wheelchair, thinking that since I don't want to see me so much, I just go straight, I have to come to the door to find guilt.

Xu Yifei, how dare you say that you are not cheap?

The two looked at each other silently for a long time, he frowned his beautiful sword eyebrows, as if he had finally made a decision, reached out and pulled off the mask on my face, and then... covered his mouth and rushed out the door.

I resentfully took an orange from the drawer, peeled it and thought, just looking at the face made me feel so disgusted, if I took off my sunglasses, wouldn't he just go crazy?Xiao Ziqi's methods are as perverted as human beings...

Thinking of Xiao Ziqi, the schadenfreude that finally came to him disappeared immediately.Where did this guy go? Yang Wenxiong has business dealings with him, so he should continue to check his whereabouts.Jiang Ping was at the bar that night, so Yang Wenxiong should have been told about that night, right?

Xu Yifei suffered a setback this time, so he probably won't come to make trouble for a short time.The most important thing for me now is to recover from my injuries as soon as possible, and then try to escape.

Surprisingly, Xu Yifei came again the next day. This time, no one prepared a mask to cover my face, so I vomited in the room with the trash can in my arms, and finally stared at me with blindfolded eyes, unconscious from time to time. I twitched twice, completely ignoring that I was still a physically and mentally ill guy in front of me.

Day three, day four, day five...

What this pervert seems to do every day is eat enough at home, and then come to me and vomit, vomit, vomit, so that I feel nauseous when I look in the mirror.

I smiled wryly, "Xu..."

He yelled at me, "Shut up!"

After waiting for three to five minutes, seeing that I really didn't have anything to say, he became curious, glanced at me and said, "What did you want to say just now?"

"Can I call my friend, I'm afraid he will be anxious if I disappear for no reason."

He wiped the corner of his mouth, "If you mean Yang Wenxiong, it's waived. I've asked Jiang Ping to tell him that you're going on a trip and won't be back for a while."

My heart sank suddenly, and I said why I haven't seen Daxiong for a few weeks. It turned out that I was confused by Jiang Ping's disappearance during the holiday.

But thinking about it, he didn't do anything wrong. His eldest brother is Yang Wenxiong, not me, but he chose to hide some things, which is not a betrayal of Nobita.

"I don't know Mr. Xu very well. I really feel guilty for interrupting him for so long, so I want to go back to Ninghai to recuperate. I don't know what Mr. Xu thinks?"

"Unfamiliar?" He raised his eyebrows, raised his hand to pinch my neck, and said with a distorted expression: "You say that you are not familiar? I am not familiar with you! You say you have amnesia, why do you still remember Yang Wenxiong? He counts What is more important in your heart than me? No matter whether your illness is true or not, don't try to fly out of my palm!"

I grinned my teeth and gasped for air as he pinned down my injured leg, which had been put in a plaster cast, "Mr. Xu, please calm down..."

"Fuck you, calm down! Fang, Yi, Bai," he spat out my name with difficulty, and his fingers squeezed my throat a little bit, "Don't even try to get rid of me, never in your life!"

At this time, his eyes were red, he didn't know whether it was from vomiting or anger, his brows were upside down, his expression was twisted like a madman who lost his mind.

Fortunately, two male doctors made their ward rounds on time, rushed in in horror and pulled people away, "Mr. Xu, please don't treat patients like this!"

Xu Yifei pushed him away, adjusted his suit and returned to a well-dressed walking corpse, "Help him go through the discharge procedures."

"But Mr. Fang's condition still needs to stay in the hospital for observation..."

"I will ask a private doctor to take care of him at home."

Knowing that struggling is futile, I still wanted to try harder, and desperately hugged the arm of one of the white coats: "Doctor, I don't know this Mr. Xu, can you lend me a phone..."

Xu Yifei stared closely at the parts of our bodies that were in contact, his eyes were as sharp as a knife, and it hurt people's hallucinations.

The two doctors looked at each other, and in the end they only gave me a sorry smile and left. My hand for help was finally thrown in the bleak autumn wind.

In the afternoon, he was sent back to Jinyiju, where he lived with Xu Yifei for seven years.

The layout and furniture in the room have not changed, but things are different now.

He invited an aunt to take care of my daily life, and he didn't show up again until half a month later.

At that time, I was leaning on the bed and eating fruit, watching TV while eating, when the bedroom door was kicked open from the outside with a bang, and Xu Yifei walked in haughtily.

The room became very quiet in an instant, I blinked, and was a little surprised at the calmness on his face at this moment.

"Are you wondering how I got back to normal?"

"Well," I nodded, "you still vomited when you saw me a few days ago."

He pulled up the corner of his mouth and showed an evil sneer, "I went to a psychiatrist for recovery treatment."

My heart sank, but my face did not reveal any abnormality, "Congratulations."

He came over, grabbed my hair, and brought his mouth closer, "Fang Yibai, you've been out and about for half a year, have you ever thought about how I live?"

I turned my head to avoid his kiss, with a face full of panic and fear, "Mr. Xu, please respect yourself!"