memory castration

In October, the city of Ninghai is still very green, and the air is filled with the sweet fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus.

After leaving the airport, it was already dark, and Jiang Xiaohu and I couldn't wait to part ways with Xiao Ziqi.

When he was about to get home, Jiang Xiaohu suddenly rejoiced and said: "There is a baked sweet potato on the side of the road! I haven't eaten it for a long time, brother Fang let me go down and buy two, okay?"

Roasted sweet potato?After the driver stopped the car, Jiang Xiaohu jumped down to buy something, picked up a few, took out a hundred-yuan bill, and hurried back without even asking for change.

He broke one open, and the sweet aroma immediately diffused in the compartment. After tasting it, he tore off a small piece and brought it to my mouth, "I'll eat it for you."

I turned my face away, "I don't eat sweet potatoes."

"Try it, it's really sweet."

"I said no!" Only when I saw the grievances in his eyes, I realized that my tone was a bit harsh.

"Huh, why don't you eat it if you don't eat it? Why are you so fierce," he complained in a low voice, holding the sweet potato in both hands and bowing his head like a hamster to eat it.

A few minutes later, he puffed up his face miserably and said, "I can't eat any more."

"Then put it in the bag first, and throw it away later."

"If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have bought so many. The three cost me almost 40 yuan... Ah, that person doesn't seem to give me change!"

From his muttering and complaining, I remembered some messy memories. Now the price of goods is rising really fast. It seems that it was a few cents a catty more than 20 years ago?

"Uncle, I don't have any money, can you give us one?"

"Brother, you have to obey grandma obediently, don't be naughty..."

"I love you."

"Isn't it you, Mr. Fang, who made him like this? He had a heart transplant operation three years ago..."

I put my hand on my forehead, and let the memory flicker through my mind. It was like a pot of boiling water was boiling in my chest. It turned cold and hot again.

In the blink of an eye, it has been a week since I returned to Ninghai, and whenever I was seduced by Jiang Xiaohu in bed, Xiao Ziqi's voice would ring in my ears at the right time, and he said, "Xiaobai, you are trying to care for me." Needling it."

The child's slender waist twisted like a twist, but I felt as if a basin of cold water had been poured on my face, and my desires disappeared in an instant.

First Xu Yifei, then Xiao Ziqi, these two people can easily mess up my life.

Xu Yifei has been settled now, and there is only one Xiao Ziqi left, what method should be used to make him disappear completely?

"Brother Fang," the child came over meanly, and stretched out his paws to grope my body, "Are you not physically fit? You'll be killed at every critical moment, why don't you let me do it!"

I pinched his chin and shook it from side to side, "Just you, a quick-shot brat, do you want to fuck someone else?"

"I don't want to fuck anyone else, I just want to fuck you. Brother Fang, I promise to serve you comfortably... Can you let me do it once?"

"Little brother, you are too young."

He understood my pun, and immediately raised his fur like a little beast, "You old bastard, I'm going to fight you..."

First Brother Fang, then Uncle, and now he has evolved into an old bastard. I pressed him on my thigh and slapped his butt a few times.

Jiang Xiaohu finally became honest, and looked at me incredulously, "Brother Fang, let's do this for a while, or I won't be at ease."

"If you do it, you will be at ease? It's not a marriage certificate."

"It's not like that," he lowered his hairy little head, "I always feel that you don't like me that way, you always treat me like a child."

"You were just a child."

"I'm not!" The corners of his eyes were a little red, and his voice was full of persistence that I had never seen before, "I'm a man now!"

I asked lazily, "So what?"

He shook off my hand and threw the pillow angrily, "Look, you don't know anything!"

What kind of wind did this child suddenly have? "What happened to you tonight?"

"I like you! I have fallen in love with you since you carried me out of Xu Yifei's house... You don't know how happy I am when you met in Egggarsen. You bought me clothes and took me to pay liquidated damages. You still hug me... You are an old liar! You say you like me, you treat me very well on the surface, but in fact you treat me like a pet like a cat, cat or dog, and you will come and go when you call it!"

I was silent for a moment, then stood up and said, "So you think so, then tomorrow I will ask someone to help you pack your things."

He said in a trembling voice: "You really started to dislike me. If that's the case, why did you bring me back?"

"Stop making trouble," I rubbed his head, "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette, you go to bed early."

He bit his lip and didn't speak, until I walked to the door of the bedroom, he suddenly said: "You are in love with Xiao Ziqi, right?"

I stopped, "Don't talk nonsense."

"I'm not talking nonsense! You've called him by his name in your dreams for the past two days! On the morning I returned to Ninghai, I saw everything, and even heard Xiao Ziqi's housekeeper call you Second Young Master!"

"what do you want to say in the end?"

He ran over with bare feet, hugged my waist from behind, and said in a domineering tone: "You are not allowed to like Xiao Ziqi, he is a devil, a pervert, and a psychopath! He will hide you from anyone... "

I often used these words to scold Xiao Ziqi, but when Jiang Xiaohu said it, it felt extremely harsh, and his voice turned cold unconsciously: "Let go."

"I won't let go!"

"Do you want to spend the night with me like this?"

The temperature of his tongue spread to my back through the shirt, and he gently rubbed his lower body against my legs, "Brother Fang, let's do it."

I used to like to watch him acting like a baby, because it would greatly satisfy a man's vanity, but he didn't know how to mention Xiao Ziqi's thorn in his heart...

"Tell me how much money you want"

"I don't want money!" He was shocked, as if he had been hit hard, "I don't sell it everywhere!"

"Then what are you doing in the night and Egggarson club? Experience life?"

I don't discriminate against occupations, I just hate this kind of people who do it but don't admit it. They were spies by my side for tens of thousands of dollars half a year ago, right?

He screamed hysterically, "Fang Yibai, you look down on me...you've always looked down on me, haven't you?"

I frowned, feeling upset and didn't bother to explain anything to him, "It's up to you what you think."

After a moment of stalemate, Jiang Xiaohu finally figured it out and let go, rubbing his eyes, the broken glass bottle was sharp and piercing, "Fang Yibai, I hate you!"

"Finish?" At this point, I lost all patience, and I took him to the door with my clothes on, and threw the wallet on the table to him, "Go find a place outside to calm down and come talk to me."

How could a child who was so cute before turn into this vicious little Hades in the blink of an eye?

After sitting in the living room and smoking two cigarettes in a row, I couldn't help but push the door open and take a look.

The outside was empty, with a layer of pink paper money floating on the ground, and two dirty footprints on the black wallet.

His self-willed and proud personality doesn't look like he was born in poverty, and he doesn't know how he lived outside to make a living...

I picked up my wallet and went back to my bedroom for a sleepless night.

The next day, I went to Xiao Ziqi's place to discuss business with Yang Wenxiong. He was very generous, 25% lower than the previous agent's quotation.

While he was out on the phone, Yang Wenxiong said to me, "What do you think he's trying to do? There's no profit at all from working with us."

I snorted coldly, "It's too much money to burn, he wants it for us, as much as he wants, and sells it to other suppliers at a high price if he can't use it up."

Not long after, Xiao Ziqi turned around and smiled at me very kindly, as if all the grievances and grievances before did not exist.

Yang Wenxiong is an upright person. After signing the contract, he was invited to have dinner with him, and he was toasted with liquor in a beer glass.

Xiao Ziqi didn't show any abnormality from the beginning, he clinked his glasses calmly, and then drank it down in one gulp.

Yang Wenxiong said frankly: "Mr. Xiao is really a straightforward person, and now I really start to like you as a person."

Xiao Ziqi said some polite words and got up to go to the bathroom. After waiting for about 5 minutes, no one came back.

While Yang Wenxiong was chatting with the waitress, I also quietly stood up.

After entering, I saw Xiao Ziqi splashing water on his face, except for the redness around his ears, everything else was as pale as paper.

Seeing me in the mirror, he paused, "Xiaobai..."

The ending was long, and the lingering sound was still echoing in my ears after I closed my lips. I stared at him closely, "Xiao Ziqi, how much do you love me?"

"I don't know," he smiled wryly. "Feelings are things you can't see or touch. How can you use words to measure them? All I know is that you have been the only motivation to live these years."

"If I provoke you, will you kill me like you killed Xiaoha?"

"will not."

I took his hand, "Come on, come with me for a drink, if you can beat me, I'll let you go."

He followed me obediently, his tone a little uncertain for the first time, "Are you serious?"

"real."

A cup of two cups... Thirty degrees of white wine was poured down, burning like a fire and making my throat sore.

Seeing his face getting more and more ugly, I couldn't help sneering in my heart, I don't even have my own heart, what qualifications do you have to fight with me?

Go to hell, bastard... This way it will be settled, and you will never bother me again!

Yang Wenxiong was surprised and said: "This is liquor, not beer. If you drink like this, something will happen. What happened?"

I ignored him, picked up the bottle and said, "Xiao Ziqi, do you still dare to drink?"

Drunkness was already in his eyes, but he held the cup with a solemn expression, "There is nothing to dare."

I spread out the four cups and filled them up, and then cast heavy bait, "If you can finish this bottle of wine, I promise to date you!"

"Yibai you..."

"Don't worry about it, Nobita, this is... a matter between me and him."

Xiao Ziqi silently picked up the glass and poured it down his throat without saying a word. Halfway through the drink, his hands dropped and he lay down on the table, the glass fell to the ground and rolled a few times.

"Xiao Ziqi."

"Ok?"

I was probably drunk too, and I couldn't control my mouth at first, and I took the initiative to shake off the plan, "I lied to you, even if you finish drinking, I won't do anything to you."

With his head buried in his arms, he murmured softly, "I... know."

I smiled viciously, "You know? Knowing that you still drink? Are you afraid that you will die from a heart attack?"

Now he was silent for a long time, just when I thought the other party had completely lost consciousness, he said: "It's fine to die, nothing... don't think about it anymore."

I said, "Then you go to die!"

Yang Wenxiong was frightened by our conversation, and took a few shots of Xiao Ziqi, but there was no response, so he put his hand under his nose to test it, and quickly called the doctor.

I huddled in the chair and tapped the cup blankly with my chopsticks, one time, two times...

"Xiaobai, tell brother what time it is..."

"two."

"Wrong, it's five, one, two, three, four, five, five, how do you say Banana in English?"

"Ai Pao..."

"No, that's an apple..."

"Apple, love bubbles."

"Xiaobai is so smart!"

……

A sharp whistle sounded, several white coats rushed in, surrounded Xiao Ziqi tightly, and not long after, they all disappeared.

The room was empty and I was the only one left.

Yang Wenxiong grabbed my collar, "Fang Yibai, you have to have a scale when you want to play! Now people are going to die, why are you laughing!"

"Xiao Ziqi is dead?"

"Ghost knows! Bah bah...you go to the toilet to sober me up!"

I staggered into the washroom, and was about to take off my belt, but someone covered my mouth and nose with a towel from behind, and the pungent ether smell rushed straight into my internal organs.

After going through a whirlwind, the whole person became groggy and lost consciousness.