memory castration

After being disturbed by Xiao Ziqi, taking a bath became a simple bath.

When going out, Jiang Xiaohu tugged at my bath towel, "Brother Fang, when I see Xiao Ziqi later, you have to protect me."

"If you are afraid, just stay with me all the time, don't leave alone."

"Okay!" He rubbed the tip of his nose with Yang Yang's fist that looked deathly at home.

At the dinner table, Xiao Ziqi completely ignored Jiang Xiaohu, and I was happy to do so.

The child is very picky about eating. He picks up all kinds of carrots and green peppers on the plate, and even doesn't try dishes with onions and garlic.

I am very interested in observing his rabbit-like eating method, "No wonder you don't grow taller."

He was poked at the pain point, gritted his teeth and muttered: "What's the use of being tall, you won't let me fuck you..."

I leaned back in the chair and laughed, "It's not impossible for you to grow five centimeters taller."

It's good to be young...you can say anything without scruple.

The depression disappeared from his face, "Really?"

I laughed, "Really."

Now that the child develops early, he is now already, and it is almost impossible to grow another five centimeters.

But Jiang Xiaohu took it seriously, quickly ate everything on the plate, and was no longer picky about the taste.

Xiao Ziqi put down his chopsticks, and asked the housekeeper waiting beside him, "Is the guest room ready?"

"No need," I said before Qin Bo answered, "Xiaohu sleeps in my room tonight."

"Uncle Qin, take Mr. Jiang to the guest room later." Xiao Ziqi completely ignored my words.

I said angrily, "Uncle Qin, move my things to the guest room as well."

Xiao Ziqi blinked his eyelashes slowly, and said in an elegant voice without anger: "Xiao Bai, do you know what you are doing?"

I signaled Jiang Xiaohu to enter the room, "I'm not a child, I know exactly what I want and what I want to do."

Could it be that after getting rid of Xu Yifei, he can rest easy as he regards me as something in his pocket?

Xiao Ziqi, I am not a thing without the ability to think and act. The humiliation I have suffered is still vivid in my mind. How can everything be as you wish?

"By the way," I turned back halfway through the walk, "You'd better leave Jiang Xiaohu alone, if he does something wrong, I'll..."

"What about you?" He raised his eyelids, his eyes were as clear as glass under the light.

"I'm going to die."

He stood up, his straight nose almost touching my face, "Xiaobai, you are a man, how can you say such a thing?"

"Cut," I snorted coldly, and broke the jar and said, "You pat your chest and talk psychologically. When did you ever treat me as a man? If you don't believe me, try it. Anyway, I have nothing to love now, and I will die sooner." Tosheng."

"You're putting a needle in my heart."

"Heart?" I poked my finger on his chest, "It turns out that you also have a long heart here. You abducted my first love, ruined my best youth, and hurt me again and again. Did you ever think about me? how do you feel?"

When I was with Xu Yifei, it can be said that I did it on my own, but what about before that?If Xiao Ziqi hadn't appeared, these things would never have happened.

Now that I have done nothing, the culprit is pretending to be wronged. Is there justice in this world?

"I love you."

"Love is not a universal excuse, let alone a shield for others to bear mistakes. Your love is selfish and narrow, despicable and shameless. I can't afford it."

"So you would rather choose someone like Jiang Xiaohu than be with me?"

"Yes."

The fragility flashed across his eyes, and he quickly returned to calmness, "You will regret it."

Is this a threat?I furrowed my eyebrows and stared at him in displeasure.

After walking into the bedroom full of anger, I pressed Jiang Xiaohu against the door and started kissing passionately.

He seemed to be frightened, he was dumbfounded for a long time before he began to put his arms around me, his legs clamped around my waist like an octopus, and pushed hard on my lower abdomen, "Brother Fang... go to bed."

I hugged him to the bed, "Go to bed early, next year we will have to fly for more than ten hours."

He rolled around on the bed in frustration, "You don't want me."

"Not in the mood," I was annoyed at the thought of Xiao Ziqi's appearance just now, so I casually took out a cigarette from the drawer and lit it.

Jiang Xiaohu rested his head on my lap, pulled the corner of my clothes around and around, carefully probing: "Brother Fang, Xiao Ziqi treats you very well."

"Good? How do you know that he treats me well?"

"There is still expression in the eyes. Every time I turn to you, I will be very gentle... He is so good, why don't you like him?"

"If you don't like it, you don't like it. There is no reason. Are you here to be a lobbyist for him?"

He immediately got up, "No! I just think...you seem special to him."

I took a cigarette and paused, "What's so special?"

"You are very manly in front of me, but when you see Xiao Ziqi, you feel completely wrong. You feel like a child having a temper tantrum. You have to compete with him."

"You know what a fart!" I pulled the quilt up to cover his face, and ordered: "Sleep!"

The smell of smoke in the bedroom was a bit heavy, so I went to open the window before going to bed, and inadvertently glanced outside under the sandy moonlight, Xiao Ziqi was sitting alone in the garden, his lonely figure was lonely.

Why is he still up so late?A madman is a madman!

Jiang Xiaohu was already sound asleep, with a sweet smile on his lips, I tossed and turned on the bed for a long time, but still couldn't fall asleep.

Going to the window and looking, Xiao Ziqi was still sitting there, not moving for a long time.

If he doesn't leave, I won't be able to fall asleep. If I look at him half an hour later, he still maintains his original posture.

You won't die, will you?My heart is hairy, bah!Thinking about something messy!

At three o'clock in the morning, I finally couldn't resist and decided to go down to see if he was really dead...

If he really dies, I will be completely free, and I should buy firecrackers to celebrate then!

The manor was very quiet in the second half of the night, and the night wind was as cool as water.

I called Xiao Ziqi twice but he didn't respond, so I had to approach, "Xiao Ziqi..."

He still didn't move, I hesitated and stretched out my hand to push him, but I felt that the whole muscle was stiff...stiff...wouldn't it really be what I said?

My voice started to tremble, "Xiao Ziqi, Xiao Ziqi! Hey, wake up...don't play me...Xiao Ziqi!"

Seeing the manor's dog awakened by the noise, barking non-stop, the butler Qin Bo rushed out with a bottle, "Mr. Fang, please don't touch the young master's body!"

He pressed his ears against Xiao Ziqi's chest, then poured two pills into his mouth, pressed lightly on his abdomen a few times, and stretched his hands and feet slowly.

I was so startled by his series of skillful movements that I couldn't speak, and it took me a while to ask, "What's wrong with him?"

His expression eased, "It's nothing, just a small problem."

I said angrily: "What small problem can make people become like this?!"

Uncle Qin looked at me with a biting chill in his eyes, "Mr. Fang and you are the one who made him like this?"

He ordered Xiao Ziqi, who was still asleep, to be carried back to the room, and finally only the two of us were left in the garden.

Uncle Qin sighed, and his tone softened, "I'm sorry Second Young Master... I overstepped the rules just now. Eldest Young Master is very sad now, please treat him better..."

I clenched my fists, and my nails sank deep into my palm, "What's wrong with him?"

"heart disease."

"You're talking nonsense! Xiao Ziqi won the long-distance running championship in high school. How could such a person have a heart attack?"

Uncle Qin said in a low voice, "That's already in the past. He had a heart transplant three years ago, and now he's banned from running, from smoking and alcohol, and from having big mood swings. He even has to abstain from having sex."

"Are you lying to me? I've lived with you for so long, why haven't I noticed anything unusual about him?"

"When did you set your sights on the young master? Second young master, the eldest young master has carried too many things in the past, and he may have acted a little too radically, but he really treats you with all his heart. He even... made a will. What's the matter, all property is yours."

"I don't want his money!"

Xiao Ziqi has heart disease?I vaguely remember that he seemed to say something difficult these years, but I never took it to heart.No wonder he doesn't get angry no matter how much he is provoked, he always wears an indifferent mask, no wonder he is abstinent, he has never touched me for the past six months... He actually has a heart disease...

I touched my face indiscriminately, and wanted to smoke again, but I came out in a hurry, my pockets were empty and I didn't put anything in it.

Sitting down on the chair that Xiao Ziqi sat on just now, I asked bluntly, "How long will he live?"

Uncle Qin said with an ugly face: "The operation back then was very successful, and basically there was no rejection. If you don't stimulate him, he should be no different from a normal person."

"Understood, you go, let me be quiet for a while."

"I would like to ask you one more thing...about tonight, please pretend you don't know anything."

I froze, "Why?"

Uncle Qin smiled wryly, "The young master has kept it a secret for so long, but he didn't want you to know. If you found out...he would be very sad."

If he is sad, he will have a heart problem, and then he will... die.

It turns out that Xiao Ziqi is not as strong as iron, he is more fragile than anyone else.

While torturing me while paving the way for my future, this creature called brother is really troublesome.

I thought viciously, if I want to get rid of him now, it should be easy, right?Do more things he doesn't want to see, say more things he doesn't like to hear, and you can drive him to death without paying any legal liability...

The dinner table was peaceful the next day, and Xiao Ziqi's face showed no signs of illness at all.

Qin Bo asked with his luggage: "Master, do you want to rest for two days before leaving?"

I glanced at Xiao Ziqi, "Did you not sleep well last night?"

"Very good." He smiled, turned to Qin Bo and said, "It's okay."

I ignored Uncle Qin's begging, and continued to sarcastically say, "Your face is as pale as a ghost."

"Is that so," he said with a sly look in his eyes, "Maybe I really went to the hell for a while."