memory castration

When I left the manor, I resisted the coldness on my back and didn't look back, so I don't know what Xu Yi's expression was.

After we arrived at the ranch, we had a sumptuous lunch. The skin of the roasted squab was charred and tender, the steak was soft and juicy, and the dessert of fruit double skin milk was smooth and delicious.While eating, I sighed, Xiao Ziqi really knows how to enjoy life.

In the afternoon, we rode horses in the pasture for a while, and took the sheepdog to hunt nearby. In the evening, we went to the orchard to pick grapes by ourselves.

Xiao Ziqi's family is richer than I imagined. It is said that he also owns a western restaurant and a newly listed wine processing plant.

He is only three years older than me, but he has everything easily at the age when a man should be working hard for his career. He killed me, an unemployed young man, in seconds, and he is also a rare winner in life.

The envied person didn't know it yet, but looked at me with a wine glass, his perfect face was covered with a layer of golden light in the setting sun, making him look like a perfect statue.

I spat out the grape skins and said in confusion, "Since you have everything in Egggarsen, why did you go to Jiangcheng again?"

He said in a natural tone: "Because there is no Xiaobai here."

Man is a strange creature, always obsessed with what he can't get.I don't doubt that he has strange feelings for me now, but I can't tell whether this lonely possessiveness is love. He said he loved me for many years, but I am sure and sure that I have not seen him before the age of 14.

Jiangcheng and Ninghai are thousands of miles apart, and each city has millions of people. Coupled with the differences in identities and growing environments, it is impossible for us to meet each other for no reason.

He seems to be deliberately concealing some things, which makes our relationship more complicated and confusing. I couldn't see through him when I was young, and I still can't see through him now.

I said with a pun: "Thank you for your hospitality these two days, and I will definitely repay you when I have the opportunity in the future."

His attitude was not surprised, "I want to leave now, have you really given up on Xu Yifei completely?"

"I suddenly figured out something, and now I don't have any emotional troubles."

"What are your plans after leaving here? Do you want to go back to Jiangcheng?"

"Let's go back to Jiangcheng first, and then see if I can find a suitable job. If it doesn't work, I'll go back to Ninghai."

People always have to live. Although I have been a rice bug for a long time, I have not forgotten that I have worked hard. When I was young, I had the joy of working several jobs a day. I don’t know if I can go back.

Although the professional knowledge has been forgotten, I believe that if you work hard, you will have your own nest.

Xiao Ziqi drooped his long eyelashes, and said softly, "Xiaobai, stay here."

I shook my head, "I have no reason to stay."

As always, he used gentle seduction, "You can try to be with me, maybe you will get used to it in the future."

I smiled and didn't speak.

He said something similar a few years ago, and I seriously considered it, only to be nipped in the bud by his madness.

Xu Yifei is like a twelfth-level typhoon, coming and going with amazing destructive power, while Xiao Ziqi is like an undercurrent hidden in the sea. You can never see it from the calm surface. I can't decide which of them is more dangerous.

Fang Yibai has the worst memory in the world, remembering some past events today does not mean he will remember them tomorrow.At that time, if I accidentally fall in love with any of them again, I am afraid that I will die without a place to bury me.Therefore, we should escape as soon as possible while we are still awake, go back to Jiangcheng and join Yang Wenxiong first, and wait until everything is stable.

We returned to the manor when it got dark, and we didn't see Xu Yifei again.

He has always been arrogant and vindictive, being rejected face-to-face is undoubtedly like a slap in the face, and he will definitely take the opportunity to humiliate him when he gets the chance in the future. I need to be careful when I return to Jiangcheng.

The butler took out an envelope, and said, "Master, Mr. Xu and his fiancee have returned to China, and they left some money on purpose before they left. I can't refuse..."

Xiao Ziqi smiled and said, "It's okay, you can put it away first."

Whether it was in the past or now, Xu Yifei didn't like Xiao Ziqi, and it was clearly shown on his face, and he didn't even want to say polite words that were staged.If he hadn't been desperate during the honeymoon trip, he probably wouldn't have come to ask for help.

I don't know exactly what happened between them, but I guess it must have been something crazy that Xiao Ziqi did beforehand.

Xu Yifei has a bad character but has an upright personality, and never bothers to hide any emotions, while Xiao Ziqi is just the opposite, no matter what bad things he does, he can act as if nothing happened on the surface.Apart from me, he is probably the only person who can still smile at Xu Yifei's frozen face.

Xiao Ziqi asked someone to help book a plane ticket. Thinking of leaving Egggarsen tomorrow morning, I felt my scalp numb and my limbs tense, because I was sure whether Xiao Ziqi would suddenly launch a sneak attack at night.

When I came out of the shower, I deliberately hid the fruit knife in the quilt, thinking that if Xiao Ziqi dared to commit any wrongdoing again, I would stab him to death without hesitation!

I'm not a virgin and it's okay to get fucked by a man once or twice, but thinking about what he did makes me sick to my stomach.

It seemed that I was thinking too much, and nothing happened all night in vain panic. I didn't let out a long sigh of relief until dawn.

While eating breakfast listlessly, the butler handed over the air ticket to Xiao Ziqi, and said with a smile, "I hope you have a safe journey, young master. Please don't worry about family matters."

I choked on a mouthful of bread and drank more than half a glass of milk to get it out, "What do you mean?"

Xiao Ziqi was as calm as usual, "I just happen to have a red wine agency business to discuss, so I will go back to Jiangcheng with you."

No one knows, but I'm not happy with the coincidence.

When the plane skimmed over the runway, it was officially announced that my short and tortuous trip to Egggarson was officially over.

Back in Jiangcheng, I parted ways with Xiao Ziqi as soon as we got off the plane, and took a taxi to find Yang Wenxiong.

I rang the doorbell for a long time but no one opened it. I guessed that he must have gone to work. Fortunately, I remembered that he had given me a bunch of keys. I reached into my backpack and fumbled for a long time, and successfully opened the door and entered.

The situation in the living room put me in a dilemma. Three bright bodies made me dizzy. One of the women was lying on the sofa with her legs wide open to soothe herself, while Yang Wenxiong was holding a hot girl on the table. Work hard.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, all three of them were taken aback. Brother Xiong, who hadn't seen him for a long time, was so embarrassed that he cleared his throat and said, "Yibai, come in and close the door, there's a draft."

I closed the door and plunged into his bedroom, "Go ahead, I'll go to rest for a while."

He enthusiastically suggested behind him, "Do you want to play together?"

I don't have such a peculiar hobby. I slammed the door, threw away my backpack and fell directly on the bed.

When he walked out of the room in the evening, the living room had already been tidied up, and Yang Wenxiong was lazily leaning on the sofa wrapped in a scarf like a wild beast.

"I rang the doorbell before I came in." Who knew that people would have threesomes in broad daylight if they didn't tell me at home!

"It broke two days ago, and no one has come to fix it yet." He looked at me with interest, "Why do you come here when you have time?"

"I'm coming to you," I wanted to find some food to eat from the refrigerator, but when I opened it, it was full of beer.

Hearing someone knock on the door, Xu Yifei motioned for me to open the door, it turned out to be the younger brother who came to deliver the food.

Yang Wenxiong said triumphantly, "How about it, is my timing accurate?"

I walked over with the bag, just about to put it on the table, but suddenly remembered something, there was a naked woman sitting there just now.

"I can't stand you." He took out a newspaper from below and threw it on the table. "Women's buttocks are not dirty."

I was mad, "Do you still want me to eat?"

Only then did he shut up, grabbed the remote control and turned off the TV, watched me gobble up the food, and thought about it: "You look bad, have you done too much with Xu Yifei?"

I said simply: "What a fart, we broke up early."

Yang Wenxiong was surprised, "Is it really divided?"

"It's a real break, or would I come to you?"

"That's right," he rubbed his chin, "Good job! I've seen that kid dislike him for a long time, he's so crazy that the sky and the earth can't hold him back."

In the past, when he was under Xu Yifei's father, he had various conflicts with Xu Yifei. Later, Yang Wenxiong established his own business and opened several bars and leisure centers with a group of younger brothers.The business was very good at the beginning, but later Xu Yifei also got involved in the entertainment industry, and the two were always at odds.

Yang Wenxiong has a gangster background, and Xu Yifei has two official backstages, one is his grandfather and the other is his father.

Since ancient times, officials and bandits have been at odds with each other, and their enmity has become deeper and deeper.

When I was serious about stuffing my stomach, Yang Wenxiong put his whole foot on my back, "I haven't figured out why you have to be with someone like Xu Yifei for the past few years. He can only see it with his face. That bad temper, I would have killed him long ago."

"Then go fuck him and get your feet off!"

He snorted resentfully, and continued to step on me, "I don't know what's good and what's wrong, I'm complaining to you."

"Thank you, Brother Bear."

"Would you like me to introduce a few for you? Guaranteed to be clean, all of them are better than Xu Yifei."

"Go away, you pimp!"

"I'm telling you the truth."

"I'm also telling you to be serious." I didn't bother to talk to him, so I simply moved to a place where his hands and feet were not enough.

I went to drink with Yang Wenxiong at night, but I didn't expect that he actually asked someone to bring some men over, "Look at whoever is pleasing to the eye, I will stay for you tonight."

If I didn't take care of 'Brother Xiong''s face, I really wanted to grab his neck and pinch him hard, and said without looking at him: "I don't want it, isn't it just about drinking? Why are there so many things."

"Don't like it?" The pimp ignored my reaction at all, and said to the manager directly: "Change a few more, and look for Xu Yifei's appearance..."

Who is Xu Yifei?There are probably not many people in Jiangcheng who say they don't recognize them.

The manager visibly trembled, and I almost choked, and said angrily with a suppressed voice: "Yang Wenxiong, have you had enough trouble?"

He whispered next to my ear, "Didn't you say you're separated from Xu?"

I gritted my teeth and raised my voice involuntarily, "Then you don't have to look for someone similar to him!"

Yang Wenxiong immediately turned his head and said to the manager with a distorted smile: "Did you hear me, why don't you go find someone who is different from Young Master Xu!"