memory castration

I was the only one left in the room. I got up and wanted to put on my clothes, but found that even my body was covered with a perverted smell, and the nausea resurfaced again.

About half an hour later, Xu Yifei pushed open the door and walked in, looking at me hesitantly, with emotions in my eyes that I couldn't understand, "Are...are you okay?"

He wanted to go forward but I stopped him, "Don't come over!"

Xu Yifei didn't stop, but walked over with big strides, "No one would want such a thing to happen, and you are safe and sound now, so don't be too sad."

I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand, "What are you trying to say?"

"Xiao Ziqi left. He promised me that he would never show up in Jiangcheng again. No one will tell what happened today. Don't worry."

"Where did he go?"

"Go abroad, to Egggardson."

The pervert is finally gone, should I be happy?But before he left, how could I be happy if he did this kind of thing to me?

Xu Yifei stretched out his hand as if wanting to touch me, but I stopped him with my eyes.He retracted his fingers and put them back in his pockets, his expression returned to his usual arrogance and indifference.

"Are you here to save me?" The previous reminder, and its appearance here, should not be a coincidence.

"you think too much."

Is that so?I took off my backpack from the wall and was about to leave, but he held my shoulder with one hand, "Where are you going?"

I coughed twice, "None of your business."

"Fang Yibai," he said my name clearly, "stay with me from now on!"

I was not surprised by his words. Before we officially met, Yang Wenxiong reminded me to avoid this person, saying that he likes handsome boys and that his roommate, Kangle, looks similar to me.But what I don't understand is why he made such a request at this time. He thought that after going through this kind of thing, I would be willing to be kept as a pet?Or did he become lustful all of a sudden, trying to use this matter to blackmail me?Obviously the latter is more likely.

I turned my face away, "If I don't agree, will you spread the word in Yanda?"

He didn't seem to expect that I would ask such a question. He showed a surprised expression, but he seemed to remember something when he was about to speak, and he didn't say anything in the end.

If he didn't deny it, that would be tantamount to acquiescing.

I sniffled and cursed, "You are all pigs with no humanity! Beasts!"

"I'll give you everything you want," he added, "anything."

It's ridiculous, why do you all think that what you have is what other people think? !

Standing still, I felt the breath almost burn my lips, my body seemed to be on fire, and my brain began to feel dizzy.

Xu Yifei gradually sensed something was wrong with me, "Fang Yibai, are you alright?"

"A bunch of bastards! I die

I won't be with you either..." After saying this, I fell over.

A few days before New Year's Eve, the first snow finally fell in Jiangcheng. I sat on the hospital bed and watched the flying elves through the glass window.

Yang Wenxiong lay beside the bed and asked curiously: "Yibai, tell me honestly what happened that day? Why did you have a high fever and pneumonia? Most importantly, why did Xu Yifei send you here? hospital?"

I came back to my senses and said in a low voice: "I don't know, I've been in a daze for the past few days, and I remember all things in a mess."

He asked again: "You told me that you found a job the other day. What kind of job was it? Where did you work? Forget it... It's good that people are fine now, just find a job again. And I will remind you again. You, don't mess with Xu Yifei..." Suddenly someone pushed the door open, and Yang Wenxiong immediately stood up, saying in disbelief, "Thank you, young master, for caring about us, but you are so busy, I'll leave it to you to leave the hospital." Let's do it."

Xu Yifei looked at him coldly, "I don't need your advice on what I do."

Putting his identity there, Yang Wenxiong had no choice but to twitch the corner of his mouth and said: "Yes."

"You go out, I have something to say to him."

Yang Wenxiong made a protective gesture to me. The two of us usually have a perfect understanding, and we can tell what the other is thinking with just a look.

After he left, Xu Yifei stood in front of the window and said, "How do you think about that matter?"

"Do I have any other options?"

"No."

"Then why are you asking me hypocritically?"

He flicked his finger on the table, "I won't treat you badly."

I said, "20 million."

He was a little surprised, "Money?"

"Of course it's money." All bullshit feelings are fake, only money is real, this is the lesson I learned from Xiao Ziqi.

Money is a good thing. With money, I can rent the house in Ninghai for a long time, let Xiaomi do surgery, and I don’t need to be looked down upon by others, and I don’t need to run around to do odd jobs...

"Okay," Xu Yifei put his hand on my face, with inexplicable anger on the corner of his mouth, "Fang Yibai, from now on, you belong to me completely."

The new year finally passed amidst the noise of firecrackers. I grew up a year old in a cold apartment, and Xu Yifei was reunited with his family dozens of miles away.

In March, Xiaomi finally successfully completed the operation. At the same time, Yang Wenxiong also offered to resign.

I asked why, and he laughed wildly, "Because I've had enough of following other people's instructions, how chic and comfortable it is to set up your own family!"

He has always been courageous, and he did what he said. Two years later, when Jiangcheng mentioned Yang Wenxiong, even a respectable person would respectfully call him Brother Xiong, even though he was only in his early twenties at the time.

Xu Yifei is not kind

, but in front of me is responsive.

Where I live, he doesn't come often, but every time he does, he spends a lot of time in bed.

His gossip is terrifying, and now that he is out of the Yanda campus, he is becoming more and more indulgent. Yesterday he spent a lot of money in the hotel laughing at Pomeranians, and today he kissed a popular movie star on the street.

Doing the same thing, street ruffians are vile and shameless, while wealthy sons are young and romantic, the difference is thousands of miles, this is the gap between rich and poor.

But whoever he likes to be with has nothing to do with me, I have neither the right nor the mood to take care of his shit.

He became more and more indifferent to me, and made many inexplicable rules. For example, I was not allowed to call him by his name, especially in bed, and I respectfully called him Mr. Xu.

Three years later, I got drunk with ghosts, gays, and big men, and my life at Yanda University came to an end.

Seven years have passed in the blink of an eye, thank God Xu Yifei is not tired of me

I have forgotten how I started with Xu Yifei, but I still maintain a physical relationship with him habitually.

The current Fang Yibai is no longer an arrogant young man who does odd jobs for four to five minutes at the same time, but a rice worm who indulges in a comfortable life. He doesn't have to work hard or pay anything. He just sleeps with him occasionally and gets a lot of money. Why not? for what?

If you have wine today, you will be drunk today, as for the future... let it die!

Question: How to destroy an aspiring young man?

Answer: Give him money, a lot of money.

What's more, I think I should love him, otherwise why would I tolerate him playing around outside and come back to torture myself?Otherwise, why should I prepare food and drinks and wait for his luck?Otherwise, why would I feel upset when I see him with someone else?

He was not good to me, he has always been very bad, sneering and sarcasm are almost normal, and later he developed a fight with me for some trivial things, and once broke my forehead with a cup.

That's when I started to feel dizzy, and every time I see bright red, I feel dizzy.

Still, I'm happy to be with him, and every time he comes I'm happy.

Until one day, I saw the news that he was going to get married in the newspaper, and the dissatisfaction in the past finally swelled to the point where I needed to vent.

I made a mess of his apartment, and ran to Ninghai with all my money, but was told that I had amnesia during the test at the hospital.

This should be possible, since I've always had a bad memory, and looking back, there are still a lot of blank spaces.

I was sad to think that I would not remember Xu Yifei in the future, so I dragged my luggage and quietly returned to Jiangcheng like a gray mouse, and even secretly watched his engagement ceremony.

I drank a lot of wine at night and had sex with a guy named Xiao Ziqi, and when Xu Yifei found out about it, he was severely beaten.

I was completely disappointed in him in the end, and flew to the romantic city of Egggarsen with Xiao Ziqi, and then encountered a dangerous confession there...

I had a dream, a long, long dream, trapped in the cycle of reincarnation over and over again and could not escape.

I'm so tired... who will wake me up?Pull me out of this bottomless vortex?

A cool hand was placed on my forehead, and the man's voice was soft like a breeze, "Xiaobai, wake up... I promised to take you to visit the ranch."