oops my coward

In the coming and going of him, a cat piece, and an emoji package, the communication became more frequent, and our relationship became closer.Naturally, I seized the opportunity and offered to help Ishikawa with tutoring when he was struggling with the final exam.Ah, what a simple and lovely word, tutoring, how many common plots of youth school idol dramas!I stared at the phone closely, and soon, Ishikawa gave an affirmative answer, which made me immediately yell out "Aw".

Chen Jiaming slapped the table to warn me: "Quiet—"

"Quiet!" I quickly packed up my things, "I may be late tonight, you can lock the door first if you want to sleep!"

"Where are you going?" He asked suspiciously.

I turned around and showed him a very bright smile: "Go study."

Our school may not be ranked well in the city, but the library is absolutely awesome, it covers a large area, has a long history, and the amount of books is worth boasting at the freshman orientation meeting every year.When I first came in, I still had very high expectations, but as time passed, now I just swipe my card in a hurry and run to the free reading area upstairs, without looking at the study room below, which is as quiet as a mortuary.It was a place where good students fought desperately and it was difficult to get a seat. It was bloody and rainy, just like the rivers and lakes in novels.

In contrast, the free reading area, as the name suggests, is very free. You can see people sitting and half leaning on the bookshelves everywhere, and there is no shortage of groups discussing issues with red faces. Probably there are some classroom demonstrations, and I came here in my freshman year.

"Achuan!"

Hearing my yell, the person sitting in the corner by the window turned his head, and his eyes lit up a little.

My heart was also very soft, so I rushed to the small round table two steps at a time, and sat down on the seat next to him: "Fortunately, there is no one there, hey, the study room is full of heads at a glance."

"I've never been to the self-study room." Ishikawa smiled embarrassingly, "I seldom come to the library." Recently, he has not stuttered so much, and it seems that he has become more calm after getting along with him for a long time.

I felt a little regretful, and glanced at his ear without showing any traces, and caught a trace of light red as I wished, and felt a little more comfortable: "I don't come here often, I used to review in the dormitory. But there is Chen Jiaming, I just give up." My friend, he’s studying finance next door.” Actually, it’s okay to let Ishikawa come to our dormitory directly, but I’m afraid that he will feel uncomfortable, and I have some selfish desires to stay alone with him—for example, in this relatively remote corner , there is a bookshelf blocking it, other people rarely come here, and they don't pay much attention to it.

In order to tutor Ishikawa, I deliberately took out the computer and put it on the table, where I have sorted out a whole set of materials covering all the professional courses this semester.He leaned over, his eyes widened, and his tone was full of awe: "Okay, so detailed." I pretended to be calm: "Haha, just mess with it, it's not worth mentioning." In fact, I did it and did it well. For a few days, I didn't go to bed until after one o'clock in the morning, but there was no need to let him know.

"No! It's amazing!" Ishikawa shook his head frantically.

I tried my best to pretend to be indifferent, so as to cover up my inner excitement and complacency, and said, "It's so-so." In terms of hard work and sincerity in chasing people, I dare to call it number one in the world.

But I have to do business tonight. I quickly calmed down and started to study and make progress with Ishikawa.His foundation is quite solid, but sometimes his brain can't turn around, and it is easy to get stuck in a situation where he can't think of a solution when encountering a problem, but once he is instructed, he can figure it out quickly.I explained to him many topics in the course of applied statistics. I had mixed feelings. At one moment, I felt that he was very cute when he listened carefully. At another moment, I felt that he learned so fast that I had no sense of accomplishment.

Out of some intuition, Ishikawa paused, and said in a whisper: "You, are you unhappy? Is it because I—"

"Ah? How could I be unhappy..." I came back to my senses, glanced at the test paper he had just finished, and picked out a few mistakes, "This word is wrong, here we have to use a fixed sentence pattern."

He muttered something to himself, but I didn't hear clearly, then he lowered his head, silently corrected the wrong questions, and copied them in the review book.

I raised my eyebrows: "Are you unhappy?"

"No." Shi Chuan clenched the pen holder tightly, almost cutting the paper, so scared that he hastened to lighten his pressure.

"Be confident." I boldly rubbed his hair tentatively, which was a little out of line, "You are great." Great in every way.

At this moment, Shi Chuan was willing to raise his head, and his eyes showed some doubts, which soon turned into joy: "I learned very slowly, and I made mistakes in such simple questions." He unconsciously tapped the test paper with his fingers.

My eyes fell on it, and I was speechless for a while: "...In short, don't feel stupid all day long. Haven't you heard that the more you talk, the more stupid you are?" Those few questions are easy to make mistakes, not easy, look When I came to Ishikawa, I set myself a very high standard, even reaching my level.Alas, silly boy, I complained from the bottom of my heart.

After being taught a lesson by me, he hesitated for a while, and finally nodded.

I am very satisfied.

Then I plunged into the joy of being a teacher and watching students eat tofu for nothing.

After studying for a long time, I felt a little tired, so I quickly stopped those who were still working hard on the questions: "Intermission...I'll get you some hot water and give me the cup."

Shi Chuan twisted his neck, refusing desperately: "I'll go!"

"What are you trying to do?" I snatched the item from his hand, but this guy didn't dare to fight back, but flinched a little, completely losing the chance to refuse.Ha, he uses a very ordinary silver thermos, which I also loved to hold when I was in high school, especially for warming my hands in winter.I leaked it in the video before, but as a result, many people in the fan group specially made the same style, and even put together a long picture to show me. "Sure enough, they are a match made in heaven..." I walked out and whispered.

However, bad things always happen when people are unprepared. As soon as I got to the water dispenser, I found that the machine was broken, and I had to go upstairs to get hot water.Finally, I went back to the corner and looked, why is there an extra woman standing next to Ishikawa?I was suddenly furious, and I struggled to control my expression, then walked over with a very calm face: "Come, drink some water."

As soon as the words fell, Ishikawa and the tall girl turned their heads to look at me.The eyes of the former are full of rejoicing, while those of the latter are a little more indistinctly disappointed.

"Hello." I bent the corner of my mouth and greeted the girl with a gentle smile.

She brushed her hair, and said without shyness: "I thought Shi Chuan was here alone, and wanted to come over and make a table. By the way, my name is Liu Ya. We met at the last birthday party."

There are two backpacks shining brightly, just two chairs, you join in the fun!

Can you be so familiar after meeting?

This fucking is definitely a rival in love!

I was crazily complaining in my heart, but I still had a generous and kind appearance, responding to all changes without moving: "Really, I don't really remember. Ishikawa and I are reviewing for the final exam, and you are too?" So hurry up Find a place to sit down, and don't put unnecessary thoughts on things other than learning. This is my advice.

"Combination between work and rest, I think you have been studying for so long..." I don't know if she really didn't understand or if she didn't understand, but she refused to move her feet anyway, "Since it happened to happen, let's add a WeChat."

I'm sure this is the person who insisted on asking for Ishikawa's contact information last time. I squinted my eyes and immediately turned to look at the master who was being questioned to see his attitude.Of course, Ishikawa never let me down. His eyes were no longer that of a cute kitten, but instantly changed into a big cat facing a hostile creature: "No, we don't know each other well."

Liu Ya's expression froze for a moment, then she smiled and said, "They all changed from being acquainted to friends, just a WeChat—"

"Sorry, we have to continue studying." I interrupted her.

Ishikawa nodded cooperatively, really good.

After repeated rejections, Liu Ya couldn't hold back anymore, and replied awkwardly: "Excuse me." Then reluctantly walked to another table not far away.

I stared until she sat down somewhat angrily, then smiled back when she tried to peek over her head.Liu Ya looked away in a panic, not daring to make any small moves.I sighed, and moved my chair closer to Ishikawa, almost touching him: "This chapter first needs to clarify the derivation process..."

Hmph, there's nothing to be afraid of.

After a while, Liu Ya seemed to leave quietly. I was completely relieved and felt a little cold at the same time: "Hey, is the air conditioner turned down?"

Ishikawa put down his pen, looked around foolishly, then waved his hand in the air, then nodded to me: "En."

I was amused by him, didn't this guy realize that he is the one who wears less clothes? "Aren't you cold? Why didn't you wear a coat?" I frowned, "Forget it, go back early, don't get sick from the cold."

He was very obedient: "I forgot to go out in a hurry..." Then he said "I can't catch a cold", and started to pack his things, and turned sideways, trying to help me block the wind.

My heartbeat almost stopped, oh my god, this boyfriend force is really overwhelming.Not reconciled, I walked over to his side stubbornly, blocked the air vent, and thoughtfully took the paper and pen from the stunned man, and helped him organize his backpack: "Let's go, there should be nothing left behind."

"No."

On the way back, Ishikawa seemed to be stimulated by the girl's accusation, and actually chatted with me about love.I haven't made up my mind to confess to him yet, so I restrained my impulse, and just mentioned that I want to find someone who is a good match for my eyes.And this person was right in front of me, completely unaware, and echoed in a serious way: "Yeah." The street lights didn't work very well, flashing on and off, I couldn't see his expression clearly, and I couldn't be sure how much this person admired me. Whether there is a transformation or not, the only way is to find something to prevaricate.

By the time I got back to the dormitory and took a shower, it was past eleven o'clock in the evening, and I should be in bed by the time I checked WeChat.Sure enough, Ishikawa sent a photo of Ke Ke again. The cat is just as cute as its owner.Holding my mobile phone, I laughed like an idiot, and was despised by Chen Jiaming. As a counterattack, I also grabbed the things he posted on Moments and yelled: "Are you going to find me a father!"

Chen Jiaming blushed: "That's what I met when I was looking for a summer internship! It was the big boss! I just happened to meet that day!" In order not to be dragged home for a blind date, he also fought hard, insisting on leaving his company and going outside to apply for an internship born.

"You also said that he is so handsome that he is unique in heaven and earth!"

"That's right."

I looked at him coldly: "What about me?"

"You are subject, others are attacking, the criteria for judging are different." Chen Jiaming nodded to confirm his opinion while speaking.

So I really need more than one good father, I let out a long sigh and decided to accept this helpless reality.

Chen Jiaming grinned: "Anyway, leave me alone, and I won't get involved with your side..." He meant something.

I suddenly felt so guilty that I broke out in a cold sweat, and said that good brothers would go together for the rest of my life, and in a blink of an eye we both had secrets from each other, what a sin. "Whatever you want." I didn't dare to continue fooling around.

"Hee hee." He patted me on the shoulder, "I'm an adult now, be more mature. If you need courage, just ask me, I can help you plan—"

"Thank you so much, thank you so much." I haven't written off my horoscope yet, so I really thank him.I lowered my head and changed my profile picture to Coco, and Ishikawa followed suit.

It's as if it's become a love affair.

Maybe a skimp, I thought.