I want to eat ice cream on a snowy day

The second floor was very quiet, only the sound of soft-soled slippers stepping on the floor continued outside the door of An Xing's room.

The starlight from outside the window shone on the house number. Jiang Hanchen stared at the familiar small characters, and the profile of his profile softened in the moonlight.

He watched intently and listened intently, as if he wanted to pass through this overwhelmed door and melt into the breath of the person inside.

Suddenly the back of his feet sank, Jiang Hanchen lowered his head, and vaguely discerned a small white ball in the darkness.

Jiang Hanchen: "?"

Xiaobai Tuanzi moved his buttocks to sit more firmly, tilted his head to meet his gaze, and responded softly, "Meow?"

Where did the cat come from?

Jiang Hanchen leaned over to pick up the little white dumpling, and only after looking at it did he feel an indescribable sense of familiarity.Xiaobai Tuanzi rubbed his fluffy head against his hand as if he was not afraid of life, limp his body and "meowed" twice, then leaned into Jiang Hanchen's arms and closed his eyes.

There is simply no sense of crisis at all.Exactly the same as An Xing.

Could it be An Xing's cat?Thinking about it this way, Jiang Hanchen liked it more and more the more he looked at it, and carefully stretched out his finger to poke its chubby little face.

Wait, this pinch of hair...how is it exactly the same as Xiaoxiao? !

Position, color, size, no inconsistencies.Is there such a coincidence in the world?Or...God never pays off those who have a heart?

Jiang Hanchen's mouth was softened and melted, and it was softly filled in the bright moonlight, even the air was sweet.

He hugged Xiaobai Tuanzi, before turning the handle, the door opened quietly.

The bedroom was filled with a faint scent of milk, which was Jiang Hanchen's longing.He wanted to breathe hard like a drug addict, but he was afraid of disturbing the tranquility of the dreamer.

There was a small lump on the big bed, like a mirage suddenly appearing in a lost way.

Give the traveler hope, but don't know that sobriety will become empty.

The thick carpet sucked the sound of footsteps, Jiang Hanchen even breathed lightly, sat on the edge of An Xing's bed, and watched the back of his head with a few hairs sticking out from the weight of the pillow.

There was a car passing by outside the window, and the overly bright lights flashed by in the darkness, allowing Jiang Hanchen to see clearly that what covered An Xing's body was not the quilt, but the clothes he asked An Zhi to fetch.

An Xing is his cage, and he is An Xing's nest.

His baby, his child, inhabits the nest he built, but he can only wander outside the door.Day after day, night after night, the longing was so heavy that it almost overwhelmed him.

He couldn't restrain himself from wanting to say something, so he spoke heavily in the watery moonlight.

"Baby, I miss you so much."

The breath brought up a gust of wind, causing An Xing's wing-like eyelashes to tremble.

"Before I was ten years old, I lived with my mother. Xiaoxiao... Oh, it's just like this little white dumpling, with a gray hair under the corner of the right eye. My mother picked it up from the side of the road."

Jiang Hanchen patted the head of Xiao Baituanzi who was sleeping soundly, and whispered about the gentle woman in his memory.

"When Xiaoxiao first came to my house, she was smaller than Xiaobai Tuanzi, dirty and thin, and there were blood scabs on her paws after being punctured by something. I was still young at that time, and I didn't like people who were more troublesome than me. I don’t even want to touch things, so my mother bathes it, looks at its wounds, gives it injections, instigates it to play with me, looks at me from the sidelines with a reluctance, but hugs the little one and smiles.”

"She's really gentle." Jiang Hanchen seemed to sink into the past, "She must like you very much."

"Later... she fell ill and passed away. The Jiang family sent someone to take me back. I didn't know that I had a father, but my father had another wife. I lived in the servant building of the Jiang family for two years. In [-], although my father didn't want to see me, his wife and Jiang Jingchen didn't want to see me, but I have books to read, a place to live, enough food and clothing, and my little one here, I think it's pretty good."

"Until that day. That day was Jiang Jingchen's coming-of-age ceremony, and the Jiang family held a banquet in the main building. Everyone in the servants' building went to help, and the gate was not closed. When I came back from school, little... It’s gone. I’m so scared, I’ve searched for several times in several side buildings but I can’t find it, only the main building remains.”

"I was so anxious at the time, I ignored my father's order not to let me approach the main building, and rushed into the banquet hall where there were a lot of cups and cups. At that time, I realized what I was in the eyes of the group of high-ranking dignitaries. A shameless The illegitimate child born to a woman, a shady trash who has been gracious and lingering."

"I don't care what they think, I just want to find Xiaoxiao. Unfortunately, I can't find it anywhere. It seems to have evaporated out of thin air. When I was disheartened and wanted to go back, I suddenly heard the sound coming from the fountain in the backyard. The roar of laughter. Sometimes I really hate my intuition, why can't it be earlier, or simply can't hear it."

"At that time, I seemed to be pulled by dense threads, and I staggered towards that direction. I saw Xiaoxiao... being grabbed by two bodyguards, and he pushed his head into the water. Again."

The moonlight seemed to shed tears, and the icy coldness spread on Jiang Hanchen's face.

"I rushed forward like crazy, and was held down by the bodyguards. The young masters of the aristocratic family watched me struggle and howl like Xiaoxiao, as if they were watching a joke."

"I was too young to earn those strong bodyguards. I could only curse with red eyes, questioned, and finally knelt down and begged them to let Xiaoxiao go. The instigator said that Xiaoxiao scratched his trousers and said I As long as I can help him iron it, it will be written off. I thought Xiaoxiao was saved, and I was very happy to take him to change his pants."

"At that time, I couldn't understand the banter and pity in their eyes, until I heard the phrase 'lick flat.' I stood there like a fool, looking at the trousers in front of me, and stuck out my tongue out of nowhere."

"It's cheap, isn't it? But I don't have a mother anymore, I can't lose Xiaoxiao anymore. When I closed my eyes to reach for the fabric, I heard a voice of 'what are you doing! Don't bully people!' I opened my eyes, I saw a little boy, he squatted in front of me and smiled at me, that is the most sincere smile I have ever seen after my mother passed away."

"They all gave in to the little boy and called him 'Ranran' very affectionately. He asked the bodyguard to let me and the cat go, although... Xiaoxiao was not breathing at that time."

"I hugged Xiaoxiao and cried until I couldn't breathe. The little boy with a beautiful smile just squatted there and comforted me, and even forced me a candy. Please don't cry. This candy is so sweet. Eat it." It won't be so sad."

"He was still coaxed away by those people. I hugged Xiaoxiao, who was getting stiffer and stiffer, and held the strawberry-flavored candy in my hand. I failed to take good care of Xiaoxiao. The little paranoia was transferred to that little boy, that is, Bai Ran."

"Fortunately, Mr. Jiang was alarmed by that farce. He discovered my existence, scolded my father angrily, and ordered him to let me move out of the servant's building and bring me by his side to educate me. Unfortunately, the good times didn't last long. I was seriously ill that year, and my father regarded me as a tool to fight for the inheritance and forced me to participate in the dispute. Grandpa knew my heart and wrote a suicide note himself, and gave me a private inheritance, allowing me to break away from the Jiang family when I became an adult."

"Grandpa worked hard for me for two years, and passed away when I became an adult. I... finally left the Jiang family that I hate."

"I have been following Bai Ran secretly, and when I was finally able to stand shoulder to shoulder with him, I became friends with him. I stayed by his side as a friend, solved his troubles, and watched him fall in love, get engaged, and get married. Speed ​​and forbearance."

"I thought it was love until I met you."

The little white dumpling in Jiang Hanchen's arms turned over with a whimper, and An Xing clenched Jiang Hanchen's white shirt in his arms.

"The first time I saw you, I thought of Xiaoxiao. You look so small and soft, and you look so pretty when you smile. At that time, I thought it might not be a good idea to promise An Zhi to come out for dinner."

"The reception, the engagement banquet, pushed you to my side again and again. I thought it was because I always lost the best time to tell you the truth. Now think about it, how much is behind those hesitating to speak again and again? unwilling."

"I don't want you to leave my side, I don't want you to go on a blind date, fall in love with someone else, enter into marriage with another person hand in hand, and make a promise to stay together for a lifetime."

"I don't want to, baby. You are mine, and I desperately want you to stay by my side, no matter what."

"How can love be magnanimous and forbearing, love should be selfish and greedy."

"During this period, I miss you very much, and I started to recall. The memories go back day by day, and I try to find the moment when love happened. When you are willing to question me, I can tell you over and over again."

"But I can't find it, baby. I am grateful and love you passionately for every day we have together."

"I always think back to the first time we met, the way you lowered your head and chewed slowly, the ears that couldn't be hidden were red, and the whole restaurant was burned."

"I try to stay out of it, but I'm still drowning in the flames."

"I loved you baby much, much earlier than I thought."

"I used to think that to love someone was to give him everything he wanted, but I just want to give my life to you."

"Baby, you are my life."

"I am willing to give myself to you, together with my unbearable past, my present and my unknown future."

It was only when he said the words that he knew the true meaning, and Jiang Hanchen's longing and love that he had never said in his mouth had been opened.

"The long years I have lived alone are no match for the few days you have been away. I thought I was used to loneliness, but I found myself always self-righteous. I can't hear your little snoring when I wake up in the morning, and I can't pinch you when I fall asleep late at night. The little hand on the chest, there is no you at the end of the yard at dusk, and there is dust on the bay window in the living room."

"Baby, the flowers at home are all blooming, do you still want to see them?"

"Well, actually, I want to see you, I want to hug you, I'm going crazy."

The white gauze was blown up by the evening wind, and no one noticed that the ball on the bed was trembling slightly.

"We got married too hastily, and I failed to pursue you well. Can I pursue you again? If you are willing to give me this chance."

"I don't expect you to forgive me. You can leave me alone. I will listen to you. You can do whatever you ask me to do, as long as you don't miss me..."

"You just snore..."

"What snoring?" Jiang Hanchen's hand patting the cat stopped and his fingertips began to tremble, "Baby?!"

An Xing sniffed his nose and said softly, "Don't come here."

"Okay, okay." Jiang Hanchen got up halfway and sat back obediently, "Baby, I won't go."

"You said you were going after me?"

"Yes, yes!" Jiang Hanchen's heart jumped out of his chest, and he asked cautiously, "Is it okay to chase...?"

"Then...how do you want to chase after him?"

"Why..." I really didn't think about it, I had to go back and plan carefully, "I chase after it with all my heart, baby, you will have what others have, no, I will do better than them."

"Oh..." An Xing pinched his clothes and whispered angrily, "Understood, then you can go back."

"I'll be right here with you, baby..."

"Just now you can listen to me..."

"Let's go, let's go, I'll go right away!" Now it's no problem to let him walk to the island, Jiang Hanchen got up quickly, "Baby, you go to bed early, contact me immediately if you have anything, I will turn on the phone at any time."

"Oh, let's go."

Jiang Hanchen turned his head three times at every step, so that Xiaobai Tuanzi woke up and meowed.

"What's the name of this cat...?"

An Xing bent his eyes, which were clearer and brighter than the moon outside the window.

"... small."

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