sigh no need

Breakfast was too quiet, they didn't talk, yesterday was considered a marriage proposal, Akashi still didn't say that sentence, she was still waiting.

"Then, I'll go first." Akashi put on his backpack.

She stood on tiptoe, and gently tapped his right cheek. This was the first time she kissed him proactively. Akashi was a little surprised, but it still had a good effect.

"Well, Zheng, I'll wait for you."

Today she is going to put on the ring and tell Akashi in front of him that she only wants to be with him in this life until the end of her life.

The game has been going well so far. I have calculated the time and plan to go out early and get up, huh?Where are the slippers?It must have fallen under the sofa. She was lying on the ground, searching under the sofa with her hands, and almost stretched her entire arm in. The stuck arm hurt, and she pulled out the damn slippers after touching it for a long time.

After pulling it out, she froze for a moment, it was not slippers, it was a photo album, she was sitting on the floor, the photo album was old and out of shape, there were signs of being abused everywhere, water stains, oil stains, mud, creases, she opened it On the first page, there is a woman holding a soft baby. The woman only shows a side face. The baby is lying in her arms like a small rice cake. There is a line of words in the lower right corner: Seijuro, happiness, happiness .

On the second page, the baby is already Zhou Sheng, with red hair growing, and gifts are piled up next to it, the baby is leaning against the gift box to fall asleep, Wanhan pokes him in the face, Akashi was so good when he was a child cute.

In the next few pages, Akashi has grown into a little adult, sailor outfit, kindergarten, outing, riding a pony for the first time, giving a speech for the first time, winning an award for the first time, playing chess for the first time, all will be marked in the lower right corner, Women still occasionally leave a side profile.

Zheng Juro, righteous himself and not seeking others.

Zheng Julang, the drunken fragrance of flowers in Lengtan in October.

Zheng Juro and Lang Yuyue are older next year.

Seijuro, I love you, but how to express it.

The last one is Akashi standing in front of the camera with a mature expression, the gifts behind him are piled up into a hill, the woman's slender hands put on a coat for him, and Akashi's mother only shows the corner of her chin. Of all the photos, only this Akashi is not smiling , the ridiculous lower right corner appeared again: laugh, Seijuro.

This is maternal love, no selfishness allowed.

It's gone here?The woman's side face also disappeared. Those marks were left by Akashi when he took a bath, ate, and slept. The last time, Akashi probably kicked the photo album under the sofa after reading it.

She said to the photo: "Zheng loves you, trust me."

When Akashi's mother left, Akashi was still young, and he was still a child. That year, Akashi's father took him to Chizuka's house, and Akashi's melancholy mood captured Chizuka's heart.

Today, I will return to Kyoto after the competition. She hasn’t finished writing the letter yet. Let’s take it easy. I passed by her old house on purpose. The door of the house is open. I passed by Akashi two days ago and there was no one there. Someone lived there. She stood there for a long time. Could this be the last time she came to this house.

"It's you, Qianqing." A familiar figure stepped out of the room.

"Eh? Thousand species? Senior? Why are you here?"

"Can't participate in the competition, I want to come and see, so I found a house nearby."

"Oh, what a coincidence, this is my original home."

Qianzhong was not surprised at all and said: "Then, Qianqing, come in and sit down."

She walked in step by step in a familiar way, but she didn't expect to be able to come in this way. The layout of the house has not changed. Qian Zhong only lives here temporarily, so she only prepares a few simple home appliances that can be used.

"Drink some tea, Qianqing." Qianzhong brought the tea in front of her.

"Okay." She politely took a sip, it was so bitter.

"The tea is bitter, eat some candy."

The green piece is matcha candy, the same as the can on the rooftop, could it be that Qianzhong gave it to her, and the business card is also left by him?

"Senior Qianzhong, did you buy this candy in Osaka?"

Qian Zhong didn't answer, and kept running on the treadmill in the living room.

She took out the business card in her wallet, dialed the phone number on it, and Qian Zhong's cell phone rang.

"Senior, isn't it impossible to compete? Why do you still do such intense exercise?"

"You can't kill people, so you can only strengthen your body and wait until you die." Qian Zhong slowed down, walked to her side, and put his face close to her.

"what are you saying?"

"The wooden stick on the roof, the boom on the stage of the drama, the school magazine incident, including the matcha candy you just mentioned, didn't I write a love letter to remind you?" An ugly smile appeared on the handsome face.

She was shocked, these were all done by thousands of people, one by one, one by one, if she hadn't been lucky, she would have died long ago.

"You left that jar of matcha candy on the rooftop?"

"Well, it took a long time in Osaka to choose a good gift."

"Did you live here on purpose and lure me here?"

And Qianzhong has only one purpose, which is to kill her.

"You mean, the matcha sugar is poisonous."

"Are you scared now? Haha."

Wanhan looked at him with a ferocious smile, "Qianqing, there is no poison in the matcha sugar, the poison is in the tea you just drank."

"Tea..."

"Haha, how much time do you have left? Three 10 minutes, two 10 minutes, or 10 minutes?"

She suddenly realized, and hurried to the kitchen to find the refrigerator.

"What are you looking for? Milk? Egg white? Do you think it will work? It's a pity I waited so long to get it. You are so lucky. I can't kill you a few times. I like Xiao Chi so much, so I was snatched away by you." Yes, why do you?"

"Thousands, you."

"Oh, I have no choice but today. I'm worried that if you die in the next few days, it will affect Xiao Chi's mood in the competition." What a high-sounding reason.

"you!"

"You, you are dead." Qian Zhong squeezed out a few words between his teeth.

Can't stay here anymore, the meaning in his words is that even if she uses any method, she will die soon, she rushed out the door, only hearing his smile in a trance.

"Master driver, please take me to this place."

She made an appointment with Akashi, she couldn't miss the appointment, time was running out, she had to rush to the meeting place no matter what, and she had to tell him her answer.

It was so cold, and in the deepest winter, the pervasive wind, the extremely low air pressure, the gloomy snowflakes falling, were all blood red in her eyes, and the church bells silently prayed for her.

She really wanted to compose her life and stories according to her own wishes, but the wrong things were corrected backfired, and the love appeared just right, didn't it?Why they will never get to Valentine's Day? In fact, it's nothing. People are all going to die. She knew early in the morning that all the past events went through her mind. She tried her best to write the last letter until the end of her life. For a moment, the breath became heavier and heavier, and the body became lighter and lighter, and it was about to turn into a feather and fly into the air...

After the competition, Akashi came to the place agreed with her and walked through the sea of ​​flowers. Today's hyacinths are also very fragrant. Wait a minute, he will see the girl he loves appearing in front of him wearing the ring he gave, and the fragrance of the flowers is even stronger. A bit richer.

"Well, Zheng, I'll wait for you."

What she just said this morning, Akashi's right cheek can still feel her tenderness.

But now seeing something that he couldn't believe, Wan Han was lying in front of her mother's tombstone, tightly clutching the light blue letter.

All the flowers bow their heads and cry, and there is a sad scene.

"Qianqing, Qian..." He hugged her, it was a cold corpse.

Yellow maple leaves floated out from the letter paper.

To the future Akashi Seijuro:

Don't forget to drink plenty of water, but not after exercise, it will increase the burden on the heart.Zheng's tea is drunk too often, so reduce the amount appropriately.I still like to see how you wear your shirt and try to button up the neckline yourself, it's very simple.While yudofu is delicious, it's also good to try other dishes.The more you play, the better you don't want to get too tired.Dry your hair in time after washing, and adjust the wind speed of the hair dryer to the middle level.I will meet a lot of beautiful girls in the future, remember to find a smarter one, I have the ring on my finger, maybe I don’t fit it, hehe, but when I want to take it off, I don’t have so much strength, you have to say I'm making excuses, please allow me to be self-willed again, okay?When I'm not around, no one troubles you, no one wastes ingredients, no one grabs pillows with you, no one whispers in your ears, Zheng, I've changed your name for so long, you still Call me Qianqing, there is still something you have never said to me, right?I have written the love letter, is this okay?

I always like to save delicious chocolate for last, but in the end it all melted and I haven't eaten it in my mouth. Also, I still have a lot to say, you know those words...

Please take care of yourself, letter, I don't know where the letter will be sent and how long it will take to post, so I didn't put a stamp on it, sorry.

want to be your wife

--Shallow clear and cold

Akashi hugged her who was cold, and pressed against her ear, "Wanhan, I love you."

He has never felt that this world is so absurd and boring, "I said it, but you didn't hear it."

After so long, I hope I didn't say this sentence to her: I only give you one chance to choose in your life.

Today she put on a ring in front of Akashi, she only wants to be with him in this life until the end of her life...

Zheng, you have to laugh, I like seeing you smile the most.

Zheng, I'm so sleepy, I'll take a nap.

sign, treasure.

I still have a lot of things I haven’t done, I haven’t done many things with you, I’m really reluctant to leave, I really want to become air, supply you with oxygen, but now the pain will not hurt, and the pain will not hurt up.

"What's the date today?"

"April [-]st."

I've died once, and there are some things I still don't understand...

The author has something to say: Master Juan's WinterCup is not over yet, so don't blame me for killing the heroine cruelly, today's terrible second burst.