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Reached an agreement with my mother and moved the family to Kyoto, an ancient and culturally rich city, the air here is not breathless, the coffee here is not so bitter, the people here seem so strange, the people here She wants to live for herself.

February 2th coincided with the first snowfall, which was later than in previous years, and it melted when it fell to the ground. She stepped on it, and the beautiful snowflakes fell and turned into muddy water. She couldn't see the couples on the road. , escaped from winter and looked at summer, she put the gloves that Akashi gave her in the depths of the closet, not daring to miss you, afraid of being unable to control herself.

She still has to go to school, she has been suppressing her mood, not thinking about the past, reading books, taking exams, clubs, and going home every day, this place is no different from when she was in Teiko, her home is near the school, now she goes home I have to take the bus for five stops, and then I have to walk for 15 minutes to get home.

community?She also wanted to ask herself if she had taken a chance and chose the Aid Department. The Aid Department is a newly established association in recent years. It breeds with the Student Union. It is a subsidiary association of the Student Union. Other clubs will help when there are major competitions or when the staff is tense. Members of the club can be seconded by other clubs at any time. Whether there is a return date is another matter.

"Asaki, how long have you been borrowed from the swimming club?" Kawasaki, the head of the aid department, asked helplessly.

"Minister, I can't remember, it's been about two weeks!" Kawasaki is a girl in the same grade as her, and she still respectfully calls her Minister.

"My club members are almost exhausted, why don't you just borrow me too, let's just disband our club!" There were only the two of them left in the empty club room.

"Hehe, I think it's settled." She teased.

One month later, Wanhan was finally returned to the aid department. Before the busy training and competition every day, she was borrowed because of helping the competition to gather the number of people. Now the pressure is gone, and her life is comfortable again. She still likes to hide Lazy, when I have time, I will go to the library to read books, or just take a walk in the campus.

This is the school's basketball gym. This is the first time she passed by here, and she stood at the door unintentionally. How familiar she is with these movements. It reminds her of those teenagers, Miracle friends, how are you all?She was startled, that boy in the black t-shirt, is that him?Is she in a trance?Three steps, a layup, the ball missed, hehe, how could he miss the shot, it really wasn't him.

Hearing the sound of the sneakers rubbing against the floor felt so harsh, piercing deep into the eardrum, it hurt like hell, so she left silently.

{Akashi, I can't forget you, right?

Akashi, I miss you so much

Akashi, let’s go back to the beginning}

These days, Momoi occasionally sends a few text messages, most of which are about the recent situation of Miracle. Hearing that Heizi has left the team, this reminds her of the principle that the long-term unity must be divided, and the long-term unity must be united. The era of miracles is just an era. It will become someone else's era, Momoi didn't even tell Wanhan about Akashi, Kise, and Mingmei. After she read it, she just absorbed and digested it, and didn't give her feedback. Sometimes she would call Hirose several times. Hirose complained how much he missed the cute little rabbit sauce, and warmly invited her to attend her graduation ceremony, but she refused on the pretext of being sick, Wanhan really wanted to see her, but she would definitely meet when she went back...

That morning, when she got up and saw Mantou in the yard lying motionless, with her legs stretched out, she knew that Mantou could no longer follow behind her like before. "Mantou?" She picked it up and touched the white snow. She dug a hole in the corner of the yard, wet the soil with her tears, buried the snow-white ball of hair there, and set up a small wooden sign with only the word "Mantou" left on it.

She asked for three days off, locked herself in the room, lay on the bed with her eyes open, she really failed, she didn't protect the hot friendship well, Xiaotian's extreme thoughts were also due to her negligence, if she If Xiaotian cared more, Xiaotian would not do these things that hurt each other, but she still had to be grateful to her, without Xiaotian, she would not have met that person.

Crying for several days, crying until I got a headache, crying until I vomited, and finally found an excuse to cry loudly. There were too many things that I wanted to cry. After pressing for so long, I hurt my internal organs. She thought, even if her mother saw her cry like this One can only suspect that she was sad because Mantou left.

No matter how good a script is, there is a last page, the end of the song, and finally withering.

"Well, because I don't want to be too troublesome, I plan to go to the headquarters high school." Kawasaki asked her if she was going to go straight, and she answered her without thinking.

"That's great, then I can continue to join the aid department." There are still two of them in the club.

"Ah?" She exclaimed, this kind of absurd society will continue? "Minister, let me tell you, all the other members of this department have been borrowed indefinitely, and only I follow you resolutely, just the two of us, do you think it is necessary to continue?" She simply told the truth alright.

"That's why I'm so optimistic about you. There must be a lot of people in the high school aid department in this department. From now on, you can just follow me!"

mix?Well, her current life is in chaos, chaos is living every day without him.

Passing the bookstall on the way home, she squatted down to look for the magazine she had been chasing, and accidentally found that basketball weekly magazine, Akashi was on the cover, she looked at a stranger like him, his kingly temperament, his eyes became much sharper, There are six big characters next to it: victory is everything, victory is always with him, and only failure is with her. She put down the book and hurried home.

Today is the legendary summer festival. The child next door ran out of the house excitedly wearing beautiful floral clothes. Kawasaki asked her to go to the summer festival together, but she dismissed her proposal without even thinking about it. Now she regrets it up.

In the end, she decided to have fun by herself.

She shuttled through each booth, the girls were wearing well-prepared bathrobes, only her short skirts and T-shirts, she likes sweets, but today's cotton candy has become an decoration on her hand, when she passed the mask booth, she After choosing for a long time, she finally bought a sissy Sansan's mask. How she wished that Sansan would be by her side to protect her. It doesn't matter even if she sees scary monsters. Now who can give her bravery.

I heard that the summer festival is high, and the part of the tide is also the ending part-fireworks.

She found a good location, halfway up the hill, it was an open place to watch, and there were couples in and out beside her, so she came alone and bustled.

Raising her head, fireworks exploded above her head, and the colors of the sky changed alternately, filling their smiling faces.

Green, light and clear, do your best and listen to the destiny!

Cyan, light clear, be quiet!

Blue, light and clear, don't give up!

Purple, Xiaoqianqing, let's go eat snacks together!

Yellow, light and clear, be happy!

Pink, light and clear, miss you so much!

red...

The red fireworks split the sky, cut her heart, shattered and fell slowly, she stretched out her hand, so far away, so far away.

Sansan covered her face with her mother's mouth, and under Sansan's weird smile, there were hot tears on her covered face, which was a huge contrast. Whoever said that she would not shed tears when she raised her head, laughed.

A person's fireworks are nothing less than beautiful.

{red, light clear, please don't forget! }

"Everyone! I heard it all, I know it, I promise you..."

She whimpered and crouched there.

How have you been over the past year?She has learned a lot, like Japanese cooking, she doesn’t want to make her mother work so hard, she is quite proficient in the craft, but she has only one material that she has never tried, the white color, his favorite dish, just like her heart , breaks when touched.

In the summer before going straight to high school, she came to her grandmother's house with her mother, and was busy with her grandfather. This place allows her to indulge. Both grandpa and grandmother praised her for being more sensible. Grandpa prepared her favorite strawberries , every one of Little Honghong, she still misses this place very much, she can run barefoot on the field path to her heart's content, even though it hurts.

She remembered that Xiaotian often said, "I told you to run, run, run away?"

At that time, they would often laugh together, and she would accommodate her and say, "Okay, okay, I'll just walk slowly!"

Well, it’s still this way, now she walks forward slowly, takes two steps, closes her eyes, opens them, no one is there, walks a few more steps, closes her eyes, there is still no one there after she opens her eyes, she sighs, He will no longer be kind enough to show up.

The more we don't see each other, the more we miss each other.

At night, she secretly came to the wooden platform by the river, and sat there by herself, without any support behind her, counting the stars, "One, two, three, four, five, six, seven... Ten, ten, Zheng, Shiro?" Loneliness is missed Longer, if there was a little more intertwining at that time, they wouldn't have met, right?How much I want to stare at the same star with him, "Yue Lao, did you take my red thread to knit a sweater?" She smiled, maybe the old man just used her red thread to knit a pair of woolen socks, and said Finally she stopped crying, but she still couldn't hold it back, she missed him, she would pretend to be calm when someone was around, now she was alone, finally she could let go of the ties, let go of the miss, let it wantonly cut the body, cry Crying and laughing, at night alone, I went crazy.

Bridges return to bridges, roads return to roads, bridges have to be crossed, roads have to be walked, she just crossed a bridge to get to him, the rest of the road only needs to be walked by herself, all efforts are zero, they are doomed to apostasy go with each other.

All the tears that should be shed have been shed. This is the best gift for her growing up. It would be great if she had a bigger heart. She could hold so much sadness and wrap it tightly.

{Akashi, I will stop crying.

Akashi, I'm not suffering anymore.

Akashi, I forgot about you. }

"Qianqing, you are so slow!"

He is Nobuzawa Nantian, a boy she met after coming to Kyoto...

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