sigh no need

"do not want!"

It was that nightmare again, and this time she finally saw clearly that it was Xia Ri who pushed her back down the stairs. This must be the remnant memory of Wan Han from the past. Such incompetent memories and chaotic thoughts are enough, and she is enough, as long as Just listen to Xiaotian, if you think too much, you will get tired instead, do you want to go back to that world?I will never see the gentle mother, the considerate Hirose, the lovely Momoi, the happy everyone, and him...

Now that she has promised her, she can only move forward without hesitation.

In the early morning, I drove my mother to go shopping, and carefully cleaned up every corner of the house. Normally, Wanhan's mother never let her do housework. She soaked the clothes to be washed in the basin and gently rubbed the cuffs of her mother's shirt , Tears burst the bubbles, she smiled and shook her head, what should she do now that she swore to take good care of her mother?If you want to break your promise, you still have to be inhumane.

After tidying up her things, after she leaves, it turns out that Wan Han's soul will return to this body, right?She is still mother's favorite daughter.

Before going out, she touched the steamed bun and said, "It would be great if I were you!"

That's right, if she's just a rabbit all the time, she just needs to follow her master foolishly. There's no need to decide anything, and no one will judge whether you're doing right or wrong.

When she came to the school, at the gate, the little banyan tree grew a lot taller, but now she was without him.

Roof, is this the last time you take a nap on the school roof?Is it the last time to lie down on this wood-scented table?Is this also the last time to water Wanhan's fruit?She squatted in the corner, the tears couldn't stop flowing, her heart was so painful that she was numb, she was so sad that she didn't dare to cry out loud.

"I'm sorry, Hirose," she whimpered.

The little dress left for Watt was lying quietly on the table of the gardening club. The dark clouds covered the sun, and it seemed that it was going to rain. She fixed the umbrella so that Watt's little dress would not get wet.

Where are you?I really want to see you, even just a glance, maybe I will never come back tomorrow, I really want to hear you say with a smile, goodbye, Qianqing.

In the empty park, she walked quietly. Everyone was holding an umbrella. Even those without umbrellas were carrying briefcases and schoolbags. Those who had nothing had at least one hand. She was the only one who soaked herself. In the rain, so there is no unlucky rain and a roof that happens to accommodate two people in this world. You really can’t watch too many beautiful plots on TV, and please don’t believe it.

She walked through the park. At this time, Akashi should be on his way home. She was alone in the rain on the road. Can she see him again? She still has a lot to say.

She passed there, the drizzle blurred her vision, she couldn't see the road clearly, the front was blushing, it was him, he was really on the way home, should she be happy or sad?She followed carefully, he was holding an umbrella, through which she couldn't hear his world.

{Akashi, can we talk about being together?

Akashi, can you say you don't want me to go?

Akashi, can you tell me you like me too? }

Not too far away.

All emotions are to overflow, right now, to be spoken out loud.

"Akashi Seijuro, I love you!"

...

The balloon bursting in the hands of the little girl on the side of the road, the raincoat blown away by the wind on the granny on the zebra crossing, the shoelaces loosened by the man at the door of the store, the howling of the abandoned kitten in the alley, the oranges on the fruit stand at the intersection, falling and rolling He fell, ran to the middle of the road, was run over by a fast-moving truck, and splashed orange juice all over the floor!

This world loves to tease people like this, and the courageous confession was unfortunately buried in the sound of water splashed by the passing cars.

He didn't look back, and didn't hear her final confession. She followed him mechanically, without any other destination. It seemed that God didn't want to fulfill her selfish idea, hehe, even if there was no urgent truck , Akashi will not hear her confession, he is answering a call from his father, his future is destined to be without her, Wanhan has followed him to the door of the house, well, as he said, the two of them My home is not far away, I'm so tired, this is the last part of the road I will walk with you, right?Akashi, this is the last time she will meet him in this world, she really wants to know if he will be as sad as she is when she leaves.

Leaning against the wall of his house, she squatted down, whether it was rain or tears on her face, the screws were screwed into her heart, it hurt her heart, she listened carefully to the rain, it washed away her feelings, something she regretted Before the future has time to catch up, it has become a memory, and the rest is only memory.

She took out the phone, "Hello, Mingmei?"

Victory comes at the price of pain

"Hmm!" When I opened my eyes, it was a new world.

"Wanhan, you finally woke up, why are you doing stupid things again?"

She looked at her tearful mother in a trance, and did something stupid again?How is she still in this world?

"Where's Mingmei?" They planned to fall down the stairs together, but failed?Nothing wrong with Mingmei, right?

"Her parents just finished teaching, it's just..."

"Just how?" she asked urgently.

"Wanhan, don't scare mom anymore, you are my only hope in life, I can't bear another blow." Qianqing's mother hugged her and burst into tears.

"I, I know."

With guilt in her heart, she hugged her mother tightly, trying to leave unsuccessfully, after all she saw her mother's crying face, I'm sorry, there are too many sorry to say, there really won't be a next time.

Three days later, she was able to move about in the ground, walked to the window, touched the bunch of dried wild red roses, and took down the card.

If that's what you want, I'm open to it.

— Akashi Seijuro

It was him, it was the rose he sent, the brilliant red faded, and her heart was peeled off layer by layer, just like the withered petals.

In ward 5002, I found out Mingmei's ward from my mother. She didn't knock on the door, but gently pushed it open, hoping that everything would be fine for her. There was no sunlight in the room at noon, and the curtains were pulled tightly. , the gauze wrapped around the face, Wanhan was fixed in the half-open door, sandwiched between the door and the door frame.

"Mingmei you!" she said softly.

Xia Ri raised her head and remained silent for a long time.

"Mingmei, what's wrong?"

"You idiot! It's all because of you, everything is because of you, in the past and now."

"It didn't work out this time, sorry." She walked in.

"Are you an idiot? I lied to you. I deliberately designed this to tell everyone that you pushed me down the stairs!" Xia Ri was close to roaring.

"What?" She couldn't understand.

"You are so stupid. The reason why you came into this world is because I injected the anesthetic you invented in the swimming pool where you were swimming. At the same time, I also inhaled an excessive amount of anesthetic because of negligent operation. I hate it. I came to the same world with you again, I couldn’t surpass the excellent you at that time, and now you have taken away the person I like, I hate you, I can’t exist in the same world with you.”

Are these words she heard Xiaotian's true words?She thought they were still old friends, what a stupid idea.

"Xiaotian, is what you said true?" She asked with a smile, wishing she had made a joke with herself, so was this the real purpose of her asking them to fall down the stairs together?She slumped limply on the ground.

"Haha, you are as pure as the original owner of your body, and you didn't even know you were framed twice." Xia Ri's face was grim, "My face, now that I am proud of the capital is gone, I will feel the endless hatred Come to torture you and take revenge on you."

She looked at Xia Ri's crazy expression, "Xiaotian, tell me, you said these are not true." She shook her head, idiot, idiot, really stupid, is this the last evaluation she has made of her friend for many years?Two people, in the past, two people spent only five yuan together, and a steamed bun was half of each person, but now...

"You go, I don't want to see you!"

Xia Ri threw the pillow at her, she didn't dodge it, and hit her in the face with a red heart.

Stupid, idiot, really stupid, as she said, she still hasn't seen it through.

"I believe you. I believe what you said before and what you say now. I hurt you. This is the last time I believe. Also, please believe me, even if it is the last time. I don't like Kise at all. , huh, but I will still remember our past, well, I’m the one who pushed you back down the stairs this time, just beg us never to see you again.” With what emotion did she read these lines, how much she wished It's just a scene, and everything returns to normal when the script is closed.

She leaned on the wall and left the summer room. She didn't remember how many stairs she climbed, whether it was the fifth floor, the tenth floor, or none at all. She was only accompanied by smiles and tears, to commemorate the present. No.

After she was discharged from the hospital, she prepared a letter of apology, which stated the reason for this incident, and also stated that she pushed her down the stairs because she liked Huang Laiji and hated Xia Ri Mingmei, so that she would never reverse the case On the same day, it was not a happy announcement, and bright red paper could not be used, only black and white, clearly, a large one was posted on the school bulletin board. Watering or sticking it with tape, but, this matter will never be torn off in her heart, and this is the only thing she can do for her best friend in the end.

It's time to go, leave all this, there is no reason for her to stay, so I have to take all the memories away.

{Good bye my friend

goodbye my love

goodbye myself}

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