As a background board, I want to pursue Dazai

"it's here."

I admit, the moment I heard these words, I thought my language system was malfunctioning again.Otherwise, how could I hear sentences that are enough to cause my heart to arrest? According to the protection mechanism of the human body, all information that would cause me to be overexcited physically to the point of dying should be filtered by my brain. .

Well, I didn't hear wrong.

He really meant it.

My lips are tightly shut, and my tongue is pressed against the roots of my teeth nervously.I felt that if I opened my mouth, I would offend him.Kissing the forehead, cheek, or anywhere else on the skin, I can totally treat it as normal physical contact, I don't think it's just lips touching the skin, it's not worth mentioning.The most daring thing I've ever done was a swipe on that ambiguous corner of my mouth.

"I..." I grabbed the shirt on his chest, no doubt it was wrinkled by me.

"Can't you?" Dazai asked me.

How clean and clear his eyes are, how charming the divine light overlapping them is.

I know that I just need to stand on tiptoe and raise the angle of my chin a little bit higher to cover his lips easily. At this moment, I can only simulate and imagine this scene in my mind.Just let me describe it in words in my head, I feel like I am about to enter the fog of the clouds.

The young man asked again in a feeble and pitiful voice: "Can't you?"

I hugged his neck without a teacher, but fortunately he responded to me, he held my cheek, and I felt that the place where my lips touched was soft, softer than the softest corner of my heart I can't think of how to describe this throbbing.It seems that through this action, even the temperature can be transmitted to each other.

The feeling of my lips touching together is incredible——

The early morning sun slanted out from the transparent baffle on the back and hit the back of my neck. My body became sensitive all the way from the back. My hands trembled, and all the focus was on the back of his neck, almost hanging myself on his body.

The kiss didn't last long, only a few seconds, but the impression it left on my mind was strong.

I blankly thought of one thing.

——It turns out that I really forget to breathe.

After I regained my breath, it suddenly occurred to me——

"Usually good morning kisses are always on the forehead..." My voice gradually weakened because Dazai laughed cheerfully.

After closing the door and leaving, I leaned against the wall outside the door and let out a long sigh of relief.

The cloud above the head has completely parted, revealing the golden appearance of the sun.

I traced the line of my lower lip with my fingertips, thinking back to my first experience of kissing.

"Good morning kiss..."

If every morning kiss had to go on like this, my heartbeat might not have a chance to return to normal.

……

……

At noon, I sorted out the contact information of the students in the dojo.Guan Kou opened the door, saw that I was still sitting on the seat, looked at me inexplicably, and asked me: "Aren't you going to re-check the information of the new student Yamada today? He said that you haven't looked for him."

Suddenly being questioned by him, I asked even more suspiciously: "Is there such a thing?"

"Did you forget it?"

I honestly said: "I don't remember this incident..." Judging by Guankou's expression, it might have happened, but I can't remember it at all.

He didn't ask any more questions, just said that he went to find Yamada.

When he got off work, he said euphemistically: "If there are too many things recently, it is easy to miss some small things. You can make a pocketbook or something."

I remembered that there was a handbook in the stationery gift box given by the magazine before, so use that.

I got off work early, and when I got home, Dazai hadn't come back yet.It was only past three o'clock, and I was resting at home, revising my article for a while, and reading a book for a while.Then he took out his handbook as Guankou said, and started to record some things.

"I need to buy miso... Prepare some vegetables and meat. It seems that the seasoning is not enough. If there is an event in the supermarket, please prepare more daily necessities."

I record these memos in a notebook.

"Right." I turned on the phone.

The day before yesterday, editor Xiaoshan said that he was training a new editor and wanted to meet with me to talk about work docking.I also wrote down the date of my upcoming interview in the notebook, and drew a circle with a highlighter.

So you won't forget, right?

Then, I ran all the way to the supermarket and took a lot of food and seasonings to check out.When I came out of the checkout counter, I met an enthusiastic shopping guide lady next to the promotional billboard at the door. Seeing that I was carrying a lot of things, she smiled kindly and introduced the activities to me.

"Do you have our point card?" She held the event board with one hand, moved forward two feet, and then gestured on it with her hands, showing me the event prizes.

She said: "The more cost-effective activity now is to buy 500 points plus a bread machine, or directly exchange points for other daily necessities...such as small household items or daily necessities such as paper towels."

She pulled me to talk about the benefits of a lot of bread machines, which can be called hype.

I was almost moved, and she seemed to notice that I was shaken, so she described it emotionally: "Make an appointment, and you can eat delicious freshly baked bread when you get up in the morning, and you will be in a good mood throughout the day In addition, it can also be used to make yogurt and cakes, and if you like handmade, you can also use it to knead dough..."

I felt that if I didn't resist, she would cut leeks on the spot, so I tried to be brave and started to find excuses to get away: "There is no place to put it at home...I want to go back and discuss it with...uh, my boyfriend."

"It's okay, it's okay." She didn't care at all. "Well, our event will continue for several days, but the number of places is limited. If you change your mind in these few days, come to me, okay?"

I couldn't resist the overly enthusiastic and active shopping guides, so I had to say yes first.

Under her insistence, I had no choice but to take out my notebook and record this matter in front of her, and she was willing to let me go.

After dinner, I asked him if he wanted a toaster.

Dazai turned his head and glanced at the messy kitchen, and then at me, his eyes were filled with the words "Do you think there is still space?" written in big characters.I coughed in embarrassment, and said, "Can it be placed on top of the refrigerator, the key is, Mr. Dazai, do you want it?"

After I repeated the words that the shopping guide lady had fooled me to him, Dazai pursed his lips in deep thought, and then murmured in a low voice: "Are you awake from the smell of the bread machine..." He seemed to be quite interested in this sentence Words expressed heart.

"However, it's too inconvenient to put it on top of the refrigerator." Dazai stood up from the chair, and pushed the dinner plate that he had already emptied into the table to prevent it from falling. There is a storage shelf in the middle, but he put a carton of sundries on it, he knelt down and pointed to the space and said, "It can be put here."

I got closer, and the cardboard box above was full of things in a mess, all of which were wiring boards, plastic partition boxes, and even dust on the two walls. If he hadn't pointed it out, I wouldn't have found the kitchen counter and There is still such a place in the middle of the refrigerator.

I said, "You can buy a taller shelf with several layers. The oven and coffee machine can all be moved over."

Dazai reached out to move the box, but just as he inserted into the gap, a large cloud of dust burst out when he moved the box.I was okay standing a few steps away, but he sneezed and the box almost fell from his hand to the ground.When he safely moved the things to the corner, the clothes were already covered with dusty stains.

The whole person is also... disgraced.

I covered my mouth and almost laughed out loud in front of him.

Dazai turned on the faucet to wash his hands, and saw my expression of suppressed laughter from the reflective position on the metal.

"How can Yijun laugh at me?!" He shouted in disbelief, then shook his hands that were still covered with water, and showed me the "scars" (gray traces left by dust) on his body, "I did it for That's what Yi Jun did."

I ruthlessly exposed him: "Isn't it because Mr. Dazai wants to wake up smelling the aroma of bread?"

"...Although there are also reasons for this." He pouted.

Well, it's my fault to laugh at him without permission.In order to appease this tantrum cat, I offered to wipe the water off his arm.

I said, "Then I will exchange it tomorrow."

"Do you want me to go with you? Is it heavy?"

"...It shouldn't be very heavy, right?" I'm really not sure, "I get off work late tomorrow, shall I call you then?"

"Okay," he said, "then we'll talk about it tomorrow."

I packed my things and he said he was going out for a while.

"I'll be back late. Yijun doesn't have to wait for me, go to bed early."

"Will it be late?"

He re-buttoned his cuffs, showing a comforting smile: "Try to be before twelve o'clock."

"Is it work?"

He shook his head, "No, but it's something very important to me."

I asked casually, "What's the matter?"

"I'm looking for something." Dazai's eyes moved slightly, "For this, I must first find someone."

"Okay." If it's a very important matter, then he has already considered it, so I can only say: "But you should also pay attention to your body and don't push yourself too hard."

Before he left, he kissed my forehead again as comfort, and promised that he would come back soon.

Although he told me not to wait for him, I still had insomnia because of my concern. I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep when I heard the sound of the key turning around midnight.

……

The next afternoon, I went to Xiaoshan editor to talk about some trivial matters at work. This time we discussed the outline and character design after I finished the revision.

That is to say, I added some more to the character flaws of the characters.

"To be honest, I don't think drinking is a shortcoming... But drinking on credit... Yes, it fits the fantasy style. Let me see, there are many other elements added." He commented while watching : "Compared to traditional heroes, 'evil heroes' are indeed better."

After discussing this matter, he brought a young female member over, introduced to me that she was a newcomer in their agency, and asked me to hand over work with her.

"Miss Shiratori will be responsible for part of the teacher's work in the future." He said, "Last time you only met once and exchanged names, aren't you very familiar?"

Seeing that I was still confused, Editor Xiaoshan reminded in a low voice: "Didn't I tell you a few days ago. You will make this child uneasy if you behave so bluntly."

I had no choice but to put on a pleasant appearance, but my heart was full of doubts.

Editor Xiaoshan said that I had a few conversations with Miss Shiratori before, but in the subsequent conversation, we both thought that we were meeting each other for the first time.

After leaving, I took out the notebook from my bag on the way back, and circled the things that Editor Xiaoshan explained with a highlighter.

"It shouldn't be..." I searched my mind like a carpet, but I couldn't find the relevant memory.

I don't remember that Editor Xiaoshan mentioned this to me at all, but why I wrote it in the notebook myself, this is obviously because my handwriting is correct, but I also don't remember that I recorded this incident.

"Wait, why is there still an activity of 'go to the supermarket and exchange points for bread machines'?"

It also says "must be specified to be exchanged at XX shopping guide".

That's weird... Have I made an appointment with this shopping guide?

"What exactly is going on……"

I bit my lower lip, stood there motionless, studied the handwriting on the notebook, and began to try my best to recall, to recall everything.

The setting sun was blocked by the roof of the high-roofed building on the side, only half of the orange and red face was exposed, and half of the setting sun tried its best to fall on the gray concrete floor.

The light was a bit dimmer than usual.

The author has something to say:

Finally he booed, although only lightly.

I feel that these two people have a completely different style (hand gestures) compared to the hormonal biubiubiu's applause for love. I don't know how to describe it, let's imagine.

Ayi finally found the problem.

Facts have proved that a good memory is not as good as a bad pen.

——————————————————————————————————————————————感谢在2020-10-0817:16:13~2020-10-0921:24:10期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: He Lai Resonance 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigated the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Wanli Yikong and the head of the Demon King; 5 bottles of Xiaoyangchun and Qiandailan; 1 bottle of Ziye;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!