As a background board, I want to pursue Dazai

"'Iori'...?"

After hearing my question, Dazai repeated the name, saying it was a repetition, but I thought it was more like chewing.After waiting for two seconds, I heard him say, "No, I don't know this person."

Logically speaking, I should have no reaction.

But when I heard his answer of denial, my heart twitched. It was an emotion similar to sadness, but not so strong.It's like a box that has accumulated dust for a long time, and it is suddenly knocked over. Although it is regrettable, it will not cry.

"Is that so..."

"Why do you ask that?" He saw through my emotions at a glance, and asked why, "Do you care about this name?"

I organized the language in my mind, for example, I somehow went ten years later, and met the future Mr. Dazai, and he was visiting the grave——the tombstone of this person named Iori.It sounds ridiculous, like a foreign time travel movie.

In the gap of my brief hesitation, we have already arrived at the restaurant, unexpectedly we have completely missed the breakfast time.I dumbfoundedly looked at the meal time on the house number, and then turned on my phone to check the time.

"...I overslept." I said.

"I overslept." He also nodded.

Dazai asked me, "Going out to eat?"

"Also."

"What's your plan for today?"

"Arashiyama." I said simply, "It's rare to come to Kyoto in autumn, and it's really unreasonable not to go to Arashiyama."

"Lanshan..." he said, "Do you want to see all the temples?"

I'm not sure about this, "It depends on the situation."

However, I had only planned a half day trip... and planned to get up early and check out in the afternoon.

It can only be said that the plan could not keep up with the changes. At first, I was worried that if the plan failed in today's confession, we could separate earlier to resolve the embarrassment.

Now that this problem has been resolved, and we got up late today, we should simply extend the time and spend the day leisurely.

"In this way, the plan for two days and one night will be lengthened - at least one more night will be parked today, and the room must be renewed for one night."

Dazai expressed his understanding, and he also nodded: "Then let's renew the room first, then go to dinner, and then go to the attractions."

We lived in a special event suite that the editor had booked in advance, and there was no plan to renew the reservation before, so this room has already been reserved for our future time.

The service staff asked us with a gentle and polite smile: "So, can I help you to move to another room? Although it is not a big suite, the environment is quite good."

The staff handed us a brochure with the room - only one copy, of course.So I spread out the preview picture, which is a Japanese-style single room, only two-thirds the size of the room we lived in before, without partitions, and naturally there is no large courtyard.

But if it's just for washing and sleeping, I think it's enough.

"Mr. Dazai, can you?"

"That's it." He raised his head and said to the staff, "Please help us with the formalities."

There was also an embarrassing little episode here.

For some reason the hotel was out of order and couldn't take credit cards, so we had to pay in cash, but there wasn't enough cash left yesterday - I was going to get the money after I was out today.

Like a pair of poor partners, we staged a funny comedy—opened our wallets, dug out all the change in it, and rebooked the room together. Most of the full bills have been collected, but there is still a shortfall Little bit.

Then came the following lines.

"Yi Jun, I still have a [-]-yuan coin here!" He took out a coin from the inner pocket of his jacket and handed it to me.

As if I had found a treasure, I continued to encourage him: "Mr. Dazai, try harder, there is still 1000 yuan left!"

"Oh?! Found another one!"

I don't even know where he got so many coins on him, and what's even more amazing is that they are all hidden in some weird places.

Finally, we rummaged through the change in our pockets and finally got enough.

——This scene is so miserable, I want to laugh and cry after finishing the procedure.I would like to thank the cashier staff for maintaining good etiquette from the beginning to the end, and facing our strange behavior with an amiable smile. Before leaving, they smiled and said——

"You two are very loving lovers."

Hearing this sentence, I was even more ashamed, dragged Dazai and ran away.

"Yi Jun, in the eyes of others, we are very loving lovers~" Dazai was dragged out of the front hall by me, on the way to the room, he winked playfully and said something that touched my heart.

"What..." He clearly said that he was the one who asked me to wait, "Mr. Dazai is too cunning."

"Is there any?" He asked me happily, and then said "lost" alone: ​​"Yes, I am such a cunning person."

"It's even trickier to say things like that now," I concluded sharply.

But the way we flipped the change up and down just now was really embarrassing, I can't forget it.There are a lot of bills in my pocket, and Mr. Dazai is almost full of coins. I don’t know where his salary is spent.But this question can't be said... It's too impolite to ask about the money in other people's pockets.

Unexpectedly, my thoughts were immediately seen through by him, and Dazai asked me with a smile: "Does Yi Jun want to ask where my salary goes? I remember I mentioned it to Yi Jun, the salary of the detective agency is quite generous, right? "

Before I could respond, he frowned again and fell into deep thought, still muttering: "Yeah... where did you go?"

He took the initiative to mention it, so I felt relieved and bold, and asked, "Didn't Mr. Dazai say that the salary in the last job was better than that of the detective agency?"

"Well——" Dazai immediately turned into a Q-version villain as soon as he mentioned his previous job. He rested his chin on one hand, and after choosing his words, he said: "I completely broke up with my previous boss—not very often. Well, it’s a case of job hopping if it doesn’t agree with the idea of ​​the immediate boss.”

"Hey... But he still paid you the salary, right?"

Otherwise, the boss is too unscrupulous.

Unexpectedly, my answer made him even more distressed, Dazai said in a completely complaining tone——

"Because that person is too much, he has been in arrears of wages—"

"Mr. Dazai." I stared straight at him, "Honestly speaking... you used up all of it, right?"

"……………Yes." But in the next second, he regained his energy and scolded his old boss, "Yi Jun, listen to me, he is really an overrated boss..."

Watching him, it wasn't the savings crisis that worried me, but whether he had any scars from his last job.

If the salary is higher than that of a detective agency, is the danger doubled?

At this point we had already returned to the room and began to pack up and move to the new room. While tidying up, I asked him:

"Mr. Dazai, is the bandage on your body a wound from your last job?"

"It's hurt..." He turned his wrist, looking at the bandaged place below, "Not all, maybe part of it. Does Yi Jun care?"

I tidied up the suitcase, pulled the wheels to his side, and cast my gaze on the bandaged part of his body: "Does the wound still hurt now?"

"Huh? What exactly is Yi Jun talking about?" Dazai put his hand on his neck.

I frowned - I realized a strange point in his statement.

"Could it be...Mr. Dazai, have you been injured in many places?"

Dazai responded with a light smile to the question posed by my trembling voice——

"Isn't it normal for a severe suicide patient like me to have no wound at all?"

I think I'm a little confused, and I don't care about the source of the wound anymore-whether it's from suicide or work.In short, he endured this kind of pain before leaving marks on his body.I suddenly started to get scared, afraid that when I saw his bruises, I would immediately become weak and want to cry.

Or it could be said that the physical pain was one aspect, but what made him fall into the swamp was the spiritual dilemma.

"However." Dazai said proudly, "It's been a long time since there was an increase."

Facing his shining eyes and his expression like a teacher asking for praise, I have mixed feelings in my heart.

"……make persistent efforts."

"Yi Jun's expression is really stiff, do you think that what I said is true?" Dazai raised his head slightly, and then raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, "Well, of course I lied to you—how to say it to myself It's a fool's job to add wounds to your body, or you're a masochist, do I look like either of these?"

I was speechless.

What he said was not even a cover-up.

"That's why I lied to you. Don't make such a face—sorry, sorry, did the joke go too far?"

I'm not angry, I just think his appearance is really... abnormal.

No matter how absurd it is, a guess arises in my mind.

——Did my confession make him quite shaken, and he even said that he felt strange anxiety in some places?

Mr. Dazai’s actions just now seemed to deliberately uncover the scars, telling me with a capricious and weird attitude——

"Look, that's what you like. Do you really want to like this kind of person?"

If I want to talk about why I think so, it's because he looks like when I just saw him, I was full of disbelief about the feelings in my heart, and I tried my best to cover up, using a strange disguise to give myself and The other party creates a safe distance and always uses the worst plan to alert himself.

That's strange, it's like our positions are completely reversed now.

The person who worries about gain and loss is not me, maybe he.

"Mr. Dazai."

I looked at him, and I didn't know what kind of answer he wanted from me when he met my eyes.

"...If you feel pain, you can say so."

The author has something to say:

Hmm... In fact, the messy obstacles for Zai are not only the important events in the main plot, but also his own pass.

——————————————————————————————————————————感谢在2020-09-1422:48:28~2020-09-1522:40:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 24 bottles of POG; 4 bottles of please enter the urn; 3 bottles of Wuyan, Qiandailan; 1 bottle of boon, Ye Xunyue, Changye Zhaozhao;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!