As a background board, I want to pursue Dazai

My hand is only on the part of his fingers, not boldly placed in his palm.He also followed my movements, wrapping only the front of my hand with his fingers, he only walked two steps in front of me each time, and then waited for me to come down to his side, and we repeated this process.

Dazai: "I heard that if you accidentally fall at Sannenzaka, you may die within three years. I don't know if it can be counted as a way of suicide..."

Me: "I heard it for the first time, but it will take three years to be effective? What's more, we are holding hands now, and we won't wrestle."

Dazai said leisurely: "Then Yi-jun must be held tightly—"

I was led by him all the way down the steps, the further down the steps, the more the voices of the people around me boiled up, but I had already completely plunged into the wonderful dream, and I only hoped that this road would be longer.It was like being possessed by an ancient person from a hundred years ago. When I was stepping on the stone steps, I thought that I was a real lady, and I was walking along the ancient road with my handsome concentric lover.

I came down the last flight of stairs, and he waited patiently for me to stabilize before asking, "Where are we going next?"

Returning to the flat ground again, there are densely packed commercial streets on both sides. Various brands and small flags stand above the shops, and there are various specialty shops under the short eaves.

"Do you want to eat something?" We haven't eaten anything since morning, so I continued to tell my plan: "Have some snacks and snacks to supplement a little, after going out from the sightseeing street here, go to the nearby Pick an appliance and have a good meal, okay?"

Dazai took out his mobile phone and checked the time. It was almost one o'clock. He said: "Walk around and eat... the time is almost in the evening, and it gets dark earlier in October, and then continue to watch the night view near the shrine and the river. ?"

"Then you have to eat a little bit," I said, "you'll have to walk all the time."

We passed several matcha food shops along the way, so when we came across again, we stopped in front of us and looked at the available items on the menu board.

There is a matcha-colored canvas hanging in front of the store, and Dazai reads: "Super strong tea ice cream..."

"It looks like a signature product." I said, "There is also a huge statue of matcha ice cream in front of the store. Do you want to try it, Mr. Dazai?"

He stared intently at the ice cream statue, then poked the tip of the statue with his hand—

"'Super Rich' really makes one wonder how thick it really is."

I was moved by his eager eyes, and immediately said: "Then buy it."

I didn't know the reason for the store's confidence until I got the ice cream in my hand.The color of matcha is so rich, like the color taken from a pine tree, that I am a little afraid to drink it.

Dazai had already eaten the top of the ice cream, watching his tongue licking the cream, I lowered my head dryly, and shouted in my heart, "Get rid of distracting thoughts".

Seeing that I couldn't hold it, he said, "Doesn't Yijun eat it? Although the ice cream won't melt quickly this season, it will be bad if you accidentally get it on your clothes."

I asked, "Mr. Dazai, what do you think of the taste?"

He bit off a piece of ice cream and said, "It's really 'super thick'."

I tentatively stuck out my tongue and took a sip, and soon the icy cold feeling was passed along the tip of my tongue all the way to my body, and the rich and mellow matcha flavor was also wrapped in cream and entered the depths of my mouth, I squinted my eyes unconsciously.

Unexpectedly, Dazai watched me concentrate on tasting it for the first time. Seeing me finish my mouth, he asked curiously, "How is it?"

I licked my lips with the sweetness of matcha cream remaining on my tongue, swallowed all the remaining taste, then looked at his iris and replied: "...compared to 'super thick', I think it is 'super super super super' ——Nong', right?"

Dazai commented with a smile: "Yi Jun's expression is almost wrinkled~"

"...a lot more exciting than I imagined." I said.

The shopkeeper said at the side: "That's because your movements are too delicate, miss. You have to take a big bite like a little brother and cover your tongue with matcha cream."

Holding the cone part with both hands, I looked at the ice cream that looked like a miniature pine tree with a bitter face.

"Yi Jun, why don't you follow the suggestion of the store manager and give it a try?"

"Then I'll try..."

I used my right hand to tie my hair to the back of my ear, then lowered my head and licked a big mouthful from the root of the ice cream cream, and tried to distribute the cream evenly on my tongue. This mouthful directly smoothed the spiral cream mountain with a trace.

After licking a big mouthful of cold cream and putting it into my mouth, the refreshing feeling made me subconsciously "hiss".

"Yi Jun's tongue has turned green." Dazai said while eating his own ice cream, "Is it delicious?"

The scent of matcha melted in my mouth, and I had to give in to the deliciousness and say, "...delicious."

"However, is it better to eat from the top down?" He suggested.

I didn't think there was anything wrong with the way I ate, but I still nodded and ate according to his way.

"Yi Jun, give me your hand."

I held the ice cream in one hand and passed the free hand over. He put the paper bag into my hand and said to me, "Wait for me."

Then Mr. Dazai walked to two male students in school uniform not far away, and those two students took half a step back unnaturally when they saw him coming.I couldn't hear what they said, the boy took out his phone and gave it to Dazai, Dazai opened his phone and pressed it twice, returned it to them, and then came back.

At this time, I have almost eaten the ice cream, and I am biting the cone below.

I asked, "What happened to those two children?"

Dazai took out a tissue to wipe my mouth, and said to me, "They're secretly taking pictures of you eating."

I:"……???"

The two children ran away like frightened quails, and returned to the school trip team.

Dazai smiled warmly——

"I 'taught' them well and the video was deleted."

I praised him: "Thank you, Mr. Dazai is very handsome."

I just don’t know how he taught it. Looking at the figure of the fleeing child, I even gloated.

Unexpectedly, an email came from my mobile phone, it was from Yuanzi.

[Suzuki Sonoko: I can see Miss Inai from a distance!Today's dress is really beautiful——!Xiaolan and I are on a school trip~ and was it Ms. Inai's boyfriend who went up to teach those two idiots for you just now?He is impeccably handsome both in appearance and personality, and he is so happy to have such a boyfriend~ (crying loudly)]

"What's wrong?" Dazai saw me stop, "Is there anything you care about?"

"Mr. Dazai, do you still remember the train I took when I went to Tokyo a few days ago? I exchanged contact information with the girl sitting next to me on the train. I didn't expect that the two male students who were taught by Mr. Dazai just now were her classmates. .”

Dazai glanced at the team and said calmly, "A school trip."

His cell phone rang suddenly, and Dazai said, "Sorry, I have a call."

I stood there waiting for him, just in time to receive another message from Yuanzi——

[Suzuki Sonoko: Wait, wait!Could it be that this gentleman next to Ms. Inai is the object of your confession?Does that mean you are not lovers yet?Since you haven't sent me a successful message yet, it proves that the confession is still in progress, right?Maybe today is a great opportunity! 】

【Me: I originally planned to confess my confession tomorrow. If it succeeds, I will tell you as soon as possible. 】

[Suzuki Sonoko: It will definitely succeed!If you have the courage to jump down from Kiyomizu Temple, the Bodhisattva will bless you! 】

When Dazai returned after answering the phone, I saw that the atmosphere on him was a little different, and asked, "Is there something urgent?"

"Some information about future work," he said. "Don't worry."

We walked on the brick and stone road with people coming and going, and passed students in school uniforms several times.

I asked, "Has Mr. Dazai ever participated in a school trip?"

He shook his head, "No, where's Yijun?"

"...Maybe there was, but I don't remember."

"So we're not the same."

Hmm... there is no way to refute it.But don’t high schools generally have school trips?Is it some kind of special school?

He never mentioned his past to me. Today, when I feel that our distance is unprecedentedly close, I boldly ask him questions.

"Didn't Dazai-san's high school have a school trip?"

"No."

"Hey..." I was really curious.

Just two steps away, he suddenly threw an answer that I had never imagined——

"Yi Jun, I never went to high school."

"—Huh?" I thought I had heard it wrong, and my eyes suddenly shifted to his bright smiling face.

He had seen through my shock and repeated, "You heard me right—I didn't go to high school."

This is the first time that Mr. Dazai presented a certain period of his life in front of me in the form of a statement. If I want to describe it, I am holding a book called "Dazai Osamu" in my hand. For the first time, he could only gently touch the spine of the book, caress his name printed on the cover, feel the weight of the book, and even lack the courage to speak his love language to him.

And today I finally opened the catalog of this book.

"Hmm... Could it be because of my body?" I began to guess, "For example, my physical condition is not suitable for school..."

It seems a bit contradictory... As far as I know, he is still an adult male with strong vitality and good physical fitness.

"Actually, there are not so many reasons." Dazai said, "It's just that I didn't go to school."

"Then how did Mr. Dazai spend his teenage years? Even if he didn't go to school, he must have acquired a considerable amount of knowledge through other channels? Could it be that he was studying at home or something... because Mr. Dazai is very smart and understands Lots of looks."

He smiled impatiently: "How can I speak so well as Yi Jun? Be careful——"

I was so busy talking to him that I accidentally kicked a stone brick with a raised shape and nearly fell down, but was fortunately supported by Mr. Dazai.

"It's a close call. It's a terrible thing to fall at Sannanban." He said, "Don't look at me, look at the front."

"Thank you... Fortunately, Mr. Dazai caught me, otherwise I would be cursed by Sannanzaka, and I would only have three years to live."

He said: "It seems that I have firmly grasped Yi Jun's lifeline."

"Yeah." I smiled, "Where did we just talk?"

"Speaking of my life experience..." His voice softened into a softened emphasis.

He said: "When I was a teenager, I spent half of my time searching and wandering, and the remaining half of my time, and half of my time was losing and losing various things. Whether I took the initiative The things I grabbed were those things that were passively approaching me, and so far almost nothing has been left."

I felt uncomfortable when I heard it, like a flood was blocked in a small water valve, just waiting to pour out. The pressure and sadness made me want to give him all the happiness I could feel.

I asked cautiously, "What about the remaining quarter of the time?"

"Suicide, drinking and insomnia."

It is clearly a word that would not cause me much pain on weekdays, but now it hurts like glass shards piercing my heart, let alone Dazai who is the person involved, how did I feel at that time?

And he smiled as if he said he didn't care about everything.

"Does Yijun understand? I'm not such a nice person as you think."

I could no longer get out of this sadness, and even the sunlight on my body was the culprit of exacerbating my emotions.I denied it, "No, that's not the case."

The tears I hate the most filled my eyes, and they flowed out without waiting for my order. I never showed my weakness in front of him, but now I can't hide it.

I couldn't tell if he had just been stunned, or some other strong emotion, because my vision was blurred by tears.I stood there and wiped my cheeks wet with tears with my hands. I completely lost the ability to speak, and I only remembered that I still had to stubbornly refute him.

In terms of "views on Osamu Dazai", I am absolutely on the opposite side of him.

"...It's not like that, Dazai-san."

As Dazai handed me the handkerchief, he let out a sigh, which I swear was the softest sigh I've ever heard.

"Obviously talking about me... Why is Yi Jun crying instead? Okay, okay, it's rare to wear such a cute kimono and dress up so beautifully, don't cry... I should be smiling today, right? ?”

I wiped my eyes and let out a muffled "hmm".

If jumping down from Kiyomizu Temple can really make Bodhisattva hear my begging——

So please hurry up and make this person happy.

The author has something to say:

Me: Ah Yi's way of eating ice cream is so nasty, I'm sorry that my thoughts are too dirty.

My friend: Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

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感谢在2020-09-1110:43:56~2020-09-1222:09:45期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep water torpedo: He Lai Resonance 1;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 unmarked;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 3 He Lai Resonance; 1 Silver Meow and Shefia;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：路不修42瓶；籍月为眠37瓶；专注炖鸽100年26瓶；何来共鸣、25576928、夏夕10瓶；二汪姐嘎吱一声挡住秤、骨生、不想画眉毛5瓶；麻薯3瓶；雪菲亚、长夜昭昭、黛西詹森1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!