As a background board, I want to pursue Dazai

It had been three days since I was discharged from the hospital, during which time Mr. Dazai came to visit me on the second day of my admission.Mr. Dazai exaggeratedly brought me flowers, including carnations and baby's breath, and the whole was very elegant.The petals are full and open, and the stamens expose their bodies unsuspectingly. The bottom is bundled into a bundle with light blue wrapping paper and placed in a flower basket.

There are two things that surprised me. One is that I only need to be hospitalized for about three days, so there is no need to buy flowers.The second is that there are two solitary lilies in the flower basket.

I asked him very curiously at that time: "Why do you want to send Lily?"

He answered irrelevantly: "It is a processed lily, the fragrance of the flower is not strong, and it will not affect the recovery."

Dazai tied up the two lilies individually with decorative paper, and put them on a shelf a little far away from me. I said dumbfounded, "Wouldn't it be impossible to see them there?"

However, it turns out that I was worrying too much.He put the flower card between the two books and stood it up, and the lily's delicate face was drilled between the two books, which seemed very poetic to me from a distance.

I handed the paper towel to Dazai—when he was playing with the flower basket, he also got the flower arrangement mud on it.

While wiping his hands, he asked me: "Don't you like Lily?"

"How?" I disagree, "I like it very much."

I once wrote in my blog that I like lily, what did I write at that time?

[Among the few things I love, lilies are the most special ones.It has nothing to do with the language of flowers, I just love her soft and beautiful, pure and flawless posture. 】

...Dazai-san, does he know that I like Lily?

I looked at him again, but he calmly gave me a "what's the matter?" look.

Sure enough, the answer was impossible.

Now that I have been discharged from the hospital, when I returned home, I brought the flower baskets back and placed them above the shoe cabinet in the entrance, so that anyone who comes can appreciate their beauty and smell the faint, calming fragrance in the air.Only those two lilies were taken to my room by me, and I put them in a small vase bought at a hundred yuan store.

- I thought to myself, my behavior is 'exclusive'.

Today, I was sitting at the desk in a daze, and my sight was pierced by the sun during the day. When I looked up, they looked a little wilted. Flowers without roots have a shelf life. They have no roots, no soil, no moisture, and they will naturally bloom. Decline day by day.

Holding the pen, I murmured: "...it's a pity, it would be nice if it could bloom a little longer."

By the way, let's talk about the past few days first.

After I was discharged from the hospital, I first took Imaiken to the shrine to replenish my spiritual energy.During those few days in the hospital, it was terribly cold. I have long been used to Jinjian talking in my ear about what he did today. It doesn’t need to be a meaningful topic. As long as he is by my side, he can give me stability. .

Before going to school, Imaime stood at the entrance with his schoolbag on his back, still restless, and repeatedly confirmed to me——

"Are you really okay, Ayi? It doesn't matter if I don't go to school. Is it okay for Ayi to be alone now?"

Afterwards, I had no choice but to hug him and say, "I'm fine, you see I'm safe now." And I assured him repeatedly that I would be safe before he would go to school.

Is this the first time I have experienced "what if the child refuses to go to school"?

The last person to hear about me was Sekiguchi, who kicked me out with a broom on the first day I returned to the dojo after my recovery.

"Go back and have a good rest! Do you look down on me for dragging such a weak body to work?" At the end of his speech, he winked, and I was almost amused by him on the spot.

I wanted to win back the game, so I simply joked: "Did you fall in love with some new comedian who debuted?"

He put down the broom, put his elbow on it, and said casually: "The winning group of the M-1 Mancai Grand Prix, I suggest you take a look."

"I will," I said, "then I'll come back in a few days, sorry."

"Your body is important," he said, "but don't forget about the high school kendo competition."

"Ah, I'll check with Sabito and the others."

In addition, there is a mountain of information on the mobile phone.When I list them, most of them are blessings, maybe this is the time when I have received the most blessings in my life, and occasionally there are a few words of scolding against Xiaolin.

Even Natsume and Tanuma, who are far away in Yahara, sent me messages wishing for an early recovery.As a result, when I called back, I realized that my condition seemed to have been embellished in the process of communication, and the symptoms were so severe that I almost died.

So I followed the source upwards, only to realize that this is a big oolong.

It was the boy Atsushi Nakajima who was there that day to explain my confusion.

"Because the kid named Imaken yelled 'Ai is going to die' as soon as he entered the door, and everyone was taken aback. In addition, Mr. Dazai didn't take the initiative to tell everyone what happened, but I was in the middle to accompany the whole team. The process..." The boy scratched his head embarrassingly, "So, Mr. Kunikida thought Miss Muyishi was seriously ill."

I was very curious about the information asymmetry caused by this logical chain and the time difference, and continued to ask: "How did you untie it later?"

"...I explained it to everyone after I came back with Dr. Yosano. But the news had already penetrated into people's hearts at that time, and Kinomoto-kun who came to deliver the snacks was also there, so I think the owner and wife of the snack shop also know."

So it was Natsume and the others who were told by the demon extermination?That's a long way off.But being remembered like this, a small spark was inevitably ignited in my heart, which was warm and beautiful.

The next day, I met Dr. Yosano who was shopping on the street.She was in front of the store where I bought clothes last time, and I just saw the black dress I tried on in the window.

"It's clear that other stores have already started to carry new styles." She said, "They are really stubborn."

I was noncommittal: "Maybe this dress is too pretty."

"Do you think so too?"

"Well." I said, "As long as you see it, you will want to go into the store to have a look. As an advertisement, this effect is enough."

The two of us are idle, and Dr. Xie Ye made a special trip to the hospital for me.In the name of thanking her, I invited her to afternoon tea.

Stirring the sugar cubes in our cups, we chatted for a little while, getting more and more speculative.Later, she said: "Just call me 'Jingzi', can I call you by your name too?"

"Of course it's okay, Akiko." I said, "I'm really grateful that day, I let you go for nothing."

Akiko complained sharply: "It's a good thing to let me go for nothing. If you need me, you will be really dangerous."

"...?" I didn't quite understand what she meant.

"Dazai asked me to do it." She took a sip of the milk tea, and the rich aroma floated in front of her face, "He didn't say anything on the phone, and Atsushi told me the specifics, and it's not easy for you... If there is Opportunity, the prisoner who did such a shitty thing that dragged people into the water should be chopped up."

"I'm also very angry." I said, "But Xiao Lin has committed suicide, even if I am full of anger, I have nowhere to vent..."

Kobayashi committed suicide long before he lost consciousness.So I was the only one who was rescued.

She said quietly: "...it's really aggrieved."

I said yes."

But then, she changed the topic——

"Didn't Dazai visit you these days?"

"I've been here once." I said honestly.

"and then?"

"What then?"

"So—" She put down the teacup, folded her hands, rested her chin on it, leaned forward, and asked, "Didn't he come to visit you, that 'Dazai'——"

I don't quite know what kind of answer she wants, but it's not something worth hiding, so I'll tell you the truth.

"Books and flowers," I said. "Other than that, nothing special. Besides, there's nothing special about visiting the sick, right?"

For some reason, after listening to my answer, she sighed heavily.

"...books and flowers, actually books and flowers... really..."

Listening to her chanting, I lowered my head in embarrassment.

I thought I had a bit of ability to guess people's hearts, but for the first time, I didn't dare to face the answer I guessed.

Can't even think about it.

……

……

Back to the present, I am sitting at the desk.I want to take advantage of today's spare time to write my new work. During the few days in a daze in the hospital, I didn't read at all. Yes, I don't have the courage to open the book that Mr. Dazai left me, and I am still eating ashes.My entertainment is to think about my new novel.

When I was asked by Mr. Dazai not long ago, I said that I wanted to write a story about a hero and an apprentice angel.I still feel immature.

"I'm not good at writing fantasy stories at all! If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have said that."

I was at the table, crossed my arms, and got angry with myself.

Angels and the like don’t necessarily have to be western fantasy stories...then write fantasy novels with a background in Chengdu.

As for the hero, is there a name for him?

"It doesn't matter, let's not name the name first. The male lead should maintain a sense of specialness, so the name will be revealed later."

So I started to write the beginning with anticipation.

[At five in the morning, Mr. A woke up.It seems that half of his consciousness is still in the dream, reminiscing about the taste of the wine he tasted in the dream. 】

【Mr. A likes to drink during the day.

He is not an indulgent person. Drinking during the day does not mean that he is not temperate with himself, but that he is too restrained, just like someone would get up for a morning run regularly, or someone would get up to make lunch. Mr. A must drink at six o'clock in the morning every day, not much, about half a glass will do.

Before going out, he will check whether his pistol/gun is properly maintained, and he will use clips to add the hem of the windbreaker that is so long that it is almost mopping the floor. This makes the clothes on him look cheap, but in fact this is the brand Goods, if you are an office worker with a low salary, you might have to pay by credit card in installments.

Then he'd get up and start the day's work—idling first. 】

[Mr. A is not a vagrant, on the contrary, he is very busy, because his whole life will be spent on a very great job that is worth investing his life in. 】

【——That is redemption. 】

The author has something to say:

Make up the number of Saturdays (you) to see how many Saturdays you can have this month.

There will be another update later, and it will be released at zero o'clock.

Today two are also dismantled and developed.

——————————————————————————————————————————感谢在2020-09-0122:48:18~2020-09-0222:16:51期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 lonely lemon essence;

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!