As a background board, I want to pursue Dazai

Human beings create gods on their own initiative, and human beings abandon gods on their own initiative.

It's just a way of expressing human egoism. They have no awe of artificial gods, but only use them as a symbol, an incarnation of desire.Not to mention the restrictive treaties drawn up by Kise-san's suitors like a religious organization, I alone can't help but reflect on myself after hearing Mr. Dazai's words.

I still have an impression of what I said.

——I said that Mr. Dazai is like a saint.

What kind of malicious harm is this, I am afraid that my mind is filled with the water of the Atlantic Ocean to say such crazy words that hurt others and do not benefit myself.In other words, there is no difference between me and Mr. Dazai's imaginative force who sends human beings to the altar and bestows false godheads.

I thought, I'm much more hateful than Kise-san's suitors.

At least they are all self-satisfied with a hopeless love, but I compare Mr. Dazai to a saint, and a saint is to respond to ordinary people, which is not as good as a high god.

Ha... wish he could forget that crazy thing I said.

Yukimura lowered her eyebrows in thought, she seemed to understand Mr. Dazai's words as his disapproval of the overprotective and distorted love of women.And this view of love euphemistically expressed condemnation.

"I don't know much about Yukimura." He said, "However, Yukimura can also think about whether you have not thought carefully about the way you courted Kise, or caused him trouble. place? Please think about it carefully.”

After listening to his words, Xuecun quickly fell silent. It didn't look like he was hit, but he was inspired by it, and he began to think hard.

... After thinking for so long, could it be that Xuecun himself has done some inappropriate things?

Indeed, she has always told us from the mouth of Xuecun. As the person involved, she will naturally seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, or she has done something wrong, but she herself does not know that it is wrong.

——For example, the sage theory I said to Mr. Dazai, if he hadn’t pointed it out today, I wouldn’t know what stupid things I said.

The roles of the conversation were completely reversed, and I went from participant to outsider.This topic is difficult for me to answer, if I force it, it may reveal my shameful longing, so I just shamelessly sip tea and wait for Xuecun to figure it out.

I already know that Xuecun is not upset because of being bullied and wants to find someone to talk to. She is simply full of passionate love and has nowhere to confide in. She wants to find someone who can empathize with her and comfort her as a comrade-in-arms , support her.Maybe she learned something from my article, which made her have the illusion that we are the same kind, so she couldn't wait to find me and kept asking me if I was the same as her.

It's a pity that I don't have the courage of Xuecun to go forward in the fight for love. I am a complete loser. In my life, I chew pain more than I taste happiness. Once my sun is close, I will I can't help but want to back down.

"I understand." She exhaled, her expression became bright and clear at an incredible speed, and the blue sky was like washing.

I almost spit out "What do you understand?"

Dazai nodded with a very ambiguous smile, and the topic stopped abruptly.

I wondered whether the next meeting would come to an end here, but Yukimura brought up another matter.

This is the main point that I was recruited by Zhenzhu to be a helper.

"About the conflicts between me and those girls... I have a way to deal with it, and Ms. Weiliang can rest assured." She smiled and said, "I know, it's classmate Zhenmu who asked Ms. Weiliang to come, right? After all, Ms. Weiliang is not talkative." people, but still came to see me, no matter what, I am very happy."

"Miss Weiliang, please tell Mako-san that I won't do anything stupid, please don't worry about me."

I frowned, remembering that Makoto mentioned the hell communication when he said Xuecun's cruel words.

"The communication from hell mentioned by Yukimura..."

"Ah, that." She said calmly, "I have found a better method, as for what it is...Of course it is kept secret."

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After that, we had really small talk, aimless conversations without any nourishment.I am deeply moved by Dazai's eloquence, he can turn black into white, mulberry trees into locust trees, and make you fall in love with his fallacies.

Mr. Dazai is really a wonderful person. If you give him a pen and paper, you might be able to write a deafening masterpiece. Don’t ask me why I think so highly of him. In short, I think this is a truth.

After being told several times by him, Xuecun showed a girly smile, she covered her mouth and smiled embarrassedly.

"Mr. Dazai is really knowledgeable and funny. If the teachers in the school are like Mr. Dazai, they won't be drowsy in class. Presumably everyone will work hard at 12 points, and finally come up with an amazing deviation value?"

Her attention is completely out of me, so she said she likes me?At this moment, he is completely Dazai's captive.

"Teacher? I can't do things like a teacher." He followed the good advice, "Among my colleagues, there are people who used to be teachers. They are math teachers. Ms. Muiji——it's Kunikida-kun."

"Huh?" I was suddenly called by my name, who had been lowering her head in a daze. I followed Dazai's words and politely expressed surprise, "Mr. Kunikida does seem to have the impression of a teacher..."

When Dazai was talking, he actually turned his face to me. Could it be because I kept my head down and was too dull, and he was worried that I thought I was being left out, so he wanted to give me a hand?

Hey, why does he make such a small move and I think it's all wrong, stupid or not.

"It's also thanks to Kunikida-kun's temperament. Thanks to him, my professional life has been fulfilled without realizing it." Dazai sighed, and there was no complaint in his words.

"What was Mr. Dazai's occupation before?" Since he started me, I asked other questions along the way, "I'm a little curious, and I can't imagine Mr. Dazai's professional experience at all."

"Wouldn't it be suspenseful to say it all at once? No one has guessed my former occupation so far. The bounty in the company is rising steadily. If it keeps going like this, it is possible to buy a building." He squinted Eyes smiled and said, "Miss Wu Yishi and classmate Xuecun, do you want to guess?"

"It's ok, I'm free now anyway." Yukimura-san smiled happily, "Mr. Dazai, could it be that you are writing articles?"

"It's too broad, it's a tricky statement," he said. "Be specific."

"Hmm... Writer? Script writer? Ah, but Dazai-san is very handsome, maybe he is a model, maybe an actor... But if it is an actor, I will never forget this face once I see it. So isn't it..." Yukimura murmured, she became eager unknowingly, "Could it be a private detective? After all, Mr. Dazai looks very mysterious."

"A detective, isn't he doing a similar job now? Nope."

"That's really unexpected."

Xuecun was really troubled.

"Well, forget it if you can't think of it. It's not an important thing."

As he spoke, he stretched himself, it was already dusk outside the window, and the afterglow climbed onto his side face.The ice cubes in the coffee cup had all melted, and the glass was full of water. He didn't take a few sips at all, and he was either talking or staring in a daze.

I thought it was time to leave, but he was sitting on my right hand, and I was blocked by him, unable to leave my seat.Xuecun has a look of unsatisfactory expression again, if I propose to leave, what reason should I use?

"Mr. Dazai finished work early today."

"Of course it's because... I skipped work. Is it already this time? Ah, let's save the job guessing game for next time. It's time for Yukimura-san to go home. I'm a little hungry too..."

He showed me a look of success, and his tone was like a habitual offender.The iris-colored eyes under the black eyelashes are reflected in the magnificent sunlight, like dead leaves in late autumn that have been radiated with light.

"Ms. Wu Yishi, if I remember correctly, today is your family's weekly fried chicken day... Do you mind adding a pair of bowls and chopsticks?"

The author has something to say:

A man who speaks Cengfan differently.

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感谢在2020-07-2721:22:43~2020-07-2815:49:59期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Jiu Jiu Jiu Jiu 1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!