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[Review article: Vestments

From: YUKIKI Time: 23:47

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I can understand the "I" described by Ms. Weiliang very well.

Just like Mira-san said, if only there was a vestment that could hide the dirt and turn me into a pure and beautiful girl.If so, Mr. A in the article, my beloved Mr. A will also fall in love with me, right? 】

……

Weiliang is the name I use on my blog. At best, I just reversed Mu Yizhen's "MUIMI" and took "MII". .

"Yukimura-san." I nodded towards the girl in uniform in front of me, "Do you want something to drink?"

Aino Yukimura, just looking at this beautiful and moving name, thought she was some kind of heroine in a school light novel. In fact, she was facing an unforgettable incident in youth sorrow literature, that is, school violence.

She is a victim of school violence, and she is also one of the netizens who actively leave messages under my blog.

The place where we met happened to be in the coffee shop downstairs of the detective agency, and the person who proposed was also Yukimura.

"I'm a reasoning enthusiast. Since we want to meet, let's choose a more interesting place."

What really connected us was the fact that she was Makoto's schoolmate.Zhenmo's monitor, Ogura, accidentally fell down the stairs and broke her bone because she helped Xuecun, who was being bullied. Zhenmo went to visit her as a class representative.

"...Well, who makes people only have two hands." Zhenmo sighed and explained his troubles in detail: "Tomorrow to visit the monitor, I have to bring not only my schoolbag, but also flowers and letters written by my classmates. , I don’t have condolences in hand. Now is the critical period for further studies, so it’s inconvenient to call other students.”

So I went there with her, and in the hospital, we ran into a classmate Xuecun who also came to visit, and finally exchanged email addresses in a daze.

Blame me for being lazy, and set the email address exactly the same as the domain name of the blog, but Yukimura Shuteng figured out that I was a bad person.

Xuecun invited me, and she exaggeratedly stated that this was her lifelong request. When I heard such words, my stomach hurts and I feel burdened.

"Miss Wei Liang, can you meet me? I have a lot to say to Miss Wei Liang."

"Ms. Mira must be someone who can understand my pain."

I really want to tell her, stop joking, I am not the kind of person you imagine who can understand the pain of others through thinking, I will only imitate poorly, and then put myself in a position below the level of ordinary people to barely maintain personality.How can such a thing as identity exist in me?

My social circle is pitifully small, and the only suitable candidates are those who are also related.After I talked with Zhenmo, Zhenmo told me an urban legend with a serious face.

"Does Ms. Wu Yishi know about hell communication? It is said that the names of people who hate people are written on the website, and those whose names are written will be sent to hell."

"But, what does this have to do with Xuecun?"

"Squad leader Xiao Cang stopped the bully of Yukimura, but fell down the stairs during the quarrel and was hospitalized with a broken bone. According to witnesses at the time, Yukimura said that he would definitely come back with revenge and let them all wait to go to hell. The leader The girl arrogantly asked her how she would send them to hell..."

Mako lowered his voice: "Yukimura said: 'I will write your names on the communication from hell, and you will be sent to hell.'"

"...I am very concerned about this matter." She told me, "I am also very worried that Xuecun will do something irrational."

She bowed deeply to me—

"Miss Wu Yishi, can you talk to classmate Xuecun... This is just my personal request. If it makes you feel embarrassed, just pretend you didn't hear it."

The girl's face cast a magical radiance in my heart. If I want to say why, it's probably because her sincere appearance made me see the lower part of my soul, and the shou was faintly hot in my pocket.Mr. Xiao said to me "to make friends with others", is he also telling me not to always run away?

There is another voice quietly growing in my heart.

"Go and help her."

"Do something that you can do."

"I see." I lowered my eyelids, not daring to look at Makoto's expression.I was afraid that I would go back on the bold words I said, so I quickly added another sentence so that I had no way out, "If I can help her, I will be happy too."

Zhenzhu was silent for a short time, and I couldn't help but feel ashamed. Could it be that she was thinking about the truthfulness of my words?Or did she already see through my false face, pretending to be a good person?Are you hesitating to expose me?

"Miss Wu Yishi." She smiled in relief, and the rock hanging in my heart finally fell to the ground. The girl held my hand, "Thank you very much. You are such a kind person."

So, there was this scene where I met Xuecun.

"It's... Mira-san, right?"

Xuecun, who has been bullied in school, seems to be unskilled in speaking loudly. She speaks softly, as if her lungs have been opened, revealing the vents in her lungs. She emptyly showed me that she was tortured into an inhuman It doesn't look like a ghost.

"Miss Weiliang is not what I imagined."

I followed along and asked, "What's the difference?" I was also very curious about how I looked in the eyes of others.

"No, I thought about it, and it's actually the same." She looked at me without hesitation, "I thought that Ms. Weiliang was a quick-witted, very trendy female college student, just like the one interviewed in a popular women's magazine. Female authors generally wear fashionable and cutting-edge clothing, modern women who combine shrewdness and sophistication."

I felt a surge of anticipation in her words.And the appearance of myself is a kind of disappointment to her expectations.

But she changed the subject——

"It turns out that Ms. Wei Liang is from the classical school." She seemed to have opened up the conversation box, "It is the possession of slender and morbid beauty, classical intellectual women, as expected, it is rare now, but in the past, it was the standard school of literature." Feminine, right? It’s no wonder that Ms. Weiliang’s articles sometimes give me a retro feeling, so it’s because it matches my image..."

Xuecun's eyes were bright, but my heart sank little by little.What is she saying?Thin and sickly?That's just because of malnutrition and weak body. How can there be beauty in this kind of body?

Classical and intellectual?There is absolutely no element of these two words in me, I am very sure.

Not to mention saying something that matches my image... Just listening to it makes me feel like I'm sitting on pins and needles.

My scalp was numb, and I tried to change the subject, "May I ask what Xuecun student wants to talk to me about?"

"Miss Wei Liang has already heard about me." She pursed her lips, her eyebrows furrowed, her beautiful eyebrows furrowed, "I... have a crush on a boy in our school's basketball club. His admirers knew about it. Using this as a trigger, the quarrels and struggles between us gradually escalated."

"At first, it was just being stuffed with waste paper in the drawer, and being written on the blackboard by someone, and then it gradually turned into being stuffed with thumbtacks and blackboard erasers in the schoolbag, and being scribbled on the desk... Finally , they even locked me in the toilet, poured cold water on my head, and said 'to wake you up'."

She clenched her hands tightly, her fingertips were pale, and she was very angry.

Xuecun is not the kind of school violence victim I imagined, who is blindly bullied by others and complains about herself. On the contrary, she has a strong temper and has quarreled with the leader of the small group many times.

"I'm sorry that Xiaogura-san was involved in the pushing and shoving." She said, "...I will make them pay the price. After all, just because you like someone, you have to be called a 'bitch' or something dirty." Dirty insults, I really don't understand how crazy female high school students are now."

"I just really like Kise-san."

"It's just the experience of talking to him once or twice. There's nothing wrong with wanting the person you like to like you, and there's nothing wrong with letting the person you like only look at you."

"Everyone is afraid to make a move like a house. What's the point of maintaining the so-called false peace? If you can't get the person you like, this protection is simply ridiculous self-satisfaction."

She reconfirmed with me—

"Miss Weiliang, you must understand me, right?"

I would love to tell her, don't lie to yourself.

How can people understand each other.

——This sentence is the biggest lie at the end of the century, no, it is a curse, everyone who has heard this sentence will be bewitched by its magic power, wishful thinking that there is such a beautiful empathy between people .

How can I understand her.

I understand her only a little bit, a very tiny bit.

The sea of ​​consciousness sank deeply, and Xuecun's questioning was like a ghost getting into my cochlea, crawling on the fragile nerves and knocking hard.I have no spare time at all, and I am about to be turned into a drowning soul by her persecution.

"Ah, isn't this Miss Wuyishi?"

A clear voice sounded from a distance, accompanied by footsteps from far to near, Mr. Dazai stepped on the floor and poked his head out, the sun was still on his face, causing his smile to give me a warm and peaceful illusion .

"What a coincidence, what are you doing here?" he asked knowingly. "Are you chatting with 'friends'?"

My heart skipped a beat.

"...What a coincidence, Dazai-san."

The male protagonist in my fantasy has become a reality and appeared in front of me.

My drowning symptoms went away without treatment.

The author has something to say:

It should be the first time to mention what Wu Yishi looks like, so give me a vague idea.

In fact, Wu Yishi also has the potential to become a coquettish girl, think about the paranoid suitor Dazai met...

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感谢在2020-07-2611:51:56~2020-07-2711:43:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 silver cat;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Xia Shu and A Li; 5 bottles that are different from what was agreed; score +6661 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!